listening to: switchfoot - on fire

but on the other hand,
things un-suck when they're un-wronged.

cherio~

listening to: matchbook romance - hollywood and vines

sometimes it sucks when things go wrong.

cherio~

listening to: the voices in my head.

lost.
not feeling right.
incoherent thoughts.
my heart isnt at ease.
pikiran ah.
abt what?
stuff.
i may have ruined a great day ahead.
maybe? i donoe.
incoherent thoughts.

listening to: static lullaby - love to hate hate to me

excerpt from ashri's blog:
"We finally had our first ever recording "onto a computer" at a studio during our jamming... erm.. what turned out in the computer wasn't fully crap. Somewhat "semi-solid-state-of-a-crap" kinda crap... well anyways.. hahaha took alot of pictures.. nice nicey nice iza took for us though she looked abit "blank" =s...

Perhaps thats her nature.. maybe not..~ :P"

haha. she looks blank? *shrugs* cherio~

blue n green

found a new place to chill. hehe. cafe@bussorah i tink. juz opp masjid sultan. no more fancy dulche de leceh n coffee bean. teh tarik is good. hehe yups. then can go picture hunting again. oh and there's a pretty retro shop there. its got super oldy mouldy stuff. i waaant. but first i'll get the latern-like lights. we liked the shop and gona return back there when we haf the money. oh yeah n i need lots more money. wana buy soo much stuff frm bugis village. pretty tops n belt n a tee for rizal. not a ringer of course. hehe. yups i tink im going back there to spend real soon. can bargain anyways. cheap is always good.

ooooh. i got a new pc. yeayoopiedoos. in assembly still. but no more lagging wif pentium 4 2.8ghz. hehe. gona replace the flickering monitor which i risk exploding in my face each time i turn it on wif the new lcd monitor. like finally. hehe. i cant wait. sooo fun.

im hungry. n i hafta cook dinner myself. so leceh. i wish i can haf fondue for dessert. sigh.

listening to: socks - juneau



some pics i took during our trip to arab street. click here for more. too bad it rained ah. so didnt have any opportunities to take many photos. hopefully next time it wont rain. haha. cherio~

listening to: switchfoot - learning to breath



uploaded some photos of school. well just some abstract stuff ah. not too good i must say. need to improve. click the photo to see more. cherio~

listening to: nothing

was going thru my online albums when i came across this one.

haha. back in sec 3 la. zaman kentalan. oh well. cherio~

listening to: everybody loves raymond on teevee.

oh oh i can finally cross something frm my wish list. haha yeap. bought a teeshirt frm zara. yeap. really really nice. actuali wanted to get one from fox but they had funny pocket things on the sleeve. but the fox tee had a really cool printing tat said "heaven can wait" and another one i cant remember. but both had funny things abt them.

so yeap. bought a zara tee. had so much fun today. after halfday went to town. shopped. chill at coffee bean. yeapz. hehe. oh well. super tired now. donoe if im able to do make up PE tmr. cherio~

listening to: switchfoot - meant to live




taken when i was bored earlier in the evening. ard 6+? yeah. was looking out the window when i saw the sun. quickly ran to get my camera and snap snap. no editing involved. evertyhing there is original.

in fact. i dun edit my pics. no auto contrast. no auto levels. wat i take is wat u see. yeap. proud of that. cherio~

dance little DJ, come on
 
went to arab st today to get kain. wad a task.  it gets kinda irritating when there's too many kains to choose frm. cudnt find a nice plain black kain whc i actually came to look for. in fact there arent many black kains. mostly gaudy opels and lacy or organza ones. apparently the fashion to wear now. okie, im juz too fussy when it comes to this. took me more than 3 hrs to get my kain aft much deliberation. i finally settled with 2. one turqoise and the other yellowish green. smthg like songket but nt exaclty. pretty kains ah. but yea. i bet they're gona be common. sigh.

i hate being a commoner. but i made a mental note to myself: go shopping for kain alone. so u dun haf pple saying 'eh kain kau cantik...ada colour lain tak? aku nak ah.' dammit. they need to ban mass production of things. i dun need to see you or someone else wearing the same kain. urgh. every kain i choose, in every shop, you do it. i even purposely choose the last minute to change my mind but u juz had to do it to me. eeeevil.

