Old friends = LOVE :D

picture 1: 27th Dec, sweet collection :D

Oh hello, long time no posting :D
Slowly, december's ending soon -
and school will be reopening.
For some, tomorrow and others like me;
On Wednesday :)

anyways, it's been OUTING GALORE.
throughout 27th - 30th (today);
27th & 29th were outing days.

27th December;
Regina and I caught a movie,
National Treasure: Book of Secrets :)
It was quite humourous, seriously -
their arguments were sure funny !
After that, we went to the arcade for -
fun laughter peace and joy,
played the machines to get those sweets;
the picture is shown as picture 1, above :D

28th December;
I finally went to repair my laptop
@ funan the IT Mall.
So, it's not with me for sometime;
kindof inconvenient though.
Don't mind that, people !
And my phone dropped onto the road :(
It has some bad wounds on it now.
A short agrument came up,
people didn't know about CIP thingy.
Well, sorry people out there;
that i didn't message the world,
but still it's not my thing though.
People would have passed on,
but learnt about accountability :D

Lewis, sorry for getting blamed;
Hope you'll be over it soon.

29th December;
I finally went out with Andrea :D
And Regina came along too, cowpiggy !~
We just walked the talk and shopped the day away,
finally I bought christmas pressies :)
not all though, but some.
Soon there will be somemore buying.
And laughter did cloud the air through our outing !

Regina, you do take care -
Do recover from the wounds of love;
and that food poisoning of yours.
I love you, cowpiggy :)

30th December;
Midnight, wasn't feeling well.
Sorry to that boy I fell alseep while talking;
indeed I've been headaching & whatnot.
But I'm glad I'm better now to make this post :)
Now, I better rush my things.
It's turning for a tight scheduling here :D

It's you I think,
It's you I can't forget;
But since that sacrifice,
you've been deemed as forgotten.

Better go, take care.
Happy New Year's Eve in advance people !
Bye blog, bye world :D

indeed, old friends are still the love :)

CHRISTMAS, for you.

hello out there :D
i think you all should know it was
CHRISTMAS DAY !
and one more,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
TO MPERSON!
(((:

Christmas Day, 25/12;
I woke up really early this X'mas,
not as if there was alot of gifts;
but talked to my friend.
To that friend;
BON VOYAGE, malaysia boy :D

Family gathering was fine,
we had so much food, really.
It was so sumptuous,
mouth-watering;
oh ever so lovely FOODY.
Not much presents though,
but I'm richer :)
HAHAHAHA.

From here,
we shall continue our separate journeys.
It was for you that
I brought myself on.
It was for you that
I made this sacrifice.

We'll continue our
remaining 10days of christmas.
Bye blog, bye world :D

christmas was my day of sacrifice;
for you.

nearing christmas, last days before it (:

last minute blog postings !
oh my goodness me :)
and time flies like birds;
it's already christmas eve.

23/12; studying day.
we studied, not much.
cppa is the flunker.
apchem is not understandable.
we talked more than ever;
it was about everything
under the sun.
we didn't shop.
gillian may not be giving
any presents this year, not sure.

22/12; cip day.
it was christmas for the community :)
everyone (almost) were on this x'mas party thing.

we exerted ourselves like mad;
we sweated like never before;
we helped like never ending;
we talked more than ever.

it's all volunteering & teamwork :D
but all these goes to show unity.
(finally)

there was this man,
who came to complain to me about
poor coordination and all.
and anyways, we're just following orders.
typical singaporeans ain't it ?
they can complain really well man,
hell with it.
(his wife has hot pink hair)

in the end, hey
it was a success :D
and it was seriously wonderful.
but sadly, no prize won for me though.
well, there were still freebies :)

my dad fetched me home,
i was so elated over that.
THANKS DADDY !:D
seriously strenous man.
(goodness gracious me)

(almost)all were seen at bukitbatok cc.
it's my long story.
seriously.
wanna know it, ask me man !

through it all,
i've been sleeping at 4am-ish.
oh whatever.
bye blog, bye world :D

it all relies on people like us
to create unity.

blacked picture.

all starts with -

a guy's everchanging heart;
a girl's everchanging mind.
it's just simply hard to understand
why they're simply gasping for each other
so bad so bad.

black can be so seductive.
black can be so elegant.
black can be so sleek.
black can depict much hatred.

... on the overall,
black is the colour
that reminds me of you.

first things first;
concert for SPDance was cool :)
fantastic, and of course
i caught ever-distinctive yanling :D
still, concert was a success.
and i went home late,
of course; and here i am
making this late post.

it was when i walked alone,
that i felt the true feeling
of one needing another
by his/her side.

next thing;
dedicated to my friendddd.
the thing is now;
infatuations aside, why don't you
view it in another perspective
and go on with life ? (:

if he was the guy for you,
he would be all nice.
if he truly loved you,
he won't cast you aside
when you need him most.

you'll definitely see something new,
trust me.
the rainbow shines after the rain,
seriously it does.

i still have CIP on laters,
seems like i'm having
a hell of a time.
bye blog bye world.

if love was for you, think it in another perspective.

clothing spree (:

it's 305th now :D
yesterday was such a
tiring day.

slept at 5am and woke at 11am,
my sleep wasn't a great one.
the weather was so cooling then,
i did wish i could sleep somemore.

outing started out with:
aaron, atiqah, ronald & weilin yesterday.
it was finally aaron's declared
skinnyjeans outing :)
everyone bought at least one pair
to end up with.

there was this coincidence.
atiqah & ron wore all black,
weilin and i wore white with jeans.
believe this set of coincidences ?
well, it does occur once in awhile.
overall, it was pretty fun.

after that, i went to meet my mummy.
we shopped again,
and guess what?
bought clothes again :)
oh my goodness, i noticed
i'm constantly changing my wardrobe of clothes
every other day.

someone, please control
my clothing temptation !

well, you notice
monday was a clothing day for me.
better go.
bye blog bye world :D

i guess, retail therapy is girls' one solution
to calm their edgy emotions.

so close but so far.

classmates whoo-ing their way through,
packing their bags ever so efficiently.
when the teacher released us,
they went out like a swarm of bees;
like they can't wait to get honey.

this was a lame thing i did -
i wrote a name all over my papers :X

well, i was pretty in a
can't wait to be out of school mood.
somehow, i feel something out of place -
it's my thoughts running wild again.

if you gave me that one chance
to tell you everything,
i'll hold that hand and
look at your eyes.

there's so many things to share
with you and only you.
my confession is still pending.

And one more thing:
bon voyage in advance
to those taking trips out of town :D

i went out with regina today
and caught the golden compass :)
pretty nice show i can say,
nicole kidman is scary man !
seriously.

well, we went popeyes to eat
and homeddd.

bye blog, bye world :D
happy holidays to poly students !

a centimetre away from him, but miles away from that love.

my misery.

i'll make this short and sweet, not.

i'm crying bitterly now.
my wallet got pickpocketed;
and i almost lost my handphone.
though i want to say thanks

much much thanks
to my friends who helped me
for today.
AND MY SISTER :D
she was like my so-called slave
for today :)

and my mum's apathetic,
if you know what i mean.
she's one kind of a bitch.
that's all.

and pink is an unlucky colour.
even more bitched.

bye.

i've finally laughed all i can.

First things first !
It's happy (belated) birthdays to:
Sheryl Ng, 6th Dec.
Harrison Tan, 7th Dec today :)

In Singapore Poly, today -
We've an event called Polymer Day.
This is the day whereby all
from polymer technology (DCP)
come together and show off projects
and talk talk talk.

After the talk,
we had this nice, sumptuous buffet :)
Mmmhhmmm !
Everyone ate to their hearts' content,
I must say.
The best catch is the cream puff man,
finished within an hour !
Seriously, it was that popular,
it was taken like hot cakes.

For the most hilarious,
laughoutloud thing ever.
Many people db-ed (dabao, aka takeaway)
the buffet food home.
Be it rice, beehoon, brownies and all -
Of course, brownies were taken in bulk;
regardless of being a boy or girl.
That time was my best laughoutloud session !

There were some food swipers,
such an eyeopener man :-
Indeed, many kinds of containers !

- Lewis's overflowing food container.
- Ronald's two packs of food containers.
- Wei Lin's ingredient-galore container.
- Aggie's ever-filled with rice and beehoon container.
- Atiqah's packed food, for family, she says.
- Mperson's one with only brownies, I think.

HAHAHA. Super funny to the max,
I've had laughed my ass out over it.
And Mr Ho was brainwashing us,
to choose the polymer option.
So the usual of him !

In the end -
I still have yet to decide what
my sequence of choices should be.

During the polymer tour,
we received quite a bit of freebies :)
Atiqah was so demanding for more,
one typical Singaporean;
besides Mr Ho that is.
In the overall, it was
polymer, polymer and more polymer.

We took a picture,
taken in memory of the polymer tour.
Picture was taken,
in credit of Zhi Yong :D
Have you decided the option yet ?

