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Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Its 29June today. And its 12:40am now.
Its a horrible day honestly. Acting fine to cover up how I feel. Arghhh.
Ohh, how I wish all this would go away.
Never ever remind me of someone throwing me way because of another person. Never remind me of people using other people to forget me. Oh please. Jist not all this. Dont remind me things. Dont remind me things that Idw to rmb. Because I dont miss them. I miss us. How I used to be w them. Because I knew them, knew how they was. And the memories I once had. Test me. Because its still all inside me.
I need to sleep to get better. Bye.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Friday, June 24, 2011
24June. 9:31pm.
Ohh, this 9 o'clock show rock Bigtime.
Okay. So arghhh right now. Like seriously. If you are not interested in looking at this, i warn you. Please, get off this site now.
Seriously, i guess i was right to build walls around me. I wish people stay and not come and go. Now, i regret taking away those walls, and try stepping out of it. What for, seriously ? Yes, PEOPLE COME AND GO. I need to face this. There's no forever between friends. Becauses you will realise people go. And i build walls up and run away at times, to see who are the ones who stay and look for me. And who are the one who dont bother, dont give a damn and those who just walk away when they meet someone new, better i guess.
Yes, thanks to everyone to show me this. I swear YongHuiJing will never put in so much EVER again, and will NEVER drip a single tear to any of my friends ever again!
Family are the only will NEVER go, no matter what. They come, but they dont go.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
23June. 12:05am Midnight.
Hi People. Today is tiring. Idk why. Slept quite a lot in the afternoon today. So shag now. But i need to sleep to study hard. I haven finish my homework. :/ ARGHH to myself. -.- I need to study. nvm, will try to do it tmr. :/ I need to do my best. (:
Ohya, Adam Khoo's Workshop was awesome max. Leaernt many things. And its really time for me to work hard and start to REALLY study. Yes, Retribution. I believe in that. And yes, nobody can affect or pull us down. Only if we allow them to do so.
And yes, Lets all be Happy, no matter what happened. I cant afford anymore. :c Even though how easy i can get affected. I guess its time to change..
I miss youyouyouyou.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
17June. 1:03am. x.x
Hi PEOPLE. DOnt ask me why am i still awake. Because im just still awake. :P And not really feeling sleepy. Aww, i had been sleeping so much. One word, SHIOK.
Life is fine. Like finally i can say its fine, for once. W my family around, its just so much better. Im sorry everyone. I wont be going out so often anymore. Anyway, this whole weekdays, i didnt go out at all except wed for just a few hours and im home. Other days, i am going home straight after school. :P Hehee. Home is nice for once. x.x Going home later after that ss workshop too. Aww, i feel that school ending at 3 is late enough, when school reopen, ohgosh, is going be longer. And im not use to it. :/ ARGHHH.
Okay, shall stop ranting about life. :x Hehee.
Will come back again soon. Goodbye. Goodnight world.
I miss them. But this time, i give up. Maybe you dont feel the way like i do, you may be one of the person who can make me tear. But i guess you have your others. Sometimes idk what to talk about, there is something weird inside now. Because i know time pass, things changed, you are closer to them. Im fine w it now i guess. I will not tear for you all anymore.
Yes, Life is like this. People come and go. OKAY. Huijing is like this. :/ Im tired. Its okay. Thankyou to those people that who never left & who is always there. <3
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Monday, June 13, 2011
13June.
HI WORLD, Im back here. Still prefer here for now. But will be using both tumblr and here. So yarh.
Alright, the truth is days was never fine. NEVER. But its okay, Huijing is still living, stil surviving. :D
At some point of time, im just tired of being strong. Its normal i guess. Because the best falls down sometimes. Because even the strong ones want to runaway sometimes. Because one of my freind told me not to give up, because one day the rainbow will appear, i just need to wait. But sometimes im tired of waiting for such a long time.
I miss everyone below at times. :c But nvm, i just hope they know they mean a lot to me. Thats all will do. And its not in any order, its just random pick.
Aww, im so tired. ): Ohhh, i need some rest. Goodbye. Will blog again soon.
I need to study. Anyone please teach me how to force myself to study. ARGHHHH.
Ohhh, what a fool i was and till now. :/ Kill me please. Cant stand myself anymore. It wont matter anymore, and i wont let it pull me down anymore. And i will find my way through. I dont need to say/explain/tell you anything anymore. I always fail in you. :/ i cant anymore! This time its final. If it had to turn out this way, so be it, i tried my best, i wont regret.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Ask me whats wrong, and i will tell you everything is wrong.
I wonder at times if keeping everything inside and not talking to anyone and not replying anyone is the right choice? I wonder if me not doing anything was a right choice? I wonder if anyone knows whats going on and if anyone knows how much things im going through.
I wonder whats wrong w me. I wonder when will the raining days stop and when will the rainbow appear. ):
Lastly, i hope my grandmother recover soon. ); Worried.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Monday, June 6, 2011
This time its going be different. One year back and now.
Idk what else to say.
Many things will remind me, I bet.
Ahh, huijing must be happy when she go. Byebye. Sorry that I never say.
Takecare to those special one.
<3 Sorry, I didnt msg anyone.
GL TT HL M ST KT HY CO. <3 They are special. Takecare everyone.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thankyou people! <3
Touched. GL TT HL M S KT TL YY HY CO. They are special. :D
And thanks to some of them that made a good night for me! (:
Okay, Im off to sleep or else dnt wake up to do breakfast later on. x.x
Im here because tumblr fail me. :c Nvm, GOODNIGHT WORLD~ (:
Do you rmb one year back, this time? Because I do. I rmb the stupid, silly and simple things. Hahaa.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Im sorry if I left without saying.
Because this time, I just dont feel like saying it to anyone.
Sorry. I know this is not like me, but yarh. Im just sorry.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
