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Friday, June 20, 2008

hey perople ; bloggingggg abt someone i ddo love.
YOU ;
ddo you know that every one times i readd each of ur post ; i will cry. it so hurtful.
nvm ; maybe you will think that im nt saying the truth. as you wish ; go enjoy ur life ba, since im so badd. have fun ba.
nw ; you ddun even call me & ddun even believe that i love you; but i really ddo.
forget it, to you im evil. im so wadd rite ? yarhyarh , i know.
im sry ; maybe wadd i did you didnt like. im nt trying to make you jealous. im .... nvm , maybe really no one undderstandd me. maybe , i dddun worth anything. it hadd been 4 ddays alreaddy.

myheart is so pain ; nvm no one undderstandd. sry.
anyways , if you really wan to ddo it ; ddo as you wish. ddun force urself.
okay; i ddun feel like blogginggg anymore ; wait i cry more.

ohyarh , can you jus ddo me 2 things? please ddun hurt yourself ; it will hurt me too & ddun think too much.

ireallyloveyou.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

hey peopleeee ; blogging again. i hadd been very long since i blog....
okay. im going to be saying abt yertesdday...
wake upp ddamn early to go for bandd. sian, went there so sian nia, ddun feel like blowing.
finally bandd ended; wantedd to goo out; cause ddamn sian. butt got rejectedd. than went to home to play com. than something happen.

here goes;
it hadd been abt 5 months. i cherishh the 5 months. thanks.
but yertesting it happen again. how many times it is going to happen ?! i ddunwan it to happen.
nw i know; you hadd nvr believe that i trust all these while. but i reallyy ddo ! the trust from me make me nt to think too much. but you always saidd that i ddun trust you; it really hurt me alot ; ddoyou care whether it hurt me anot?
yarhyarh, its all my fault. okay? its never urs. i startedd all those things. everytimes, this kindd of things happen, i will nvr ever forgett. it will always leave a scar in my heart.
whenever, im sadd, angry; the scar will add in. it so painful.
it hadd also been a long time since you saidd those wordds to me. maybe to you is hort, but to me is long.
yarh ba, maybe you really ddunno me. cause i sux too much. imnot the girl you thoguht i am. im badd.
maybe im the wondderful girl you wantedd, maybe i ddun suit to be with you; you r to goodd for me. im sry.
anyways, ddo yu really want to save this love? i ddo.
okay; let endd this, i dddunwan to cry anymore.

okay lahs. i go play liao. try to forget the hurting pain.
i really love you alot.
i really trust you.

♥ Treasure every moments in life.