Well, better go.
To SingaporePoly peeps,
happy polymer day :)
Bye blog, bye world !

polymer, is the option ?

the tears that doesn't shine

i finally blogged,
after the afternoon downpour.
night has fallen,
and it's still young :D

today,
we had psychology & the
electronics test.
psychology is sabotaging day XD
and that's why wednesday is love !
last, electronics test was fine -
but sadly, i lost 20marks alrdy :(
my last question is a cannotmakeit.

many things ran through my mind;
it resembled animals stampeding
through the thick rainforest,
running for their lives.

one moment,
i caught tears on tape.
sudden breakdowns are so excruciating
to a secondperson's eye.
now i just hope she's okay.

better go now.
i'm finally free, not.
I STILL HAVE THINGS TO DO.
bye blog, bye world :D

i see the sadness in her eyes.

that's my life for you.

above: (my 2007 birthday present)

life goes like a train on a railway,
it'll only stop when it reaches its destination.

this is my 300th post :D
just nice on 1st dec.

yesterday, it was critical reasoning.
i forgot all about it till ...
8.05am (time i woke up)
there was a complusory makeup class,
and i couldn't make it on time
despite my dad fetching me to school.
oh wells, what to do ?

nothing much happened in class !
and i realised,
don't trust people too easily.
maybe you'd know who i'm referring to
or better, what i mean by saying so.
this was made as an
indirect broadcast :)

i shall make this short and sweet.
more of yesterday ...

regina and i went out,
watched ever hilarious & sweet
enchanted.
ate till our heart's content.
my new birthday present,
though 10month overdue -
i love my campino big time.

went out with yingkai after that,
settled for heart-to-heart talk
and yes, i marked the end of love.
no more kiss goodbyes.

homeed.
nothing else to say.

you've done so many things
to disappoint me, my boy.
despite all that,
i could forgive you and go on.
but now, what's the stand ?
like you or hate you,
it's all a thin line's barrier.

BYE BLOG, BYE WORLD :)

i can't bring myself to relate with love anymore.

Nearby a hot pot.

Hey yo.
The more you get angry over a gossip,
the more people see you as a prey to bitch on.

Happy belated birthday(s) to:
Ronald & ShiHui (26th Nov)
Though not so close,
but still the happiest days
should be their birthdays.
And one more animal at home,
Happy Birthday to my Dog :D
Woohoooo !

Sorry for not blogging for long.
I've been seriously busy.
Finally submitted CRS,
now have to start again.
And I'm blogging to ease my headache,
it's kindof bad right now.

I realise something new:

Sometimes people
can never be trustable.
You never know what they do
to you.

You think they had you in mind,
but maybe for all you know -
They never had it,
but how long will they do this ?
It can even take forever,
don't you agree ?

Their hot pot of gossip
is really chilli hot.
So beware !
(If you know what i mean..)

Oh wells, I shall end here.
I'm gonna sleep.
Look at how late the time is,
the timing is beating inside me.

Wish me luck for APChemistry laters !
:) thankyou !

Perhaps we don't get along that well after all.

going down the winding road.

It's when you say nothing,
that I go head over heels for you.
It's behind your back,
that I show my true colours.

You alone can make my day,
I can tell all my friends about you.
But will you care to see it ?
See it through the moonlight.

Heyhello you.
So how has life been out there
for you people ?
Mine was like an uneven roadway,
up down left right.
This is so midnight posting :D

First and foremost.
Despite not studying
and letting my emotions get the better of me;
I miraculously passed my MIP :)
Mr Lau was so surprised,
cuz I skipped his important tutorial;
plus I didn't get any hints -
Except for WL's talk and incoherent things.

Last two days,
I've been catching up with critical reasoning.
Seriously, it's totally hell of a time.
Beat compiling the works of 4 people,
together as an essay.
Hard work man.

Three days ago,
everyone went for the option talk.
We've to choose from three :-
1. Industrial Chemistry
2. Food Technology
3. Polymer Technology
And until now,
I'm still in a state of confusion
for my 2nd and 3rd choice.

Ho Thiam Aik's
typically Singaporean.
Seriously no kidding,
he is 100% one.
Kiasuness galore, but he was sure
entertaining! :D

I saw something relatively
freaky.
This is seen in
one particular toilet in SP.
Writing it to a ghost at 12am,
and reporting faults for everything.
But it wasn't in.

I remembered hearing
the tap's screech as well.
Freaks you out ?
Seriously, fear not.

A last line to end this.
It doesn't matter whether
you win or lose in the end.
What matters is the process.

Postscript:
Certain things I type are direct.
So if there's anything you want to know,
please ask me straight.
I don't like misconceptions
and your assumptions about me.
Make things clear :)

Now I better go.
Bye blog, bye world :D

All doesn't matter anymore.

complexness

Oh wells.
There's one thing about myself
I think I should share.

For once and never to be done,
I was willing to put my disliking aside.

She presented,
I helped her with her English pronunciation.
Hey, don't say it's lame.
Because this girl WAS one I didn't fancy much.
We disliked each other,
no, rather say, hated each other.
Though she didn't thank me,
but I don't bother
for I doubt she knows who helped her.

Just today, I found out that
it's better to depict things your way.
People can be just a distraction
to divert your attention.
Mainly, it's yourself that matters most.

Complexed love issues are in the air,
people out there sad and crying.
The only thing I can say is,
just try not to think too much.
Eventually we people have to go on
with our spilt lives.
And fight all the way to the end :)
It's your love you're fighting for.

Better end here.
It was for my good deed
that I posted.
So goodbye blog, bye world :D

Have a mind of your own.

live it on.

As earlier,
those were my last few days.
Notice I haven't posted
for like 5days 6 till now?
HAHAHAHA.

Continue with
my life.

17th Nov '07.
I had three outings in a row.
Maybe, count it four.

Let's make it short and sweet.

I lunched with parents,
answer me this little something.
Tell me, is Sabbath Day
the day to slack totally?

I went out with girlfriend,
caught the Bee Movie.
Kindof illogical luh,
how can bees go to court ?
Laughoutloud.

Met Atiqah for project,
seen Taufik Batisah in person.
Okay looking luh.
Well, we did CD and finally done.
I detest CD man.

Last, met yingkai.
For fun ?
He missed me I guess,
oh kiddings.
We chilled and homed.

Now, my official goodbye.
Bye blog, bye world :D

indeed, things are not reliving me as much.

the last few days, it never ends.

FEW DAYS.
So many things happened,
I need to rant badly.
And I missed you,
my bloggy.

16th Nov.
Materials Test was on,
seriously difficult man.
"I think I'm going to fail",
this was written on paper itself.

I met yingkai for a chill,
though there was nothing much.
But I'm glad I could destress,
and I just realised,
hey - I'm a noob at pool :D

Girlfriendd came after that.
Walked around like never ending,
did nothing much
and homed.
One more thing,
picture as above :D

15th Nov.
I skipped tutorial
for a valid reason.
Broadcast,
ALL BECAUSE OF
MIP EXPERIMENT 2 DATASHEET.

all left me shivering in the cold
no one was there to pick me up
i needed someone to hold
but still no one was there
this left me no choice
but to just leave the room

even my oldflame
when i met you
you did the same
this is all you can do

14th Nov.
Nothing much happened.
Coincidences did.
When I was talking about him,
he appeared at my face.
Maybe some people know who he is.
I'm not telling ! :D

Met yingkai @ nyp.
I fear guys who give me silent treatment.
We walked Novena.
And I want Adidas Tropical Passion
desperately.
The smell is nice.

Mperson messaged me
for the first time.
I screamed,
called him whatnot.
Stupid sister,
now she has his number :/
GABBY BETTER NOT CALL HIM.
Or she's dead for sure.

Okay, it's not goodbye yet.
Got one more post to wrap this up.
See you at next post.
Note, this is 295th post :D

watch the conflict.

Finally handed in my formal report.
I thought things
were getting better,
but yet ...

Indeed, today was
One hell of a day.
Seriously.

MAINLY.
There are too many things to say.
Now there are more assignments -
Discussion Cafe (CRS) &
APChem formal report.

When I see your ignorance,
do you even know how much
it just pains me ?
And what's more I'm seeing you
every day.

Time for the truth :D
I 'flunked' my AE&E.
Akon marked some wrongly :/
So now, my marks are like
unknown ?
Hope I pass in the end though,
seriously I can't afford to fail.

I witness a war between all,
and behind all of it -
There's a girl in the verge of tears,
but yet she has to cover up,
as if she was a clown in disguise.

I fear no colours,
and I don't fear you.
You want me to say it,
be it.

Bye blog, bye world :D

I rather you compromise than seeing a conflict.

Nothing better to say.

HELLO :D
I'm back to blog.
One thing to declare,
my materials formal report is done!
Sadly to say,
I know 3people already handed in,
but i haven't :(

Today, I went out with GERMAINE :D
We pooled at luckyplaza,
my skills were "notbad-ish" ?
I'm glad it somewhat came back,
been donkeyyears since I last played.

Later, we went to Far East Plaza.
We walked around,
and I saw one matey!
He didn't see me though, (who cares?)
at least it wasn't golden mushroom.

We went Bugis Village after that,
bought the same jacket.
(different colour okay?)
Our thinkings are straight,
no lesbianism :)
One white. One blue.
True Blue KCIAN.
lameness :/
(my friend isn't even kcian)

Yesterday, I wanted to post about -
A funny scenario I saw in the train.
There was this man,
don't know whether talking to himself
or talking to someone in the earpiece.
He talked rather loudly,
until the whole cabin plus -
Were staring at him -
Beating his thigh, pointing outside
and talking/singing.
Laughoutloud right ?
SHIT.

In the end,
didn't hit to grandmum's.
And I'm still flu-ing.
Oh my goodness please.
Whatever.

Once upon a sunnyday,
both in white met.
We talked through,
but there was no feel to it.
At all.

Bye blog, bye world :D

an old love slowly vanishing away.

sick days = break ?

I've been sick lately,
time of the month sucks so bad.
Have been sleeping like a log.
And here I am,
running out of time.

Report undone,
been out with friends.
If I had known,
maybe I should've spent those times -
Doing my materials report.

Yesterday,
I had an early psychology release,
We're supposed to write a letter -
To this person.
Mainly mind dynamics :D

After that, I had strawberrysundae.
Not with liang okay ?
Well after that,
I went YCK to meet yingkai.
Still tired am I.
He'd say, I finally catered to him.

