Loves, ♥

Saturday, July 23, 2011

23July.11:17pm.
What a week. Horrible that's all i can say. I think some people will know why i say that. But at least i got to say out the things i felt. But i guess things are just different. ): I am more afraid now. Nvm.
Anyway. Today was alright. Intended to stay home accompany parents. But S called, so went to meet her and come my uncle's house. then do things tgt. :D Hahaa. But sad thing is today no picture. But today made both of remember of a lot things, right? Memories. Aww, it kind of made us laugh back at those memories. HAHAHAA. And i like it that way. Hahaa. I will be looking forward to a few more days. Hehehee. Hope its good.
Alright, goodbye. I will be back. Hehehee. Because i love my blog. :D And last night was a LONG night. It had been so long since i slept so late and talk on phone for so long too. But i hope i helped. Apparently i dont it did. ):

Things happened. But the feelings i have inside stay. Because its hard to get the feeling away. They are still and just so important to me. Always.
G C K S H H T M T.

Especially one of them now. Hai.

I wish things get better. Because i can feel its not.

Yes i miss you and those times. It sounds wrong, but nvm.

I just hope it do, before i start to wonder and give up in trying again.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

20July. 9:38pm
July is ending already, time is passing so fast. But I am still not studying and feeling the urge to study. How. ):
Ohya. I had an unexpected encounter today. Quite shocking to me, but I was really glad to be able to talk like this again.
So many things is going on. One after another. I learnt somethings today. Don't ever put someone as your priorities if you are not his/her priorities . And keep your mouth shut when you should not say anything, so that you won't get yourself into troubles.
Okay. Not in any mood. Shall just sleep and wake up early in the morning to study morning and do homework.

I guess people change w the things they experiences. Everyone have different background and stories, that made the us today. Don't blame they for who they are, because it might because of their stories behind. And keeping quiet doesn't mean people are fine wit. Sometimes it just mean that people are good at enduring, torlerating and pretending.
And sometimes avoiding and becoming stranger might not always be the best way. Sometimes, being normal might solve the problem. But to me, I don't even have the chance.
Goodnight world, (: I hope everyone get better and happier.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.

Monday, July 18, 2011

18July. 11pm.
NIHAO. What a month. One word to describle it for now : Horrible.
Idk why i even tears a little just now. I guessi put too much stress and pressure on myself. Helping people always, But when its my turn to solve my own problems, i became too tired to even care. At times i feel like giving up, at times i feel like ignoring the whole world, at times i feel like not having any friends at all.
Hahaa. Joke. I learnt something. Even when people dw tell you things but they show you, just say sua manxz. Dw say then jiu sua, force for what.
And i think we people should be ore sensitive towards people around us.
Hahaa. Already.I need a break despite me not doing any homeworks. :/ Sayonara.Will be back soon. :D
Life is never easy and nothing is fair in this world. But we can choose to live our life to the fullest or stop ourselves from being happy everyday and whether to make our life worth it anot.

Only if everday, the world is so beautiful.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

12July..
Hihi. I'm so dead tired. Time passed, my results is not even near there. :/ arghhhhh. I'm like trying to get my way through, but dk how am I suppose to make it there. When everything is like that and my brain is so empty, so limited things inside, idk if I need those helps. Arghhhhh. Irritating.
I'm too tired to care. I'm too sick and tired to give in.
Life is like this. Nothing is fair.
We should not take things for granted. See things ffrom different views. People treat us nice, don't take it for granted, because when they don't and seem to don't care, you wonder and think what's their problems sia. But did anyone when to think what people did for us? Did we even realize and appreciate it or take it as they must be so nice to us and that's what they always do it.
People don't realize, and when they realize and was about to lose it, we understand and regretted and know the importances.
It's okay. I will date my booked for just four months. I hope I can. Tiring but still must make it through.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.

Friday, July 1, 2011

1July.
Hihi. It's JULY!! Okay this is fast. And my hand hurts a lot when I never wrap it. I think I should seriously see a doctor. :/
Dear band, I kind of miss you. There plenty of memories in there for this 4 years. It had become like a daily lifestyle for me to go band. Now that I don't need, I missed it, I miss those times we spent together, sleeping together, talking together, working hard together despite everything that is happening. The family in band, the bond in band. I will never forget. The photos will remind me of BAND. :D the hard work we put in together. AWESOME much.
And dear friends, I miss you all too. But I kind of feel nothing anymore. Numb? Idk. Or just nothing anymore. Ask me if I'm fine w the things now, and my answer is Yes, I am. Because I got myself to face up w everything. Because so be it. It's okay.~
And lastly, my dear my friend, I kind miss you at times. But I didn't say. But you always leave when idw you to. Now, it's time for me to stop falling. This time, I won't. If you want leave again. So be it. I said how I feel towards you already. Since you chose to go on, alright. Just make sure, don't you come back and say the same thing tone all over again, thankyou,

Alright, now. SCHOOL. Classes till 5pm everyday. TIRED DEAD please. How to stay awake for so long! But school is nice to us this year. They provide us w food. :D Hehehee. It's alright. Its our 4E/5N last run. We just have to bear w it for a few more months. And we are FREE. For at least quite awhile. Hahaa.
Time pass ah? Many things happened. People changed, things changed. But this is life. I'm learning more and more as time goes by. People around me, I observe. And learnt and see things. It's amazing how we are right now. Everyone is so different and unique in our own way, this is just how it is. It's okay, everyone is special. :D
I HOPE EVERYONE GOODLUCK IN EVERYTHING. :D AND STAY HAPPPY~

Nothing is easy in this world. But if we work towards it and believe in ourselves, nothing is impossible. It's tough, but it's all worth it. Nothing is fair in this world, because this is life.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.