why do i lie to myself?
change is inevitable.
and i'm the cause of it.
listen; intr.v. lis·tened, lis·ten·ing, lis·tens
To make an effort to hear something: listen to the radio; listening for the bell.
To pay attention; heed.
that's all i ask.
i know i'll be alone come friday. maybe that's a good thing. then again maybe not.
we shouldn't read too much into things. get that in.
i'm an actress.
so where does devastation lead?
if you don't know what i'm talking about, don't try guessing. it's not gonna work.
to my loyal readers [pat especially], thank you.
goodbye.
everything means nothing.
if i ain't got you.
THANKS FOR WATCHING AS I FALL. AGAIN.
charissaa* freaked out @ 5:36 PM.
yesterday was MJ open house and i was damnit tired after the whole thing ended. was at the table-tennis booth half the time cos my shift was from 10-2. after that started walking around. it didn't look like an open house la, cos we had booths with games and food and people selling stuff. every CG was made to come up with a stall and sell something and CCAs had to come up with games. and there were COUPONS to buy stuff. so it was kinda like a funfair?! my CCA booth..not bad la. quite a few came to play. ahaha. we thought it would be like, empty cos no one would be interested. my CG was selling some pencil stuff. like you know, use thread and wind it round the pencil and make your name or something. the cool part is, the pencil looks like it's an ordinary wooden pencil but it's mechanical! ahaha. so cute. we charged $3 for 1 pencil and after making a few, i kinda thought we were under-charging cos it took SO DAMN BLOODY LONG to do! and we lacked manpower cos many of us were involved in our CCA booths and had to look after it and all.
and some people just had to make the words they wanted on their pencil so damn long. i had to make 2 pencils reading WILSON :) WAN YI. and guess who wanted it? TAN WAN YEE, that teacher who scolded me and pipi on the first day of school or something cos of our hair and my earrings and stuff. she was so irritating. and now i have to do some pencil for her and her boyfriend. geeeeeee. and at first it was supposed to be WILSON :) WAN YEE but then i ran out of thread at the last 'E' so they called her and she told them to change the double 'E' to 'I'. sheeshh. ohohoh, and ng yoke leng had 2 pencils made reading YULING :) LIONEL. what is with people and their boyfriends and the smiley faces in between? thank goodness i didn't make that one. i made 4 altogether at the end of the day. my fingers are whacked. why can't people just make their own names or something?
oh and twin came! with her friends. :)) haha. walked around with them together with yulian and ahdia for a while. long time no see! she's got a ponytail now, ahaha. study hard for Os ah, twin!
okayy. after the whole thing ended they made us do the mass dance twice and i was holding a pencil, trying to finish up the last one. ahaha. so while everyone was dancing i was winding thread round a pencil, lol. but i kept it after a while la. quite scared the principal see me. haha. then cleaned up the school, and they dismissed us. reached home at about 815?
at the end of the day, i bought some wrist thingee for myself, a heck lot of food, the pencil i made for yulian [shuddup, don't ask me why i have to pay for something i made myself] and..something else la. ahaha. i got a packet of oreos from the TT booth too, ahaha. ohh i wanted to spray colour onto my hair cos there was this stall that was doing it, but i didn't in the end cos the open house was ending soon then i'd have to wash it off after i reached home so it was a waste of money.
okayy, i'm still hoping for promotion. ahaha. sorry pat, i forgot! i passed my bio promo paper but overall i'm not sure. and yes, A C C is very good!!!!
charissaa* freaked out @ 10:01 AM.
okayyy, been REAL busy with PW and it's such an annoying subject. NYL hasn't been making things any easier as well. sheesh. it's so draining to come up with a written report 4/5 times!
anywayyy, i got back my promo results but i'm not sure about the overall and i don't think it's too good. hopefully the MJ promotion commitee will be kind this year because i didn't meet the promotion criteria [bloody maths *%@#&!].
GP - B4 [happiest with this one, i topped the class, HAHA]
CLAO - C5/6 [okayy, good enough for me]
biology - E
chemistry - E
math - #$%$*F#$%$@!
okayy, hopefully my midyear papers for bio and chem don't pull me down to an AO cos if not i'll be really dead. i was lucky enough to get 2 Alevel passes for 2 papers! buttttttttttttt.. they're just borderline passes. like really borderline. aiyaa. wait and see la. think i'm quite dead though.
okayyy. SHEESH KEBABS LA.
charissaa* freaked out @ 2:59 PM.
charissaa* freaked out @ 9:39 PM.
charissaa* freaked out @ 1:40 PM.
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oh how cool.
i'm dead for math! ahaha. what's new.
charissaa* freaked out @ 5:56 PM.
i'm a wreck. bio was utter @#$*! i'm hoping to scrape by chinese, like i always do. *sighh everything's a mess. after the chem paper, i was kinda banking on bio to be my Alevel pass but looking at all the stuuuupid mistakes i made, i can kiss my promotion to J2 goodbye. i'm a wreck i'm a wreck i'm a wreck.
glad to hear that, aren't you?
sucha nice scene to be presented smack in front of my face right before the paper.
everything's just what i deserve.
the only thing i look forward to now - the prata meeting with the other 3 tomorrow night.
the chicken rice stall uncle doesn't like me. i can tell because today he gave me a whole load of fat with my rice instead of the char siew that i ordered.
this is bad.
charissaa* freaked out @ 8:01 PM.