We went ChangiAirport to walk ?
No lah. Mainthing is to eat.
And we successfully walked,
from Terminal2 to Terminal1.
(without skytrain okay?)
Cool right ?
Don't believe, got picture :D

When we reached, we went for -
POPEYES :D (Zombie's fave!)
Not bad seriously, go try.
I like the Cajun Fries there.
HAHAHA.

And also, I met Shawn at terminal2 working.
His face was so serious :/
Rather an eyeopener.
I haven't seen him that serious in life.
We talked at Macs after that.
Then Yingkai and I homed.

Still sick I am,
he fell sick too.
Nothing much to talk after that.
We homed.

So bye blog, bye world :D

Sometimes, we need a break for a change.

where greatness is so out of the way.

HELLO :D
what's there to blog?
I wonder.

I don't know,
there's a lot of things to say -
but hard to type here.
How weird this can be,
yes, I know that.

During APChemistry today,
we got our results.
It was quite alright lah,
and I thought the cold that day -
would just kill me.
But it isn't that bad,
for once.

Somewhat, I need to type this badly.
For some reason or other,
here goes:-

Some are born great,
some achieve greatness.
Some have greatness thrown upon them.

Don't you agree with what's stated above ?
I mean, seriously.

I want to stay behind,
just to watch a show you all create.
From beginning to end,
she's always humiliated.
Why so ?
AND What's your f*-ing problem ?

After school,
hit off with girlfriendd :D
We ate Seoulgarden again.
The hell right ?
Seems I'm not gonna eat it for sometime.
I'm kindof sick of it now.
Major suckfest.

It was perfume-smelling day :D
Yesyes man !
Diffuses of the industrialchem aura.
Now I realise,
my JLo perfume is missing :(

HAHA.
That's all.
Bye blog, bye world!

(atnight) the new impression of - my class (:

Take note, a midnight post.
My 290th post :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MELISSA :D

I just returned home from :
Class barbecue :D
Seriously, it was kindof GOOD.
Rather surprising isn't it ?
You readers, why is this so?

We had barbecued food,
cracked stupid, lame & cold jokes.
Told ghost stories herethere,
only some people know lah.
I love the dark, seriously :D
Somehow, it's nicer to talk -
Under the dark night's sky.
Look at the picture ? :)
Amazingly how this picture can show -
Our shadows so clearly!

And seriously,
I was kindof reluctant to go home.
Some stayed, some went off.
But still, I went home.
Mum almost murdered me :/

I feel that,
sometimes you'll never know certain things.
True right ?
Just don't bother the people whom -
You know, dislikes you.
Period.

Once your feet touch the sand,
somehow this cool feeling just comes in.
The feeling of the sea breeze,
it's just way beyond fascinating.

Before that, something happened.
So girlfriendd, you should know.
Maybe I shan't embarrass her here :D
Golden Mushroom - HAHAHAHA.
One thing to tell you,
he didn't really catch it then.
Lucky you luh!

I even had steamboat before that,
ohmygoodness please !
Don't you think I'm such a pig now ?
What the hell.
But still, I loved 'today'.

Even before that,
I saw Melissa and Joanne :D
Damn cool lah !
Long time no see,
and people still make fun of my hair :(
that bad meh ?

Blog somemore when I feel like it.
Yah whatever.
HAHAHAHA.
Bye blog, bye world :D

Finally, a new feel has gone into it.

not well spent for a halloween.

Well, today marks -
The last day of October :D
31st October 2007, halloween.
Pity I got no party,
my sis has though. Goodlife.

Well, so let's talk about life.
My life, kindof duh ?

GARDENIA BREAD FACTORY-ING.
Gardenia :D
This was the place I went for -
Industrial Visit.
Oh wells, how was it?
Kindof cool, seriously.
Everywhere you go, you smell bread.
BREAD GALORE.
We even witnessed the making &
packing of bread.
Andand, free bread to go tooo!
2 packs of Museli bread.

BEHIND THE SCENES.
From the people in school:
Ah lin called me some mushroom head.
Why ? For my new hair.
My mum had to blow it up of all things.
Other people.
I believe some were shocked, surprised -
Whatnot.
Some asked, how come so short ?
Some mentioned, okay lah.
Now I realise, maybe I look nicer in -
LONG HAIR.

Some other things happened.
I shall post extra today :D

Socalled, bye blog.

It was something new for a change.

usual days with a twist !

Heyhey hello.
I don't know why,
there's this feel for blogging :D
So let's see,
e-learning has officially started.
ANDAND.
17th BIRTHDAY TO WENYING :D

E-learning -
Is burning.
There's so much to do,
and little time.
Majority all datelined on Sunday,
so I feel kindof relieved.
Wheeee !
Class outing's coming up.
Hope it's gonna be fun :D

Just yesterday.
My mum made me try on all her clothes.
Now you know, trend from the 80s.
And it was:
From this madamebutterfly lookalike,
to this beadydress thing, as above.

Andand.
I cut my hair, so it's -
OfficialGoodbye to -
Long hair for awhile.
Now roughly you know how short it is.
Right ?

So I'm going back on homework,
e-learning and BLAH.
GOODBYE :D

suspense is better than a straight findout !

the spur of the moment.

BLOGBLOGBLOG.
Midnight posting :D
Happy 4year friendship anniversary -
To yingkai and ME :)

It was fridayfriday,
and I've an extra day as holiday :D
Had centra lecture with akon,
pathetic lah.

After that,
I went out with girlfriend :D
Finally seoulgarden in bugis has opened!
Seriously, it's smaller but nicer now.
Oh wells, like that.

Just thinking about -
My temperament.
I've been doing some soulsearching and all,
seriously, I find myself kindof -
Changed.

First, I think I'm choleric.
I'm like sacarstic & inconsiderate (super).
Maybe you didn't know about that,
sometimes, I just say "I hate you" for -
No ultimate reason.
That's how pathetic I can be,
I hate myself.
And I can explode.
EXPLOSION D:

Second, I can be melancholic.
Often, I think of the past&all.
When can I even stop it, I wonder.
And I act like a perfectionist,
in the end I won't even care.
Contradictory right?
How stupid can I be?

postscript,
no misconceptions please? (:

I lost control of my speaking reflexes,
my mere freedom of speech -
We live in a free world :D
Everyone has the right to speak freely,
don't we? Even you do.

Utterly offensive, no offence okay?

mon-wed busy days, better days?

I'm blogging again after
4 days of serious business.
Oh wells, so how's life ?
For mine, you're just gonna find out :D

Todaytodaytoday.

Psychology :D
But unfortunately, I forgot my lines.
Kindof dejecting -
And I was hoping that I'd perform well,
what the hell man.
Overall, it was still okay, I think.
Toodoo, I love formal.
Sadly, I don't have a photo of myself with it.
Last thing,
I successfully walked with highheels.

AP Chemistry test :D
This was kindof sucky,
all I remembered slipped off -
But well, it wasn't that bad actually.
Last but not least,
cheesecake feast :D
Oreo Chesse + Blueberry Cheese =
ULTIMATE OBSESSION!
Twotwo.
I saw my old friend Jaclyn today :)
Ever so distinctive.

Tuesdaytuesday.

I skipped characterdevelopment again.
What the hell,
and I know tonghuat will kill me any moment.
He even missedcall me,
that's the worst part.

I had electronics test D:
This sucks big time, I'm telling you.
For sure, I'm gonna flunk.
Seriously, if I don't -
Make sure I'd make the sky rain.
How pathetic can electronics get.
We're forced to come to school -
despite having cancelled lesson on friday.
Can I just smack that akon on the floor?

Mondaymonday.

The Cppa & Electronics practicals.
Actually, it was kindof cool for the former.
Chemicals and all,
reminds me of organic chemistry.
Electronics, my hands were so cold -
Until I had to trouble him to do it.
But still, I wanna say thanks -
Thanks Mperson :D

That's all I guess.
Charmaine, you like to misscall me -
during tests eh ?
HAHAHAHAHA.

Somehow, he seems to have changed.
I don't really know -
how to comment much now.
Now, it's just best to keep quiet.
And I'm serious.

Better go man.
I've nothing to say.
Bye world, bye blog :D

The end of mon-wed busy days.

friday and saturday indeed.

285th POST :)
Oh you know,
I always loved -
fridays&saturdays :D
Somehow, it always feels great -
And this is how I spent them:

Saturday, today :D
I had psychology meeting!
We settled the presentation and all,
and I guess we've settled ?
During then, I laughed too much.
Lameness.
Oh wells, and we watched a movie too.
Resident Evil Extinction,
you know you know.
But I just detest the ending.

Friday, yesterday :D
I went out with girlfriend,
and Kevin came later.
We went to vivocity's sky park.
Played like some mad people out there,
took many photos, I mean many !
Thanks to the shallow waters, kicks and all -
Everyone got so wet,
clothes were wet.
But I'm glad I had fun,
killed the pain in me.
It made me smile so much !

Indeed, you never know -
Who's for you and against you.
Until the very crucial day,
the story unfolds.
Now I know the truth,
it's all my stupidity -
To believe you all are innocent.

So now I tell you,
I can hardly trust anyone now.
How naive can I get.
Dumb :/
Goodbye blog.

Kill the pain for me, give me painkillers.

unfair share.

Hey world :D
What a boring hotday.
I pity the world sometimes,
and seriously, I do.
Oh yes,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRYSTAL :D


Tutorials were boring,
hardcore boring.
I copied almost everything luh,
(from friends that is)
shows that I can't be bothered :/


Practical was also on today!
We did one on tensile strength,
and the other was Izod Impact thing.
Split the work,
took quite long to finish.


