listening to: MCP - mary without sound



click here for the video of our cover of i'm a loner dottie

february.


top: me, kak yati, my sis, sheera, abg aidil.
below: kak nor, abg boy.

i saw this in my cousin's friendster.
hehe. juz had to post it.
retroness.

pHneutral.

pardon me while i whine.
i know i've said this a million times; i need retail therapy.
its urgent. before i start pulling my hair out.
i want that green polo frm topshop.
n kampung school shoes. those maryjanes wif rubber band.
oh yea, i need a haircut too.
but im worthed only $10.35; in cash.

okie now that its off my system.
basically i've been very bored.
so i've made felt wristbands.
im halfway thru making my shoes.
im gona make kanzashi flowers next.
i need to get out more, i know.

i hate it when pple get thr before i do.
anywhere. i dun like being second. or third there.
at least nt after someone.
and i hate it more when someone takes over my place.
my mum calls Prince bapok.

my nose drips water when i bend over.
and animals kept coming to me yday.
guinea pig, kitten n a yellow bird.
its a sign.

listening to: nothing


25th Feb The Third Place Gig

watching: bedazeled on tv

gig on friday was fine. pics are up. i got the video wit me. we're finding some place to host it. anyone willing? hehe. cherio~

listening to: trapt - echo

jamming was a blast. but i think each of us was pressured to brush up. kinda tense in my opinion. shifted from room 4 for the first hr to room 1 for the last hr. saw zhafran, hairi and rahman. azi was missing from their band cos he's down with chic pox. get well soon dude. guess u'll miss our show.

highlight of the day was:
due to his mighty brute strength, ashri cracked the cymbal. but its so hairline. goodness. such luck. we didnt check b4 playing so we're nt sure if its really us or the previous band. so now i'm broke. hopefully i can survive the week.

dont forget to come down to our show this friday 8.30 at the third place. we promise that we'll rock you. or we'll attempt our very best anyway. its gonna be an energy packed show so see you there! cherio~

listening to: lilo and stitch on cable

okies band list for this friday's performance at the third place has been confirmed.

8:00 - 8:30 Parousia (acoustic)
8:30 - 9:00 Ah Chew's Project
9:00 - 9:30 Teal Fault
9:30 - 10:00 Second Storey

so do come down and enjoy the show. Parousia is surely a band not to be missed. sadly they'll be playing an acoustic set but nonetheless. tag me for any info yeah? cherio~

land of nod.

being alexander. aft the read i realised being selfish is morally wrong bt it brings self satisfaction. so why nt? everyone's doing it alrite. and the bk inspires me to do smthg for me. heh. hide n seek tries too hard. it was painful waiting for the predictable and cheesy ending whc had been done countless times before.
so yea. i dunno why im doing reviews.
i ought to be shot.
bt fill my grave with books n vcds please.

i'll marry the person who buys me a polaroid now.
heh. im becoming my very own freakofnature.

sometimes i get too whimsical.
i like to haf more frou in me.
im talking cows.
dats right. i can be ur lovedoctor.
in a nice and correct way.
come to me in the night and day.

blame it on the anticipation of *e***ts.

listening to: the get up kids - i'm a loner dottie, a rebel

Ah Chew's Project's gonna be having our 2nd gig on the 25th Feb nxt friday. its at the third place. yes it's some church thing but we're not playing at the church. we're playing at the cafe. i dont know what time our set will be but it shud be 730 or so. song list for nxt friday is:

1) jimmy eat world - futures
2) the get up kids - i'm a loner dottie, a rebel
3) fenix tx - tearjerker
4) project 2
5) project 1

so yeah. hopefully we can fill up 20mins or so with that. so do come down to the show~! cherio~

listening to: peter pan - ada apa denganmu

Fenix Tx - Tearjerker

Picture's on the wall
just waiting there to fall
Still remind me
that painful holiday
can almost hear you say
Please don't miss me too long

What did I do wrong
Could've sung a different song
you were my tune
Make my heart believe
a want is not a need
And I'm all right without you

