listening to: goldfinger - my head
feeling: elated

CTs are over for me! yay. had my chem paper in the morning and i was done. hope i dont get into the monitoring list again lah. haiyah. sad if i do.

summary: bio was okay. i think maybe a D is in order. haha. maths maybe AO lah. chem also maybe AO. not so bad la eh? hehe. GP. i think GP would be ok. no worries there.

so tmr its retail therapy! going out with her tmr since her papers end tmr also. but i dont have money. guess im gonna look around la eh. cherio~

listening to: nmatchbook romance - cream soda
feeling: tired

my back's aching. haha just rearranged my closet. put all the clothes properly. arranged them nicely. yeap. so now the clothes are neater than usual. and doesnt look like i have that many clothes.

since CTs are 3/4 over, i guess i shall come around to making that shopping list that i'm supposed to do. there's isnt much i want lah.

rizal's shopping list
1) stripped shirt of any colour.
2) a new wallet. i dont know what kind. as long as its not billabong or ripcurl. but wait what else is left? haha. we'll see how this goes.
3) maybe some tee shirts ah. not ringer tees. just some tees.
4) a pair of jeans from giordano.
5) silk boxers.
6) socks.
7) wat ever else i can think of later.

so yeah. cherio~

listening to: hive - ultrasonic sound
feeling: refreshed

well just took a shower. needed something to freshen me up before i hit the books. wont be a long session tonight. something short just to touch up some maths shit.

well bio today was surprising. somehow by some force of nature i could do the questions. i hope i did them right anyways. i guess it paid off to do the holiday assignment and last year HCJC and VJC prelim papers. cos most of the MCQ were from those 3 papers. score for me! but the structured were a lil shaky. especially the plant cell structures. hmm. and the essay!! i forgot what cellulose and collagen were made off and their structures and function! gosh. i guess cos i didnt pay much attention to that.

well i guess its maths time. cherio~

CTs tmr. 4 days n its over. i cant wait. im very impatient. argh. i gave up mugging already. basically im screwed for the next 4 days. but i promise i'll mug after that. from the next week onwards. i haf to if i wana go uni. n i do. so yeah. need some serious self discipline. but i tink i can. i hope. i better la eh.

oh my parents may be going kl next fri. woohoo. yeays. dat means a parent-free weekend. blissful weekend. oh yes. but i realised god is fair. he wudnt give smthg gd without a catch. my dad is having leave till the 15th of august. and that means hell for me.

listening to: mxpx - move to bermerton
feeling: happy with myself. in one word, satisfied. haha.

i've done cue card notes for 6 outta 8 topics for bio. guess i'll have them done by tonite and ready for tmr. 2 outta 10 (not sure how many) topics for chem. should be ready by wednesday. maths, well. haha. donoe abt maths.

in short. i hope i can do well. i've put in effort this week. i really have. hehe. so please Allah make me get a calm and controlled brain that remembers everything i studied on monday tuesday and wednesday k. and control my bladder too. hehe.

cherio~

listening to: senses fail - the ground folds (acoustic)
feeling: tired

well i need sleep. slept at 2 last nite. woke up at 930. went for breakfast. went to the market. i can soooo vision myself doing this when i get married later. sheesh. every sunday going to the market pulling along the cart with my wife. haha. queen control.

well got home and vacuumed and mopped the house. see see mr cinderella. oh well. gonna take a short rest before i hit the bio books again. cherio~

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i survived mango sale. it was scary la eh. as usual. friday nite somemore. only went to the one at isetan n shaw. clothes strewn all over the floor. hangers lying on the ground. if u trip over them, pple just step over u. dun bother asking for help. no one can hear u over the techno music blaring at the background. seriously it was scary. typical first few days of mango sale ah. and the poor salesguy had to squat down in between the women n pick up the hangers n clothes. then agn, he must haf enjoyed it. haha.

anyways, i bought just 2 tops frm there. liked it both ah. found the top i wanted. wanted to buy the sequined top but decided against it. the size wasnt right n rizal didnt like it anyways. so yea. n the denim skirt was too short. so im saving my money for now. waiting for zara sale. probably next week. more things to buy frm there.

yups. france match tonite. not gona miss it. please win.

time check: 1817
listening to: nothing.