I feel like -
High Density Polyethylene (HDPE).
Being stretched to nearly its limits,
and then breaking.
Well, something happened during my Izod.
Maybe I shan't type it down,
or else, heh heh.
Gillian is dead.


My heart skipped a beat,
during that moment I heard that.
That particular incident was disturbing,
I knew this was like a test.
One moment, I thought that game was over.
But to my stupidity,
it isn't, for goodness sake.
Whether I do or not,
now I don't even know.


Now my mind's totally berserk.
My mentality's totally off-track.
The head's throbbing like mad,
headache has started.
I feel as if my heart has stopped beating,
for some reason or other.
Thankyou people,
GOOD JOB.


So in other words,
there can be many things to say -
But I don't think I should bother.
No offence, my blog.
Bye blog, bye world :D


Sometimes, it's just best to keep quiet.

Chloreic days.

Rain stops, rain falls.
It was such an on-off process today.
And somehow, I had nostalgia -
For going back in time,
running away from poly life
& correcting all my mistakes from the past.


Today, lecture&tutorial were fine.
I mean what else is there to talk about?
(For school that is)
Basically, the main thing is psychology :D
My group had a discussion thing today,
kindof cool, a temperament skit.
Hm, and I become a choleric wife.
Right, am I even choleric ?
For you to find out :D


During lunch (before psychology),
I went with kevin&hismates :D
They're darn united luh,
you can apparently feel that connection.
Just imagine,
they click so well despite their differences.
What about my side?
No comments on that.


I went out after that,
had botak jones !
Not bad actually,
yeah except the portions are big.
Seriously, and I love cakes.
Especially, cheesecake!
Number one favourite dessert,
CHEESECAKE :D


And blahblah -
This shan't be added.


Love is blind.
We'll never know whether you're deeply in love,
till the very day when he leaves your very eyes.
Since the day I left him, I never cared -
Until today.
I truly felt the pain of him leaving me.
Moral of the story,
treasure love as it is.
Now you know how insensitive I was.


Sorry for the comments,
no offence for this is my blog :D
I just remember,
the world needs us more than ever imagined.
Don't you think so?
Bye blog, bye world :D


Insenstitvity doesn't help to heal wounds sometimes.

To know is to suffer.

Right, heyhello.
I just returned home;
oh wells,
Some things to pen down.


Practical went well today, I guess.
Titration was done repeatedly,
and the way it was done is like -
we're robots and were so familar with it.
Right, I don't even titrate.
Forever I'll be bad at it :/
Oh wells, whatever.
No attitude from the teacher though,
how glad can I get.


So far, there's so much to do.
- psychology temperaments
- materials in practice
- chemical process principles a
New thing,
- applied electricity&electronics assignment


And I guess, I'm the only one -
Who haven't done it yet,
in my group that is :/
This is seriously bad, don't you think?
One more, I haven't studied:
applied electricity&electronics.
Now, I'm so procrastinating.
Stupid me, stupid stupid.


Green is the colour :D
Somehow, the article got approved.
Oh wells, thanks kevin !
Wheeeee !


What for force your conscience to bend?
The impression of a person,
can never really change much.
The truth you made for him/her,
won't be bent much.
In this world,
everyone's selfish.
Don't you think so?
What for know so much?
Can you even change the solidfacts?


Bye blog, bye world :D
How I wish, it will just change.
I'm waiting so bad.


We don't need the world right now.

totally just - hardcore smile (:

Hey blog, hey world :D
Well, noticed something familiar ?
I mean, the stupidpicture above.
There's something in common with me :/
Answer is, it has almost the same name.
Look at it closely,
utterly pathetic.
But, do you think I'm forgetful?
As the title states that is.


Today, I went out with Yk.
Oh wells, bullying him is satisfaction.
It makes me laugh,
smile till I can just do it all day.
Mann, if life was just that great -
How I wish so.
Well, my longlost waffle was eaten by me!
Blueberry rocks :)


During school,
we had Materials lecture.
And Kevin, thanks for the articles.
Seriously, without you -
Maybe, I'll be dead by Seto by now.
Thanks again dear pal :D
Poly's business block is up the hill,
it kindof sucked.
Hill is high.


When that black strap broke,
it's like breaking that emotion.
Seriously, I felt really dead.
Yingkai, I wanna say -
Thanks for bringing the smile on me.
Unfortunately,
my necklace can't be replaced :(


Yesterday, I went out with girlfriend :D
We had this dessert spree,
having it at Swensens :D
It was kindof cool,
walked around payalebar & eunos -
Like crapit's never ending.
Exhausting man, can die.
Oh wells, at least it's alright.
Andand -
I skipped school yesterday,
with love from gillianganlizhen.


It's 281st post now!
So with love,
goodbye blog - goodbye world :D


There are always halfway moments in life :D

The busy days.

Back to blogging !
It's been 4 days,
and all passed like birds flying by.
Even the sky has changed its weather.
Postscript, I just saw 2birds fly by :)


When I saw him walking to school;
still in the train then.
I felt this hit in me,
which made me want to -
Catch up with him so bad.
But then, I couldn't.


Today, lectures were fine.
And I'm so getting in love with GEMS,
the people there are lively and all -
Indeed so different from there,
how I wish -
situations & things could just change -
For the better of course.
Lastly, project1 for GEMS has started.


Tuesday, it was pretty what luh.
My train broke down,
stuck between tanahmerah & simei.
I was 35minutes late :/
And CharacterDevelopment,
had this role playing -
Princess was my damned role,
big role, not a great thing.
Feels like a sabotage luh,
me hate big roles.


I zombied my way through -
the rest of the lessons.
Need not talk about it.


Monday, it was a longlong day.
Had cppa practical & electronics too.
During cppa,
my group had the hardest experiment.
It kindof sucked, but fine -
We overcome it bravely :D
The report is left.
Electronics was with Mperson.
Well, he did it real fast -
Smartness, what to do ?
Must thank him for teaching :D
Goodness, now thinking about it -
I need printer ink urgently !
AHHHHHHH !


Counting down.
Electronics done,
printing needed.
Now, how much left to do ?
-chemicalprocessprinciplesa.
-criticalreasoningskills.
-psychology, temperaments.


That's all man.
I feel lazy, sleepy whatnot.
Bye blog. Bye readers :D


a great mistake has a halfway moment.

ending the week, so well :D

I'm midnight blogging again :D
Man, friday was a nice day -
Just to end the week2 of school that is,
and indeed ! It was FUN :)
Noticed the picture above anyways ?
You do right ?


After a longlong time,
I finally met Regina !
How long has it been,
say like 8months since we last met ?
Goodness, but she still is -
Ever so distinctive.


Well, we had pepperlunch.
It so reminded me of back then,
fivemonths ago.
And I wonder why I like to rake up the past,
no wonder I'm a melancholic.
Shit. Seriously, it sucks.


Later, I met YingKai.
WeI had burgerking for dinner :D
Mushroom swiss & onion rings are LOVE.
Don't you think so ?
HAHAHAHA. Laughoutloud.
And then went chilling after.
Currently rated numberone is swinging,
swingswingswing :)


And homed.
Photos were taken too :D
Kindof cool,
yah. Not bad ah.
I prefer the pics in his phone :(


Just about the picture,
I realised -
True happiness isn't just for yourself,
but for the world -
For people,
like us.
And, bye blog, bye readers.


It's just the people you mix with to gain happiness.

it went on with melancholy.

Posting again,
it's a personal feel like.
Somehow, I feel twofaced.
One moment, I was aright -
The next moment, I was pissed ?
Kindof strange right ?


Today in school,
time seems to pass kindof slow.
CPPA chapter 2 was finished -
within 2hours.
Oh my goodness,
and just hoping time would fly,
slightly faster than last semester.


We had psychology,
that was precisely the best of Wed.
Group work was done,
presented on our personal temperaments -
Blah ! Oh wells,
numbers were even exchanged.
Kindof cool,
it's going on so much better -
Than back in class.


I love the swing,
and I went there again :D
Oh wells, there was this little boy.
He seemed so enthusiastic as ever.
And I thought,
if my past was that great -
Man, I'm seriously a melancholic :/
Whatever.


Some things cropped up today,
or rather yesterday -
Kevin fell sick,
get well soon, I hope.
Yingkai's friend passed away,
I send my condolences to him/her.
Andand,
fangxia's seventeen :D


HAPPYBELATEDBIRTHDAY FANGXIA :D


I feel I'm going in circles,
one moment I thought -
game over for it,
the next, I'm back again.
When will it be over ?


Goodbye my readers,
my blog, whoever :D


indeed, enjoy when you can.

firstoctobertwozerozeroseven.

Welcome October with dull colours.
The moment it started,
it was the mondayblues :/
How bad could it get ?


In the morning -
AP Chemistry practical.
Just this morning -
when I was so looking forward,
the teacher kindof sucked.
She bossed her way through and -
hey, she thinks she's damn great.
But she isn't.


She gave hell for everyone in class,
I still remember how much it was.
Marcus, myself, Atiqah and blah -
I even had to reweigh NaOH 4times,
thanks to her stupid apprentice -
What's her name ?
Auntie Florence.


From now,
I dislike :
analytical&physical chemistry practical.
Screw it, I'm getting hell.
Help this man.


One thought -
It was nice looking away,
hearing your call.
And then, I start to respond.
Softly to hear him speak,
now I wished it never ended.
You stirred up my mind again.


Lessons were alright,
yeahyeah you know.
Oh well, kindof alright.
And CRS is okay luh,
not as bad as I thought :D


Goodbye my blog.
I'll make that thing over.


things are like starting all over.