im sorry if im complaining too much. but yea. i guess i'll make sure the next kain i buy is out of their reach. my dad agrees. dats impt coz he's gona pay for it. haha.

i wana be a kain wholesaler. they earn big bucks. the shop i get my kains frm, wasnt supposed to be open today. but the owner wanted to do some gst thg. whc actually meant that he had more than a million $ turnover. shit. and i saw another owner driving a merz. bah.

halfday tmr. god bless those ears. haha. but dat means im going to sch for juz 3 lects. i haf first 3 periods free. guess i'll juz do some mugging then. aft whc we'll be going queensway. shopping agn. hehe.

listening to: socks - seven years

i'm listening to our rendition of saosin's seven years. i think we can make them proud ah. haha. not bad not bad i must say.

anyways half day tmr. super dooper lah. gonna go out shopping. since i got cash now. whoopee.

ok gonna do my work now. bye. cherio~

listening to: rob d - clubbed to death



pics of jamming are up. click on the photo for more. cherio~

listening to: a static lullaby - lipgloss and letdown

listening to: train - drops of jupiter

well well. we went jamming just now. quite an okay session. not perfect but yeah. was good to jam. upload the pics later ah.

dad coming to meet the parents this friday. hmm. not worried ah. cos i got nothing to hide. hehe. cherio~

 
infidelity and beyond
 
juz finished doing my econs essay. took 2 hours to complete it. haha. realised i've totally forgotten about the multiplier effect. ooh n i found out that my mugger song is no doubt's hella good. hehe. was mugging then that song was on and i realise it shall be my mugging mood song coz it helps ah. so i guess no more norah jones to set me in the mood to mug.

anyways, i didnt realise i got myself into so much trouble in school. now my pd tutor wana met my parents. and tmr morning i hafta meet a teacher. bah. i didnt noe i was that rebellious in sch. haha. dats coz im not. but yea they wana meet. sucks la eh. ooh and juz now during PE the orc's friend was staring at me. was minding my own business stoning on the grandstand and when i looked up i saw her staring at me as she walked pass. i thought she was juz looking at me but then even li xuan asked why she was giving me that stare. haha. wad did i do? i guess she's still sore about the soccer thing. but yea for eyes that small i did get quite intimidated. haha. dats coz she's the orc's fren. i dun wana end up in the hospital. but a soccer rematch will do.

listening to: matchbook romance - the greatest fall

i havent been taking photographs. haish. i need to take photos soon!! bah. cherio~

listening to: dashboard confessionals - so impossible

i love DC. well their older songs ah. before he (yes he, he used to be a one man show) had a band and became famous. now everybody noes abt DC. but all they noe is vindicated. c'mon man. he's more than that. he used to be a "wear my heart on a sleeve and sing" kinda person. unplugged and pure soul. but now. just another band.

on a lighter note. bumped into sooooo many ppl in town today. first we met erm, nunu working at starbucks. so rajin. talked to her abit. cos her manager was around. then while waiting for our food at cahaya, met sarah. haha. after lunch met kel and irna at far east. then while walking around taka met li xuan (i think thats how u spell her name) and charlene. haha. goodness.

then walk around till 515 and took the train home. reached home ard 6. yeap. but the day in school seemed to take really long. time passed kinda slow today. donoe why. *shrugs* cherio~

listening to: saosin - they perch
msn nick: my name starts with M. M is for Mugger. and also Mothereffer.

so i'm back. we're gonna be playing saosin - they perch (hopefully) at the next session. if possible we'll get it recorded ah. haha. and hear how sucky we are.

so anyways as i was saying. i slept for 3plus hrs earlier. and my mum didnt even noe i was home. she called me at 8pm. eh no my sis called me at 8pm. then asked why i come home so late. haha. then i said i was sleeping in my room. haha. so sis ran up to me and said "abg i tot u go school abang. i dont noe u sleeping" haha. wanted to cubit her 3yr old pipi. but oh well.

so its back to the books now. cherio~

listening to: thrice - stare at the sun



well i changed the pic of the couple hugging to the one above. nice eh? its a pic of her sleeping. hehe. so cute. *cubits the pipi*

i love school. i truly have to say i love it. tutorials are a breeze now. only lectures make me sleepy. haha. other than that its great.

