Something that I should bear in mind.always.

MOTIVATION FOR MYSELF!

wanted to blog about my saturday date with teo! 
been reallyyyyyy long since i went out with someone on a weekend to relax but the real deal's actually to watch jay chou's new movie "rooftop" *beams 
hahahaha acting like a fangirl when it comes to him! he's one of the few singer artist whose songs i still listen to and enjoying it very much. even accompanying me throughout my life :)

brunch was alright but would've been much better if the mushroom soup's available haha. the movie is light-hearted, entertaining even but i cringe at the sight of his acting, really. it would be much better if he didnt include the old-fashioned love-you-until-i-am-willing-to-die-for-you act. i mean the acting cool and all handsome cant be excluded since its what makes him, him. but the love life part.. i think his role in "secret" suits him way better! 

all in all, the whole brunch, movie, dessert, shopping was really awesome :)) brightens up my day considerably during the whole week. especially the whole gotta-quickly-find-job mindset that has been stresssing me out. i know i ought to quickly find a job and stop lazing at home but i really do not want to just jump things in without giving it much thought. that said, i probably gave it too much thought til it seems like i've just stopped doing anything. sounds contradicting huh.

so here's to motivate myself to really move in gear. knowing that i can take a short break now before i move in full gear, to the next phrase in my life. gosh its scary yet exhilarating not knowing what's in store for me. i wouldnt expect all fun and stuff as there's always two sides to everything. but you never try, you'll never know yeah? its better to fail while trying then better to not try at all right! ^^

decided to revamp my blog a little & update! like finally ^^
been close to 2wks since i'm back from my grad trip to korea 
and looking at the photos i've taken, all those precious memories will definitely be ones that i'll remember for a really long time :)

from busan to jeju and lastly seoul.
from eating pipping hot fish cakes while standing at a food stall to having a personal sauna in our bathroom to meeting weird people (guy who wanted to follow us around) to renting a car, driving around by ourselves to taking various unexplainable poses in museums to horse-riding to traveling down to a radio broadcast acting as a fangirl to rail biking to bungee jumping and so much more.. 
i kinda miss those times. laughing enjoying indulging in every moment. simply the best.

that said, it'll be too much to upload everything so here's a preview! hehe 

i've noticed i usually have an urge to update my blog

when im feeling down or depressed. 

i guess its because i always keep my feelings to myself 

and laugh it off in front of others, 

acting like it doesnt affect me. 

its easier not to care so it wont hurt 

but i cant quite decide when to stop feeling right?

that aside, this quote below has somehow enlightened me a little! 

"good and bad things will always happen in life. 

you just have to keep living and not stress over what you cant control"

hence i've decided to focus on 

the good things that happen to me and 

throw away all negative thoughts (as much as possible!)

AND IT'S GOING TO BE CHINESE NEW YEAR SOON!

hahaha im half looking forward to it (angbaos! hehe)

but its also a time for me to catch up with friends 

whom i havent talked to for so long! 

and of course all the cny goodies!!

chinese new year is usually one of my fav holidays

its so much fun going around to people's houses

and gamble, chit chat and just hang around :)

ahh i'll probably miss you, my longest friend since pri sch!

its the first new year that we aren't meeting but 

thats part of life and part of growing up isnt it. haha

take care my friend! i miss you already! 

ohwells. thats it for this post! hahahaa

I really give up

no point in over-thinking things.

its such a happy occasion 

yet im behaving like this

im really glad for them but not for myself

it makes me feel pathetic.

competition is cruel, so is reality.

in a way im lucky to receive something

which i do not need to work for 

but. i dont believe i deserve it

this day has arrived.

its time to put an end.

wasnt quite what i expected

but at least for everyone 

it was a happy ending~

RAINBOW-
 7colors joining together to shine brightly as one 

colors exist in different shades, forms and they are so amazing cause they exist and yet they dont (:
7 colors of a rainbow expresses the main emotions of a person, as follows:

RED- danger, sacrifice, passion, love, anger
ORANGE- healing power, vitality with endurance
YELLOW- optimism, enlightenment, happiness
GREEN- tranquil, nature, life
BLUE- calming, cooling
INDIGO- trust, stability
VIOLET- imagination, inspiration

quote of my day: what the mind can conceive, it can achieve- 

may our lives be as exciting as the colors of the rainbow! ^^