A day for a difference, for once.

You know,
I love midnight postings.
And of course, fast enough,
the end of school's week one.

And, happy birthday to:
Regina & Wei Lin's SEVENTEEN !

These days,
school has been relatively alright.
I mean, besides short lessons -
Practical briefings, intros,
what else is there?
Boring school.
So maybe let's not talk about it.

Today, i went out with yingkai.
We relatively had fun,
but with a blink of an eye -
Money vanished, LIKE THAT !
From $36, to $12 bucks.
Wonder how this happened ?
Long story.

I was at Bedok Reservoir Park,
saw this playground -
Then I felt like being a 7yearold,
and therefore, I played with the swing :)
From then,
I realised it's nice to be a kid at heart,
don't you think so?
Go try, it helps to get the pain away.

Can I say it's fun,
because it was!
I wanna play again :D

So for now,
goodbye blog,
let me think of my swing nearby.


sometimes, it's good not to be what you really are.

along the way.

Mann.
I feel the urge to post !
Ohoh, it's 275th now :)
And yes,
I've posted a pic as above.
You'd know the reason soon enough.

I'm fine in school and all,
actually it's believed to be so.
Lessons today were alright,
We had:
- analytical & physical chemistry
- chemical process principles a
But, I had my GEMS today :D
The teacher was nice,
kindof fun !
Now, I declare I love Wednesdays :)

There was this talk after that,
it was kindof boring.
During a period of time,
some people fell asleep -
And, I was one of them.
What the heck right ?

Homed straight after the talk.
In the train -
On the way home,
Atiqah, Lewis, Elgin, Ronald & myself -
We saw this really cute baby,
then Lewis and I kept on taking -
One of them is above :D
Cute right ?
Aaawwwwwwww...
(now you know the reason for the photo)

Something to tell you,
just for fun.
I had KFC two days in a row,
today and yesterday.
And took 67 three times yesterday,
with an addition one time today.

Goodbye my blog,
wheee !
I somewhat love today.


maybe, a good day really will come after a bad day.

first day of 2nd sem !(:

First day of school,
here comes a midnight post again.

Well, i shall start with this.
Today seems like a special day somehow,
it's like i've never felt -
Ever so high spirited before.
And it was to the extent that,
I didn't even care who disliked me at all.
Not even, her.

We had 2 practical briefings,
and tutorials.
Plusplus, 5 newbies to DCP/1A26!
It was kindof cool,
4 girls and 1 boy :D
But still, class was -
Okay lah.

During our Electricity & Electronics,
this teacher, he calls himself aKon.
Right, it was kindof what.
This introduction thing went on,
2guys & foreigner.
Well, he came to the picture again -
And as usual,
you roughly know who I had in hand already.

WeiLin made a little mistake,
let's not say much about this.
But it was kindof fun,
don't you think ?
Though my self esteem sucks :/
Retarded me.

During Critical Reasoning Skills,
we discussed about -
Obsession with looks.
I mean, frankly, who isn't ?
Even I am, in a certain sense,
but still, you rather look beautiful -
right or not ?
And one more thing,
the teacher is downright strict.
Seriously.

I shan't elaborate on practical briefings,
they're boring.

Andand, I went out chilling with Kevin -
For awhile :)
Now I'm tempted for G2000Blu turtlenecks.
It's damn nice luh,
2 for $39 !
Wheee, I need the money.

And now officially,
goodbye my blog, my friends.

a great start for the first day.

dedicated to outings alone !

My last few days,
before school reopens !
These days,
what's new ?
School's reopening,
I feel the reluctance within myself.

today,
I went out with girlfriend.
She took ages to come,
and the sun was scorching -
I almost died, sweated it out anyways.
Nevermind, the outing all continued.
We bought some stuff,
and even went to east coast !
The seabreeze was superb there :)
How I miss staying near there.
And then, homed. Duh ?

yesterday,
I went out with Kevin.
And I finally had sakae sushi.
Seriously, it had been a long time.
Then, kevin bought -
His firstpair of converse shoes,
recommended by me of course.
Yes, we're supposed to show off -
Our new pairs of converse shoes.

Sweet enough,
I finally got this perfume -
And and, I got the necklace I wanted !
Wheeeee !

Both days were days of happiness,
somewhat somehow.
However,
I've been having sleeping problems -
For the past week.
And, nightmare galore.
I shan't talk about it :/
Scary man.

Goodbye for now,
wheeeeeee !

memories remain forever.

SPecial (:

SPecial day -
need to post real bad,
and it's serious !

Today, I had to register for GEMS.
It stands for General Elective Modules,
not some special gemstone.
How I wish I had them -
as an outright gift from school.

It was really nerve-wrecking,
my heart was almost out of place.
The mindset was totally filled with -
Psychology and Counselling.
As you all should know,
this is extremely popular.
Result is obvious enough ?
Now, I don't feel like saying it :D

Yesterday, I went out with girlfriend !
Dropped by town & city hall.
She finally bought her tee.
HAHAHAHAHAHA !
And what we ate during that whole time,
was japanese food.

There was this incident -
between these two taxis,
involving -
citycab going tanjongpagar &
silvercab going orchard.

Citycab was busy enquiring people,
whether any was dropping by his destination.
Silvercab got impatient,
and horned like hel.
So when the citycab finally had a customer,
the silvercab blocked his way.

Silvercab driver got out,
scolded the citycab driver with -
loads of vulgarities in hokkien.
Impatient bastard you know.

Then we finally homed in a cab.
After that,
I fell sick -
slowly waited for bus,
and homed.
Goodbye my doodle blog :)

patience should come first in one's virtue.

my hibernating story.

Another post at the middle of night.
Well,
things have been going fine.
I'm glad anyways.
Seriously !

Thursday, I hibernated alright?
Hiberate hibernate hibernate!
Nothing to do,
other than that -
I'm speechless for Thursday.

Friday, went out.
Yes, I caught an actionpacked movie.
After such a long time!
Oh wells,
Rogue Assassin -alright lah.
He kept looking at me with that expression,
somehow now,
the smiles are so etched in my head.
Don't get it wrong,
I don't like him in that sense!
Now, I need to get over it.

We homed early,
as he wanted to go for betting again :/
That's typical Cperson.
HAHAHA !
Chilled out with Kperson,
and wa lah, homed.

Saturday, another boring day.
Nothing to do,
hibernation!
Learn that from my sister :D
Wells, should I work during the school days?
I want the money man!
Earn it like never before.
Bet on it, bet on it.

So goodbye blog,
I'm done with you.

and that's the reason why when we're young we fall in love.

totally no reason.

Blogged at the middle of the night.
My nice 270th post!

Oh - Miraculously,
I'm hibernating at home today -
And I mean, as on 13th September 2007.
No mood luh,
stupid pathetic results :/

Later in the day,
my class chalet will come to an end.
And despite it being _
(maybe I won't say it),
hope those dcp1b26 mates had fun.
School's reopening soon,
in 11days and 8hours time.
Oh and those who made the chalet,
THANKYOU.

Yesterday, I checked for my results -
Rather displeasing to the eye,
and I even had a picture especially -
express how emo i was.
But one thing to say,
thank goodness I passed microsoftexcel.
I was thinking that I'd forward it :/
Phew, that woman gone off for life.

2days ago, I went for class chalet.
And I saw that expression on her face.
It was 100% expected,
but I wasn't sad over it -
In fact, I was laughing my heart out.
Seriously, it was screwed.
Funny, big time :)

The chalet was kindof youknowwhat,
I went shopping during the meantime -
When I was bored that is.
Didn't get to see the girls,
except for that particular peek.
Until now,
her facial expression is unforgettable.

P.S(postscript)
And I know, you hate me.
But so do I, I dislike you too.
Goodbye blog.

I shall let it all go, like never before.

'the great escape'

What a night don't you think?
Dark sky, no stars.
And, all places seem all deserted -
You know you know.

Today, I went out with Kevin.
Hmmm. Finally oh finally,
managed to catch that movie.
It was really really nice!
Yah yah, like that.
As how life went on,
now I'm purely bankrupt :/
100% bankrupt.
Kevin finally bought clothes for himself,
laugh out loud.
Just like that.

Yesterday and all the rest,
were such mundane days -
Until I could just sleep,
never wake up, whatsoever.
Sometimes I wish it so.

Countdown.
Results in 1day, 11hours and 15minutes time.
I'm so scared,
to the core man.
Wish me luck :)
Goodbye!

forget yesterday, we're making the great escape.

emo emo emo.

My midnight bloggy.
What have been happening these days?
If it's not outings,
then it's just at home -
Deep in thought :/
... So what happened?

We shall call it today.
I fell sick in the morning,
which rolled over from last night.
Don't you think it's kindof sickening?
Just imagining a situation, whereby -
Falling sick on an outing day.
And and and -
He has left singapore.
When i heard his prayers,
my eyes went all watery and -
Teared like it's never ending.
Somehow, i miss him :(
Bon voyage my dear.

Yesterday.
I went out with a newfriend.
My first outing with her.
We shopped and talked till -
Our hearts were content,
and i guarantee they were!
We spent money too, duhh.
And i'm purely bankrupt now.
Sadly to say :(

2 days ago.
I returned kevin his handphone.
Somehow, it was just nice to talk -
And i so remembered something:
we talked through a downpour,
but we didn't kiss through the rain.
Kindof weird like that right?

Etc etc.
The emotions shan't be said -
Just really *f-ingbad.
Suddenly, I feel the thing for Literature.
Like poetry, short proses and all.
Now I can admit,
I was a Literature student :)

And yes.
Goodbye.

and now, all i can do is endure.

all of it, all of it.

