SCHOOL LIFE.

ohmans.
im so darn tired now.
my eyes will close any minute man. )):
my eyelids are darn heavy now.
AWWWWW!~
but i still have business stats tutorials to do lorh. )):
ohmygosh.

anyway, today was a nice day.
a happy day! ((:
school as per normal till 4pm.
sophie and aloysius came to visit us at TP. ((:
i miss sophie to bits man. LOL.
anyway, they came and tricked me.
here goes.
after my lesson, i went to biz park to look for them.
at first i dint realised that both of them was wearing couple shirts larh.
but i was wondering how come both of them are wearing the same colour larh. LOL.
so i dint think so much.
den in the end, as we continued sitting there.
i finally realised that they are wearing couple shirts.
and i was sitting there. STUNNED! COMPLETELY STUNNED!
was staring at both of them.
i even asked how long were they together and all.
and i believed that they were together larh. )):
STUPID!
they tricked me from school all the way till we were on 969.
aloy finally told me the truth on 969. )):
and i was like some stupid, sitting there in a stage of SHOCKED.
and i started laughing and crying.
IM NUTS LARH! LOL.
and they said my expression was priceless and darn classic. )):
so bad man.
anyway, the idea was thought by aloysius.
they even attempted to trick jinting.
but my expression is still the most classic one. )): LOL.
cos i kept asking them if its true larh.
IDIOTS!
they tricked me together with wanjun lorh and IRWIN SOH! )):
HMPF! i feel so stupid larh. and blur. LOL.
anyway, we went for dinner at 800+.
chit chatted a lot.
i can be sad this moment and laughing out loud the next.
OHMANS!
i think im seriously nuts. LOL.
but i like today.
cos its a super happy day! YAY-NESS! ((:

and i think im going to start working again.
going down to talk to her tml. ((:
details will be till later.

and yes.
its clement's birthday today.
the clique went out to celebrate with him after school.
but i skipped it cos sophie came. ((:
anyway, happy birthday clement!

ohwells.
i need to start doing my work now.
im darn tired now. ARGH.
laughing the whole time really is tiring. LOL.
but i enjoyed myself a lot today.
love you guys to the max. ((: especially you, darling.
thanks. you guys made my day. ((:
gdnight.

JC CLIQUE OUTING.

went out with my jc clique today.
namely jamie, evan, rendy, kanteck, abdul and albert.
i think i haven seen them since last december or maybe this january.
which is darn freaking long larh.
anyway, was nice.
bugis-ed. had dinner at swensens.
den we went to a nice cafe at haji lane which sells sheesha.
jamie wanted to try some.
so yes. the shop keeper was from morocco.
and we spoke to him.
a nice person larh.
and the cafe is really darn cosy.
there's sofas and carpets. i like. ((:
somemore one of the carpets is furry. DARN NICE LARH!
and haji lane rocks. arab street rocks.
should go there and walk around again some day.
its darn to take photos with the vintage shop houses there.
but too bad. i just realised we dint take any photos today. LOL.

ohwells.
went off at 8 plus.
and went back to yishun to meet sam and kenny.
sam wanted to have dinner.
so we sat down, eat, and talked till 10 plus going 11.
its nice talking to them about stuff.
at least, its makes me feel that im cared for.
walked home.
and received an unexpected call while walking up the stairs.
was both shocked and happy that you called.
but im just not in the mood to talk to you.
i just dont know why.
but thanks for calling me. at least i know you still cares for me.

and yes.
i went to cut my fringe today.
i wanted a shorter fringe.
but its darn short now. way too short man.
argh. i dont like.
FRINGE GROW FASTER, GROW! ((:
was so sad after i cut my fringe.
i almost hid myself at home for the whole day. LOL.
but i still went out larh. LOL.

anyway, school tml. )):
but i haven finish doing my tutorial which is due tml.
ohgosh. im in dead shit now.
gotta do my work now.

anyway, im feeling better now.
though the feeling of being dislike sux.
but after seeing some people talking to me and asking about me.
i dont think im much disliked. ((:
so yes.
kinda back to normal now.
now its just my family and school work.
gotta conquer my microecons now.
BYE BYE! and gdnight.

