Im sorry I wasn't like how I sound when I blogged previously.

I was probably a bitch to not allow you to take the risk for another chance. I mean, you did gave me one afterall the shit I've done. The thing is, I wanna take this chance and make it worthwhile. And if I were to take that chance now, both you and I know we wont work out. Its not that I dont have feelings for you or whatsoever. I do love you. I love you enough to let you go. I dont want us to get back together and quarrel each time over little stuff. Im sure you dont want that too. Lets take this time to really change. And when the time is right, we'll get back. So meanwhile, forget everything like I did. It'll help you start afresh.

I still love you barney, please smile.