Back again.
These days are either fetched -
Or maybe nice? :)
Well, check this out!

31st Aug, that's my KC hitdown!
It was kindof boring actually.
Nothing much,
best part was -
We managed to gather together,
And caught up with life a little bit.
Cool isn't it?
Oh, and I saw Samantha again.
Her loudloud voice, tight hugs.
Laugh out loud.

After that,
Daphne & I went to play bowling and pool.
Met her friend Sean there too.
Well, it was nice.
Though -
The bowling & pool sucked :/

And politics happened after that,
for 4 straight hours.
Things slowlt become more complex,
I wonder till when -
How long will this last?
When will this be solved?
Makes me wonder.

1st Sept, yesterday.
Nothing much, Charmaine's birthday.
Happy belated birthday charmaine!
Except that it's official for -
Teachers' Day AND -
August being game over.
One month gone!

2nd Sept, today.
This marks the day when -
One of my wishes come true.
I've got my new mobilephone :)
Finally oh finally.
Wells -
Behind the scenes,
should have seen what happened.
Goodness, but well -
All are alright now.

indeed indeed, something's cropping up.

my all-told catastrophe.

Teachers' Day is coming,
August is gonna make its end.
Disastrious things have been happening.
It's all accumulating to a catastrophe.

Firstly, it's about Germaine & YC.
Long story ah.
Just summarising it,
simply she asked me to stay away from him.

Secondly, it's about myself I guess.
I was just thinking -
About what Ms Brenda had said,
what was your saddest moment,
now, here -
Going to declaring my saddest moment:

My first poly classmate & friend -
went against me, along with 2 mates.
But hey, I'm willing -
to change for the better if asked to.
Now I wish, so wish the people -
Can go and get a life.
Or rather, I pray that -
All will realise our mistakes,
hoping not to conflict ever again.

May god bless all of us, Amen.

just an after message:
now i realise,
pain teaches us to be more mature.
it teaches us to be more tolerant.
but well,
how long will this last?
this is what makes me wonder.

i have witnessed the emotional catastrophe.

all simple.

One and ALL:
The holidays have officially started:)
So how has life been out there,
nothing much happened to me.

Only today,
I went out with one&only girlfriend.
We went VivoCity,
looked around.
Charmaine caught her eye on some stuff.

Now thinking -
How I wish I had more money,
expect $10 a week for hols,
believe it?
Tell me, how to survive?
From here, I know -
I'm in desperate need for a job:
During my 2plus month holiday:)

My girlfriend's birthday is coming,
ohohoh -
KC hitdown is coming too!
And, August is SURE going to -
End with a great bang,
with old friends & teachers.
How I miss them...

So goodbye for now.
All shall be missed :)

i don't like illusions that i can't see.

exams officially over!

Heyhello.
Let's broadcast this!
Exams at S'pore Poly is finally over :D
And I'm okay with Shi Hui,
for goodness sake.
One more,
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY EILEEN!:)

Yesterday, I went out with Crystal.
We went to the library,
then saw Nurul sometime after!
It's all kindof coincenidental.
So suprising that we could ever meet again,
after a year plus -
Of losing contact.

Crystal & Nurul ganged up,
and I got sabotaged :/
Mperson was in it,
the trick was just for me to call him.
What the heck but yes,
it was it.

Today was my last exam paper :)
Microbiology was killer man,
sure I'm gonna die.
Do badly, flunk it.
Name it, it'll happen, trust me.
But of course,
I actually hope not.

I went out with YingKai.
We had lunch, walked around -
Halfway, I saw my longlost friend.
Oh oh. I saw Harrison!
Somehow, long time no see.
And I think -
He almost couldn't recognise me.
Do I look that different from last time?

Well, after that -
Again we walked around,
chilled and homed.
That's all.
Bye out there!

make it your story.

one down.

blahblah -
JennyGillian.. What's the problem?

My mind's still playing love games,
flashing unrealistic fantasies -
From whoknowswhen till now.
But hey,
I just got one down.

Went through the killer today,
chemicalprocessprinciplesb.
It wasn't that a killer after all.
Oh well,
take it as I killed it mates.
And whee ~ :)

Now we have the last paper left.
Oh wells -
Microbiology it is :)
Hope it won't be a killer.

The silence is the most powerful scream.
Watch my scream.
AHHHHH! -
I so needed to.
But yet, I still feel the same.

one down, i need to get over it badly.

strange mood with the strange weather

Notice the strange weather these days?
All this is just like my mood now.
Messed up, things bothering me.
I wish, I can't wait for all -
Just to be over.

Exams, Math was kindof bad :/
No time to finish,
some questions really uncertain.
I'm so gonna do not-so-well.
Do wish for at least a pass though.

Went out with YingKai after that,
chilled out for long hours.
My pool really deteroiated,
I could barely win.
Oh whatever.

Now there's CPPB and Microbio left,
I'm starting on CPPB -
Microbiology, later maybe? :)

I've been reminiscing much.
If I could turn back time,
maybe there won't be him.
That's all I can say.
All I wish is a new change,
in myself & my life.

Nicholas has officially gone off my life -
He hasn't been contacting me,
a guy finally off my back.
Directness does help at times.
Oh now, he's so over.
Goodbye boy.

Now I shall also say,
goodbye to my blog.

return lies within hasty keys.

the death rolling in my head.

Train broke down on my way to school.
Was a little late for exam,
pocketed my handphone.
Somehow, his back was nice to admire.
And the sky was even nicer.

Did IOC paper today.
Seriously, it sucked.
Trust me.
Left 2 long questions blank,
I already wanted to tear :(
*Forcefully controls it*
Now, I realise -
I think I'm gonna fail IOC :(
Mug for other subjects time:)

Math untouched,
I wonder how I'm gonna get through Mechanics.
CPPB & Microbio untouched,
seriously -
Am I going to fail or pass?
Death is lingering in my head.
Please help me :/
Teach me ALL,
console me too if you please.

Have to mug now.
I've appeared here.
Take care.
Bye bye.

the death in my head, it's picturing like it's never-ending.

just before the mugging days :/

Semester exams are nearing,
I've to go MIA soon.
Duh, I need to do well -
And everyone will think so too.

So these are a few things I done,
just before I start mugging,
getting buried in lecture notes -
And doing all tutorials & papers.

Friday, as you know -
I went out with Kevin to shop around.
Kindof cool, seriously.
70% reductions at G2000 blu(:
The clothes there are so nice.
Pity that there wasn't much time,
just a pink&white tank top is what I bought.
And Kevin managed to get this white shirt,
seriously, it was just cool.
And Kevin was sweet enough,
to buy a black jacket for me.

Met YingKai too,
we didn't meet for long though.
Just a mini chillout,
a nice chat under the night's sky.
That did the job.

AND ...

Yesterday, on Saturday.
I went for Shawn's chalet party.
Though there wasn't many I really knew,
but still, it was relatively fun(:
Played pool after a long time,
ate bbq food -
Sadly, I didn't get to -
Happily throw Shawn into the swimming pool.

These things happened along with chaletday.

Firstly,
Germaine has this complicated thing,
what's she up to?
Seriously, I do wonder.

Secondly,
Nicholas went crazy again.
oh pluh-lease -
Believe it or not,
he's already 21 and he's so immature.
And I know that only solution,
to indeed get him off my back.
You know what I'm talking about(:

That's all.
Goodbye for now my readers!

like you would never lose yourself to someone else.

i wish it never happened.

Oh. This ends National Day.
Happy Belated National Day to ALL!
Well, today was a long day indeed.
Somehow, I just feel -
The day didn't go as well as I wanted.

Firstly, late for Chem.
I couldn't see what my mistakes were.
Well, that didn't matter much.
All happened that it wasn't too bad.
Efforts paid off perfectly.

Secondly, but most importantly,
during presentation,
nerves got the better of me,
that sickness too.
Oh well, there's one thing -
Presentations won't do for me.
I'm so serious.

Thirdly, went out & went out.
Bought a top and some jacket.
It was good to catch up with life,
with an old friend.
And talked again,
laugh out loud.
Oh wells.
Goodbye for now:)

if you could just not let me go for that night.

love is in the air secretly.

Today was a short day in school.
On my way,
people asked for directions -
And things like that,
well, that sortof made me late:
For my PBL meeting.
But it wasn't that bad after all:)

Today's presentation was alright,
I forgot my lines at one moment.
Stuck was the perfect word for me.
And I've to thank,
ShuHui for saving that life then.
Oh goodness,
THANKS SHU HUI! :)

He crossed my mind time & time.
A classmate mentioned this to me,
You'll regret if you don't confess to him.
Now thinking about it,
Ralph was a regretted action.
I made a step too late.
Thinking about *him,
should I make it known?
Or maybe just be *his guardian angel -
Behind those scenes?

Soon after,
I went out with girlfriend:D
And I was finally earlier than her.
Whee ~ FINALLY LAH.
Oh well, I waited long -
Unknowingly, I stoned along.
Just something had to cross my mind.
We caught JayChou's secret,
damn sweet:)
Though the illogical side of it was weird,
in the overall, it was nice:)

Your sweet smile,
just brightens me up every day.
But each time you look at me,
I feel like making my escapade.
When will you notice those little things?
Seriously,
just when will you truly notice?
There's so much to tell you,
but fear just clouds it too much.
Words are not all I can express,
actions have yet to reveal.

That made the good time roll(:

Today, I was late for Chem test :/
By just a couple of minutes,
oh well ~
I think I fared rather okay:)
A decent paper by hand,
somehow I feel efforts paid off.
Phew.

