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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
31Aug.
hi people. I'm here for awhile I guess. Because I really need to drop by here before I could start the cycle again.
Honestly, idk what's going on in my life. Am I too stress or what? Why ain't I feeling so much things? And why am I feeling all stressed up right now. This is like one of the few times I felt so scared, other that does orals. I'm really scared now. ): ohh, I dw to flunk my prelim again please. I swear I won't, and I really don't want it..
Forget it, I need go back and try my luck. And appreciate those friends w those little words that say good luck and jiayou. Because those simple things are enough. <3 I appreciate much, really.
Idk what's going in my life, after thinking about what my old good friend just asked and said. Yes, I am still the same, running away at times. Acting like nothing. But I guess idk what to do, other than that. ( PS, I'm grateful to be able to be even to have that short talk w you. )
Signing off, GOODLUCK TO ALL THE O LEVEL STUDENTS. AND TO THOSE N LEVEL that is next week. LEt's all try our best and get through all this last few months together, despite every little things that is stopping us. Because it's tough, it's hard. But I know we will all get it over and done w it, doing our best together, making it memorable despite all the late nights and hard work. :D fighting to everyone~
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
30Aug.
Time for blogging. :D Hehee. Currently at home, like finally. :x And my stomach is emtpy since idk what time. :/ Only at one roti prat in the morning and nothing else. :/ I am in need of food! Okay, nvm.
Weekends was great! :D I had great food w great people ; like friends and family. <3 And i manage to study only 2 chapters. Okay thats it. If this two dont come out, im dead. S yarh, goodluck to me. And others who also study a bit. :x Hehee.
Will try to start studying soon. Serious Serious. Prelim is on THURSDAY. Like so fast! I say im scared, but i dont do anything. Hopeless me. Nvm. Shall end here. Goodbye. Tumblr, Blog, Twitter rock much.
We just have to see to from different views. We cant be stubbon. And maybe everything will look simpler and prettier. All of us have a choice, and we should be responsible for our choices, choose whats right, not other thing.
I guess, as time pass, as we grow older. Most of us will see things as a bigger picture and grow to learn. As for me, now. I see who are the one who are worth it, in the past and now. No matter what, even to the people who are not worth it, i may only realise it now, but they still once play a part in my life, that made me learnt.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Friday, August 26, 2011
26Aug.
People. Today was FUN. W 2 shirln~ here. SEOULGARDEN for lunch and dinner ~ SeoulGarden ftw. Finally got that cravinng off.. Talk. Eat. Walk. Talk. Memories. <3 it's a nice day out, a nice Friday to start the long weekends w.
Pictures on Facebook, wanted to post some here, but currently using iPad, so I can't post. ): tune in to facebook, tumblr, Twitter, my phone and here for more information~
long holiday time to buck up and study. Jiayou. Fighting.
Wish for today. For my dearest shirleen to be better. <3
Goodnight people. Have a good rest.
Time will show who are the one who are true and who are the one who really care about you. We will see. :D
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
24Aug.
Oh hi world. So many thing happened, that I really want to blog everyday. But was just too exhausted and no time to blog. I really like blogging. It's just like a diary. Different is one is type, one is write.
Oh well, but idk heats wrong w me. I kind of forget things very fast, recently. And I had great fun w people I hang out recently too. <3 awesome people yea.
And ya, I do miss others? And the answer is maybe? But nvm, who cares right. So many things. And looking at that iPhone, really bring me heartache please. ): my own hard earn money. My fault, shall just bear the consequences and pay it. Nvm. I learnt a precious lesson from it.
Oh well, I am feeling stress. I am really scared I can't make it and can't meet my targets. :/ arghhh. And I am not looking forward to anything, but afraid of things that might happened. So yarh, shall just stay this way.
Alright. Goodbye. Channel 8 show, rock big time! Nicenice.
My wish for today is for everyone to be happy.
