It's really special how humans can be. They can become hyper talkative to anyone but not to the person they like and i find it pretty true. I would think of all the things that i wanted to tell her but every time when i am with her, i would have forgotten in clean and clear. I can be quite good at talking with girls and "tam" them as well, but when it comes to her, i would do the total opposite. Maybe that's because i really like her and it's the first time i had such feeling for someone, an utter blankness in memory when i am with her. She might not be perfect but i like her for who she is and that is why to me, she's really really pretty.

A Simple Dream

It was God's grace that i was able to achieve one of my childhood dreams not once, but TRICE..my friend said i had a simple dream, a dream of going to Disneyland!! Well, dreams can be simple too as long as it is something that you've dreamed of achieving.

 Magic Kingdom, Disney World, Florida

Disneyland, Anaheim, California

Disneyland, Tokyo, Japan

A Lifetime Chance

Had a chance to experience how Japanese people have their year end company party. Tried Japanese Nabemono and Ojiya today. Really AWESOME!!

I was even lucky enough (don't know if i should call it luck) to be able to experience an earthquake just before i left ICVS at 5.15pm, 7th Dec. It was somehow terrifying but somewhat thrilling hahaaaa.

Funny thing was my colleague and i were like freaking out while the people there couldn't even be bothered with it. We even had the mood to take picture after it.

A little big city called Tokyo..apart from the crazy morning sandwich rush, i am starting to like this city even though i've no idea of what people are saying most of the time..I just need to "Hai Hai" all the time hahaaa

Perfect Little Christmas

My Christmas will be a little more perfect since everything is all planned out now..off i'll go to a place where i once dream of going when i was little..

こんにちは!!

我的女神

Votes are opened for Astro's On Demand drama award. Definitely gonna vote for the best drama of this year, at least that is what i think =P

Well simply because my 女神张可颐 was in it!! Plus, the theme song was really nice as well

Sometimes, i feel really disappointed with the way you treat me, of how you take me for granted. I am close to giving up and not care about it anymore. Ya, just chuck me aside and might as well pretend i don't exist. Maybe i am no longer important or "useful" to you anymore

I really don't know what happened or what went wrong..but i feel i am not as important to you as i was before..maybe we've started to drift apart already and probably it's a good thing....i'll just let it flow and see where it takes us to

Don't know if you're the one.

And my heart tells me i must not give up.

But i know i cannot like you unless i forget her.

Been trying very hard.

So that someday,

I can tell you how much i really like you.

Love Don't Come Easy

Love is rarely as perfect as what is shown on tv. Love don't come easy because we need to work on it. It's not merely just saying "I Love You" and that's about it. A love relationship without commitments are just empty promises uttered just for the fun of it. Love needs time, effort, patience, understanding and most of all sacrifices. Nothing beats having to go all out for the one you love.

One regret I have in my life is that I've given up on her too easily. I thought letting go would be the best because I didn't want to see her get hurt. I did not have the courage to go all out for her. Well, at least I've learned a valuable lesson on love. That's why I'll be sure I wouldn't make the same mistake with a special someone again. I'll make sure she's truly the one I like before confessing to her and that oneday I can truly love her wholeheartedly.

Can't wait to see her again soon!! =))

This is a month of testing..too many datelines to keep up and too many datelines to meet..everything has to be inch perfect..2nd week of July is when our 生死 is being determined..

Sometimes we take things too lightly and not treasure it until its too late..i wonder why of all people, God wanted me to meet you?

This is for you

I know you'll be taking your test really really soon and you're practically super stress up..but seriously who doesn't?? I would too!! Hope you'll take things easily but not too lightly ya cause you know how laid back you get sometimes hahaa..well, if you're really stress then eat or do something that makes you happy..i learned this from you!! =p and with your temperament, i know you'll need to rant your stress out to feel better..talk to your mum sister friends maybe coco hahaa..and of cause you can always rant to me too! sorry i might be too busy at times to stress you up and give you a push but i do wonder if you've been studying or not..i hope you'll give it your best to take the test, even if it doesn't turn out well, you know you've did your best and have no regret for it..you cannot should not and must not give up ok??? I'll be here giving you my support!!

A little town called Bozeman

Sometimes in the midst of my hectic life in a hectic city called KL, i always wish i was back in Bozeman where things are so much more relaxing and the skies make you happy!! =DD

Sometimes you'll wonder what's your purpose in life? What makes you happy or sad? As you grow older, you'll tend to know more about yourself and you'll be surprise to find out that you are totally different from what you think you were. Life has alot more things that is yet to be discovered.

Sorry for the blunt-ness. Needed to do some thinking after a very long day yesterday. Blame my temperament!! hahaaaaa

This day finally came..Thank God!!

I thought i can be happy on my own, i never felt alone..but as time goes by i realize i was missing something..

and it was YOU!

*credits to Tumblr*

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Made a very huge mistake in work today and i am very disappointed with myself..but as i was thinking over about it, there was this question that came to my mind..

"Hope i did not made the mistake and not my fault, but in turn not having to treat a patient"

OR

"Hope i did made the mistake and my fault, but in turn being able to treat a patient"

This is what real life out of classroom ethics questions really are!!

I don't know why but i attract little kids....a kid magnet hahaaaa

I've given away something really dear to me so that someday when i have it back, it will bring a different meaning to me..