i just finished the damn holiday assignment. managed to find out my weakness of bio. hmm shall work on that more. guess i'm gonna take a break for awhile now.

oh damn. i should clean the damn house. been promising my mum to do it since this wk. but too busy studying. sori mum. shall vacuum now i guess. cherio~

-edited 1819hrs-

oh i forgot to say. i lost 6 fucking kgs. how did i do it? i donoe. i wish i didnt loose those kgs. now im pencil thin. cherio~

im getting ready to go to mango sale now. my sis msged me this afternoon to tell me there's mango sale. had to ask where she got her resources frm n check whether its reliable. coz the last time she told me there was a sale, i was duped. but yea, i tink after that she called one of the outlets to check. hopefully she's right this time.

yups. im excited. hehe. was just talking abt the sale last nite. hopefully the stock is gd ah. not some merepek old stock. i tink we're gona go to every single outlet there is in town. haha as usual ah. taka wisma isetan n shaw.

okies. i better be gone now. meeting her in 5mins at the void deck. n im still not dressed.

time check: 1300hrs
listening to: a static lullaby - nightmares win 6-0
feeling: *shrugs* i donoe what im feeling.

woke up at 930 today. surprising since i slept at like 1+ this morning. mugging and then talked to nori. hmm.

had eggs for breakfast. which caused my shit to stink today. and i farted really smelly just now. i donoe if there's anyone who can fart smellier than mine. oh wait there is. the guy at the mrt station the other day. idiot. he tilted his bum from the seat and farted a really loud one. and he walked away leaving us gasping for breath in his gas chamber.

guess its back to mugging later. cherio~

im counting on them for tonite's match. zidane n trezeguet better do their miracle for the match. if they lose, that'll be the end of euros for me.

england's out too. bloody portugese. i hate them la. the ref was kayu too. im not a fan of england but i still didnt want portugal to win. i hope they'll get kicked out in the semis. bleugh. and poor nora. told me she cried. i quote:

together with the ref...i hope they(greasy-haired portugese) get skinned alive, place under the hot portugese sun naked so that they burn and have their nails pulled out of their fingers

i totally understand her hatred towards the portugese. yea burn them in the oven wif their egg tarts!

time check: 0027hrs
listening to: my pc fan whirling.

i'm supposed to be mugging. but i guess i'll go online in a bit. managed to cover mitosis and meiosis. god i hate that topic. why oh why is it in there?!!

trying to do the stupid holiday assignment we got for the holidays. haha duh they're holiday assignments. anyways, what are PC vback lycra midis. i noe wat is vback and lycra. but PC and midis? haha.

should i wake nori up for tonite's match? sarah says nori doenst really support england nad hates portugal. hmm.

back to books. cherio~

was mugging just now and came across this in my notes.

Six Soviet Paradoxes
1. There's no unemployment, but no one works.
2. No one works, but productivity goes up.
3. Productivity goes up, but there is nothing in the stores.
4. There's nothing in the stores, but at home there is everything.
5. At home there's everything, but no one is satisfied.
6. No one is satisfied, but everybody votes yes.

quite funny ah. rite? okie it was funny to me. well it was funny when i was mugging soviet crap just now. mr tan haf this thing about adding funny things into the notes sometimes. sometimes it works and sometimes its just plain lame. same as his jokes during lectures. and he tinks we're slow at getting them. haha. sad la eh.

3 more days. gosh. im also having my mother tongue orals next fri. dammit la. that fri cud be put to better use instead of coming to sch only to haf orals when everyone else is already celebrating. i've already planned so many things to do after CTs next week. haha as if i haf been mugging the whole month n deserved a well earned break. haha. as if. yups. ooh n i wana go for a shopping spree after CTs. i reali reali hope mng n zara sale are not during the CT days. i haf this feeling its coming soon. i cant wait. ooh and i made a shopping list too. hehe.

i waaaant:

* tops - black/white/pink
* zara drawstring capris
* polka dot skirt frm far east
* mng glitter top
* knee length flow skirt
* short denim skirt
* topshop checked rebel shirt
* square studded belt
* PC vback lycra midis
* black mphosis slippers
* sling/tote bag
* mabelline blusher no.64
* red earth eyeliner
* loreal skin exfoliator
* flat iron/curler

not finalised yet. still got some more things to add on. hehe. its fun making up a list. but it'd definitely make me a reali satisfied girl if i actually get these things.

