i'm a survivor

time: 1.58am

I survived the week. :) At 10.45pm on Thursday, it felt like this weight was lifted off my shoulders. I was exhausted but yet my mind was feeling active enough to keep me awake till 4.30am Friday morning.

Role play was exciting, engaging and extremely hot! Thanks to the air con that didnt work for a good 40 mins. Despite the heat, it was a very stimulating end to the week and probably the highlight of the entire module.

Fyp is not as screwed up anymore. I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed that things will eventually work out. "Breaking up"(in leigh's words) with the client was awkward and all masked under this cordial atmosphere where only the most politically correct things were said. sigh...not fun at all. :(

and with recess week officially starting now, I'm going to have to plan everything i have to do!

but first.....sleep. ahhhhh :)
Nights world. lala land awaits.

week 7

time: 11.42am

Is it time for sem break yet?

I'm really looking forward to it cause i think the last few weeks havent been that great. Plus two 40% quizzes this week! :(

Fyp has been at the back of my mind, but with all the unstudied material, its hard to focus. Cant believe things have turned out this way, and as daph had nicely put it, "We are back to May". Too many let downs. Its funny how we have gone one big round, played with so many ideas only to come back to something we weren't that keen of doing initially. hur hur

Still, i'm glad im working with these girls. Kind of makes the whole Fyp experience more bearable. :)

Well...its monday again. Lets keep the promise we made. Looking forward to happier days. :)

cheerio.

sigh

time: 1.47pm

FYP just eff-ed us over.

and life....life just kind of left me behind.

time: 10.34am

"It’s dark now and I am very tired. I love you, always. Time is nothing."
-Henry DeTamble

time: 6.50pm

4th floor benches are my favourite corner in school. When the day has ended and the evening sets in, there is only the distant hum from conversations downstairs. It really is quite peaceful and an excellent place to be. The only bad thing is how there is no toilets available on this floor after 7pm.

Two more sems of studying up here before i have to say good bye. sadness.

But well being year 4 definitely feels different. New faces increase, the kind of fun you have changes and you generally grow out of things that use to amuse you a few years ago. Not necessarily a bad thing when some of the activities back then were really silly. On the good side, more matured and suddenly much more aware of what i want out of life.

Random i know. Just killing some time. time to go. :)

poor xiu

time: 6.46pm

Sigh, my silly girlfriend. So nice, that she is taken advantage for. :(

Still i love her so. bleah.

blog woes

time: 10.50pm

hai yo, wat a time for my blog skin to disappear. and i really liked it! sadness. thats what you get when you dont host your own image. You are at the mercy of others.

This will have to do for now. I just took it off some blog skin site. There are so many sub columns at the side. -_- Left some off the original words there. Its not as nice as my old one i feel, but its pretty in its own way. too bad i still dun possess the IT capability to do my own skins.

blessed

time: 10.00pm

Its time to move past my questions and count my blessings.

Today, hwee told me of a quote.
"Sometimes people are so busy looking for the gold that they miss the silver lining"

how true indeed. That girl never cease to amaze me.

the past two weeks have sowed many seeds of doubts in me. But i realise how silly it is. Cause only when I stop thinking and expecting, then can i start loving and appreciating.
<3