You never thought of how you treat others but only know how to keep complaining about others. This is the reason why I chose this path.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Saturday, August 20, 2011
21Aug.
Hi people. Lets talk about my life. THURSDAY. Unforgettable day, I swear. The nervous feeling of result when seeing them, then no mood do amaths already. ): after that, English perod, finished work, went around to find them. Then recess finally found MrSeah. Then RESULT? Okay, the short period of time waiting for him to come out from HOD Room seem like ethnicity. Then finally, couldn't believe, so went to see. Ah ya. So week result out, but still feeling the feelings inside. The rest of the day was totally no mood, idk why. But yarh, nvm. End, REST.
FRIDAY. What was a tiring day in school even though it is till 2+. I guess Ms Goy could see that everyone was half dead doing all her work. Then went out to study, failed. Because I was to shag to study. So slack around till 6+ then work time. Ate mad Jack for lunch and dinner. :D then hang out w others awhile, homed. :D Night was a nightmare okay, so let's not talk about it. Horrible ttm. Day before talk nicely then day after like that. :/
SATURDAY. Yesterday. Horrible afternoon. Not even one word please! :c in the end also I talk. Nvm. At dinner was awesome w many people. So long never one group like that. Nicenice. Pool was fun. (Y) soccer was interesting right HL? Hahaa, we never even play properly, keep watching. Hahaa. Then home, some came my house, just to sit sit then home.
TODAY. Today will be home, studying at 10th floor w the others coming over. Alright, JIAYOU to myself and everyone. 2 more months and 3 more months! Just jiayou nia.
Alright, GOODLUCK EVERYONE. HOPE NOTHING GOES WRONG TILL THOSE DAYS FOR US. Fighting! (Y)
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
17Aug.
Hihi. Today shall be special. I am doing a diary entry for today. Dont ask me ehh, cause I just felt like it.
Honestly I am feeing the sstress now for O level. I really scare. Thats why I had been forcing myself so much recently.
And seriously I hate people who always compare and look down improper who used to be not good. So what if you get higher or better? It doesnt always mean forever. And so what you score higher or lower? Not like after comparing you gain anything? Irritating.
And honestly, people still talk to me about someone. At times im fine, but at times I am not too. I tend to think at times and miss the times. I wish to be friends w you. Just friends. I wish I could smile at you one day, and not treating each other invisible.
Life is tough. Im tired at times. There is many things happening in my life, including my family. I hope I am able to cope w it. And I hope I can.~ Really hope.
:D
My wish for today. I miss being real happy too.
GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE TESTS / EXAMS / N LEVEL / O LEVEL.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
14aug.12:16am,
Yes I have school in a few hours time. And I am still here. :x it's okay, I love my blog anyway. :P
Hihihi people. What a day I had. I had a 'elections' today in my house. Ah, horrible having a chance to choose. But in the end I decided not to choose, leaving it to the others to make the decision. Whether the answer or result is good or bad. Let it be. Not like I can do anything to help. :/ even though I wish to. But nvm. I don't expect much now, after knowing and hearing those news from my daddy. Which apparently made me more scared of this year. :/ Now, all I can say is I just hope our finally decision was right for him.. Just hope things won't turn out any worse for me and my family this year. Because I can't be selfish only thinking about myself, because I have O's this year. Nvm, I respect everyone decisions. Just hope and wish for the best for now.* Pray.
Alright, enough, I guess nobody would understand anything that I was saying on top. Hahaa, it's okay. Everyone life is difficult in some sense. So shall not complain that mine isn't good.
My last 3 wishes for today. Hope that my family will be fine, as in everything. And my result to satisfied myself and my parents, not letting anything affect me till then. Please. :/ And lastly, for everyone hard times to get better.
Okay. Goodnight people. (:
It's tough, but I will get it through. SMILE PEOPLE~ It look nicer on us. :D
AND TO THOSE HAVING O LEVEL AND N LEVEL. GOODLUCK AND JIAYOU EVERYBODY.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Friday, August 12, 2011
12Aug.