time check: 1203hrs
listening to: from autumn to ashes - the after dinner payback *replay mode*
feeling: screamo? haha just wanna jam.

how do u guys like the layout? does it turn u on? haa lol. anyways i woke up at 1030 today man. sheesh. actuali adik woke me up. then i went back to sleep till 11. hehe. oh the song im listening too. eventhough i listened to it like on replay mode. i still donoe the lyrics cos its screaming. haha. just thought its nice. really mosh music.

speaking of moshing, this sunday is Licensed 2 Revolution! damn it. damn CTs on monday, tuesday and wednesday. if it wasnt for those, i'd be moshing my heart out on sunday. aww man. so many great bands playing. and i'll get to meet many of my online gig friends. like uhm yanee, ikay, uhm. haha. okay those 2 lah. and maybe the rest of the gig gang. dah berzaman tak jumpa. gee.

i need to do bio today. and i really mean need. gee.

"i'm on fire when ur near me" switchfoot - on fire

sori the song just changed. hehe. okay im off to town centre for a while to do some errands wit mum and adik. then its to the library to return some books. then i'll hit the books. hope i wont be back late. cherio~

ps: i think my hair looks like a girl's. a butch's hair to be exact. haha i donoe. cherio~

okay. was actually supposed to edit the layout. but was browsing around and realised everything almost looked the same. and nori found the really nice pic up there. so i decided to just add it in. haha. yummy pic eh? cherio~

i'm feeling rather happy with myself. finished a maths common test paper meant for 2hr in 2hr 30. hahah. not so bad for an idiot like me.

so just a lil bit more math to go tonite and its a wrap for math. gonna mug for my bio and chem next. i need to really work hard on that biology crap. shit.

i need a new layout. guess i'll make a new one later in the week or nxt wk after CTs. damn. the life of a student. revolves around homework and exams. oh well. cherio~

i hate all things portugese. urgh. i still cant believe that spain last to portugal this morning. watching the match was just heart wrenching. but i must partly blame the spainards for it. spain shudnt haf played defence right from the start. and where was the attacking? but i still hate the greasy-haired portugese. esp nuno. urgh. wad kinda name is that anyways?! and the proboscis monkey. and earring boy. figo n ronaldo respectively. urgh. nora, sarah n i had conference call rite after the game. we were mourning the loss of spain of course. i hope portugal wont make it to the finals. im supporting only france now.

yeaps rizal's back. he got me a really pretty notebook. met up wif him just now. like finally after sooo long. hehe. played xbox again. but he beat me this time. haha. but i'll win for sure the next time dear. hehe. meeting again on wed. yeays.

oh yeah, nana and my grandparents are back. finally the house has some noise. nenek brought back like 3 boxes of chocolates to give away here. goodness. there's enough chocolate for a lifetime. and she remembered i love freddo. haha. bought me giant freddos. gosh. oh and nana bought me this retro wallet and earrings. nice. but no chewing gum.

anyways, cant believe school is starting next week. i thot of breaking both my legs or have a slip disc. so i wont hafta go sch n take the exams. hehe. im too lazy to mug. bah. shall go off and plot my accident now.

okay finally updated and edited the sabah pics. sabah cherio~

darn. its been abt 2 hrs since i started uploading the pics~!! and they're still not done. haha. sheesh. 158 pics with a total of 337mb~! those pics are huuuuuuge. oh well. been reading a couple of blogs and i realised i dont know wats happening in their lives. i mean i used to talk to them and stuff and now, i only find out abt things from their blogs. tu pun, like. entah lah eh. i guess the relationships just aint close anymore.

ppl move on with their lives and get new friends while i'm still hanging onto the same friends. which in the end makes me feel a lil lonely and neglected. orang ada kawan2 baru per.

shant quote names lah. anyways onto another topic. sometimes i cant help but feel that ppl are out to get me and nori. as if they dun approve of us. as if i'm not good enuf for her. i'm the bad guy like that. well i cant pretend and say it dun bother me. it does u freaks. pls. its chipping away at my self esteem. sheesh. there's not much left there. if u continue doing it then i guess i'll hafta just ignore u and start to hate u. i dun want that. i want u guys to graduate from the school with a happy relationship with me. happy memories eh.

