days living as a mute.

ohmygawd. the past few days was living hell larh. i lost my voice like TOTALLY. cant even talk properly. :( fortunately, grandmum cooked herbal tea for me! :D & my voice is slowly coming back. although its still a little sexy now.

but anyway, days without my voice was bad bad BAD! not only because i cant talk. but because there are irrtating people who will laugh at me. ARGH! i think i can feel how the mute feels liao. people around talking, screaming & shouting around, having fun. den you? sit there & watch cos you cant do the same. ARGH! i need my voice! :D

last saturday was spent at home, doing HR project. chingmeei, dick & george came over to my place. & when i was editing the format of the report, they were...

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playing cards. LOL.

met up with shuling for dinner at chongpang. had satay. wasnt feeling very well that night. & when i got home from dinner, my fever gone up to 37.9 degrees. :/

sunday was at home till the evening when i went for larry's chalet. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY! :D it was fun larh. watching the guys fooling around while we girls just stared on. LOL.
& for the time in my life, i got cake on my face although it wasnt my birthday. :/

his very interesting cake! :D

cherylteomanping the mushroom! :D
with zubair in the middle. :/ & my hair is so messy! :(

so monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday & friday was school, without training. :(
its study week yo. MUG HARD PEOPLE! :D

HR presentation on monday. i think the presentation is not superb. but its over. no point mourning about it. :D

lovely classmates. :D

stayed back with chingmeei to watch the guys play soccer after school on tuesday. but it was raining. & so both of us sat at itas to play cards & only went out when the rain stopped. :D the guys played in the rain & were all drenched lorh. had dinner at techno. & i was craving for chicken cutlet rice. the chicken cutlet rice is darn nice over there. :( but i cant eat. & to make thing worse, xinglun ordered that larh! he even tempted me to eating it. :( badbadbad!

had 2 test on thursday. french & socio. french was alright after i spent my whole night studying it. socio was screwed cos i dint really study for it. but its over. dont wanna bother about it now. stayed in school to celebrate ken's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KEN! & i think our juniors are darn on! GOOD MAN! :D den went home & sam called. met them for a while & let them laugh at my disastrous voice before going back home.

went to E!hub to play pool after school on friday. & i realised not all guys know how to play pool lorh. LOL. but anyway, had lots of fun larh! laughing & crying. LOL. crying cos i hurt my fourth finger when we were playing cards. :/

den was today. am supposed to be at work. but my cough is keeping me at home. i cant possibly go work when im coughing like some tuberculosis patient lorh. no one will wanna get balloons or play the wheel of fortune with me around. :( sorry, jacq. i dont wanna go around spreading germs. :/

okay. am having 3 papers for the mid sems!
STUDY HARD PEOPLE! & WE'LL PLAY HARD DURING THE TWO WEEKS BREAK! :D
i cant wait for the two week break! chalet, outings & trainings, here i come! :D

my irritating but cute brother.

MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
wah. you want who to be your left hand? LOL.
(cause his personal message was 'be my left hand, will you...')
On a cast of disability says:
-.-
On a cast of disability says:
i'll be ur mouth =)
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
i shall be your left hand den.
On a cast of disability just sent you a nudge.
(he realised we used the same font & colour.)
On a cast of disability says:
y use same font... omg
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEE
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
ohmygawd
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
anyway, you bai chi arh? i busy, you nudge me also no use lerh
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
DUMB DUMB!
On a cast of disability just sent you a nudge.
On a cast of disability says:
isit?
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
yea
On a cast of disability says:
nvm send shuang
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
SHUANG LE MAH?
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
cant you hear my laptop nvr produce a sound?
On a cast of disability says:
u off speaker ma....
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
nvr lorh
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
you wanna check!
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
its switched on to the loudest.
On a cast of disability says:
like i care....
MINYI LOVES FRENCH & SOCIO! says:
wah. dont give this kind of stupid attitude man.
On a cast of disability says:
okay
On a cast of disability says:
yay^^
(he yay cos he changed his font colour so that its different from mine. -_-)

i cried.

ohmygawd. i cant believe that i cried when i saw tricia in school just now.
guess i miss her too much man.
TRICIA KHOO! I MISS YOU MANY MANY MANY TONS LOT!

im supposed to be mugging now. am having 2 test tml. french & socio.
MINYI, JIA YOU! :D EVERYONE, JIA YOU! :D
& i lost my voice totally. having a hard time talking nowadays.
this is prolly the quietest me you will ever see or meet. hahaha.
sophie even mistook me for andrew over the phone the other day. -_-
i called her house the other day & asked her to guess who i am.
& she mavellously answered, 'andrew arh?' :'(
I WANT MY VOICE BACK! :'(

grumpy is his name.

