30th March Haji Lane

this site has now been turned into a photoblog. it has been great writing in here for the past year or so. i hope you guys will continue coming here to view the pics. till next time guys.

from,
the 2 writers of this blog

listening to: estrela - saturnine

Holiday Trip to Avillion

listening to: rocco theme song

i've moved too. from here on end, no more entries from either me or iza.

but do stay tuned for photos, photos and more photos.

it was fun while it lasted too.

cherio~

listening to: a static lullaby - the shooting star that blabla

i think i'm falling sick. does sneezing, feeling sleepy/ drowsy and mucus flowing out of the nose count as sick? i hope it does because i damn well feel sick.

"ask.. ask.. ask.."

thats what i hear in my head nowadays. i shouldnt heed those voices. cause they're evil. cherio~

enoughisenoughisenough.

alrite kids.
this is going to be my last entry here.
i know this might be my fifth time saying this but a certain incident has put the final nail to the coffin. we all hafta learn from mistakes. and if there's one thing i learnt - keeping a low profile is almost criminal. maybe its better not to be sociophobic.
actually, no. i changed my mind. being sociophobic is not a world as bad as being a snoop. weird things pple indulge and find pleasure in, eh? as if being a snoop isnt bad enough, an obnoxious individual just hafta be a loudmouth too. some people never learn from mistakes, do they? dont they realise its their own despicable traits that haf brought them to the state they are now? and worse, spreading his own problems to others. i am not being condescending here. maybe i am sore, i dun deny it. but this is just a plain personal truth that a snoop dont realise bcoz he is too busy meddling with other's affairs. i thought i cudnt get my priorities right.
so sue me.
human nature? that's a totally different question.

+et tu brute?
sometimes, we all haf good intentions doing certain things. some pple will take advantage of our generousity and they start to indulge into despicable acts. and when this happens in our presence, shud we not stop them? shud we just watch and join in the fun? or worse, assist them with it? wad happen to moral courage and conscience? are these things forgotten? i am not in the position to blame others, that i know. i am still unsure of wad had happened. but whatever it is, we all have a lesson to be learnt. and for everyones' sake, please save it to our memory.

oh and i do not like people doing things that concerns me before informing me first. it is only fair for me to know beforehand.

thankfully, i dun hold grudges for long. i get angry bt i also get over it. being a bitch forever just doesnt make things any better. oh bother.
so yea, bygones.

blogging has been a bigfun. i wudnt say i'll terminate my account with blogger for good. maybe there will be another url. only time will tell. alot of trust will be at stake the next time that happens. or maybe there are some individuals we dont hafta include in sharing our lives to. u will be informed soon. if u dont belong to the mentioned few, of course.
oh yes. my departure is me, alone. rizal will still be here. do treat him well. heh.

so for now, MIA is the new black.

*
Let's all cry, 'Peace, freedom, and liberty!'
:
How many times shall Caesar bleed in sport,
That now on Pompey's basis lies along,
No worthier that the dust.

haf a good life everyone. the show is over.

watching: mcs - my favourite accident

auditions for AJ idol are in a few weeks time. me and justin havent even figured out what songs to play.

i wonder why that certain someone is being evil. i hope she changes cos what you're doing is really hurting the person i love. cherio~

why.

after a few years,
i think some pple shud haf a closure.
get rid of their excess baggage.
its only fair to others.

unless
they dun want to.
some pple are juz too selfish.
well, fuck them.

one-vi.

the last time checked,
i am still unemployed. and putting on alot of weight.
before the As, i had plans of how my life wud be like aft.
i was supposed to:

1. work. *rolls eyes*
2. throw away my notes and rubbish.
3. exercise.
4. travel to anywhere outside singapura.
5. learn spanish.

needless to say, i dun keep to my plans.
bt if u ask me now, off the list,
i juz wana travel and learn spanish.
the rest can wait.
now, i juz wana:

1. pluck some flowers and give them to u.
2. mess up my neighbourhood supermarket shelf.
3. take photos with banglas.
4. be a socialite.
5. work in a godiva factory.
6. send porn to tharman.
7. hug everyone.
8. be part of a jury.
9. stalk and kill the neighbourhood rats. and kick a dog.
10. meet the idiots who came up with 24 hrs a day.

i am finally gona haf a life.

listening to: trhw - atmosphere

i have a friend for my every need in school. lemme list down a few;

samuel: the guy to go to for hair advice. because i wish my hair was like his, except i dont want a head as big as his.

jeremy: the guy to talk to about uhm, hockey, sports and what not.

qiyuan, don and the 2 guys above: to talk about guy stuff.