i guess i'll start my mugging then. since the first 3 wks of the holidays have been really busy for me and i was away last wk. BRING FORTH THE CAFFEINE AND DRUG ME. cherio~

i'm home. yeah. actually i got back to jb on friday 1240pm. yar yar i didnt solat jumaat. hehe. anyways spent the day slacking and bored to death at my johor house. the same on saturday morning, afternoon and evening. finally left for home around 8+ i think. we had dinner at lido. good thing it was there cos i could call dearie~!!!

hehe. so we talked and talked. then sms-ed. then i reached home ard 11. talked somemore till ard 12+ i think. was too zonked out ah.

gosh i still miss her. alot. we need to meet up fast sey.

shant write abt my sabah trip here. too many words, too lazy fingers. i'll just post up the pics aight. since pics tell a thousand words. cherio~

i juz woke up. haha. actually nora n sarah woke me up. they made my mum wake me up. eeeevil pple. hehe. they called to tell me that they're studying at the airport. eeevil eh? made me feel guilty for taking that short lil nap. but i really was studying before that. i was doing econs. and i even already haf my timetable planned. okies the timetable is abit late for now. but hey, i tried. hehe. see sarah, i did something. hehe. but thanks for nagging at me to study. i'll continue right after this. and nora, enjoy ur anodes n cathodes. hehe. i never did figure them out. its a wonder i got a B for olevel chem. haha.

anyways, i was wrong about trezeguet and zidane last nite. zidane missed his free kick and it was trezeguet who scored. haha. oh well. oh yeah, i was in the car yday and my mum was listening to warna. and the dj cudnt even pronounce henry and desailly right. haha. it was funny how he pronouced it ah.

okies. im going to the airport later tonite. to check if nora n sarah we gossiping at coffee bean instead of studying. haha. nooooo. nenek's coming home tonite. yeays. i hope nana bought me the rolled up chewing gum i asked her to buy. cant wait for rizal to be home tmr. i better go hit the notes now. time flies when u hafta cram stuff in ur head.

argh!!! i juz came home from jb . i had left my fone at hm and juz found out i've got 8 missed calls frm some funny number. and its rizal!! argh.. so wasted. and i replied his msg. and i just realised i shudnt haf coz its his mum's fone. bah! my inbox had exceeded so i when i received his msg later, i thot he replied my earlier msg so i replied agn without checking the time the msg was received. shit shit shit. i hope the fone is still wif him.

went to jb. bought lotsa vcds. chick flick ah. mean girls and whatnots. and as usual ate alot. went to jusco giant. a new one somewhere near permas jaya. kinda like that place coz its still not crowded. and still in kempt unlike the other kapchai(hehe. i juz learnt this word.) places in jb. heheh. took the second link home. took ages to reach. which caused me to miss all my calls. arghhhh...

did a bit of shopping. got my under eye cream and crap stuff that i wudnt pay for but since my parents were there to pay, why not get it. hehe. but my uncle shopped more. goodness he shops like a lady. and he's soo excited to be a father soon. keep on talking to me abt his pregnant wife. haha. he even went searching for maternity bras for his wife eventhough his wife wasnt there. haha.

anyways, i dun like raul's new hairdo. it makes him looks...old. yeah. he shud do something abt it. the game was disappointing ah. i guess greece is the underdog in this competition. and they definitely played n fought well. im juz hoping france n spain will get thru. france match later. im counting on zidane. trezeguet have the tendency to miss most of his shots. but he's still the frenchman i like most.

ooooh my fone is ringing!!!!!!!!! brb.

yeays. i tink i've been blessed to receive that call coz i've been oh-so-nice to my parents today. thank you god. i knew u'd repay me for spending time wif my parents today. and i've been a good girl lately. heheh.
im sooo happy. hehe. yea it was rizal who called!! missed him sooo much. so nice to hear his voice after soo long. 2 more days. and im going to be a really happy girl.

the sixteenth

i woke up read 1 of my notes and fell back to sleep for 3 hours. haha. gosh such a bum. juz watched carmen sandiego on kidscentral. haha. when was the last time u watched that? that was soo primary school. haha. but i loved it.