YEAYEAYEA! its finally friday again. this week has been a hectic week for me. i dont know why but im darn tired larh. never fail to sleep on the bus, whether it is to school or back home. :(

but anyway, i just made my choices for my electives minutes ago.

1: Finance & Investment and Banking
2: Human Resource Management and Finance & Investment
3: Human Resource Management and Tourism/Leisure Business

just hope that i'll get my first choice. cos i would very much like to take Finance & Investment and Tourism/Leisure Business. but the school dint offer this as a choice. BLESS ME MAN! :D

so skipped business finance tutorial today cos i woke up with a bad headache. went to school for project. dint do much. & so stayed in school with nadiah's group in one of the project room. waited for the rest before we went to 85 for dinner. THE MINCED MEAT NOODLES THERE IS LOVE! :D anyway, rushed home after dinner as im needed at home. :( so dint go training.

then thursday. was late for french for the second consecutive week. so the tutor gave me a hard time & she even asked if i was interested in the subject. anyway, if im not interested in the subject, i wont even choose it as one of my CDS. but i think her way of teaching somehow made me lost my interest larh. i dont like her larh. denyse too. :( den was socio tutorial. my tutor told us to prepare a roleplay last week & we are supposed to act it out this week. but she somehow forgot about it totally. & since no one really prepared for it, it is given a pass! LOL. :D den was training. i finally got back the feeling of doing elevator. IM FINALLY IMPROVING & NOT REMAINING STAGNANT! :D YIPPEE! GO FIGHT WIN! :D

then wednesday. dad drove me & shuling to school. thanks dad! :D MBS tutorial den lunched. discussed about HR project & i went off to visit my brother in the hospital. being a nice sister, i bought donuts factory for him. :D but he dint eat any of it. my parents & i finished the donuts. -.- but anyway, my parents came & fetched him as he is discharging that day.

my very handsome brother.
its very rare that he would agree to let me take a photo of him. but his hair was super messy after lying on that bed for almost a day.

tuesday was school & partyworld aftermath. :D sang our lungs out. HAHAHA. FUN! :D
but bad news came soon after. my mum called & told me that my brother is on his way to the hospital. :( wanted to go to the hospital but my mum asked me not to. so went home to wait for their updates. was dead worried larh. URGH! & i missed training, AGAIN! minyi is a bad girl this week. :(

more photos to come. :D need to wait for wanqi to upload them. :D

monday was vesak day. stayed home for the whole afternoon & went to pay my respect to joy's grandmum in the evening. JIA YOU GIRL! :D & had a great time catching up with michelle & cheryl. i love girls' talk! :D lets have more more more!

sunday was gambling at tofu's place. LOL. played mahjong & caused dick to lose 12bucks. SORRY! :( had our dinner at ChompChomp. YUMMY! :D but sinful. :(

saturday's dinner was great. I MISS COACH AKANE! :( dined at Riverside Indonesian Restaurant. went over to Bugis TCC for a drink. had mint chocolate frappe (did i remember the name correctly?). im starting to like coffee. :D

MID-SEMS IS A WEEK AWAY! :( will be having 3 papers. STUDY MODE NOW! :D
& i'll having french & socio test on coming thursday.
AWWW! i hate this. i hate this. i hate this! :( but holidays are nearing! YAY-NESS! :D

its such a long post. :D & if you've persevered on & read it till this point.
3 CHEERS TO YOU! & HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! :D
oh yes. my parents will be out of town this weekend. which means im left at home with my grumpy injured brother. bless me that he wont flare up on me. :D & my title is not refering to my brother. ;D

worried.

URGH. im so worried now.

my brother has been admitted into the hospital with an dislocated arm. :(
ohmans. :( he injured himself during a match just now.
anyway, he just recovered from a fractured wrist about half a year ago. now this. i've never fractured or dislocate any joints & bones of mine in my almost 19 years of life. but he experience both within around a year. GET WELL SOON, BROTHER! :D

anyway, dint go training today because of this. :(
im thinking whether to go to school tml man. but i doubt my parents will allow me to skip school. :( HOWHOWHOW?! how i wish i can split myself into 2 now. -_-

just finished packing my room. :D
YAY! as usual my room is neat & tidy once a week. LOL.

anyway, meeting up with BLAZERS tonight. dinner with coach. :D coach is leaving singapore tomorrow morning. guess she wont be back any sooner. :( am gonna miss her tons loads.
but im seriously looking forward to having dinner with her & the team tonight. :D

friday has finally came.

