supreme being. me protect u.

Julianne: "I'm pond scum. Well, lower actually. I'm like the fungus that feeds on pond scum."
Michael: "Lower. The pus that infects the mucus that curds up the fungus that feeds on the pond scum. On the other hand, thank you for loving me that much, that way. It's pretty flattering."
Julianne: "Except it makes me fungus."

was watching my fav movie juz now. i loved that part. haha. i think im the pus. yeah definitely.
im sori bebs for being so difficult n getting cranky when im hungry or bored. haha u make me sound like a spoiled brat. but its okie. i love u loads.

anyways, since im blogging, shall make a it quickie on wads been happening. nothing much as always. surviving n alive still. better than before tho. other than that, im broke. but it was worthed it. i hope it is. hmm wad else eh? oh yeah, i've inaugurated 25th of august as 'Be Mean!' Day for myself. i figured it wudnt hurt to be especially mean 1 day of each year. haha. im serious abt this! okie i sound sadistic already. but reali, i'm nice like 364 days of the year. i am. reali reali. when haf i been last mean to u? (dat excludes u bebs. hehe. erm coz u're special? saaaayang u. hehe.) right right??

listening to: the crunching sound of my cereal

dear bebs,
when we get married, i promise to feed you so u wont get hungry. and i promise to make sure u have things to do so u wont get bored. cos when ur hungry or ur bored, u get cranky. and when u get cranky, i get cranky too.
but no matter what, i still love u so much. hehe.

love,
rizal

listening to: matchbook romance - cream soda

so the guys took some pics after school. just to let out some emotions due to the situation that developed today. presenting..... 14/04s very own boyband and breakers. haha. enjoy.













boy band pic 1

boy band pic 2






RUN!!!

RUN!! part 2

listening to: underedge - call your name

its been a long time since i talked to rafiee from UE. haha. member lama ah. anyways he just sent me a song ah. the title is up there. quite good ah. vocalist prompuan lagik. very very different.

so anyways havent been updating lah. just too. i donoe. lost the will? yeah. if there's stuff thats super important i'll update lah. like if i get pregnant or something. haha. shit la. the day a guy gets pregnant is the day kiamat comes.

so ppl are telling me AVP sucks. i donoe. its like predator man. the coolest creatures i've ever seen. maybe i'll just grab it from torrent. haha.

i need a shirt for saturday's NCC dinner. bah. and a tie. and pants. and shoes. basically the whole garb lah. except undies. that i have. but i wont mind a new pair too. haha.

dah. enuf of my crap. cherio~

listening to: barney live on teevee



pics of POP ceremony. click here

listening to: tv


haha another pic that we came up with. cherio~

listening to: switchfoot - learning to breath

haha thats me. gosh. we cant stop playing wit this. haha. cherio~

listening to: senses fail : bloody romance.

msn plus handwritting is soo much fun. haha. its like a new toy. bebs and me havent stopped playing with it since we got it. haha. here's a couple of pics of the stuff we crapped up. cherio~

listening to: matchbook romance - lovers and liars

listening to: queen - we are the champions

so went for dinner just now. couple of pics i took along the way.



click any of the fotos for more. or click here cherio~

listening to: boxcar racer - i feel so

so spent the whole afternoon and night with yong xian and kang hao. went to beach road to get kang hao's army stuff. he's going off to the army on tuesday u see. yeah.

"take care of urself dude. we'll be looking forward to a slimmer meaner fitter kang hao"

haha. yeah. so walked ard beach rd looking at tees. saw a couple of nice ones but ugly colours. like neon green and yellow. bah.

so as we were walking back to the station there was this shop ah. like kedai ahpek bawah blk. then just browsed thru the tees. and saw this really cool tee. haha. shit man. bought it on the spot. $10. good good buy. haha. yeap.

so afterwards headed down to suntec for dinner. kang hao brought us to this vege shop. since we didnt noe where else to go to cater to his vegan lifestyle. ate char siew!! haha. wanted to try the pork chop. since its not pork waaaaaaad. its flour. babi islam. but i didnt ah. felt it was pushing the limits.

i need to take pictures. haiyah. havent been putting pics up regularly like i used too. *shrugs* maybe i could bring my dgcam for dinner with my parents later. cherio~

happy soda.

im feeling like crap. my throat is hurting for the past few days and dad is nagging. bah. juz woke up n this is wad i get. i mgt as well go back to slp. life is getting tiring. n As are arnd the corner. i dun feel like im living anymore if nt for bebs. pple tink im having the time of my life. oh well. im nt mugging as hard as i shud. i know. i keep on doing other thgs to put my mind of this. bt yea i juz dun feel like i haf the energy anymore. i keep on falling sick. n feeling lethargic. i know i shant give up nw. bleugh. i wished i didnt haf to go thru this.

damn. this sounds so depressing. well to me it is. probably the most depressing post i've ever written. so unlike me. i sound as tho im having midlife crisis at 18. hah gosh. everyone haf problems la eh. i juz choose nt to tell the whole world abt it. i need time. dats why i havent been socialising much. im sorry to those i've neglected my attention. its nt dat i dun care abt u guys bt im going thru shit rite nw. im reali sorry. i juz need time to resolve it alone. till then i wont be blogging.

Another turning point a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test and don't ask why.
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time.

listening to: bleed the dream - solace

was cleaning out my cupboard. and i found my old pair of jeans!! haha. now i dun hafta buy jeans!! and since iza gave me a pair of berms, i dun hafta buy berms too. ahah. which means my money can be used to buy other stuff. yay~

so i have $40 left. hmm. saw 2 plain tees frm topshop. $25 for 2. hmm shud i get it? i wanna get it. gosh. i feel like a girl. shop aje. cherio~

listening to: OC on teevee

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got this from baz's blog. haha. i sooooo dont agree with this!!!! dont u think so bebs? haha. cherio~

listenint to: alexis on fire - 44 caliber love letter

"I would rather have had
one breath of her hair,
one kiss of her mouth,
one touch of her hand,
than an eternity without it...
one."-Seth from City of Angels

after reading a couple of blogs, seems like everyone cried watching that show. i'm no exception. well i am a sucker for sweet sappy stories lah. and city of angels is one of them. well. i cried. haha. cherio~

listening to: incubus - warning


azfar trying to get the drums.















rojak!!

happy faces after rojak.

this one's mine.

ni ashri punye. cantik woo.

some of the pics taken during our last session. major thanks to noriza *hugs* for taking the pics. hehe. as ihsan put it:

"today's session was good
everyone improved
including the photographer"


haha. cherio~