After that very lesson,
my class had a pizzahut treat!
From one and only personal tutor.
So many pizzas,
Cheesefondue is cheesy indeed:)
Oh so well -
Nice lunch, nice gathering.
Guys made this secret code thing,
darn funny.

The boys & their disgusting mixture:
Like parmesan cheese & paparika,
with pizza -
And added water for Ronald.
Codes galore!
Numbers are love sometimes:)

Well, what a lovely end to it.
I'm like resting for a day:)
So elated.
And I declare,
I'm lovin' today!

Say a prayer, but let the good times roll.

farewell, poly lectures!

Say hello again.
Oh well, I shall make a post.
For all you know,
I may go like.. Missing In Action:)
Burying myself in books,
for my upcoming semester exams.

Singapore Polytechnic students drag their feet.
Make the observations.
Frankly say, who doesn't?
But it was kindof funny.
Soles worn out,
dragged for fun.
Hear its annoying sound,
this makes me feel so yesterday.

M-person likes hugging his bag.
Sounds kindof cute.
Well, during RWP yesterday:
He, I and 2 other guys ran -
As fast as our legs could carry us.
Despite having new slippers on,
I ran fast :/
Blisters in the end though :(

I got to know this maleperson,
he totally cracked this joke when he called.
Damn lame but yeah,
freaky still -
Toilet Association huh, not bad.

Okay, I need to catch up ahead.
Semesters man.
All the best to the people too:)
Bye for now!

You stir my feelings for you, totally.

love love love.

Absolute August is here:)
I've changed this blogskin,
Ever wondered what happened these days?
Here it goes:-

I absolutely LOVE August you know.

1stAugust, yesterday:)
Despite having a sucky excel test,
love was so in the air.
Atiqah confessed to this boy.
She passed the letter:
Covered by a blue envelope -
with silver ribbon,
and sealed with her whole heart's feelings.
How sweet, don't you think?
True sincerity luh.

Thinking about myself:
I have never taken the initiative,
I have never said to anyone,
that I like/liked him.
Now thinking about it,
how I missed him so.

2ndAugust, today:)
Love is so over, everything started afresh.
I slept in the train,
missed by a stop.
Took the train back.
And, I saw that guy. That guy.
We talked through that walk to class,
his smile still lingers until now.
This is driving me up the walls.

Atiqah looked sad today.
Somehow, it felt like she got rejected.
I was right,
don't feel so sad dear friend.
Unfortunately, he's attached.
What is an eyecandy for?
Now, this proves:
It's better to be loved than to love.

Had the results for 2 tests,
didn't do too well for CPPB.
Kindof sad, need to study harder!
Math was alright,
and Microbiology test sucked,
what haemocytometer?
I didn't remember what I learnt :/
Somehow, I know I'm not gonna do well.

Okay, that long post.
That's all.
Now I need to rush up my report,
get that phonecall.
Goodbye for now!

As I looked around, I couldn't believe the love I see.

falling deeper & deeper.

An emotional pain so deep,
ever so excruciating.
When I need a shoulder,
the listening ear or a helping hand,
tell me, where was it?

Women are deceiving enough,
men are more deceiving.
I didn't know he was like that.
Just imagine a guy with great appearances,
but yet having a deceit inside?
Totally fits,
A book can't be judged by its cover.

My emotional fall starts here:
You disregarded my friendship,
doing those things I don't know of.
What's more, I was supposed to be duped by you?
No way I'll fall further into your deception.

The only happy thing was,
I went out and met girlfriend :D
Despite all the dressingdown,
who cares hmmm?
One and the last before exams,
girlfriend comes in right?
Walked for awhile, lunched & homed.
Cabbed back man:)

And that boy filled with deceit,
please leave it all intact.
I need not know a shit.
Your affairs are not mine anymore.
School was that bad,
you made friendship just as bad.
Goodbye.

This is my now.

learning to fall.

I shall plot my mood like a graph.
Draw it with a positive gradient,
next draw it like a negative.
Then back to positive.

Yesterday, I had the IDEA presentation.
I kindof screwed it,
though alright.
Somehow, I feel the okay-ness in it.
Our idea was this curtain thing.
Multi-functioned leh.

During ReportWriting & Presentation,
Markers = Marcus. (by Aaron)
I've a feeling that I'm starting to have:
The inferiority complex.
Somehow, I detest the fact:
He was so good, but I'm so bad :/
Results all better, popularity better.
Everything is better!

For one moment,
I just feel like making my escapade,
run away and never return.
All I can show is my facade,
taking everything as if it's alright.

Later, I also went out with Charm.
Actually, met fangxia before leaving.
Somehow, I was talkative for one;
quiet in the next.
There was nothing much to speak of.
Met KYK-person after that.
Emo-ness won't rule much of my mind,
but agreed that it got the better of me.

For one moment,
This ballerina danced in my head.
A fat ballerina, showing her passion.
Somehow, I feel different.
I felt like shedding a tear,
get everything out,
but I couldn't.

Better go now.
Goodbye people.

You're so content, it hurts me but I don't know why.

that night.

Nerve-wrecking, rising tension.
That's what I can describe.
It's been tests the last 2 days,
and now I'm certain that I'd flunk them.
So dejecting :(

I've been staying in school till late,
like say 8pm?
My mum thought I liked school so much,
well.. The truth isn't like that,
projects & tests on. Hell with them :/

IDEAS is just tomorrow,
and I don't even feel bothered.
There's also I&OChem test tomorrow.
Screw it, schedule's tight.
Report Writing, undone.
What the hell.

Somehow, he's back to my head again.
Atiqah was thinking about her eyecandy,
he just crossed my mind.
But I swearvow that he'd never like me.
We really seem like we're worlds apart.
I really am giving up soon,
this time I guarantee I will.
Unless someone changes the mind.

Feel the mood within the night,
when I walked out of school.
Ate that delicate sweet from him,
it kindof relieved the heart.
The fingertips were so delicate,
that my voice went soft&gentle.

I felt as if I was just below the sky,
everything didn't feel right.
But the night saved my life,
and for that, I love the night-time
Tranqulity heals the wounds,
just throws the pain away :)

Better go people.
Goodbye for now.

There is so much I can say, but words get in the way.

strictly the usual.

I shall broadcast:
There's no school for me today!
Don't you think that's something to be happy for?
Well, I believe it is :)

Yesterday, MONDAY.
Let's see.
I had the last practical for the semester,
just before the semester exams.
We made esters,
nice, pleasant-smelling ones:)
From Banana to Orange.
Rocks Man.

M-person was made fun by me.
It's called the cough syrup incident.
I&OChem lecturer mentioned,
"No esters smell like cough mixture,
strawberry & nail polish remover can."
Aaron and I associated strawberry with him,
nothing wrong with strawberry what.
The very least we didn't say about a girl.
He'd know what I'm talking about.
Good that he doesn't know this blog.
Rather say, hope he doesn't :/

Later, I went out with KYK-person.
We walked around and things.
Cavana was alright,
I was cold.
Bought formal blouses at Tampines.
Quite nice though I didn't get the one I liked.
The one I saw at MarinaSq's G2000.
OCEANUS, from The Body Shop, ROCKS :)
Smelling it relieves me.
And then, we homed.

Now. I need to rush on Microbiology report,
study Thermodynamics & practise E.Math.
Oh my goodness,
schedule's getting tighter & tighter now.
Goodbye for now people:)

the best days in life, they are free.

i'll start remembering(:

Today I hereby declare:
My 250th post in my blogspot:)
Well, the schedule's getting tighter;
exams are coming.
And my laptop's working,
Yayness:D

On friday, I went out with YingKai.
The laptop was cool,
got bluetooth and infrared.
But sadly, I'm not that rich to afford it.
Had pastamania, then homed.
It was a nice day having no project in the end.
What a great skip:)

Yesterday on Saturday,
I went out with Melissa, Germaine & YokCheong.
Germaine & I sabotaged Melissa like mad,
she then walked away from us for awhile.
Just not long after,
we saw her with YokCheong.
And does she like him or not?
That's another thing.
He looked different with shorter hair,
sigh. He looks nicer with that styled hair :/

And also,
to add on my retribution then,
I almost lost my wallet.
Oh my goodness.
Thank god it was saved :)
How I miss my wallet so.

This crossed into my dear mind:
Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right

i will remember you, and everything.

learn the word: perseverance

Today was pretty short:
School for 2 hrs and there we go.

Firstly, I got the chemistry retest results.
Hmm.. Didn't do that well though :(
I studied so hard but yet, not much paid off.
Nevermind, there's still Semester Exams.
And it falls on 14th August!
Oh my goodness.

A note to Atiqah,
a classmate of mine:

Persevere till the very end.
I'm sorry you didn't do too well.
But hey, there are still semester exams.
Study all harder,
ask if you don't understand.
And then, all the best for 14th Aug:)

I went to watch presentations -
From the second batch of my class.
Everyone did quite alright,
better than me, that's for sure.
Well, relax everyone.
He looked suave today,
and I shan't reveal his name:)

Lewis&group forgot all about IDEAS,
that's why I'm here:
Blogging this thing.
Presentation's next week,
Doom's day marked on 27thJuly!
I've yet to face another 'death sentence'.

Persevere till the very end, no matter what happens.

the mood stirs totally.

Feel the cold wind through your hair.
It just feels exactly like:
The emotions flowing out of your heart.
Somehow, it feels bittersweet.

Maybe keeping everything to myself,
is good; not much of a bad thing.
Well, if concentration is well,
everything is well.
You all made me not bother.
Even though friendship is important,
but you made me think studies is more important.

Today was a cold weather in campus.
I was shivering in class & outside,
well.. I forgot to bring my jacket.
Somehow, I've no mood today :/

The chemistry test was on,
well, it was alright.
I think. I think I can pass.
All the best to the rest too:)
Hope you all do well.

