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Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Excuse me while i rant, i need this.
School, work, current. So many internal, so many back stab, so true, yet so scary. I guess only my course is like this for the whole 3 years, as we have to work w many different people and choosing people. Oh well, the reality is realistic, you going to stand out.
I need my confidence, i really do and wish. I need motivation and no more being lazy.
University, yes i want to study that, that's a honest answer from me. But i know im too young to worried about money issue in family. but i just do, im sorry. Idk maybe because since i was younger i knew my family is already been in the middle, idk my mum just like to tell us, and i start to worry and think a lot, ya its in me. oh well. What if i loan money from bank to oversea studies, will i be able to earn back and pay back and earn even more when im back and get a job i want? Okay seriously i know im thinking too much and too far. Im afraid im not good enough, or may not even study well or make it. :/
And ya i need sort out my feelings. NEED TO. You are a distraction. Just go away, everything.
Standing in the middle suck a lot, because im young, maybe thats why people dont listen or trust? Or maybe i really dont know much..
I seriously hate my phone at times too, looking at my phone make me more stress, but i know i need to see.
At times i want go crazy about everything.
Ciao, idw talk already. ): Shall go rest. Goodnight lovelies people. (:
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Thoughts running wild recently.
Been thinking a lot, been wanting to have alone time for myself, to think through everything that is happening and that had happened. Im fine, i just sometimes like having alone time for myself. (: I just like it that way.
Ohwell, i know i will be fine, its all in me to choose. You are a nightmare and a memory. Honestly speaking, thinking about you, breaks my heart every single time without fail.
YA, and i miss a lot of people recently. ): Ohh, i hope to meet everyone up soon and spend quality time tgt. <3 p="">I wish to be more brave, wish to have much courage, wish to have confidence..
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Monday, September 16, 2013
Hello People, its been really really long since i last blog i swear. I really miss blogging too, but i guess im kind of busy, a little busy w everything around that is happening.
How is everyone?
So may things happened this year, honestly i don't like this year at all. AT ALL, too many bad things, too many quarrels, too many fallout, too many wake that i attend. And i don't like attending it, ya i know, who likes right. Just hate to think back or think a lot when im at one. Oh well, ya life goes on.
Enough. Just hope the rest of the year will stop sucking, and those worries in me will go down. x.x
Every pain make someone stronger. It was there to make us stronger. There will always be those scars that i will never show. All this while, I did more than what i should do. Everyone have their limits, but this time i finally made up my mind, and do what i should have done long ago. Take it as a journey learnt, because i know i wont regret. OKAY ENOUGH, SKIP.
YAYAYYYY, Thursday im flying off to Thai, bkk. OMG IM SO EXCITED OKAY, i swear. I just cant wait to go there and relax and enjoy myself for that 6 days. :D
Have a good holiday people, enjoy it! And later on its results day, okay honestly speaking, ya im scared too, ohwell. its there already. GOODLUCK PEOPLE! Shall just hope, and keep the faith going. (:
Take a smile people, and keep your faith going. Do what you want to do right now and dont wait anymore. Time dont wait for you.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Hello People, lets blog about my short get away, before school start & my holiday. To JB for a day and KL to visit my ahma.
These short get away made me felt a lot. Firstly, JB, my family there are really nice i swear, we might not visit each other often, but the love and care and kindness. They call us to invite my sg grandmother back there, just to eat, and our meal for that night in JB in the hotel restaurant was RM400++? They take care of grandmother a lot and she is not back yet! ): No home-cook food. ): and my house become very quiet too. Oh well. But heard she is coming back this Saturday! I hope so. Hahahaa. (:
Kids and children are madness. One house got 8 kids at one go? Its madness okay. crying and screaming and running around and playing. But you know, kids are really adorable Wanted had a nap, after staying in the car to accompany my dad, but i couldn't get one due to those little kids. But its okay. hahahaa.
KL trip; My kl ahma is still not good. Hai. i just hope she is feeling better and not so xinku will do, at least we went back to visit her. Ya, family there are super nice too. Maybe because we are the only family going back almost every year, once a year may seem little, but others go back visit them even lesser. :/ Oh well. But i enjoy my little get away even though its not to go and shop and have fun. Seeing my families there are nice enough. (:
Overall, life in Malaysia is kind of nice? Things are going slowly, not like sg, everything its rush and time seem to pass faster in Singapore.
This short trip make me feel family love again, and i like it this way. Life rn, are quite nice i guess? Im fine i guess? Even though there are many things happening. But its not that bad. (: I don't need people who chose to leave to come back and shake me, because one day i will be good enough to stop e shake when they come back, they, all of them taught me well. Life goes on. If people want leave, leave ba.
Okay sorry for the wordy post. Good byeee, enjoy people. ~ School starts already, i need to change and concentrate ! But my area and classroom is too comfortable DAMN. P.S, YAY i haven't late since the start of the school, i hope i keep this going. (:
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
29March. 1:37am.
Can someone tell me what's wrong w me? Idk what I want. Idk whats going on in me. Idk what to do. Idk what to feel. I'm kind of lost.
Did I run away too much? Did I care too much? Did I hide too much?
Or I just need more time?
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♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Monday, March 25, 2013
Hello people. Its another day. How's life? How's your day?
Mine had always been going up and down, driving me crazy at times. To the extend, sometimes i think im crazy and have split personality. :x Hahahaa. Oh well. Had an eyecandy at work. Hahahaa, idk why but i like to see my eyecandy even though its weird. Oh well. See only, no wrong right.. :x
I guess i really need to stop caring so much what others might think, stop feeling afraid of this and that. And start being positive about what could go right. I HOPE. :/
Sometimes i feel that i hide too much, that idk what i want, and what im doing, or everything is just temporary or is that really what i want.?
I really dont know what to do. 走一步算一步. But people who are in your life just make life better, and turn your bitter day, to a better day.
Its been quite awhile since i blog, i have so much to say. But lets just say, lets leave it for some day, when i really cant take it anymore. But i can say, im feeling a lot more better than a few months back.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
13March2013. 11:55pm
Hihi. How's life? Does anyone still use blogger and blog? I doubt a lot people still blog or even read. Oh well, its our own blog.
Gosh, i want to go oversea so bad. REALLY SO BAD. ): Even going back msia would make me happy.
Oh well, i realise so much things in such a short time. Really. But this is life, this is how life is.
You always don't appreciate the people around you until you need them and they are no longer near you. Friends are important too, but my family is so much more important. Really, because you never know when will you lose them, just treasure every moments, spend those little moments together. It mean a lot. Because when you lose it, you will know what it mean.
Life is too precious. Life is too unpredictable and life is to short to be sad over things that doesn't matter anymore.
♥ Treasure every moments in life.
