30Sep. 11:53pm.
HIHI lovelies~ <3 Im back.:p Hehee. Okay, i should not, but yarh. Okay, i will work hard again tmr. :D Because i am forcing myself to wake up for tmr Poa lesson in the morning. Yes i am going, on my own will. How great. Shall wait for sister to come home and go to sleep after that. Because my freaking back is failing me BADLY. Its so FREAKING PAINFUL. :C SERIOUSLY PAINFUL TTM. :/ I hope it gets better soon. Its killing me.
Okayokay. Its OCTOBER TODAY. Because its 12 already. My wish is that i hope October will be a better month ahead~ <3 Yours sincerely, Me.
Alright, Im going off soon. Take care world.~
2days till N level. 23days till O level papers. OKAY, HUIJING LOOK AT THE TIME. Ohh i hope i could sit down and study and dont regret again.
Okayokay. Goodnight people. :D Hope its a good day ahead for all of you.~

28Sep. 10:14pm.
Hi my beloved readers. <3 Hehee. I kind of studied everyday after school since school starts. KIND OF. Hahaa, hopefully i can keep myself up w this till end of O's. If i seriously can, i think i will improve right? :/ Hope so ba. x.x
OKAY, Here is goes. PRELIM 2 results~ Want know what? Ask me, i will tell you all of them. Shall not say here. Got back everything. Ohgosh, its like shyt! SUX BIG BIG TIME. x.x Better than Prelim 1, but i kind of studied some of them, but yes, see. ARGHHH. Nvm. OKAY, YONG HUI JING SHALL NOT LOSE HOPE AND GIVE UP. Ahhh, almost tear in school today. But forget it, manage to it hold back. Nvm, I will make it rhough! Shall BELIEVE.
Alright, My back seriously hurt like zczxczxczxc ttmttc. I cant move too much, or else it will pain. Fml. So painful, cant move. -.- Shall hope after eating medicine it work. :/ OHYA, my sucker phone lasted me for an hour journey home ride~ Apparently it left 3% when i first got on to the bus and start playing my music, and it lasted me throughout the one hour and make it home w alive phone~ HAHAHAA. It rock sometimes. :D And yarh, went J8 to find S E S. :D They are funny manxz. Laugh like dk what. And took 59 home. Went pass many places.
Okayokay, i shall read through my Geo and go to sleep. Cannot stand it, feel so tired and my back is really so zxczx. Ohya, i wont be blogging much, i guess. Will use tumblr or here. So yarh. :p
Okay, GOODNIGHT people. Rest well okay. Tmr is a better day. :D Never lose hope. :D

25Sep. 11:10pm. Such familiar numbers.
TAKE NOTE : DOnt read, if you are not prepared to get bored of mypost, cause its bloody wordy and long.~
Oh well. Hi readers. :D This will be like my last few posts. Yes because OLevel is nearing in less than 1 month time. And i shall cut down internet time. Hopefully. x.x Oh yes, IM SCARED. Worried for myself for not doing anything still.. :/Nvm, shall start from tmr! And School offically starts tmr too. Mean left w 3 weeks of school and 1 week of study break. Thinking about it just make me feel worse. Nvm, Tmr will get back results right? Hope so. And hope i am doing okay. x.x Oh well, hope everyone is studying for exam. ~

Im curious. Why do people just pop out from our mind, randomly? And follow by memories that was w them. And then we smile for a moment. And then come a frown. Especially to those little things. Maybe to me, those little things mean more, and stays in me. Oh well, i doubt those people remember as much as i do.
I am stuck here again. I want to break free. Idw to tear for you again. I have so many plenty of questions inside me. Oh, i should just shutup and suck it up. I hope by the time IF we talk again, i forget all my questions. Because im afraid to idk what. :x Could i say everything to you here? NO, nvm. I ever wonder why do you read my blog and idk what. I guess you read others too, then you drop by just to take a look or something, or even when you bored, then you dropped by. I guess so. Enough. Enough of you in my blog right? Because you are happy w your life now. I will smile and say just fine. (: I wish this is the last time i am going write about you. I doubt so much that i run through your mind as often as how much you run through my mind. So i should STOP, and take a step back, and hold on to my tears. And leave. I might be still not over yet, but my mind is clear i guess. AH, Enough of you. I hope to continue to see that smile of yours whenever i got to see you. P.S, that person i am refering to, should know, i guess. :x