I can't be bothered with mathcad.
Seriously, now I know I'm gonna die.
The mathcad, how how?
MrsTanYK is so gonna kill me.

Better go now.
BYEBYE:)

i feel the fear, i feel the death coming my way.

outing galore ~

Look up the night's sky,
if it's not dark blue; it's black.
How wonderful.
This has portrayed well for tranquility.

These days,
I've been going out,
mood feeling under the weather.
Somehow, it's like a rainy day for me.
Deep inside my heart,
simply putting it: Displeasing.

Saturday, 14thJULY.
I had a date with the girlfriend:)
Well, we went to catch HarryPotter.
Relatively, it was nice.
Yah, so catch it if you want to.
Later on that day,
I met Kevin.
He bought this piece of clothing for me.
And I've decided,
I'd only wear it on my birthday.
Whee ~ blue galore.

Today, 16thJULY.
I went out with YingKai.
And I catered to him again,
went all the way to Nanyang Polytechnic:)
During the journey to YioChuKang,
a lot of thinking was brought up.
somehow, I just didn't feel right.
He then brightened up my day;
somewhat, somehow.

Some other little things,
remains a secret.

pictures frozen in time - are becoming clearer.

friday the thirteenth.

It's been sometime since I've posted.
Guess what day is today?
Friday the thirteenth.
Well, bad things did happen today.

In school,
Organic Chemistry was a total flunker.
What are the marks?
Just write the date,
and take the day.
Simple as ABC, 123.
This isn't meant to be sacarstic alright?

The Report Presentation thing.
Well, I can't forget the fact:
I answered wrongly for Q&A.
That answer just slipped off -
My nerve-wrecked mind.
"Catalyst catalyst", I suckI'm bad at Chem.
LiMin trembled really,
relax girl.
KaiHui was still the best,
that's what I find :)
Presentation was scary, seriously.

Also, my sick shit.
Well, my body temperature was eccentric.
Oh, and in the end;
I didn't go for JingNi's party thing,
for I'm scared I'll fall sick.
My conscience bugged me -
Everyone went, how extra of me :/
Sorry people, I couldn't make it :(

In the end, I did fall sick.
Sick again, when I got home.
Oh my goodness lah.
Happy 17th to JingNi in advance :)
And I do need to go.
GOODNIGHT & GOODBYE!

I just want this to be over, I just want this to be through.

somehow. somewhat.

Schoolday's been weird.
Mood's been weird.
Happy. Sad. Angry. Bored. Neutral.
Just do name it, there is.

I saw some nice pics of someone.
Well, the smile did get me high.
Not alike to an eyecandy,
but hey, he looks nice there, I think:)
Charmaine,
oh please don't make me high again.
All he did was smile with no words.
That picture drew nicely in my mind,
what an imagination.

Today, I went out with girlfriend.
Okay, maybe you didn't know I had one.
But well, now you realise.
We had her favourite seoulgarden,
shopped around, then homed.
Now we have this bestfriend ring thing,
"BestFriends Forever"
My girlfriend's such a goodgirl,
she & I homed early:)

The tagboard has been dead,
this is the aftermath of spamming.
Well, this is all.
Goodbye for now.

i need to smile, i want to cry. which one is it?

The all-appealing evening.

It's been a year -
Since I last went to a concert.
This year, I went for
KatongConvent's own production:
Evening of Music, Dance & Drama X.

Before the EMDD,
I met some long lost friends.
And also,
I met a lot of teachers.
And it's quite a lot, seriously.
Had to smile, say hello -
Talked about how's life.
Well, alright lah.

Well, I can say it's really nice.
Chinese Orchestra played some soothing pieces,
despite the flute going out of tune :/
It was still alright,
and my erhu peeps are moving now.
Feel the mood man.
And, I still love childhood memories :)

The choir was alright,
and Melissa was so bad.
She said they looked like brinjals.
Evil lah. Well, the costume wasn't to my fancy.
But most importantly, the voice is good.

The drama elective was funny,
even though I can't laugh it out.
Seriously I don't know why.
Oh, that silly eccentric woman.
DAMN FUNNY LAH.

The dramatic arts society was touching & funny.
Well, I didn't cry about it though.
My sister said she almost cried,
that's when she first saw it.
Basically, I'm rather insensitive.
I can't cry emotionally for nuts sometimes.

The dance club performed too.
Someone fell at the midst of it.
But hey, it was still alright.
It was still NICE.
Still, not ruined yet.

Mr Juraimy actually danced solo!
It was really nice.
Slow moves, relieving music.
Well, it was just splendid.

The finale was FUNNY lah.
Stamp feet, clap hands.
Well, it was a nice ending.
All happy and jolly.
Ended.

After that I saw all my little juniors.
Guess what? All the hugging came.
Long time since I last had that,
secondary school is still the best.
I wished poly was the same.
Well, IJ and neighbourhood, different ways.
Whatever lah. Anything lah.

Went to chill.
Heard something so sweet yet expected.
I shan't say what it is.
Well, that's for the night.
An end to the extraordinary evening.

the waters so serene, the wind so fresh, love so raw.

wednesday's worth crying for.

OKAY.
BE DIRECT:
HATE ME, HATE ME NOT.
I KNOW YOU DO.
FINE, GO AHEAD.

my friend told me to put it in my stride.
but hey, they were overboard.
i didn't even offend them,
i didn't offend them at all.
now i question myself,
what did i do to make them do so?
i can't answer that question,
only dcp 1b26 can.

okay let's assume,
maybe i'm sorry for what i did last time.
all the hypocritical shit, all the fakes.
but you all never bothered to catch my hint,
you all never bothered to listen.
i always have to give in to you,
but this time, i ain't gonna bother.
if that gallium is me,
tell me it is me.
why bother to spread the word,
when i already know everything?

HEARD OF THIS:
NOBODY LIKES ME,
EVERYBODY HATES ME.
I'M GONNA EAT SOME WORMS!

well, i'll catch the worms for myself.
as i mentioned last time,
i'm changing. just you wait.
farewell.

if you wanna play that gallium game, i'll be more than happy to.

thrown-out tuesday.

Evening has fallen,
I'm waiting for the sun to set.
Today's the thrown-out Tuesday.

Imagine a negligible atom.
The presence of it may/will never be noticed,
but it still exists in this world.
I was so wrong about this,
one moment you all can be so friendly,
the next moment, goodbye.
The impression you've left me with,
is thrown-out Tuesday.

I don't wish to go further in detail.
Well, I remembered my mum saying:
If I didn't like the course or anything,
I can transfer out to somewhere.
And hey, I'm more determined to transfer now.
Guess what? Now I even know,
what school and what course to transfer to.
I'll transfer to Biomedical Engineering,
either Nanyang or Temasek Poly.
Sounds interesting right?
It was yingkai's inspiration :)

sometimes, i rather walk away than stay there and do nothing.

end of june. welcome july.

The month of June has come to an end.
Not only that,
and also the GST has increased to 7%!
Maybe you've heard about it,
but if you haven't, now you know.

I posted this at midnight,
that's for your info lah.
Well, my room light is working again.
And I seem to feel somewhat better,
oh well, I assume so.

I just realised something,
I'm broke. Really broke.
Spent 20 bucks on KC EMDD X.
The production better be good,
or the money will go down the drain.
The best part, KCCO is on the stage!
And, my 1920 girlfriend is performing!

I Went out with some friends today :)
Even though I didn't buy anything,
the attraction & temptation went on.
My friend 'owes' me 200 bucks.
He promised me, I think.
Now I feel so evil.
A guy's money being spent by me,
what's more he isn't my boy.

I went to check my blog, this one.
Someone by the name, 'I fancy G', tagged me.
Well by saying that(it's in tagboard),
this person is most likely some poly mate.
Maybe male or female,
I'm not gonna assume :)
Long time since the word sexy came to mind.
The last time I've heard/seen it was,
from classmates back in katongconvent
and that K-fied ex boyfriend.

One last thing.
When any of you tag my blog:
Reveal your real name,
or hint me by your commenting style.
It's rather suspending -
Like, is it a friend or an enemy?
A male or female?
The list just goes on and on.

Seriously, thanks a bunch.
Or else I'll really make a block,
so that you can't see this blog.
Now, I bid farewell :)

let the old vanish with the wind and welcome the new.

emotionally. pathetically.

Now, here I am.
I'm making this post in a dark room,
where I can chill myself down.
Or maybe, hope I can.
Pluh-lease, I'm feeling so edgy today.

Days passed like this,
emotionlessly & pathetically.
There are some things,
which I can't just leave it lying down.
I can't help but say them.

Firstly, I read someone's blog.
It mentioned: Hate figures are popping up,
for what they think, do etc.
Now, I shall comment to that.
(No offence if this has offended you)
My class can be really political.
Seriously, a real heavy dosage of it.
Just imagine,
how much politics there is.
I just think somehow,
everybody has been talked on before,
and I'm no exception.
Just accept people for who they are,
and for the victims out there,
please don't bother what they say about you;
Unless what they say is true.

You know ...
This so feels like KCCO after I left,
so much betrayal, backstabbing etc.

Secondly, about life.
It's just not going the way it should be.
Like a few scenarios:
Results are displeasing to the eye.
No matter how much effort put in,
results are still as bad.
Friends can be mysterious people.
You don't know what to do;
to trust or not to, to say or not to.

However, the best part was this.
Today on my way home;
I saw EdiYanti at Dover MRT.
Seriously it was so cool,
what a long-time-no-see thing.
And homed, emotionlessly.
Byebye, off I go! Whee ~

and come on, no one was ever born to be perfect.