The days go by
the nights don't change
The stars still spell
out your name
I will wait for you

The world has let me down
Is it you're just not around
I've lost my reason
all the memories
Every smile you gave to me
you can keep them

The days go by
the nights don't change
The stars still spell
out your name
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for you
I will wait for
days go by
And still
I will wait for you

theaquarium.

so i've watched closer. yea, its gd. bt thr's juz smthg abt it i cant really put my finger on. probably the portrayal of loveatfirstsight or how cruel love can be. natalie portman did well in this one.
the heart is a bloody fist.

im craving blueberry cheesecake. and fondue. being broke is almost a crime. foregoing the luxuries is the punishment. of course, boredom is a bigger crime. it punishes with nothingness. nothingness, it makes me wana pull my nails out and read backwards.

i would be terribly guilty of the seven deadly sins. all 7. esp gluttony and sloth.
if it applies.
i sometimes wish i have somethings all to myself.

im such an invalid.
u can walk thru me.

socialblunders.

the rain made to the news.
it took a month to be back.
we all missed it don't we? pls dun merajuk anymore. set?

my leftover misery-free days are running low.
read: results. soon.
that 7 letter word nvr sounded so vulgar b4.
i can make only the worst words out of it.
sluts. lust.
ok only 2 words. sheesh.

my finances are at its lowest.
im in need of felt n acrylic/fabric paint.
there shud be a target shop here.
i wana go so many places i dunno whr to start.
sudden fascination for sam brown. exploding dog.
for now, a perfect job will be gd.
its nt all abt me.

i'll live quietly in a caravan in the park.
and feed the ducklings in the lake.
everyday i'll wait for the icecream truck.
to hear the bells.
they chime. not ring.

listening to: ACP - the great evil within


her present to me.

starfish n my plush.

starfish wearing the earrings i made her.

made in india.

posing hero hindustan


some of the pics. click the pic itself for a larger version. cherio~

listening to: teevee

Lil India

cherio~

listening to: ah chew's project - the great evil within

THE GREAT EVIL WITHIN
we're moving away from the sun
for the first time, the world sees black
from the white of your eyes.
enormity,
spawned out from the skies
today,
darkness is overwhelming
the lights are dimming
and out!!..

face your worst fears u thought u didn't have.
[hear the devil's whisper,( but don't get steered away!)
and fall into the lines of pernicious influence.
You will find your way.
you will find your way.

we're moving away from the sun.
in absence of the warmth, time would freeze
and death be cold.
its not too late to try
to save the world from the neverending
enmity and distrust.

face your worst fears u thought u didn't have.
hear the devil's whisper,( but don't get steered away!)
and fall into the lines of pernicious influence.
You will find your way.
you will find your way.
you will find your way...
out of the great evil within,
your free-willed mind.
learn patience
learn patience..
you'd be fine

new material for ACP is done. all thanks to ihsan. not the final version tho cos its too short. anyhoots we'll solve that this weekend. cherio~

sixteenth.

dun mind me while i express this feeling.

i loooooove my bf.
to bits. ounce. particle. nucleus.
he handmakes pretty earrings for me.
he wrote the sweetest things to me in spanish.
how romantic is that.

manymanymoremonths.

listening to: nothing

el aniversario 16th feliz de mes a nosotros!

spent the day in little india. felt like a tourist. and the heat was killing. i got tanned just walking there. so did bebs. exchanged our gifts. hehe. she made me the fluffy stuffed toy thing. and i gave her the earrings i made.

and went shopping. bought 2 tees for $2 each! and a brown pair of pants for $7.90. damn. i'll post the pics of them later. after my shower.

this saturday's open house. hope i win either the ipod shuffle or muvo. haha. and next friday's the gig for ah chew. yup2. cherio~

fullcircle.



my hands got busy. so i made a lil smthg.
hehe. totally useless bt i had fun making them.
ps spotlight is a huge mess. they shudnt haf moved.
lj's craftgrrl is best for ideas n inspiration.
photohunting in the pockets of india n china today.

listening to: catch 22 - super nothing

went to town alone just now since school ended early. mr wee pushed the maths period to thursday. which meant i could leave 3 periods earlier cos between my last period and maths was 2 periods of mother tongue which i dont take.

finally bought a present for her. sorry its late yeah? cherio~

listening to: news on teevee

well as promised new pics are up. i missed out the ones for january. but its okay. enjoy these for now.