yy and zy: bitching partners

jasmine: council stuff and also a bitching partner

everyone else in my class are just classmates. i dont think i share a special bond with em. yeah.

but one thing's for sure, all these friends are no substitute to having bebs in school. i wish they were. cherio~

thecosmos.

i finally did it.
applied to nus and ntu.
smu can wait.
i've had enuf trauma for the day.
its not even 12 yet.
i dun understand why do we have to pay for application.

alright.
i've been very bored at home.
i realised im too picky.
which caused me to be unemployed still.

i had 2 very different dreams last nite.
one was a nightmare.
about those whom-we-shall-not-mention.
scary and realisitic.

the other was abt my lit class back in IJ.
it was very brief. and familiar.
i missed that 35mins of jo teo/janet lim.
the only 35mins of the day me n nicky
wudnt turn to each other to talk
bcoz we rather listen.

so every bondman in his own hand bears
the power to cancel his captivity.

listening to: mcs - indoor living

im not looking forward to school. it doesnt take a genius/rocket scientist to figure out that about 100 000 kids out there are feeling the same way. it just sucks when there's no one to look forward to in school.

i know when i step into that 20 year old compound, all that will greet me is grey and blue. and droning zombies.

but the good news, i have 3 more times to be late before CWO is bestowed upon me. last term, i was terrorized by the bus service because it was late twice in a row and caused me to be late. so i had 1 more life, credit, arcade token, ressurection potion to save me before CWO.

i figured out a really cool tool in photobucket. direct linking of my pictures. great. previous post showcased my very first attempt at using the flower mode at taking flowers. previously, the flower mode was well, used not to take the things it was intended for. spoons, pepper shakers, rocks, grass, everything else but its primary function, flowers.

this entry is getting too rambly for my liking. this is what happens when u lock yourself in your room on the pretext of "doing homework", when you're actuali doing everything but. cherio~

listening to: nothing

the underpass outside PS has a beautiful garden of flowers. i wonder when they were planted. pictures taken off the outing wit minahs album.





taken by:

me.

listening to: MCS - my favourite accident

ok pics of the outing wit the minahs on the 12th to NUS and fish n co are up.

listening to: estrela - blurred

here are 2 lomos that i took. well actuali iza took them. but im the model. so its MY lomo.





selenge. cherio~

listening to: philips - housy lounge

its the eve of a new term. using my special telekinetic psychic powers, i sense that students all around singapore are frantically doing their homework. scribbling everywhere. well i'm not spared from this either.

but for now, lets take a break and look at some pictures i recently uploaded. oh bloody fuck. ofoto screwed up. the first half of the photos i uploaded are gone. well fuck.

oh i smell food. briyani ayam here i come. cherio~

listening to: saosin - bury your head

the reason for my MIA these past few days is:

1) i was away on holiday from sunday to wednesday
2) following which i went out with bebs on thursday afternoon and
3) booked into camp till friday

so i've been a very busy man. and im afraid to say i've neglected the person i love. the one with the schizo. heh. i still love her/them though.

pictures will be up very soon i promise. but tonite, its more snapity snap cos im going to my lil cuz birthday chalet. cherio~

extra.

im feeling accomplished.
i did my 1st jog in 4 mths.
the last was waaaay before the As.
and i finally bought a bag.
hehe. another roxy fancy bag.

i saw a new wallet tutorial. i wana make one.
and my cloth is overdued for some sewing.
im the procrastinator of our time.

i apologise to those who didnt get my previous entry.
there was nothing to be understood.
really.
juz some random thots.
and lyrics of that day by natalieimbruglia.
maybe it was my fault to forget to write it thr.
my apologies.

hey, i got schizoprenia.
there's only 1 thing we both agree on:
i/we <3 bebs.

givemeplease?

well that day, that day
what a mess, what a marvel
i walked into that cloud again and I lost myself
and I'm sad, sad, sad, small, alone, scared
craving purity, a fragile mind
and a gentle spirit.

i spy.
i spy somebody covering their tracks.
who is it.


*
can i say i love u?
i <3 bebs.

coax.

i haf come to a conclusion:
wingtai is unprofessional.
well, the hr is.
oh alrite, im sore. bt i do haf my reasons.
they called 2+ weeks late
asking if i cud start immediately the next day.
told me im hired.
and yet no charlene whosoever since fri.
myassimhired.
i'd rather they not call again.

had a great time wif bebs and darling minahs.
thanks nora for the treat.
i hope u like the present.

i want to
watch spongebob n patrick live in ps.
go beach minus the heat.

bebs is gone again.
for a holiday.
missing him a whole bunch already. sighs.
i guess its back to vcds and bks next wk.
and some sewing.