HAHAAA. Okayokay. DONE. EXAM EXAM. Next chapter of this book of mine, is called, STUDY TIME. And enjoying my last few weeks in Bartley Sec. [ Even though i dotn like this school. :x ] But yea, i still manage to SURVIVE throught these years~ HAHAHAA. And made at least SOME great friends that i will NEVER forget. And my classes made me study. Im grateful.
Oh well, its been one hour, and i haven post this bloody post. How great can i get. People talk to me on fb, msn, oovoo. And i just hang a phone call.
Okay, i hope everyone will feel better, so that all wont be so sad anymore. Because its sad to see your freinds sad.

LASTLY, I am touched to people who even bother to read my WHOLE post, which is so bloody wordy, and its about my life. And people read. Im very touched okay. Thankyouverymuch. Do tell me if you are my reader okay. :p
Rest well people. Take care. I will sleep soon after talking to people. I hope. :x Since tmr got school. x.x GOODNIGHT. :D have a good rest people.~

23Sep. 11:12pm.
Readers. <3 I am currently so tired. Whole body tired like zxcz. Once again i am having a headache. Shall not blog for long, lazy and tired. :/
Okay, today was great okay. (Y) Jiayu Hweeling Shirleen. <3 And my craving for cycle is done by them~ :D
Okay, i am really tired. Shall not sleep late tonight. Webcam awhile later~ Then im off to sleep. TMr plan shall see how. Cant be bothered w people. Hate to plan things. Wonder why i chose to plan. Forget it.
Oh well, shall think good thoughts or try help others to make myself better.

I wonder why do i like you, like a fool? Wonder why i cant do and be the same like how i used to others. I really wonder how long more. Its been quite awhile since i ....

Takecare people~ <3 Loves.

I need to wake myself up again.
You made me stronger.

Okay, reporting time now, 1:12am.
Just hanged my phone w A. Okay, i hope i can hang out w him soon. Hahaa, he is a great friend to talk to. :D And hope he dont think so low of himself. I believe in my friends~
AND YARH, I kind of hate and love today. So ya. I hate it cause so many things is happening. I see friends being sad, make me feel not good too. Wishing you could help them, but you know you cant do much at all, but only lend a listening ear and be there if they need someone. I am really grateful towards all of my friends. Like seriously. For everything.
I really hope all of them will be fine~ Like seriously. Dear God, please bless and protect everyone of them.
And i love today, because i got to catch up w quite a few people today. Seriously, i LOVE to be able to catch up w people. You know whats wrong, you share things. Its really great. You felt the true freindship between you and your friends. It really felt good again. <3
I would like to thanks them for trusting me too. Im happy to have a friend like all of you~ :D

Just now was, CO A HL NS YY ST BT JY. It was really great. Thats all i think.
A, on top. Shall send a message to you later.
CO, I swear seeing you sad, really make me feel not good at all. I hope you will get better, really.
HL, thanks for being there everytime. And hope you will be fine soon too~
NS & BT, Ohwell, i miss hanging w you all! And i miss talking w you two too! Hang out soon~
YY, i hope you realise.
ST, i hope you dont fall badly again. Because i hate seeing you sad as well.
JY, LDY~ Thanks for coming over and catching up. Having the same feeling when we talked and shared~ :D

Lets just do things that we want, and so, at the end of the day, we wont regret. :D
I hope everyone get better~ :D

22Sep. 8:26pm.
Hi readers. :D I am here again. (: Today was nice~ Practical was ya. Just see result on Monday ba~ Then stay in AVA for 4 FREAKING HOURS. OMG, I AM FREAKING COLD INSIDE. I felt like a ice inside okay! Omg, cold until dk what! :/
Then out w S M N . SEOUL GARDEN. :D Awesome~ I like hanging out w them. (: I enjoyed my time~ Then i took bus home~ I like. :D
Yes. Less than one month to O's. :c ITS SO FAST. STUDY STUDY. And this is the last week of school for the na people. Ohh, i will really miss my friends there~ Shall go hang out w them this sat. Hopefully can. :D
And there are two ASSHOLES at my house now. SUCH AN ASSHOLE THEY ARE. Come my house, together shoot me and say me. Wa, sad life sia me. ): Provoke me. Sad.:x
Goodbye readers. Hope i can cycle tmr~ And dear sky, please dont cry. :p