my perut was so buncit (bloated) during break just now. had a huge pile of rice with lemak cili padi and sayur and hot dog with potato things. goodness. and a can of "red longan with something" and a cup of barley. then i couldnt walk. felt like puking. i was thinking i'd surely explode and spew my guts all over the lt during GP lecture. haha. like oh noooooooooooo. BOOOOOOOOOOM!!! haha.

crapness. i wanted to put the new pic as a background. but then i'll need to tinker around wit the other template code. need time for that. some other time ah. so till then, her pic remains on the top picture bar. hehe.

oops gotta go. later ppl. cherio~

listening to: everybody loves raymond on teevee.

click here for pics of mldds handover

strangeandbeautiful
 
another sch week haf juz whizzed by. its scary how everyone had turned mugger. interesting ah. but yea its a wake up call for everyone. and then u begin to see some pple starting to be selfish and some still pretending to be closet muggers. but there are a few other closet muggers juz brave enuf to haf their coming-out now since others are showing their mugger spirits too. haha. oh well. everyone haf their secret mugger fantasies. for me, i juz hope for the bare minimum to get me a place in uni. but straight As would be wonderfulicious. fantasies la eh. im entitled to one. 
 
i cant say im a mugger now. not qualified yet. but yea like everyone else im working hard at it. but dat doesnt mean i stopped playing. hehe. went to town just now. walked around aimlessly. 2 pple asked us for directions juz now. hmm pple can still get lost in town eh. but i figured its a test for rizal. hehe. god is testing him for directions. rite bebs? haha. anyways, we were wondering juz now. wad if a guy woke up as a girl one day and decided to haf some fun. only to find out later that he's pregnant. and he cudnt switch back. haha. tough luck eh. but at least he didnt haf to go thru periods. haha.
 
oh n we saw a reali nice white studded belt. i wana get it but i promised myself not to spend anymore. saving up my money. i realised i havent gotten my lomo. now my money's running out and still no lomo. guess i'll hafta wait for raya to get enuf money to get my supersampler. preferably wif flash.
 
i feel like baking. wahahaha. but then again i dowan another disaster. but i wana smell the aroma of cookies and brownies baking in my oven. okies okies. i shant bake for the safety of others. but yea. i feel like it. haha. the last time i baked was 10mths ago. hehe. still remembered. quite embarrassing situation ah. oh well.
 
anyways, im still miffed abt the comment i got on my gp essay. i need to improve my handwriting. coz pple haf 'great difficulty in reading..' puhlease. juz look at ur handwriting on my essay. i would appreciate the comment if u had a better handwriting than me. 
 

listening to: bleed the dream - sarcastic farewell



if u cant see the words its "i'll never let go off you." hehe. altogether now. 1 2 3. aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww. hehe. cherio~

listening to: my sister's non-stop yakking. so cute.
 
so today was an ok day. breezed thru school rather easily. i think the mugger spirit is helping. i really am starting to buck up. happy with myself. *grinz*
 
happy 9mths anniversary smully luly/pumpkin/dear. hehe. thx for making this 9mths a very fun ride thru the ups and downs. hehe. i looove u so much. cherio~

listening to: rob d - clubbed to death

dear mum, i dun care what u say to me. i know the reasons why i didnt do well. it doesnt matter if u dun understand and all u seek is to shout and scream at me and blame me. its okay. i'm angry at u too for not understanding. ur angry i'm angry so its fair rite? im angry because u discounted me studying till 2am. u said i didnt study. all in ur rage and anger u didnt think rationally. u just said i didnt study.

dear dad, thanks for understanding my situation. u understood the pressure i faced tats y i blanked out for some papers. u understood and knew i did well for my term 1 and term 2. u knew i studied till late nite. u acknowledged it. for that i thank u dad. i promise u i'll get better results. i promise i'll score. but i wont make that promise to mum.

i promise u dad. cherio~

listening to: switchfoot - learning to breath

did a lil 3D trigo. used the osim massager thing on my arm. feels a lil better. so anypoop went to town just now. topshop. saw a couple of nice tees. gonna save up and get em lah. one yellowish and the other brownish. yeapz.

