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Monday, March 28, 2011
Im on tumblr now. HEHEEE. Mind me.
I will be back here when i use the com. :D Dont worry. Will try to keep this alive. :P Tumblr is really nice. Because my handphone got that app! :D Okay, i am offf.
I will not be so tired after 1 and a half week. :D I smell freedom. I want back those times! I need a break, seriously. Nvm, i am still alive, still living, wont die so easily. Yea.
We are stronger than what we think.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Friday, March 18, 2011
I miss my dear friend.18March.
PEOPLE. :D Hi. Yes, it had been such a long time, since im here blogging. i kind of miss blogging, but couldnt find enough time to blog. Nvm, shall update a short one here.
It had been a tiring, stress, all sort of not good things this three months. And this 3D2N camp, i swear, the days, seem extremely LONG. Idk why. But nvm. And yes, kind of miss my friend, while im in camp. Hahaa, i think i get use to telling that friend everything when im not okay. Thankyou. :D
And i miss one of my dear friend too, but i dont think that person know that who im refering to would be he/her. Nvm. I miss the times i had w my friend.
Okay now, thinking about memories. This make me miss all my goodfriends. I miss every single one. All the memories that are irreplaceable. I swear, i never forget them.
I miss A, G, X, C, Y, S, T, B.
I kind of miss all the memories i had, w all my friends, whether is very close or okayokay. I miss a few of us gathering tgt and talk like there's no tmr. :P
Im staring to miss everything! ): Because i know, the rest of the year, is going to make me so tired and busy, that a lot of things will happened, and i am going to miss more things. ):
Sorry people, for me being all sort of weird things. I guess people who still read this, are only my close friends, and i think you all understand what i mean. Thanks for being such understanding and awesome friend. <3 Thankyou all.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, March 3, 2011
3March. Time Check : 8:50pm.
HIHIHIHI ~ Yes, im finally back in front of this computer. it had been veryvery long since i touch computers. HAHAAA, And i want to blog so much last few weeks. But just couldnt find time to type everything out in my phone. AND Yes! Finally i have today that is less homework and no test tmr. :D Like finally only.
I guess so many things happened. But i forgot half of it. How great can i get. :/ My memory got some problems recently. SAD. But i guess its kind of good im so busy w studies, books, band, tests, friends and many more. So i wont anyhow again. :P
Ermmm, PEOPLE if you are not interested w my craps, you don't need to read on. Because now, i just feel like typing some long blog post. Mind me. :D Don't bother reading, its okay. (:
REALLY MANY things happened. ): Kind of good and bad. Shall elaborate it later. Let me say about my Msia Trip~ <3 I had a great time there. That 3days 2nights, seem long and short at the same time. But im sure im glad i was there, because i finally got away from this ugly world here. Sorry but yarh. If you know me well, you will know the reason why i chose to go and not stay. I guess i am really getting a lot more brave. Even when i was thr, things wasnt perfect anyway. i kind of miss here, kind of miss people, kind of want come back, but kind of want stay on thr too. Because the wedding was AWESOME. But many things made me things of people. Kind of really sad. Nvm, shall not say anything.Alright, im back. But i couldnt receive any of those 3days msges! ): Okay, is sad ttm please, but maybe its better for me to not get all those i guess, since thats the way it turn out. SO i am going to take it. :D
Yea, my days had been CRAZY. My world revolve around all this : BUSY TIRING TESTS STUDIES BOOKS SLEEP FRIENDS. Fullstop. And YongHuijing is getting better. She even manage to step back into that place. that Hdb flats, that subway, that spect shop, that whole places. Everything. I swear, i never expect myself to face all those at one go, and i even manage to get through, its amazing how i got this far. Im proud of myself. And ofcos not forgetting everyone that was thr. I am more than greatful please. <3 Sorry my crazy times, but i am sure now, im fine. :D Dontworry and thankyouverymuch. Please know who you are, because everyone of you play a part in me. :D
Because its amazing how goodfriend became strangers. ):
Because its amazing how a great friendship get replaced and became nothing.
Because its amazing how people changed, come and go.
Because its amazing how people have SO many faces.
Because i am utterly speechless to you already. You made me think that everything from the start was just a lie, a total lie, a total show that was made up by you and i was so stupid enough to believe in every single thing, very single LIES you said. :/ Is it you or me? I said you changed, you said me. And i just dw spoil my own mood, i kept quiet when i have million of words inside me. You did everything in my face. How mean can you get? You said all those? In to me. I had a choice to said back, to scold back to do something. But i chose the no choice path. Where i just stood there and let everything pass by, everything go, everything away, and you to contoinue whatever you want say or do. You changed the Huijing before back to the Huijing that is once so strong, that is once so positive. And i told myself to be back that Huijing. And i will do my best. Please, you made it so far. So did i. Lets not, NEVER EVER turn back. Because a look kill me, because i failed badly in you. :/ ME and You had to continue our own way. We had to. Because you did, i will. :D
All i could say now is. You need to Growup, im serious. This is not love, this is not how a friendship is. Think about it. Your life is in your hand. Because at the end of the day, no one can help you, because its still all up to you to handle it. If you think fighting can solve things, then let it be. If you think that this is the kind of matter you use to do things, let it be. Idk how much lies you had said. And now, i dont even want to know. Because honestly, even if you come back to tell me anything now. Im sorry, but im not the hj anymore. Your lies had just made me dont respect you, dont trust you. You chose to make me think this way towards. Yarh, i am disappointed. Because i never knew you were like this. I guess its my mistake and fault to believe in everything and to get myself into this. Forget it, idw say or blame anything. You made things clear, im DONE. And this time im sure, im firm. Because the next time im going to see your name on my phone or anything, i wont be blow off that easily anymore. And one day i would throw that book, softtoy, pictures, letters, msges, darft, notes, everything before away. Because what is the point of treating someone so nice, when people is treating you so MEAN! They are mean, we should learn to be as mean as them. To them, they deserve some of all this bullshyt.
I will be standing there. Its your life. Get this clear, its in your hand. You want it this way, then so be it. Trust me, one day, when you Really Growup, you will laugh at yourself. (:
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