alright, i made a mistake.
wingtai please call me back.
oh mans. im such a whiner.

basic3.



shopping. yeayness.
all for just $45.
quite a bargain eh.
yet to get shoes n bag.
more trips to town then.

i've been out the whole of this wk.
and again today n tomorrow.
when i shud be flipping thru prospectus.
and making life decisions.
i hate online applications.

now im gona feed the kitten downstairs.
and i am gona sew my bag later.
so much for priorities.

listening to: kenny g - dont make me wait for love

yes i know its a very un-Rizal song but hey, was testing my sister's just repaired PC and dad used the cd. so i felt like comparint sister's pc speakers with mine. seems like hers have more power. oh well.

so much for a pc repair shop. the pc had a hard drive problem and came back with an audio problem. idiot. i managed to find out the root of the problem though so yeah. its the same shop that disabled my dvd playing somehow when i sent my pc for upgrading.

while reading my daily dose of webcomics, i felt yesterday's questionable content was hilarious. you people should check it out. heh. cherio~

listening to: spitalfield - i love the way she said la

who said that after months in a relationship, the rush of a date, the butterflies in the tummy, the sweaty palms are all gone? i seriously dont think so.

even after so long, i still look forward impatiently to a date. i still get butterflies in my tummy (maybe from the need to shit all the time) and sweaty palms (not to mention sweaty armpits too).

oh well. thats what love does to you. and i love it! cherio~

listening to: a ceramic circle video

chinatown part 2

well well. i've got my own collection of shots of chinatown tat i took with iza on monday. not as good cos the sun was really hot and i dint feel like getting baked. cherio~

listening to: CSI on teevee


my favourite warhol drama mama

i love this girl. cherio~

listening to: CSI on teevee


my favourite drama mama

my attempt at a warhol. i dont really get the fascination wit it but yeah. i think its quite cool. i know the colours are a lil off but the idea is there isnt it? cherio~

tigerlily.

pple are becoming too practical these days.
i want to be born in the 60s.
travel in a van n sleep on the beach.
i want whimsical replies when i whine.

its confirmed.
we're moving.
isnt everyone these days?


we're afraid of ourselves.

listening to: some pooh bear vcd the sister's watching

interesting conversation a few minutes ago:

was talking about my pimples when bebs said the ultimate comment,

- 18 for the rest of my life. - says:
dun tell me u drool upwards pulak?

eh? upwards? took a few pics on my trip back to my johor house. will post them up when i feel like it. i really hope i dont get make up PE for skipping school on thursday. i already have a letter printed and signed.

i havent blogged anything deep for a long time. i think i wanna shut down this blog and move somewhere private. havent decided yet. time will tell. cherio~

purplegown.

fundamental.


( +60 ) damn pics are grainy. manymany pics of sarah. haha.

totheT

so, im still here.

i got wad i deserved
for the minimal effort i put in.
A C C.

u get wad u give.

the parents are disappointed i can tell.
whc explains the measly $200.
im sorry.

i wana scream congrats to all the smarties out thr!
esp the aj melayus.
and my darling minahs.
and nicky. omg im soo proud of u.

so yea. now the application part.
screw maths. bt that means gdbye psychology.
im still undecided.

now am i troubled by something else.
i need to get my priorities right.

i wana say thanks to everyone who was thr for me today.
u guys know who u are.
i truly appreciate it.

reunion lunch wif the minahs+rachel.
catching up n the good times.
refuelling our fears.

spontaneous photohunting wif sarah.
batteries cost me $8.30 total.
beautifuuul places.
raffles place.china square.chinatown.erksine road.acm.arts house.city hall.

scarlet hotel is a must go.
desire is the place to lounge.
sarah n i got to go totherooftop.
Breeze!
im gona rent the plc for my 21st bday party.
i am. i am!

we love museums.
and museum shops.

bittersweetsymphony.

i've been blasphemous.

i've been put on trial.
i know im guilty.
bt i dun want them to know im guilty.
of course the verdict will prove it to them.
its juz how bad the sentence is.

then everyone will set off talking.


lets patiently wait for friday.
after whc i'll be off to exile.
with 35cents to survive.

listening to: jimmy eat world

no matter how many scars i have, be it in my heart or on my skin, i'll still love you.

no matter how many times we hurt each other, i hope u still love me, cos i know i certainly still do.

cos i am you kamikaze-lover, your bebs. your only one.

love,
me

listening to: MCS - the future freaks me out

selfishness is a really bad trait to have in ur bones. certain people dont even have the decency to think of others. even when others plead, u just ignore them. i used to think you were a nice person. how wrong i was.

i hope u realise what u did really irritated the whole class. yes i dare say the whole class except ur little clique. cherio~