To love someone also means letting go for best of both person..so i hope the best for you and that you'll able to find someone who loves you not as much, but more than i did..

It's almost a week till my birthday and i've been waiting for this day to come ever since i was in the US because i can finally celebrate my birthday back home..this year is going to be my first year celebrating it back in Malaysia after 4 years..i wonder what kinda surprises i'll get?? or maybe i wont even have any..

Sometimes in life, I am grateful to have friends who care so much that they are willing to risk losing our friendship just to stop me from doing things I’ll regret. I am really really thankful you have not given up on me even though I’ve already given up on myself. Sorry if I’ve hurt you unknowingly with the things i did and I am really touched you’ve showed me that you treasure this friendship a lot, more than what I thought. Don’t worry, our friendship is not as fragile as you think and I’ll never blame you for what you did because i know you care. 


I’ll do as you said because I do not want it to affect people around me anymore and i’ll do it for my own good as well. But please bear with me when my steps are slow and hold on to me if i ever swirl. 


This is my promise to you!

If there is one day in a year which i do not want to be reminded of, today is the day!

15th April

从我第一眼看到你之后 到现在你还是那么甜美

虽然我们已经是陌生人了 但是我还是很喜欢你

Sometimes life is like a crossroad. You don't know what you left behind for others

If there is a chance, can i be in your world again?

If i had to go through another day like today, i might go crazy!!!

4th April 2012, an eventful day that ended on the next day..well i guess we can really be at the wrong place at the wrong time sometimes..was driving to work on Connaught highway yesterday and so happen a stone the size of a pingpong ball came flying against my windscreen..if i was a second slower or faster, it wouldn't have happened..end result? A crack on my car's windscreen!!!

Got to work expecting things to be slow till i suddenly got a call from my big boss..i went frantic when he told me that he needed us to process actual patient's sample, something that we were not prepared at all and it was T-minus 4 hours till the sample arrives..i wasn't sure if we were ready but we had to start somewhere somehow..

But somehow the sample only got to us at 7pm and the procedure usually takes 5 hours to complete, i knew i wouldn't be home before 1am..well surely, my day ended on the next day at 1am, plus no dinner!!

Sometimes, you just wake up to a day where you'll tell yourself, "I did not wake up expecting this at all!!"

I've always thought that it was similarities that's been keeping us so close all these while, and similarities were the reason we're able to get along so well..but lately i've found out that we have more differences than similarities..

Maybe its differences that has kept us being best of friends for so long!


p/s: Happy April Fool!!!

Could it be that the one for me has always been right there with me, just that i fail to realize??

Was having my lunch in McD today..I couldn't help but realize a bunch of college kids hanging out in a section of the restaurant and they were just chilling out..I was so envious of what they can do with their free time, yes free time if i even had any..They were just laughing away without having to worry about anything in their lives..I wish i could do the same too..I miss uni life cause that was the best thing ever!!

As you grow older, like it or not you've more responsibilities to take on!

p/s: on a lighter note, i find this song really soothing hahaaa

I have always been puzzle with the question if "和你在一起的人不一定是你最爱的人" is true..because i think not everyone could be with the person they truly love!

I feel like going to Hong Kong!!!

It's one of those days where i just feel blank..feelings overload~~

Kinda realize i am actually using my blog to replace Plurk..every post i put up looks more like a shout out, rather than a proper blog post =D hahahaaaa

我才发现 不坏的女人我都不喜欢

你的笑容带给了我一个很甜的感受

因为小酒窩是你最美的記號

Finally done with learning everything that i need to know..The question is "Will i be able to do it without any mistakes?"

The road to success is never straight and is always an uphill struggle

You might not understand the things i am doing for you now but i hope someday you will..

It's 1st of March tomorrow. Time fliessss by faster than i could hold on to!!

Have been thru it a few times..i used to care alot and take my heart out but i've learned not to care anymore..

.

Really thank God for such a nice colleague because we are more than just colleagues..i just like the feeling of us talking and sharing life experiences together..that makes work so much easier..well, who would want to spend 8 unbearable hours a day with someone they don't like?

Am really grateful that God has provided me with things that i wouldn't even imagine..

I hope when i look back 6 months from now, i'll remember how it started and how far i've gone..Wish i'll be able to say how glad i was being part of it!

我不知道为什么我会那么担心你，那么不想看到你伤心

有可能我已经开始对你有好感

You can only like someone when you know what that person cherish most...i have yet to know hers

I shouldn't get too hooked on social networking sites....

STRESSS!! I hope i can control them!!!!

带给你的压力我真不是故意。。对不起

I love airports! Not that i love to travel..its because i can see my dreams there..nothing can excite me like how a plane does..guys usually go crazy over the curves of a woman, but i'll go AESTHETIC just by looking the the curves of a plane..

Planes are just too BEAUTIFUL!!

Love again

I know i had to let you go in order to love again..I'm letting you go not because i don't love you anymore..it's because i am just waiting for the day to meet you once more, so i can love you again

I might not be the one you admire but,

have i told you how much i admire you?

I'll always remember this day, because i had you!


January 10

A Love Story

Everyone has a LOVE story

What's yours?

Getting the girl is never easy

Keeping her is even harder

Letting her go is the hardest