thank god, its friday. :D

CCN DAY today. bus finance tutorial was postponed. & our class stall did quite well. sold popcorn chicken & fries. the popcorn chicken is super nice larh. LOL.
caught 'Made of Honour' just now, with the guys whining about how boring it is. i give it a 3 out of 5. its the girls kind of show i think. if you like 'What happens in vegas', you would like 'Made of Honour' too. :) had our usual arcade session. dinnered & home. :D

thursday was school den training.

as for wednesday. skipped MBS tutorial & only went for MBS lecture. LOL. & heard that during MBS tutorial, that tutor started scolding the class for i-dont-know-what-reasons. ridiculous lerh. felt so fortunate that i skipped. :D
movie aftermath with wanjun, qinghui, phil, irwin, kc & his gf. caught 'What Happens in Vegas'. give it a 3.5 out of 5. :D funny & nice. oh yes. the movie was irwin's treat. LOL.
& we went to consult our HR consultant with a lollipop in each of our mouths. style eh. :P

tuesday. skipped HR lecture & went for training at night.

monday. school & senior training. SENIOR TRAINING WAS SHIOK! seriously. :D

sunday & saturday were family day.
saturday was out to my brother's school to watch the soccer match den dinnered at a yacht club.
sunday was my dad's birthday & mother's day. :D caught 'Speed Racer' at CWP, shopped around. give if a 3.5 out of 5. & went to have dinner at a very nice restaurant near National JC. its called Greenwood Fish Market & Bistro. i like the ambience there. its located amidst landed properties. its serves fresh seafood. they have sashimi night on wednesdays, oyster night on tuesdays where sashimi are sold at a discounted price & oysters are sold at a dollar each. darn shiok right?! :D
anyway, my parents wanted to buy a new vacuum cleaner & they ended up buying a television. -_- so new TV at home. :D

oh yes. did i talk about my lecturer with SUPERB english? he spells integrity as ingerity. i seriously wonder how he passed his english back at school lerh, let alone a degree or masters or even PHD.

& i've finished watching 恶作剧2吻. its super nice. GO WATCH IT EH! :D
i've just realised i've been watching a lot of movies. LOL. but there's still more movies i wanna catch. :D gdnight.

just for laugh.

i've got very cute friends with superb comprehension skills. indeed. LOL.
here goes.

WANJUN! msged her on tuesday.
my msg was 'jun! you watched what happened in vegas le ma?'
& she mavellously replied, 'Huh. what happened?'
ohmygawd. so -_- lorh. LOL.
but anyway, her name was intended to be censored. but she said she was very proud of her mavellous reply. so yes. WANJUN! :D

now DENYSE. french tutorial.
was telling her that i went to thread my eyebrows last night.
& she went on complaining that my brows was super neat & hers is messy.
obviously she dint hear that i just said i just threaded my brows lorh. another -_- incident.

ohmans. but nonetheless, i still love them as much. :D
& i miss TRICIA KHOO HUI YEN! havent seen her for WEEKS man! :(

swimswamswum.

okay. its finally the weekends again. (: a time i can sleep & rest at home.

so wednesday. met jolene after school to swim. it was actually raining when i was on my way home. but fortunately it stopped & we swam! :D

thursday was school den training. i think i injured my right elbow during training. cos it hurts when i do certain movements. :(
but anyway, it was also coach's last training with us. :( she's leaving us for china soon. im surely gonna miss the so very bubbly, cheerful & always full of energy coach akane. all the best in your future endeavours. hope that the paths of our life may meet again in the future. JIA YOU! :D

den friday. was supposed to have business finance tut & french lecture. but i skipped french lecture due to PEER PRESSURE! hahaha.
went out with my classmates. (: caught Harold & Kumar. i think the show is too lame. its that lame that i dont find it funny as times go by. give it a 2.5/5. :)
after the movie, some of them went to eat while i went to shop with chingmeei. outfitter girls are having sales now. :D bought a top at 10 bucks only lerh. SUCH A STEAL! :D HAHAHA.
went arcade & played daytona, bishi bashi, basketball throwing & a random racing game. the random racing game was a test for our stamina sia. there's 28 laps lorh. & i stepped on the accelerator till my calf were aching. :( but im a better driver now. at least i wont hit the walls at every turns when playing daytona. :D LOL. & we walked from Plaza Singapura to Wisma. :/ shopped around at Wisma & had supper at Food Republic before heading home. :D
was so tired that i slept on the train. & a guy sitting opposite & a lady standing near me kept staring at me. DO I LOOK VERY FUNNY SLEEPING?! its already 11pm at night. PEOPLE TIRED RIGHT?! RAH! weird pair of strangers man. EEYER! it definitely gives me the creeps. :P

