6 more hours to book in. bah. i'm feeling so under the weather and weary. its gonna be about 2 weeks before im back home due to field camp. lets hope its not 7 days of torture.

i had shooting last week. quite fun. 6am to 2am for 2 days in a row. very little sleep. but it was fun. sadly my firing lane cocked up, so my score wasnt really recorded properly. enough to pass, but not enough to get a marksman. according to my assistant my shots were on though. *shrugs* night shooting is the bomb man. tracer shots like star wars.

had my grenade test too. uber fun. cant wait to throw the practice grenade that actuali has sound n stuff.

im sorry i cant spend enough time with u this bookout bebs. i wish i didnt have to follow my parents but i do. dont cry anymore please.

finally! confinement (or more gracefully referred to as adjustment) period is finally over! that means its weekly book out for me. but that also mean the shit will start to hit the fan man. we had our first stand by bed yesterday. hide all the stuff thats not in the standard list and arrange everything according to the standard. how crap.

lets see what i've achieved in my past 2 weeks in BMT. i failed IPPT, due to my SBJ and also 2.4km. blah. full marks for everything else. as usual. gotta train up own time own target during my admin time at nite lah. and shooting, well i think i can get marksmen. 26/36 targets. easy peasy lah. i only miss 4 of the nite targets and 4 of the small headshot targets. the rest are usually hit. so yeah. our 4km route march was fun. sadly the 6km one was cancelled due to the freaking rain last minute. blah. which only means that we'll go home LATER on other days to slot it in. blah. we'll be going grenade range on monday and range on tues n wednesday. fun week nxt week.

i do hope the blur fucks in my platoon wake up. they're really gonna cause us to die la when the real training starts. always falling in late. taking their own blardy time. moving in the file. blah!

i realised my officer lied to me. he said nokia batts can last 2 weeks on a single charge. liar. my batt died on wed. good thing my friend had a spare batt to spare. guess i have to get another batt too just in case.

i miss bebs alot. gonna meet her later. yay! but sadly, it wont be for long. cause i have to catch my vacation island ferry back to tekong at 715. exactly 24hrs breathing singapore air.

hello i'm home! actually i got home yesterday but i was lazy to update. cougar company seems like a great company with super duper great commanders. i'm in platoon 2, section 1, bed 1. so if we go to war, i'm like the first man to go in. right infront. hah! and i've been arrowed to be the armskote ic! wahyou alot of things to do mans. sign this book, that book, ensure the door is locked at all times, open the shutter, arrange the rifles in order, blablabla.

bebs picked me up yesterday. yay! sorry u had to wait so long for me. x) sorry i was so takut and burdened u with so many rules. like not hugging u and cannot kiss u also. even if u kiss me i kena jail. so i takut la!

back in tonite at 1910hrs. nxt update will be 21st jan when i book out guys. see u then.

"i swear i'll know your face in the crowd,
and i'll hear your voice so loud
when you're whispering

o sweet angel of mercy
with your frace like the morning
wrap your loving arms around me."

-underoath "some will seek forgiveness, others will escape"

today is probably the most emo day i've ever spent with bebs. its like we went thru today (okay maybe i went thru today) with the thought of enlistment at the back of my mind. ok granted its only 2 weeks of confinement, (and rejab says we get to go home for raya) but still. its a 2 week holiday, and probably she wont be hearing from me for quite some time as i'll be too zonked to call.

to take our mind of things, we did the 3 things we do best. eating, shopping and chilling. eating at our favourite place seoul garden for 2.5 hrs! woots. eat eat eat. then went to army market to get my ziplock, notepad and my painters cap! finally got that darned cap. hunted throughout kL and citysquare to no avail, only to find out from hairi that beach rd carries it for $5. at first i didnt think that was the cap cos it looked quite diff, but bebs said it was and yay it was. and then it was back to town for chilling at CB funan. quite emo there la. she gave me a going away present, in the form of coupons and a zara tee. thanks bebs. *hugs n kisses*

dear bebs, i promise i wont act hero/garang at tekong. i promise i wont bend down to pick up the soap in the shower and i'll protect my bum at all times. dont worry as i'll be back in 3 days time for raya. stay tuned for a more hunky and tanned bebs in 2 weeks time!

love, me.

much love i have for this one! *hugs* love you hunnybuns forever and ever and ever.

"It's not a question of whether she's perfect,
it's whether she's perfect for you."

-Good Will Hunting

i know you are the perfect one for me. i dont care about the imperfections that u see in yourself. the pipi tembam, the stubbly fingers, everything negative that u see in the mirror. u may not be perfect, but u are perfect for me. for that i love you.

happy new year everyone! 4 more days to my holiday in tekong. such a short more time. hopefully i'll be back fitter and more muscular. must i do a reflection like everyone else? lets just keep it private.