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31Jan. 12:30am.
Family,
Hihi people! Im back. These few days was really tiring and sad for me and my family I guess. x.x Ahgong passed away. Was at wake all night for all the days. Sleepless nights, not enough sleep and tears.
And these few days really show who really care at home. And the relatives and friends that came down straight away and everyday. Hearing news that he passed away,and rushing home and seeing him there was really heart breaking w sister, family and even maid crying was heart breaking too. I tear a little that day and on Sunday. ): Seriously, it was never nice. Because my other cousins don't feel how my father mother sister me and maid feel. Because we stayed w him for years in the same roof. The feeling is different, it was heart breaking. We may not be close, but staying tgt builds feelings in us.
Uncles Aunties and relative crying on Sunday was really sad. )': never had such sleepless night for so long already.
Uncles aunties not having enough money to pay things. x.x money issue. Uncle being the biggest son only know how talk and ask other do things. He himself don't do. Seriously it pissed me off. He is sad. So. He is not the only one sad can. Everyone felt sad and was carry a heavy heart but we continue helping out and doing our things. Arghhh, irritating.
Nvm. I hope my father and my family to be fine and happy. That's all.
I felt so much. And yes, those point of time, you really needed someone to be there. I guess maybe I felt so much even though I wasn't really close to my gonggong because this is my first time. And I really felt it inside. The tears that could never use anything to describe.
Yes, People come and go.
28Jan. 1:58am
你好. Yes it's a new year yea. Happy Chinese New Year lovelies! <3 But for me, there is no more 新年快乐. x.x Currently at my ahgong's wake now. And I here by want to thanks the few.people who came down and visit me. <3 Really appreciate this okay. And those who gave me Bai Jing. Hweeling, Junquan and Emille. Thankyouverymuch eh. <3 And the rest who took the effort to cook for me, S S Y. And those who came down. Jiayu Hweeling Junquan Emille. Yea. I didn't told much people. It's okay. And Thankyou those who text me and stuff. Im fine Thankyou. (:
New Year had been fine. And I heard this year, Pig are not bad. Hahaa. Shall see about it. It's a new year, so a new start right? Yea. I get it. And I will do it. Shall believe in it. Shall take everything slowly to see how it goes.
Oh yea. Im glad I have some of my lovely friends okay. Especially some of them okay. It's been great w them around. Hehee. (': Because this is why life seem worthwhile to me. (:
Alright. I hope everyone are fine and everyone life get well ahead.
Take care people. Shall try update as much as I can. (:
23Jan2012. 2am.
Hihi. Firstly, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! <3 Yay, its new year. ~ Angbao coming in. And Ofcos, reunion dinner!!! <3 I love this, and I love family gathering much too. ~
Alright days had been up and down due to my bloody mind la hor. But I hope it start fine. Because Idw to be sad either. So yea. Hope everyone stay happy and BE HAPPY! :D
I hope this is a good year. I hope every year gets better for me and everyone.
I hope everyone stay healthy, pretty and happy! Be it studies or work, hope everything will be well for everyone.
I hope people are true. I hope you are true. I hope for a real one.
Let's just smile. ~ (: at least I know my lovely girlfs are true to me. <3 I'm living in past fear, I'm sorry.
18Jan2012. 12:18am.Hi lovelies. <3 Hehee. Im still here, in malaysia. Hahaa. Today is fine i think. Managed to go out in the afternoon, and i got to buy 2 pants! YAYYYY. Happy me. :D Tomorrow got Pasa Malam! YAYYY, more happy. So more things to buy. :D tmr night dont rain la hor. So i can shop and buy things. :D Hehee. Shall see if i can get anything for people. (:
Alright, this shall be a short post okay. Will update more hehee. :D
I love my girlfriends and freinds okay. <3 They are the best. :D
I need to live it. Grab it. Dump it. Face it. Cherish it.
17Jan. 12:07am.
13Jan2012. 11:59pm.11Jan. 12:22am.
3Jan2012. 11:o5pm.
HI PEOPLE. <3 Hehee. Its a NEW YEAR. :D YAYYYYY, Its a NEW YEAR, NEW START, NEW BEGINNING. Yes, no matter what, im looking forward to this year. Everything will start again, start a new.
Alright, results is coming out next week. Honestly, im not prepared this time. Even though i will say i dont deserve being lucky and having the grades i want again. But seriously, this time round im really scared. x.x Even though my Chinese is not good, and i know i wont score well, when i was waiting getting my Chinese result, I SWEAR I SWEAR, i scared until like dk what. :/
HAHAA. Okayokay, its time to prepare myself for the worst. x.x
Okayokay. Dont talk about it. Yes, its a new year. :D I hope everyone will have a better year this year. And for everyone to be happier and everyone life better. (: SMILE PEOPLE. And yes, i hope all my secondary school friends and friends, all the best in everything they do ah. Because we might not meet that much anymore. ): Goodluck everyone. :D
Okayokay, working a lot of days straight, is very very crazy okay! HAHAA, at times i feel really tired. Hahaa. Cause lack of sleep. But i can say its been a great time working in all this different jobs. HAHAA. i macham in need of money, until i work so many different jobs, hahaa. :xx But i made a lot of friends, from different places and different ages and different kind of people. :D
Its been a great time, great experiences. :D
Okayokay, enough. Bye readers. I will come back soon and blog. :D Anyway, thankyou for reading. :D
2011,
Its been a year. A year to remember. A year to learn, a year that make me grow and learn. And the people who came, and the people who got close, and the people who left. They are part of me, and i will always remember that.
Reflect from the previous and learn from our mistake and change for the better when the new year come. :D And dont ever make the same mistake ever again. And i will make sure i wont make the same mistake ever again. And i really really want to forget my mistake 2 years ago.
Okayokay, God bless. Takecare everyone. (:
Last But not least, the part shall be for beloved love. <3 HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE. I love you ttm okay. I hope you had a wonderful day. Please meet up soon, i really do miss you much. ): See you! <3 Sorry for the late one, i try sending, but you know. So ya. So SOrry. Hope you didnt mind. Take care love. <3 Anything you could always look for me okay? :D I will never forget you. :D