Oh yes. There is many things running through my mind these few days.
Firstly, I dont understand why do people CHOSE to walk out of my life physically, but still care about me.Then why do they leave. :/
Secondly, hj concidentally saw that smile on someone face. And i know you are happy w life now, from that smile of yours. And im happy. Even though its not me, but seeing that smile again was good. And yes, Its okay. Because you made me know what is the true feeling. Because, you made me felt this, that i never felt before. Thanks. The best just isnt me. (: Im fine w it.~
Lastly, this last thing had been in my brain for a very long time. And yes, i saw that you are happy. Im glad you are all back happy again. Really. And we are fine all over again, not that close anymore. But yes, im happy enough w all this now. Continue being fine alright. Because you made me know what is a true friendship. I treasure someone like you a lot, and never will i forgot you.

Every door that is closed, is another door open. Just look for that another door that is open up to you. Every chapter end, is another beginning of a new chapter. :D

Did anyone saw the background of the picture on top? Its a stitch. I doubt many people do. Because i think everyone will be just reading the words of the picture and not noticing other things. Is this how life is? People will always look at the outside, and never notice the inside. I guess so. Its okay, Let it be. What meant to be wil turn out just fine. And The inner beauty of people will be seen.~

20Sep. 9:06pm.
I just got home from Aiport to send my sister off to KOREAAA~~ Ohh, im jealous die. :c She got to go oversea to so many countries SO MUCH. Nvm, shall travel when i grow up! :D HAHAAA, her com is here w ME for just a week. Buts its enough. Anyway, obviously i will miss that idiot sister of mine~ Hehehee. :D
Okay, slept about 2+ last night, woke up quite late. :x HEHEHEE. Then went to buy food and BUBBLETEA. :D The weather is SO NICE~. Then Blablaa, Idk what happened too. TIme just pass like that! :x Then bathe, out to parkway awhile, then fetch Mummy, then AIRPORT~. Eat, talk, and BYE. And here i am, HOME. :D And in front of the com. :p
Oh well, i didnt study for tmr MCQ. Whatever. Cant be bother. :/ Sorry Science. x.x
OHHHMYYYYY, ONE MONTH. AND Its the start of HELL. Like seriously, its so freaking fast. And Iswear i am scared. :/ Oh well, feeling likekilling myself for being scaredand not doing anything. Hopeless, need get the study mood back soon~ Like REAL SOON. One month is so little~~ ): AHHHH, Everyone GOODLUCK & JIAYOU KAYS. N level is in 2 weeks & O level is in 1 month~ GG. Lets all study hard~ :D
P.S. I like to thanks my friend ML~ For pei-ing these few days and going zxcz w me out of no where. HAHAHAA. :P Thanks a lot, and thanks for being there. Lets have our Mac soon~ :D
And to my another friend. I hope you read this. We aint talking. But i will try to smile at you tmr. (:

I wonder if you would ever find someone like this. Dont forget.

19Sep. 5:37pm.
Hi Readers. :D Such a tiring day, because of last night. Only got to slept at 3+. Was dragging myself out of bed this morning to get to school, just to buy the photos.~ Then ofcos was heading out w S. <3 In the end, M was w us too. Got them to eat in school w me. :D Idk why, but many things was in mind when i sat in school and when im in school. It was likerunning in my mind. But nvm.
So in the end ate in school. :p Then took bloody long time to decide on where to go. In the end went Kallang Leisure Park~ Then slack at Starbacks~ :D Then saw someone. Yes i know you read too, I know you care too. Im grateful for everything. To even be close to you before. And having to be able to sit down w you like how we used to. You are someone that came into my life, but will never leave in me.
Alright, im really tired. Need some sleep now.
P.S Huijing want to cycle so much! ): Anyone interested?

I miss many people.~ I promise to those people out there. That was part of me and that is still in my life.
I promise to be here. Only if you reach out and turn to me. And i promise that i will try my best to be there for you 24/7.