BAD DAYS.

ohwells.
i guess it isnt my days recently.
there is bound to be something which happened to make me cry or upset again.
like today.
i just wanted to be a nice daughter.
my dad always said, 'you only pack your own room. but you dont help clean the rest of the places.'
so today.
after i finished vacuuming my room, i went on to vacuum the dining hall.
BUT! my dad scolded me.
like WTF!
he was angry cos im wasting his time.
like 'HELLO! im helping and you said im wasting your time.'
WTF IS THIS MAN?!
so i just put down the vacuum cleaner and went back to mop my own room. crying.
i was super upset man.
was crying and mopping the floor at the same time.
cos i was helping out, doing more than im supposed to be.
but what i received was a scolding. )):
anyway, he went out of the house larh.
so since no one is using the vacuum cleaner, my mum carried on with the vacuuming.
den he came back.
and he scolded my mum cos she isnt doing things the same way as he does it.
LIKE WTF AGAIN?!
just because she is doing things her way.
and cos my mum dint wanna quarrel with him, she kept quiet.
he got angry again and started throwing things around.
WTF LARH?!
i think its the time of the month for him now man.
FUCK MAN!
and he is already 43 years old.
but when he gets angry, he will still throw things around and mess up the house.
isnt this what a toddler or kid will do when he/she does get what they wanted?
see the similarity? OMG!
and he still can say we dont appreciate him doing the housechores.
like 'HELLO again. we dint say anything doesnt means we dont OKAY?!'
and i cant imagine he expects people to do things the same way he does it.
like the sequence of mopping or vacuuming the floor.
like WTF?!
different people has different way of doing things.
you cant force someone to do exactly the same as you what.
i seriously find it super ridiculous for him to be so angry.
he even said he wont help anymore.
like small kid eh?
den now he got so angry that he is sitting in front of the computer playing games.

actually i felt sorry for my mum larh.
so i helped her to finish mopping the study room and my brother's room.
which makes it 3 rooms down for her.
and my brother is lucky today.
cos he is not at home.
if not he will be one of the victim to my dad's eruption.
in short, whoever at home will become victim larh.
omg.
i somehow dislike my dad very much larh.
cos he will always expect people to do the exact same way as he does things.
he likes to force the way he thinks on others.
and i simply hate it.
im living under the control of a dictator at home.
ARGH!
i cant wait to graduate, get my diploma, get into a local university(if possible), stay in the hostel and be home only during the weekends.
at least i wont see him that oftenly.
and he cant poke into my affairs that oftenly.
and he wont be able to force me to think things his way.
SO YES! it will be WOOOSH~! i like. ((:
i wanna get away from his control ASAP.

ATTENTION!

ATTENTION PEOPLE! ((:
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you will find some cool stuff from these shops.
just helping my friends to advertise their online shops.
hope you guys support.
thanks. ((:

HAPPINESS DEPRIVED.

actually, i just felt a bit better.
but still i feel bad. )):
anyway, thanks denyse, hk, tricia, and whoever tagged. ((:
really thanks.
at least i know im not alone.
im not left alone with no one who cares.
thanks my friends.
and to denyse and hk, you two really rocks. thanks so much. i appreciate that a lot.

alright.
its still going to school everyday for me.
such mundane, colourless life of mine.
only training will perk me up a little. VERY LITTLE though.
but still im happy. ((: at least a little larh.

so tuesday was school till 1 den went clement's house for movie.
but denyse, nadiah and me fell asleep on the sofa.
den training soon after.
was nice to be back for training. ((:

den wednesday was a 9-6 day for me.
with a super duper long 3 hours break.
initial plan was to go keyuan's house for movie.
but its was quite late after everyone ended.
so stayed in school till 2 for our lecture. ((:

den yesterday.
there's no school for me.
cos its a tutorial day. and there's no tutorial for the first week.
so slept all i wanted and needed.
and went to school for training in the evening.
training was nice but tough for me(cos i haven been exercising much larh).
but doing the routines for the performance was nice.
although i dont get to fly.
i guess there are many more others who are much better than me.
so i dont really will have the chance to fly.

den today.
school from 11-2.
business statistics lect and jap lecture.
i can predict that biz stats is gonna kill me sooner or later.
i hate the thought of it man.
OMG! )):
den jap lecture was quite boring.
the lecturer just kept showing video clips and he went through the exact same things that my tutor went through during the tutorial.
but it ended early. ((:
so off i went to buy the text for biz stats.
den back to meet sam, kenny and phil.
actually we wanted to have laksa but its was freaking hot today.
had sakura instead.
den went home.
put down my heavy bag.
enjoyed a BIG mug of ice-cream.
and i went back to school AGAIN.
went to have the measurement taken for my cheer uniform.
WOOOOHOOOOOO~
hahahaha.
so this means i have to keep fit and go slimmer.
if not i will look darn awful in that uniform. ((:

so now you can see how lifeless i am eh.
school school school and more school.
anyway, i feel like going to ECP for blading.
like to learn how to blade during the weekends.
any kind soul(s) willing to go with me and teach me? ((:
or maybe i should join blazers tml at ECP. im still thinking about it.
bye bye.

i hate my life still.
its just upside down.
everything is just not going right.
maybe im paranoid. i dont know.
maybe im oversensitive. i dont know.
but i just feel left out.
every moment. i feel so.
always trying to fit in and all is tiring me out.
i hate being ignored. i hate being treated like a substitute.
this makes me feel inferior. feel low. feel lousy.
or maybe i am just lousy. way worst than others. i dont know.
and my life is just as dull as this colour. grey.
ohwells.
everything is just wrong. both physically and mentally.
im sick. both physically and mentally.
mentally cos i think i got happiness-disorder.
i dont really feel happy when i smile.
ohmygod.
i dont wanna continue typing already.
i seriously feel like running away.