then walked ard. cody said he saw me at isetan. didnt see him though. shud haf called me or something. then ate sushi. went to popular to get stationary and fast forward i reached home at 630.

talked to aarti. she says stuff is great over at san francisco. hehe. good luck with ur studies girl. she's gonna help me look ard for the buckles there. hopefully. haha. thanks aarti.

i wanna jam. soon. cherio~

listening to: some hindustan on tv

my arm still hurts. damn it. need to get it urut-ed. sometimes its fine and sometimes its paralyzed. gosh.

i've been a good mugger recently. proud of myself. tutorials are done. hehe. and yeah. this saturday is MLDDS handover. cant wait. i've had my fair share of exco work. i cant say it wasnt fun, but its tiring. hehe. but the exco turned out great frens. hehe. lemme post some pics of us yeah?


syukri and na'im

irma, na'im, syukri and me.


hmm all the pics are blur. maybe i'll post up nicer ones after this saturday aight. mugging time. cherio~

freak of nature

haf been trying to get on with the mugger spirit. hehe. trying very hard la eh. still struggling wif my econs though. must try harder ah. cannot go on like this. 8 weeks. bleugh.

hmm. my parents still havent mention abt sunday. i cant stand the anticipation. i dunno whether its coming or not. maybe not. hmmm. must be the i-know-but-im-not-sayinganythg theory. i hate that. my parents haf their own way of doing things. very cunning. they strike when u least expect it. but i tink they're not saying anythg this time. interesting.

listening to: incubus - are you in

shit i remember this song. we used to tease ashri so much. haha. cos there's this one part tat goes "are u are u are u" and at that time he was with this girl ayu. haha. damn it. funny sak.

blogger is acting up to no good. or maybe its my pc. *shrugs* cherio~

listening to: lost prophets - last summer

"i would stop time to stay with u.
i would stop time so we dont move.
i would stop time to keep u."
lost prophets - last summer

i love that song. was listening to it on the way home. and it was raining. the lyrics just made me so emo. haha. i love u dear. hehe.

so anyways my arm hurts. i might have strained it while having PE just now. shrugs. god noes how many push ups we did. and inclined pull ups. and pull ups. i thought my running during the holidays would have helped. looks ilke im still not fit. have to work harder.

lardeeda. nobody has volunteered to contribute to norizal's belt buckle fund. this one goes to sarah. if u donate to our belt buckle fund, we MIGHT donate to ur hat fund. haha. cherio~

listening to: thrice - silhouette

for me.





for her.




just for fun.



shit man. where in the world can u find all those here in singapore? i wish i had a credit card to order them from ebay. sigh. cherio~

dunno wads up wif me nowadays. been having mood swings. not pms though. but yea. every little thing gets on my nerves. im sorry to all those i've offended. sorry dear. i blame it on my medication ah. cause my tummy to go haywire. i cant eat anythg without going to the toilet after that. bah.

anyways, kakak left this morning. everyone cried at the airport. haha. emo ah. she started it la. started crying when she's about to leave. then everyone started crying. haha. its only 5 mths. cry as if she's gona be gone for 5 years sey. oh well. but quite sad la. i must admit that.

met rizal n went to town. didnt shop today tho. today is just chill out ah. had dulche de leceh. hehe. went to forum. toys r us. haha. yea we didnt know where else to go. but it was fun though. oh yea n i found out that rollie pollies actually can talk. bloody satanic round furry stripped things that asks u to squeeze them. but the purple ones are worse. they haf squeaky annoying nasal voice. eeks!! and oh those things actually reminded me of the muffin man. haha. i thot i saw him at the airport CB. haha. anyone up for free muffins u know whr to get them now. and by the way he gives free coffee too. haha.

listening to: nothing









i want either of those buckles!! and maybe a white square studded leather belt too? hehe. maybe u guys could pool money together and buy it for me on my bday? please please. hehe. pleaaaaaaaase. cherio~

u're laughin

didnt go to sch today. the flu bug got me. doctor wanted to give me 2 days mc. too bad tmr's sat. yups. hmmm. now im bored at home. hopefully i'll feel well enuf to go out tmr.

anyways, kakak going off to perth tmr morning. 5 more mths till she be back. its a gd n bad thing ah. bad: i dun haf an alibi anymore. gd: no one to irritate me. so yea. sending her off to the airport. reali early in the morning. going for ml after that.

as for my results. its okay la. not reali dat gd. but considering the fact that i didnt mug i did quite okay. but yea i shall be a mugger now. haha. i hope so la eh.

listening to: nothing

got my grades back. well here they go.

