i told someone today that life's all about letting go and moving on.

perhaps i should take it back because life is much much more than that. it's just so big a thing that i can't possibly summarize it within this blog. anyhow right now there's alot of living in moments going on for me.

i'd like to talk about a little something. there's this little song that's been getting me through when i don't have my phone beside me (you know why).



suddenly my fav song in the album.

sometimes it brings tears but every time you cry, you get a little stronger. just can't sit there and let the world pass you by in self-pity. that'd be just tragic.

tomorrow you book in again. yet you're optimistic that you'll be able to last through. confident that while life goes on outside without you, you won't be forgotten, that there's a place for you to return to. then you feel touched beyond description that there are people willing to do everything they can to accommodate you, even at their own expense.

staring as i sit on the jarring steel steed,
watching eyes of devilish red stab the dark hues of night.
trees pass me by like solitary pilgrims
going on and on to face their loneliness.
yes, their loneliness till their death
they face ceaselessly, perpetually.
be happy and thankful you don't
and will never face the same fate.

beauty comes and fades but not the sweet scent of true love.

back from hell on earth.

its been such a long time. can only hope that where i am, i'll finally learn a few lessons on perseverance and humility. watching the planes pass by as others fly off to meet the sunrise while we're stuck on limbo isn't the most enviable feeling.

in any case there's still the blessed sea. it reflects the colour of the skies, and is capable of existing in the most stunning blue. perhaps its the only thing noting and remembering in this whole experience.

but whatever. my life starts and ends during the weekend, with nothing left in between.

went to PS today. what a wonderful day. diving bell and the butterfly is such a fascinating show. wish i had a more literary mind to appreciate it further!

then there was the park and there was you, and suddenly all is right in the world

nothing much to say about taiwan.

realised that there was this HC person called yi huang there and to think that i don't even recognize her! so interesting.

bought some nice new clothes.

ok going NS in err 2.5hrs. so excited.

will miss you. thanks for yesterday. love you.