Wednesday, June 15, 2011
sometimes, the more you want something, the more you wouldn't get it. well, things that you can achieve easily will not be treasured.
maybe God knows what's best for us i guess.
maybe God knows what's best for us i guess.
23:58
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
end of my undergraduate years. somewhat feeling very empty and lost now.
reminiscing the days in year 1 where I just entered NUS, as a 'super blur' freshman. but luckily with the help of my seniors, I managed to integrate into university life rather easily. and still remember steph jie bringing me on engineering tours; teaching me which shuttle bus goes to which places; revealing the location of the PC Cluster to me so that I need to squeeze with everyone at the ThinkLab and Central Library for usage of computer. All seems so carefree then. And I was lucky to have known YR, Seok and Kry so that I would not be a lone ranger wandering in ESE alone. And also my dearest lab partner, Ang Hui Ling. The titration experiment was definitely one of the most memorable incident in my NUS life. HAHA! Joined CAC Main Committee as an Asst Hon Fin, basically just being enthu about everything. Funka, CAC+US, CAC Camp, CAC Retreat. Countless fun with the MC people. Sleepover int he club room, having steamboat and watching Saw movies. However, the overly zealous me apparently joined too many activities and took up too many tuitions that my results was dealt a heavy blow that I had lived to regret for the next 3 years of my NUS life.
Moving along to Year 2. Being part of rag committee was one of the milestone in my life, and one of the biggest NUSSU projects that I had joined (or rather bothered to join). Though it was tiring, and I didn't know what I was doing half the time, it was a rather fruitful experience. Joined back MC as Hon Fin this time around, and its a whole cycle on repeat mode again.
Year 3 was the year that I had promised myself not to join any activities and concentrate on pulling my CAP. yeah, I sorta did it. But life was rather mundane. Went for internship at CAAS in Semester 2. The job scope was not want I had in mind, but that aside, I was lucky to have known new friends from my internship stint. It was the first time that I really made friends from the polytechnic route. Through the internship experience, it sort of opened my eyes to how political work can be. Unseen arrows being shot through the form of emails.
Year 4 life was totally draining, Design Project + FYP. yeah, I've survived it. And I was lucky to have meet the greatest food buddies in NUS in semester 1. Thank you for taking in a lost soul during exam preparation. Chimp, sistal, gloomy bear and ah heng and otaku. sort of my 2nd clique of friends and really enjoyed the times slogging out in school though the work was disgusting, I think ultimately the company matters.
Also kudos to my bunch of CAC friends, Leekoon, Steph jie, Mel Gan, uncle jeremy, yuejia, long, Alice dang dang, uncle yiwei, uncle ruoping, uncle jinfu, uncle junlin x 2, uncle kiaheng. and the bimbo gangs Mel Tan, Regina, Cheryn, Sylvia. And my ever super irritating A Hon Fin Goh Hui Qi. Xiang qi and Aud. And all the ushers at UCC.
Thanks everyone for making my NUS life a tad happier and thanks for the company. Though it is definitely very depressing that things will change, friendships will change, priorities in life will change. I suppose it's hard to maintain status quo in the future.
reminiscing the days in year 1 where I just entered NUS, as a 'super blur' freshman. but luckily with the help of my seniors, I managed to integrate into university life rather easily. and still remember steph jie bringing me on engineering tours; teaching me which shuttle bus goes to which places; revealing the location of the PC Cluster to me so that I need to squeeze with everyone at the ThinkLab and Central Library for usage of computer. All seems so carefree then. And I was lucky to have known YR, Seok and Kry so that I would not be a lone ranger wandering in ESE alone. And also my dearest lab partner, Ang Hui Ling. The titration experiment was definitely one of the most memorable incident in my NUS life. HAHA! Joined CAC Main Committee as an Asst Hon Fin, basically just being enthu about everything. Funka, CAC+US, CAC Camp, CAC Retreat. Countless fun with the MC people. Sleepover int he club room, having steamboat and watching Saw movies. However, the overly zealous me apparently joined too many activities and took up too many tuitions that my results was dealt a heavy blow that I had lived to regret for the next 3 years of my NUS life.
Moving along to Year 2. Being part of rag committee was one of the milestone in my life, and one of the biggest NUSSU projects that I had joined (or rather bothered to join). Though it was tiring, and I didn't know what I was doing half the time, it was a rather fruitful experience. Joined back MC as Hon Fin this time around, and its a whole cycle on repeat mode again.
Year 3 was the year that I had promised myself not to join any activities and concentrate on pulling my CAP. yeah, I sorta did it. But life was rather mundane. Went for internship at CAAS in Semester 2. The job scope was not want I had in mind, but that aside, I was lucky to have known new friends from my internship stint. It was the first time that I really made friends from the polytechnic route. Through the internship experience, it sort of opened my eyes to how political work can be. Unseen arrows being shot through the form of emails.
Year 4 life was totally draining, Design Project + FYP. yeah, I've survived it. And I was lucky to have meet the greatest food buddies in NUS in semester 1. Thank you for taking in a lost soul during exam preparation. Chimp, sistal, gloomy bear and ah heng and otaku. sort of my 2nd clique of friends and really enjoyed the times slogging out in school though the work was disgusting, I think ultimately the company matters.
Also kudos to my bunch of CAC friends, Leekoon, Steph jie, Mel Gan, uncle jeremy, yuejia, long, Alice dang dang, uncle yiwei, uncle ruoping, uncle jinfu, uncle junlin x 2, uncle kiaheng. and the bimbo gangs Mel Tan, Regina, Cheryn, Sylvia. And my ever super irritating A Hon Fin Goh Hui Qi. Xiang qi and Aud. And all the ushers at UCC.
Thanks everyone for making my NUS life a tad happier and thanks for the company. Though it is definitely very depressing that things will change, friendships will change, priorities in life will change. I suppose it's hard to maintain status quo in the future.
00:12
Saturday, May 07, 2011
sometimes you just don't know who to trust
10:11
Sunday, May 01, 2011
having two drivers in the seat sounds pretty ok. at least you can take turns driving. afterall, it's only 5 years. If they don't do a good job, they will be out next elections. So seriously, what's wrong with giving them a chance to drive?
22:55
Saturday, March 26, 2011
my frens don't really like to hang out one-on-one with me. am I that terrible a person?
19:05
Sunday, March 20, 2011
I feel absolutely stupid
12:55
Saturday, March 19, 2011
how i wish i can read minds... then maybe life will not be so be so conflicting.
16:16