Biology (i thought i'd ace this): O
Chemistry (here's the shocker): D
Maths : E

Well i'm rather happy i passed. but not to happy they werent quality grades. mum's refusing to talk to me. been 2 days now. and i got really demoralised by what she said to me. sigh. cherio~

what women want.

had my last retail therapy session yday. haha. enough for now ah. and i mean it this time. hehe. yups. went to zara n bought a beige short skirt and a white top with a flower diamante at the side. reali nice. then i bought my mphosis slippers n a cheap netted bag frm there too. yeah. got most of the stuff striked off frm my list already. so yea. ooh n i wanted to buy soo many thgs frm Fox but i decided agnst it ah. time to save the cash now. for a rainy day. erm why do u need money on a rainy day? dont we just stay home then? wad money is there to spend on a rainy day? haha. okie craaaap.

alrite. im tired. sch tmr. bleugh. 5 more mths.

listening to: finding nemo on dvd
feeling: i think i shall not write this part anymore.


jamming pics

listening to: saosin - they perch
feeling: malas ah wanna think what im feeling.


sentosa pics.

listening to: matchbook romance - my eyes burn
feeling: really zonked.

so. yesterday went to sentosa!! ultimate funness. yeap yeap. took a couple of pics. but most of em were blurred so i'll upload the clear ones only. stayed till ard6+.

then i rushed back to yishun for my jam session. haha shit la eh. was 15mins late but they set my bass up already. just had to sling it on and start playing. very very fruitful jam session i must add. then hafidz from drifting (or "drifter" not sure) serenade dropped by. sang 7 years with us. then told us to give him a buzz if we want slots for gigs. great eh?

then went to HMV today. saw the matchbook romance cd! stories and alibis. shit la eh. its $31. hence my msn nick. i want that cd!

azfar told me a really great place to get games. and i dl-ed GTA Vice City. and it works. hooah man hooah.

alritey. look out for the pics later. cherio~

CTs are over. like finally. haha yeays. and i had my retail therapy immediately after that. and lucky for me zara and topshop are already having sale. haha and to think i actually dreamt of shopping there the nite before. haha. premonition ah. oh i bought a blue tank top from topshop. cudnt decide on which size to buy. haha. typical of me ah. then i bought my capris from zara. not the drawstring one but a diff one wif a nicer cutting. hehe. im so happy. i recommend retail therapy to everyone out there. go do it now!

oh rizal was sooo kesian today. i asked him to line up for me for the fitting room at zara. hehe. he felt sooo wronged lining up in the queue while i look for more things to try on. then when he took another size of the capris for me the other lady came to look for him to tell him its hers. so kesian. but the lady came back after that and gave me another pair of the same size. he was so embarrassed coz everyone else there was looking at him as though he was the one buying the capris. and the worse thing was he was carrying my bag for me. so yea. hehe. so kesian la he. and he had to wait ever so patiently while i go in and out of the fitting rm again and again and still not deciding on wad size i want.

i guess i hafta put my shopping to a halt. i've been spending too much on clothes ah. dats enough for now. i hope. hehe. and im not buying things that are on my shopping's list! most of the things are still there. sigh.

going to sentosa tmr. i juz hope it wont rain. yeah. reali tired now. now that CTs are over i can sleep all i want. that's the life. and my parents are off in two days time. yeays.

listening to: hoobastank - crawling in the dark
feeling: anxious.

i'm meeting her in about an hr's time. hehe. i havent really figured out what to do today but roughly its for her retail therapy. yeap. wonder what she'll buy. she's soooo loking forward to it that she actuali dreamt she got a skirt and a tshirt for me.

what shall i wear? hmm. how shall i do my hair? up, down, messy? so many choices so little time. heeh. cherio~