This post's title came to me as I sit outside right now on our back porch, with Moose asleep in our double stroller, Becky taking a well-deserved nap upstairs, me enjoying a day off, and our girls having what I'm sure is a wicked awesome playdate with friends. It's a great Tuesday afternoon, to reference a classic Moody Blues song.
This is the first time I've ever blogged outside. A cool wind is blowing on this hot day. Birds chirp and squirrels bark (or whatever sound they make) in the trees along our property, and the serenity of this day is cool. I should do this more often.
You might recognize the title, too. I lifted it from the Counting Crows' album, which basically was the soundtrack for my freshman year of college. I've spent the last 5 minutes before writing another word in this post reflecting on that time of my life--all of the newness, the anticipation of meeting new friends and learning new things, the ticking clock inching ever closer to real adulthood, the first time really being on my own--and smiling at the memories. It was a great experience, and over far too soon.
And I've also thought a lot about where I am right now in life, and it's really good. There's the newness of a new child, the anticipation of our oldest one starting pre-school in a month and learning new things on her own, and the ticking clock inching ever closer to the time when all of our kids will be in school.
Our girls have had a lot of fun outings this summer. We're just hoping to find more one-on-one time to spend with Goose and Mouse; Becky and I last night both expressed a desire to spend a few hours on a Saturday with just one of our girls, while me or Becky would take the other girl and Moose.
I suppose I'll always feel these nostalgic and anticipatory moods each August. School will always be just around the corner, baseball games will (hopefully) always have meaning for the Red Sox (unless they are atrocious), friends will move away (and just as surely, new ones will move in), and Becky and I will try to cram in that
one last day trip or that
one last cool family outing with our little brood before we surrender their weekdays to teachers and school friends.
Because there's August for all of the fun stuff, and the everything after will be days and nights often structured by school and church activities. Most of those will be fun and important experiences. It's impossible for me to regret what I haven't yet experienced, so I can't begrudge the fact that soon we will be those parents with kids heading off to a new school year, and bidding another carefree summer adios. And I am really excited to see how we go through the next couple years with all of the transitions.
I just wish we could hold onto the Augusts of our lives a little bit longer.