went out wif my sis yday. had my grilled fish. was too lazy to go to glass house so i settled for LJS. haha. and i had gelare waffle wif jamaican chocolate and strawberry cheesecake ice cream. wif strawberry toppings. yummy. hehe. i swear im getting fat. but at least i managed to satisfy those two craving. kakak still owes me my dulche de leceh. ahaha. wad a name. leceh. once i get that, another craving is satisfied. but i still want my rizal. *wails n rolls on the floor like a spoiled kid* hehe. missing him loads and loads.
happy 8th month dear. love u sooo much.

anyways, yday my sis' bf called n kirim his wishes to me. haha. i expected more esp since he's in perth. so many things to buy for me frm there la. haha. but especially since im gona be his sister-in-law. or so they think. haha. so yeah i was like telling my sis a wish isnt enuf for a adik menantu to be. once i said that i knew the expression was wrong but still cudnt get the right one. haha. so kakak corrected me and said "adik mertua la". being an idiot in malay i believed her. only to be correctly corrected this time by her bf that i was going to be the adik ipar. waahahaha. that is how much our malay suck.

2 more days before my grandparents are back. and 3 to 4 more days before rizal comes back. missing everyone sooo much. esp rizal. sigh.

bored. life's really getting mundane. especially since soo many pple are not arnd right now. rizal's not here. and my grandparents n diana are in australia. bleugh. ooh but i managed to talk to grandma on the fone last nite. she's having a ball of a time there. they even went fishing on my uncle's boat! and nana's doing shopping all the time! urgh. i shud haf gone. so much for sacrificing it to mug. wasted.

i was too sleepy to celebrate yday. spent almost the whole day sleeping. heheh. coz of the england-france match. but it was worthed it ah. i was losing hope after lampard's goal. but zidane managed to save france. take that beckham! hehe. my cake is still left untouched in the fridge. haha. supposed to cut it in the afternoon but i was sleeping so mum left it in the fridge before she left for work. i still dunno how the cake looks like. haha.

ooh rizal called last nite. didnt expect his call. it was soo sweet of him to call. wished we cud talk longer but its okie. he sounds tired anyways. yups. guess im going out later since yday was wasted. fish n co maybe. i've got craving for grilled fish. and coffee. and icecream. and a massage. and rizal. yeah dats what i need.

monster.

bleugh. just came back frm police week. aint as bad as i expected. the monster truck show saved the day. they had this stunt show at the PA. those car spinning thingy n scramblers on the ramp etc. but it was blazing hot. and as usual i get agitated when im hot. so yeah. but ate n ate n ate coz i had $50 worth of coupons courtesy of my dad. such a perfect waste of $50.

well, rizal's off to sabah for holiday for a week. gona miss him loads. away for a week. sigh. dats like 168hrs. haha. dat sounded kinda psychotic.

i guess i'll hafta focus on mugging already. mid year in 2 weeks. bleugh. soo much to cover but there's no motivation to mug. and then there's euros! how to start mugging like this?!

kinda disappointed at myself for falling asleep during the half time of yday's match. i cudnt stay awake despite the caffeine. n besides i freaked out coz i watching it alone in the living rm n b4 dat my sis was like 'who's dat at the window outside?' biatch. scared me a lil. but anyways, yeah i expected portugal to win 1-0. oh well. hopefully i can catch the england - france match tmr morning at 2+. im betting on france. but i tink it'll end up a draw. oh yeah there's trezeguet too. hehe. dun haf cable tho. but i think i can catch it on msian cable channel - 8tv. hehe. thank god. its funny how i can get this weird msian channels like 8tv n channel 9 frm my tv. but im not complaining. hehe. guess i hafta increase my caffeine intake today n watch the match in my room instead.

calender *new*

boredom *new*

radio visit *new*

mldds camp *new*

mendaki bbq *new*


if u guys are too lazy to scroll down the list on the right, here are the pic updates for the past month yeah. cherio~

hi guys. i'm baaaaaaack. haha. after a brief hiatus (i like that word) from blogger, i'm back. yeap. many many pics to be seen yeah. get them from the pictures section on the right. its good to be back. aha. cherio~