Hi world, Im back.
Hahaa. Prelim is coming. ARGHHHH. Need to seriously put my head into it manxz.
I hope i can. Next Tuesday O level English ORAL. :/ GOODLUCK TO EVERYONE~ And next week or next next week O level Chinese coming out. :/ Comfirm retake again ah. Nvm, prepare already ah . :c Sad but nvm. Will seriously study for this prelim. Swear. Kill me also must ah.
Alright, going rest and do some stuff now. Will come back again soon. And i enjoyed my time w my beloved friends. <3 LDT. :D Here's a photo i edit-ed. :D
No matter what, Life goes on. No point looking back. No point crying over spilled milk. No point being sad over some things that the others who dont give a damn about.
Just be a happy kid. :D
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
7Aug. 3:47pm.
Currently at friend house. <3 and someone is coming over to extra now. :x Hahaa.
Life tough! But life still goes on and never will it stop. So yarh. :D
Alright i am here to post a photo. Hehee.
Time passed, things happened.
Things changed, people changed. But there are some things that will never change.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Saturday, August 6, 2011
6Aug. 12:30am. Midnight. Which is 7aug for today.
Okay. Hi people. I am back. Ohh, let me tell you. Today is horrible. Ibhad a horrible sleep last night. And had a horrible day today. Can't sleep properly, drop phone into water, which is not mine. Like seriously fml. Feel bad until cannot. Ruin people plans and moods. Ohh, I am so sorry people. Really.
But thank you to all of you too. Thanks for the concern and helps, <3 And not forgetting my twin. Ah, thank you to you too!
Alright, had a horrible night last night, so hope I can sleep well tonight. Andand! POP is on Monday. And after school plan for that day is planned! Hope it will be a nice day. And hope tmr will be a nice day too!
I wish I was more careful. :c ohh, never ever going let this happened again. I rather he scold me angry at me, then saying it's fine. :c sorry! This for you. Hope you like the note I gave. And sorry for today and also thank you for today. You had been great, really great. And the words I said inside, I mean it, if you get what I mean. x.x sorry for our horrible days and nights. I hope things get better. Even though, I'm giving up. But ya.
Why bother caring and tearing for someone who won't do the same? Why getting sad over them when you don't matter? What for? People who really care about you are the one who never leave and treat you like their top and will find you even when they are busy. When you distance yourself, they realize and not don't care but look for you, search for you even how hard it is. And I saw this in two of my friends, H and M. Thankyouverymuch. You two show me how much I mean to you two as such a top friend in you two. You two are great. <3
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
4Aug.
Hi world,
Yes I kind of afraid again now..
Looking at the world at different views. I realize so many faces people and everyone have, even ourselves.
And it make me think again, it make me doubt people. Idk who are the one who are true. And idk who are the one that feel the same way as I do.
Idk who are true. Idk who are the one that are just putting on faces and acting in front of you or just using you.
I really dk and kind of tired to bother about anything. But kind of want to distance myself from some people again.
Too afraid to fall I guess.
But I know a few people that I really can confront too. Which is really only a few. H M M S. That's all I guess. Others.? Idk. I'm sorry if your name is not here. Yarh.
Goodnight world.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
2Aug.
Hi People. :D Life is tough. But so what? Life still goes on. And we will make it through one day. (:
Standing outside and see everything is better please. Hahaa. You can see different people real self as time goes by.
I miss my dear friends. ): I miss the past. How things used to be. But I know it will never be the same. So yarh, so be it. What meant to be will turn out just right.
Yes, this time I'm not fine at all. And I learnt many things these few days. Shall store it inside me for a long time. Hahaa. I miss my blog too! I love this blog. Will try update more often. Hehee. :D
Yes it's okay that the strongest person fall some times. And everyone is a liar, everyone lie. And time pass, things happened, people change, things change.
And I swear to never tear for any one of them ever again. Never.
I'm off. Bye world. Will be back. :D
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
