lets see now. my last update was the 25th which was last sunday. so what's happened since? on monday i stayed home while someone was out stuffing herself with glorious food and shopping for aviators. and i borrowed my cousin's xbox. then tuesday i met bebs for Narnia, sushi and nachos. wednesday was a very fruitful jamming session at soundmix where we completed a new song, you guys will hear it on friday IF you come watch us. today was spent with bebs, hopefully not for the last time before i enlist.

gig tmr. last gig of the year. last gig for quite some time. so exciting! enlistment next friday. gah!

boredom while waiting for my noodles to get done at 2330hrs leads to this.



all hail the fire!

look look, its so briiight.

have a good night everyone. my noodles are ready.

pictures of kL are up. yups yups. click on the picture for more.

i went to ikea today. decided to go "designer guys" on it and revamp my room. well not actually revamped. but add some accesories. 2 frames and a potted plant. and a tea light holder. all that is needed are some purple curtains and i'm all set. right?





those pics are my own okay. i took them myself. they're not those ikea cards. speaking of ikea cards, some of the pics look of the same standard as mine. will head down to the photoprintershop later today to print other prints. i should have bought more frames but i dont have anywhere else to put em. i wanna frame up my work. too many pictures too little printouts.

hello i'm back. 6tees, 2 shirts, 2 watches, 1 shorts and 3 donuts richer, and 300RM poorer. will blog more later. just happy that i got to meet bebs today. absolute funness. toodles.

i'm so glad my fever has gone down. both my ear and mouth temperature is below 37C now. phew.

i'm leaving on a choochoo tonite. lets hope i have a great time. wish i could bring bebs along. but someone's parents just had to be a police state and lock up her passport. tsk tsk. i'm going to trade in my citizenship for a police state citizenship? have mercy on me. but if in doing so i get bebs who loves me, why not? i think its an even trade la. i love you bebs.

adrenaline is good. it helps me block out the pain for a while. at least thats my only explanation for the surge of energy i have on stage. a few minutes before i feel like fainting, feverish, headache and once on stage, voila! im good. and after the adrenaline is broken down 15 mins later, the fever comes back. isnt it wonderful? or to put it in bebs words, "hiduuuuup".

i think zhenghua square is blessed for us. the first time we played there last year, parousia invited us to play at the third place, where we went on and played for more gigs. then early today, surreal approached us. and gordon gave us his email add. we're supposed to talk to him when we release an EP for awakening production's distribution. like woots. he'll consider us for more gigs that they organise next time.

in other news, i got to meet jon chan of the late plain sunset. cool chap.

xbox is love. i'm the champion. spent some time with bebs yesterday. isnt she l337?

but i had to spoil everything after xbox-ing cos my splitting headache was back. i went to the doc after that and she said it might be dengue. gee. according to bebs i have 4/6 symptoms. fever, headache, pain at the back of the eyes. and the doc says my fever has been around for about 4 days since thursday. so yeah.

i hope gig today would be fine. we're up at 910pm. i think i'll try to get the organisers to put us up earlier cos im still not feeling well.

its amazing what panadol extra can do for an aching head that feels as if the eyes are going to pop out and the veins at the temple are going to burst. in about half hour, the pain is gone or at least tolerable.

dear god, please make this headache go away. its been killing me every morning for the past few days.

pics of the gig are up. www.kiosai.shutterfly.com. yups. im off to meet bebs for some xbox action. my bebs is l337 (leet). heh.

gig was great. somehow no moshing during our set. maybe our songs are not mosh-able. so we ended up moshing ourselves on stage. i was so tired that i couldnt move by the 3 or 4th song. i think it was the most tired-est set i ever played. i hope at least it sounded good.

rest till tuesday for another gig! poor azi tore his jeans again. and he has another gig tmr at jb. and suddenly when i reached home i had a lump in my throat. but i didnt do much singing today. weird. and it wasnt there at the gig. only when i was sitting down after my shower and i swallowed and i felt the lump. at least i didnt faint during the set from my fever. heh.

quote of the day:
"water is good for you
cos its H Two and an O
but now we make our own
and we call it NeWater"
-ihsan

i hate being sick. worst is, i've got a show tmr. argh! hope i get well enough by tmr. i need to get my back massaged.

yea! rapapapa!

recording was quite an eye opener. we were musically tight but sadly, ihsan was sick towards the end. but its hell load of fun. listening to us jamming. hopefully we can do it again soon ah when ihsan's better.


in other news; bebs is back!! i missed you so much. i bet u hitam oreadi rite? i'm your skinnybearalot!

