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Saturday, April 23, 2011

23April. 10:32pm.
Hi People. :D It had been long since i am here.
I kind of miss blogging thats why i am back here today.
Days had been like shyt, but its okay. Because i know i have AWESOME FRIENDS out there <3 Tests is everywhere. STRESS DIE. I really need work hard. But i just cant find the mood out there. ): ARGHHHH.

Life was never easy. Everyone is going through some stuff right now. And i wish life was more simple for everyone out there.
Yes, i was NEVER fine, since that day. And it had been 3months plus. It had been so long, i never had to go through all this shyt for such a long time before. And i can say, not one person knows everything. I guess the only thing i still recongise myself as is this : i still dont say everything out. I cry, but i keep quiet. I cry, but i reply w smile and say i am fine. I cry, but i am still here walking through all the shyt.
Because i have to believe that one day, just one day i will make it through. I will get over you one day.. 'The days i thought i will never get over you, i got over you.' Idk how long, i really dk. How long more? Im tired. But life goes on~ So do i.
because i see no point in looking back, i see no point in caring for you. Even though i seem to be more worried of your health than you.
FINE, yarh, its your life. I dont have any rights here. Since you dont care, i shouldnt too. Okay. I will try~

I realise how much helping someone else would change my mood. Because seeing someone close to you sad, make you sad too. Seeeing him/her happy, make you happy too~
So i wish i could see ALL my goodfriends happy. I wish to see those beautiful smiles~ <3

Because if i leave thinsg the way it is. And if i walk away at times even when things are not fine. And if i did nothing to a situatuion that i should. I am really sorry. Yes, i changed. Because everything hurts. That i am too tired to care about anything anymore. Im sorry.

I wish that life was more simple to all my dearest friends~
Shirleen. Gen. Huiying. Hweeling. Tricia. Trexie. Conan. Michael. Syed. Ali. Keith. Zihan. Whole grp of ACE that really made my life better* [ stop thinking of things. :/ ] Clavance. Jinyin. Brandon. [ Because i still believe you are good to some extend. I rmb the things you did, that was that great. You are still my friend, idk how hate you. Sorry. ]
Things pull us down. But friends are the one that will support us if we fall. But we are the one who will pull through everything w the right thinking~

♥ Treasure every moments in life.