difficulties

time: 1.39am(sin)

yes...sometimes i do find it abit difficult. But i guess nobody said it would be easy in the first place. With time and a little effort, tolerance, patience and understanding, i hope it will work out fine.

I have got to try harder.

before i go

time: 14.20pm

so here its is, leaving tonight and it has been pretty much of a mad rush this few days, running out to grab stuff. I actually told myself no more going out for the last 3 days. In the end, i travalled as far as town, just to get some last minute items. lol

oh yes...i finally got up another blog. here.

i took forever to choose it, and im still trying to figure out how to work in wordpress. god..im such a noob. so for now, i guess it will have to do. plus, i realised that they dun allow tagboards. sad sad. so leave me comments if you may. :)

ok...blog on the other side as soon as i can. take care!

cheerio. :)

100th post!

time: 12.20am

This is my 100th post! woot!

and i only have one thing to say

packing is a b.i.t.c.h

If its suppose to make me a babe in total control of herself, im sorry...but its driving me crazy.

Thank god for mothers who seem to find an extra space at every corner. But already im forgoing alot of stuff. No instant comfort food, no cute scarf, no slippers and at the looks of it, no space for zermy. oh man...i have got to find a place to stuff that little bear in. Its the only piece of home that im bringing along.

I dun even know if i have the strength to carry my luggage. On the day itself, i will have my luggage, my backpack, my sling bag and my down jacket. overload overload overload! I dun think i will exceed weight limit, but in the midst of the endless transit, i hope i dun drop anything. Its like second nature of me to do that.

haha, yes, i see the jitters already coming in strong. Its so far, so cold, so foreign. But Im so glad its too late for me to chicken out!

3 days and counting...

dreams

time: 2.15pm

my brother has this weird habit of sleeping on the sofa downstairs. Its 2am and here he is on the sofa next to me sleeping like a log. All the time he does this! I wonder what function does his bed serve? and im left with the toughest job of waking him up to drag him upstairs. -_-

talking abt weird dreams before, i had another one after my red dragon. I dreamt that daph told me she could read my mind. like, wow. haha, she said that she could see my thoughts when i formed them into pictures but not when they are in words form. Or something like that. I remember getting very worried. I mean mindreading? scary stuff.

dreams just get stranger and stranger. :p

And hwee shared something really interesting today. She told me that according to a website, the word of the year for 2007 is "Woot". haha cool, i actually do like that word very much.

night world. woot.

happy new year!

time: 12.30am

i know im 4 days late in saying happy new year, haha i have been too lazy to blog on the day itself. :)

It would be nice to recap 2007. It has been a good year, making new friends, getting closer to old, finding joy in being with my family, doing better than expected academically and having a generally good year.

Of course there are the lessons to be learnt as well, the mistake of believing something that isnt there, the inability to voice out feelings etc etc. But such things only make you stronger yes?

so here i am, too lazy to go into details. But i hope 2008 will be a great year for everyone. :)

for now, i hope to have less dreams when i sleep. Today, i dreamt i was in this secret alliance and then we got attacked by this HUGE red dragon. There was fear, action and fighting. i woke up very hungry and more tired than before sleep. haha...as fun as these dreams are, i need my rest!