Ben & Jerries! yummeh. berry sherbet, cookies and cream and brownies something. yummeh! all for $7.50. orgasmic cream i like.






do i forsee jogging tmr? i think so.

-edit-
do to unforseen circumstances, i am unable to post a picture of my accomplice enjoying her icecream.

"You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now"
-goo goo dolls iris

we got in! we even have a photoshoot on monday at 2pm. cos we're a (get this) featured band! we're playing alongside surreal and many more. i'm so excited. but harrumph have to postpone earlier arrangement with bebs. that sucks.

CyclingII

another photoset long overdue. enjoy.

fish eyes and bright lights
more here.looooong overdue. sorry.

Are you listening?
We write a thousand pages, they're torn and on the floor
Headlights hammer the windows, we're locked behind these doors
And we are never leaving, this place is part of us
And all these scenes repeating are cold to the touch

My hands seem to deceive me
When I'm nervous or when I'm healthy.
The sceneries are drawn.

They hang here from the walls dear,
Painting pictures, bleeding colors,
They're blank at the windows.

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe.
Your eyes see right through me.

These fights with your arms left beside.
It's one thing and one more says goodnight.
You've got the map come get to me.
These knuckles break before they bleed.

Tear out these veins that own my heart.
This skin that wears your lasting marks.
I've built these walls come get to me, come get to me.

Is this your lesson, a slight discretion,
The lines that keep you, the lines that sweep you.
Lock the doors from the inside.

Your face is so contagious, it wears announcements,
It leaves me breathless, i won't forget this.
I won't forget

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe
Your eyes see right through me
Let the walls have their say [let the walls have their say] [x4]...

There's no conversation, words without remorse
And this television drowns the only source
Wake from these dreams of you in my arms
To the staircase where you hold my heart
This place, these walls mean everything to me.


this song is the current *it* song for me. in addition to my humps by BEP. heh.

we had auditions today. back to ahchew's roots. the church beside bp banquet. heh. as usual, everyone was late. but it was okay in the end. did our usual circus tricks. lets hope for the call tomorrow. but we got our tickets and stuff. so that knida means we got it. and the guy matthew said we improved from last year, and he's glad we came down to audition. so yups. lets see tmr.

went home with zali and azi. was telling zali how the guys always bullied me in secondary school. i was one weak kid in the past. nothing much has changed though. still get bullied.

1 more month to NS. yeay?

there you go. me looking all smart and dressed up.

prom yesterday was, well prom. the usual bunch of characters were present, overdressed, underdressed, underdressed version 2 aka too little covered up, weirdly dressed, and the gorgeously dressed. food was standard fare, and i took only 10 pictures. sigh. $60 for prom + 10 pictures = $6/pic.

the after party was, well kinda a disappointment. quite sad for my maiden clubbing experience. shant elaborate further.

reached home at 4. woke up to bebs sms at 7+. talked for abit. slept till 11. and here i am. jamming later. cant wait.

thats right. boys in glasses are HOT. ditto to that.

its already 958 and i havent showered. but i've done the laundry. go me. remember the finger that got stung yesterday? well when i woke up this morning, it was a little swollen and itchy and red. but the funny thing was, it didnt itch at the site of the stinging. the area around it kinda itches. lets just see how it goes.

tonite im eating at granma's house. some grandmotherly love would be nice. heh.

i've got a couple of photosets that are lying dormant on my desktop - unedited, unuploaded, untouched - and i dont feel like touching them either. maybe someday i will find the will to do it.

a couple of things happened today. firstly, i was tipu-ed by the media. "over 60 shops! selling XYZABC!" well the power of the media. such a shocker when i got there. i mean okay, it was a flea market. but its nothing that i expected. maybe i expected too much? i dont know. and worst of all, i got stung! like fuck! ok i dont know what actually happened, but i saw an insect on my arm, and i brushed it away. suddenly i felt a stinging sensation in my finger and lo and behold, it was bleeding. and it hurt like hell. me being the scared shit that i am wanted to find a first aid post. was apprehensive about approaching the parked ambulance so we decided to leave my finger to fate. after a while it numbed out and turned out okay. curse you insect and whatever u did to me!

now my jacket smells of coleslaw fart. guess i'll have to wash my bag and my jacket tmr. i've heard quite a couple of farts today. i wonder why. x)