SERIOUSLY ! FUCK MYSELF ! why am i clingy to you ?!?! why must i love you so much ! WHY !?! why must i even went down to your workplace to find you when i know i dont even have a fucking chance ! why must i spend my way down when i can keep my buddies accompany ?! why must i even need to get drunk when i can happily drink with my friends that night ?! why must i do such things for you !? why must i deserve this kind of shit !? just cause i did something unforgivable in our relationship. i know i dont deserve to be forgive. BUT I DID ENOUGH. SERIOUSLY I AM TIRED ALREADY. my heart is so much dead . whenever i see couples out there. i feel so envy of them. i even silently wishes them to last long to even bless them to get married. i even can picture ourselves like them. BUT its over. my sisters told me to give up on you. my brothers says the same thing. but i didnt. CAUSE I KNOW I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU ! OKAY ! you really meant alot to me. i dont know why. i seriously dont know why. you wana know why i wana get drunk so much ? the reason behind it is i wish that when i am drunk i can say whatever shit to you. cause only the drunk tells the truth do you know that. i cried. stupidly cried in front of so many crowds . HAHAHAH ! THATS HOW STUPID I AM OKAY ! i know i am wrong. but please dont treat me this way. seriously it hurts ....... OUR dreams . our goals . our milestone plans . its gone. do you know what i wana do for you for the surprise ? do you think i still can go for the plan ? hahah ! i used to fantasize our life with kids , with houses , with beautiful sunrise and sumptuous breakfast with just you and our kids on the beach house. HAHAHAHAH ! stupid dream indeed. laugh with all you can. cause you are laughing at my dreams .

?brian, every year of 7 march. i am growing older.:/ which its the most hateful things . live life to the fullest. an egotist,standing tall of 174cm
"I am one of those Melodramatic fools,Neurotic to the bone"
you dont have to care whether i am going contented in my life. be yourself
i am weird. cause i hate goodbyes
bear that in that you dont need to live for anyone.by the way i am friendly. fuck those loser. face me if you can..
love being straightforward. I love my friends truckloads okay..
Just so u know, i love chewing sweets. . straight thru your mind. think first before you judge on people. i am small-minded :))
i may look decent in picture. but in fact i am an introverted.
if a tattoo is needed. you will be the best art ever

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