I told myself, i will smile to you, one day. I want it normal. Seriously, i dont mind helping you. Because i feel good seeing people improve. (:

I will smile, evening its breaking. Miss being a kid. When little things just make us so happy.

When we fall, we stand. ~
Thankyou to all my beloved readers out there kays. I am really grateful to people who always come by and read my posts, even those its so long and its all about my life. Thankyouverymuch. :D Hope you all have a wonderful day. :D

Okay, you didnt reply. So i guess thats it. So i shall not go on to you. Or else so weird to sent you another text when you dw reply. So ya, shall type here, if you never read, then its okay. I want to say Goodluck for Your N level too kays, which is like near. You keep say want go ahem, but honestly i think you can make it la. Because i know you do work hard at times. So study hard ah! :D
Im more than shocked to know you read here. But thanks. I appreciate that.I dont regret knowing you. Okay, takecare. Be happy, Enjoy your life. Enjoy how it is suppose to be. Thats the way. (:

16Sep. 11:11pm. :D
Alright Hihihi~ Beware, if you are not prepare to read a dragging and LONG post, you may not read. (:
Here it goes. I miss blogging so much this week. Ohh, i just LOVE my blog. :D Hehee. Okay. I had a BUSY & SUPER TIRING week. But i still love this week, w all my friends around me. Because i got to see all of them and hang out w them at least that bit. Tricia. Abigail. Shirleen. Hweeling. Michael. Nawfel. Keith. Clavance. Jasmine. Jiayu. Okay and many more.~ Oh well, i really enjoy my time w my friends. Even if its just a short while. Sunday out K H J E. :D Monday H S, Geography & EMaths P1. Okay, Finally over w geo was like Shiok. (Y). Finally done w memorising. Tuesday, M R G, Studying science. Emaths P2 was ): . I hope i get A, really hope. :/ Amaths P1 was :'c. Wednesday, Amaths P2 & Chem. maths was hard please. :/ Chem is okay i hope. x.x Then w G M R again~ Science again. Thursday, English & Phy. Aiyarh, i just hope i can make it. w A Y C. :D Then w A alone. :P Nice. After such a long time. (Y) And today, Friday. POA P! & P2. OHH, POA SUCK BIGBIG TIME. I cant balance anything at all. ); Oh shall not think about. Today Hj is w S. <3 AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANKS MY DEAREST FRIEND M, forhelping so much in Science ! Thankyouverymuch okay. I will try do my best and score well in CombSci. :D
Many things happened this week despite the PRELIM going on~ But Yea, everyone is pulling through and making it through. Fighting~!
One more week to go till Prelim ends~ and DatingOfBooks START. Last 1 month plus to go! OMG, LOOK I SWEAR ITS NEAR LIKE DK WHAT! Ohh, shall stop saying and start doing something soon. :/ JIAYOU JIAYOU TO EVERYONE. And, i am aware N level is in start of Oct. Thats even near ! :/Ohgosh, all this major exam is scaring the hell out of people.
Its okay. People, we shall work hard for this 2 months! :D ( Okay its less than 2 months okay. :c ) But, just lets work hard for these days together.~ Its going be tough but our effort will pay off! :D
Goodnight people. I take century to do this blog post. :x because im multi tasking ~ Because its 1:56am now. And i had a short nap just now, just to last till now. Because i have such a week, like what i said at the top, i need some rest to cover back my nights. Will be back. :D

Life suck at times. Shyt happened. But no matter what, Our life dont stop, because it wont, it dont stop and wait for us. So what for stop because things happened? Yes, it tough to get through at times, but its not impossible.
Everyone of us have our different stories behind the scene. Stories that we kept deep down inside, stories that see from the outside view. Everyone have their own to say. Dont judge and see someone from their outside. Because you never know what are the stories behind them that made them who they are today.
At times we see people wrongly, and eventually we saw people true colours over time. But some friends, are friends that we dont mind their flaws , we ignore those part, and CHOSE to be close to them. But some day, we realise, some are not worth it. But some are. And eve though, PEOPLE COME AND GO. But you will never forget them, because they were part of you.
Dont hate someone. Dont waste your energy. What for? Not like hating someone will bring any benefits to you? Yes forgive and forget. But never forget what they/it taught you.
Yes, today i learnt some things. I saw how fast people changed. And realise we are the director of our mind, we can change our thinking and our mind. So lets change all the negative mind set to positive. :D