den today! :D stay home day. hahaha.
not planning to go out unless my parents are going out. :D
going to do my work now. AU REVOIR! :D

photos are deceiving. (:

as mentioned.
i really went swimming lerh. hahaha. met jolene on sunday & went to swim at yishun safra. (:
was laughing at jolene cos she rode a bicycle there. & she looked like an aunty.
in the end, i got revenged on. my goggles broke. -.- so poor jolene had to lend me hers at intervals. & both of us had to take turns to swim with the goggles. sorry & thanks jolene! :D

den monday was school. (: our cp was nice to us.
knowing that we are not going to have any HR lectures this week. she kindly brought the APEL lesson on tuesday to monday. (: (my tuesday timetable is 10am-11am APEL den 11am-1pm HR Lecture.)
but in the end, i think she forgot that she has a HR tutorial at the very same time. cos the students were looking for her & one of them happened to be my classmate's friend. AWWWW!

so tuesday, which is today. i've got no lessons. (:
went to school at 2pm to accompany my classmates. they were playing squash.
i dint play. & went to the gym at 3.30pm. ran 2.4km after gym. den training.
WOOO! i worked out quite a lot today man. :D GOOD GOOD!

so tml is going to be another long day in school for me. 10am-4pm.
& im meeting jolene to swim again tml! :D

am trying to do the MBS tutorial now. its so difficult larh.
i think the notes are too brief. :( i really need to get my textbook soon. :D

oh yes. shall stop cheating you guys. I DINT CUT AWAY MY HAIR LARH.
its just too layered that my shortest bit of hair is that length. LOL. so i just had to keep my longer hair behind to attain the short hair look. :D *points below

cry-baby no more.

today, im inspired.
im going to work out. train hard. & progress with the team.
im going to catch up & not be left behind.
I DON'T WANT TO BE LEFT BEHIND!

now. i need a swimming khakis & gym khakis. anyone? :D

to ken:
yes. you're right. never say cannot. if i keep thinking negatively, i surely wont succeed. I CAN DO IT! everyone is doing it. why can't i? :D

i dont know why i can start thinking so positively again. but sophie is right too. im discharging too much negative charges to the environment. THINK POSITIVELY! JIA YOU! JIA YOU! :D

i just wanna cry & cry like there's no tomorrow.

okay ken. im updating my blog. (:
kinda shocked that you'll still visit my blog cos i think i disappoint you too much. but thanks brother! :D

so lets start from yesterday.
sophie msged me in the morning to ask me to go out with her. so i did.
went for an impromptu haircut. i cut my hair away. SHORT!

before.

after. :D

yes. i cut my hair away. :D dont be shocked when you see me. sophie says i look fresher. hahaha. ;D
& we went to bugis to hunt for bag. she wanted to buy a bag larh.
but in the end, she went home with a shoe. but not bag. hahaha.
but anyway, that girl is really determined to start anew. maybe one fine day i may do the same. (:

den backtracked to friday.
had school then home. skipped training. cos i dont feel like going.
after disappointing & making so many people angry, im scared & dont know how to face them.
im in a big dilema now.
i miss those times when we can play & do stupid things together. i really do miss. but looks like its never going to be the same ever again. after all my stupid rushed decisions.
cheerleading was my passion & is still my passion. something which i wanna excel in, other than studies. i wanna train hard with them. i wanna improve with them. but everytime, i'll back out last minute. why am i like that?! WHY?! i seriously hate the not determined me. where is the determined minyi whom i used to be? where has she gone to? :( sorry blazers.

thursday was spent rotting at home. cos i was too tired to get myself out of the house. (:

wednesday was school den qinghui's birthday celebration.
caught IRON MAN. its nice lerh. it surely worth my money. (:
give it a 4.5/5. :D went to boat quay to chill.
& we paraded up down the street before settling down at jazz@southbridge, again. hahaha.
went to kbox after drinking. dint really sing. but vanga seriously is one funny chap. he can sing darn high pinch larh. wonder if he had a sore throat the day after. LOL.
as for the photos. will post it when in the mood to post photos. (:

& tuesday night. i skipping training, again. so i dint turn up for any training days this week.
went to town with my parents at night & had suki sushi for dinner. *yums!

im such a loser now. my life is so messed up. & im so tired to tidy it.
guys are such a troublesome thing. can't they just leave me alone?
im messy enough & dont need anyone to add on to my mess. im tired. i am.
elmo. its back with me now. :(
i just wanna cry & cry like there's no tomorrow.