2nd Feb Arts House
11th Feb Bugis


cherio~

listening to: nothing

i havent been diligently updating the photo page. i promise i'll get to it soon. i think i'll redesign the layout of the photo links. so be prepared for some award winning snapshots to come your way.

for now, lets wait for the ofotos website to get out of maintance mode. cherio~

buttercupteapicks.



i've been bored. thus, above. and the layout.
i like it. not too perfect.
i want a polaroid. even for rent. anyone?
im gona make my own shoes one day.

iloveyoulikecats.

listening to: limp bizkit - boiler

sunburnt. bad. wincing in pain everytime i move. oh well. part and parcel of making sandcastles and stuff. went to house of japan. cudnt find any nice pair of jeans. all either too short, funny colour, or too tight. but i didnt leave empty handed. found myself a nice jacket. woohoo. super oldschool blue in colour. has some chinese wordings on it i dont care. guess how much? $5. yeah.

its amazing how banquet was closed. i mean, its a melayu shop. not cheenah.

random thought. i like my new specs.

thanks to mustaffa, i'm once again hooked to limp bizkit. cos they were playing it yesterday. cherio~

boyswithtoys

i cant taste anythg. give me broccoli n i wudnt mind it now. like 60% singaporeans, i've been sick. i hate being common. heh.

a thot came across earlier today - i shud haf taken lit.
oh wells.

i need a better cam and a night under the stars.

new year's resolution: be independent.

i miss my bebs; like my tastebuds.
like a schoolgirl, i wana be asked out for valentine's.

finally, a legitimate reason to club.

listening to: keepsake - the way u love me

im going to jb. happy chinese new year in advance to my chinese friends. bye bye. cherio~

listening to: jikustik - untuk dikenang

life must go on. i guess everyone in the family accepted the fact that zikri passed away. and in a way everyone's relieved that he's no longer suffering and that he's in a happier place. so yeah. life must go on.

today's the 2nd day of the funeral prayers. but its gonna be held in the evening. at least i have time to catch up on my work. cherio~

listening to: nothing

unfortunately my little cousin lost the battle. he passed away peacefully at around 3 plus in the afternoon today. but its for the best to ease his pain and suffering. i hope u guys can spend an extra minute to add him to ur prayers tonite.

perdicas.

toapayoh. 238w lorong 1. ijtp. philips. far east. jimba mee. somerset station. peninsular. kedai thailand. ock. city hall. padang. arts house. victoria theatre. benches. patung hitam. acm. cats. pigeons. people.

manymany places+photos. i wana be a tourist. i wana go museums n parks. and little india n flea markets. and beautiful places. i want to bargain for sourveniers. i long for a swim. i need a vacation.

it sucks being an adult. transportation fares are ridiculous.

'ey meena.. apa u buat now? pergi ke pejabat atau mana? nicky dengan saya hendak menjumpa u next week! boleh tak?' - rachel.

the weirdest phrased msg i ever got. who uses the word pejabat anymore? haha. bt nt bad for someone whose version of imbuhan is rambut=rambutan.
at toapayoh yday, i started to miss IJ. like alot. n all my gurlies. n rachel of course.

i ate 3 ants today. accidentally of course.
i tink they're having a party now.

listening to: straylight run - your name here sunrise highway

a day without you is hell. its like going cold turkey. i realised i've been too dependant on you to provide me with entertainment.

without you, my train rides are boring and long.

without you i have a hard time passing the time.

without you i feel empty.

when u return to me, i swear i'll take care of u and cherish you.

oh dear philips mp3 player. cherio~