You can count on me like 1 2 3, i'll be there.
And i know when i need it, i can count on you like 4 3 2, you'll be there.
<3

10Sep.
What a week. It seem long and also short at the same time. But its okay, who cares. And its over. So yarh. Prelim will continue on Monday and for the next two weeks. Goodluck to everyone.
Alright, i shall continue w my studying of Geography. It had been really long since i sat down in front of a table and do notes and really studied for it. It can of feel good that you know you really put your heart and studied for it. So i am kind of ready for the result i am going to get as long as we put in our effort there. :D Hope everyone push themselves for these last 3 months; our last run before we could really take a long break. JIAYOU.
And Smile People. Because i smile to make myself feel better. Hope it work to you all too. :D

I thought you change. Oh well, i thought wrongly again. And now, i dont give a damn. Whatever. Im done.
Ohya,i miss my friend too. Kind of. But i miss the nice one, the one that i thought he is or he was. Are you really like this ? Or should i wait, and let time show me? Maybe i should. Oh well, i hope you are not. No matter what you are my friend, but we still have many disagreement. And some things i just dont agree to it and some things you just dont agree to it too. Oh well, its okay. But i was disappointed.

Oh, I hate screaming and shouting at home. :c oh well, I just hope things get better. Everything in this world.
Nvm. Lastly, im looking forward to tmr breakfast , lunch and dinner. And hopefully my movie! * Hehee. :D I love that person a lot okay, thanks for your effort! <3 and hopefully tmr I can see that girl! Ohh, I kind of want meet her.
I miss so many people. :c nvm. Can see some in two days time~ :D

Oh, will life be more simple? So that life have lesser problems? So that Human would be less stress/sad/angry/etc.

6Sep.
Hihi. Each day past, i see the world clearer and clearer, uglier and uglier. People are changing or do they have too much faces? I know, everyone change, even myself.
Hmm, Some times people say hurtful without their knowing. Oh well, who cares.
Today was great. Physic Practional was fine, but kind of screw it. :x Hehee, nvm at least i learnt from it. And Lunch+Breakfast w A L Y C M was great too. talk and talk and talk, even talk about the 6 of us going China. :P Hahaa. Then made A cancel tuition. x.x Hehee. And Me and Y went A house. :D INTENDED to study, But oh well, talk and talk and talk. Oh and i saw Jingjing.:P ( Fyi, its a dog. ) Hahaa, Many things and crazy things happened. Then PICTURES SPAM. Then homed. :D
Tmr will be a better day for everyone i hope. Okay, dont hope, i will. :D

Yes, i love those moments, those memories that are left behind. I managed to smile whenever i think of them. Even if you dont remember or think of them. But to me, it was really great.

5Sep. 8:13pm.
Heyo~ I just had my dinner and fruits too. :D Food just make me feel good, especially the one i like. :D
Life's fine. I managed to handle, kind of. :P
Oh my, weather is so hot ~ I had a wonderful day learning Physic today. Thankyouverymuch! I am more than grateful okay! Must make me, make it okay! Hehehee. :P
True friends tell you your problems, fake friends pretend they are fine w it and say you behind your back . So just be who you are. The true ones are the one that accept you for who you are and love you in any ways. If they dont, then forget it.
Oh, i love all the memories i had, its so awesome when i look at all the pictures. <3

3Sep.
Oh HIHIHI. Its SEPTEMBER ALREADY~ Time pass so fast this year. Many things happened this year. Oh, whatever, it passed already, its over already and just let it be in the past.
Oh well, Fiirst day of prelim almost killed me already. Hand pain, head pain. I hope i can make it. x.x
Okay, days w People are great. :D Moment that we go crazy w/o any reason will be the one that are hard to forget~
Alright, im looking forward to Wednesday & Thursday~ Hahaa, i miss hangng out w those people. And Monday and Thursday is going be study time. I kind of miss my group at times too. But nvm. :x
Alright, goodbye~
There is always things coming up to stop us from moving forward and going on. But we should not let it stop us, but get through it. Because we can ~

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