UPSIDE DOWN.

ohwells.
i dint feel like blogging recently.
somehow i feel that my life is upside down now.
i guess im back to the past.
when i was ostracised by others.
i hate this feelings.
i hate being hated.
i dislike.
and im starting to dislike myself now.
i would rather stay at home the whole day and not go out.
i feel so lousy.
i dont wanna face people.
i dont know how to face people.
i feel so inferior.
i feel so lousy.
ARGH.

ohmans.
i should stop feeling so emotional.
but i cant help it.
sorry.
these few days haven been my day.
days are getting from bad to worse.
and i hate it.
i dont want a life.
and i sometimes really think being dead is better than being alive.
afterall, im a living dead now.
everything is so dead for me now.
everything is not going right.
everything is going from bad to worse. or worst.
i hate my life.
i hate myself.
ongminyi hates ongminyi.

can i get rid of all this?
i want to.
i wanna run away.
who will understand?

i guess everyone is stressed now.
so i shouldnt make them worry more.
so dont worry people.
just let me rant.
let me do whatever i like.
let me go missing.
let be oblivious of everything for this once.

i wanna run away to a faraway place. really.

DAY 1. SEM 2.

so today.
the first day of sem2.
the timetable was quite lame larh.
cos there's no tutorials for the first week(except CDS).
went to school from 11-1pm for ba2 lecture only.
den no more. )):
like darn bo liao larh.
after school, we went to eat at bizpark den he came over to join us.
actually we wanted to go walk around for awhile before going home.
BUT! keyuan and nadiah wanted to go home.
so plan cancelled. )):
so home sweet home.

and i think there's something wrong with me today.
i was quarrelling with my mum when she got home from work.
but in the end, i helped her cook dinner lorh. LOL.
and after dinner, i washed the dishes.
and i did my ba2 tutorial larh.
and i finished it le. HAHAHAHAHAH.
wonder what's wrong with me man. LOL.
anyway, i hope i will diligently finish my tutorials and not do it the very last minute. ((:
HAHAHAHAHA.

and yes.
school starts at 9am tml.
and the timetable is similar to today's.
9-11 and im free. LAME!
anyways there's training.
its gonna be a long day for me.
gdnight. ((:

SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON.

ohmans.
school starts tomorrow.
i guess i should stop being lazy and slack le.
i should start going for cheer training. ((:
and i should start study real hard.
cos i need my good results.
to impress my parents.
to get back my old life. )):
to get my desired qualification.

anyway, my dad scolded me again just now.
he scolded...
cos i dint helped with the housechores during the weekdays this holiday.
things like sweeping the floor.
cos my results aint up to his expectations.
and i was hit very badly this time.
it sets me thinking.
and yes. i think im really a spendthift.
sometimes, i really dont know where my money has gone to larh.
maybe now, with a lesser allowance, i can start learning to manage my money.
i hope i can. ((:
denyse i need your help now! LOL.

anyway, denyse called just now unexpectedly.
i was just wondering if she is online.
and she called.
DENYSE, WE GOT TELEPATHY EH! ((: LOL.
cos i haven been talking to her for 134135213 days liao. ((:
omg. i suddenly miss my girls so much.
nvm. i will see them tml! ((:

and yes.
happy one month, boy! ((:
went out yesterday.
kbox-ed.
and yes. im the one singing.
my mini concert. LOL.
den movie watching.
watched 'Balls of Fury'.
the show is nice.
kept laughing.
i give it 4.5 donuts out of 5. ((:
during the movie, i was drinking and i almost spit water out man.
cos it too hard to not laugh. LOL.

ohwells.
i cant wait for tml.
i miss denyse.
i cant wait to continue going for training.
i cant wait for school. ((:

and for this sem, minyi is not going to slack.
minyi is going to work real hard.
and study! ((:
and of cos.
minyi is going to action and not talk only. ((: LOL.
actions speaks louder than words eh. ((:

MUM'S OFFICE.

ohmans.
school is starting next monday.
and no one in my clique is from the same CDS class. )):
gonna be so lonely man. )):

anyway, i have already stopping working for my mum.
helped her cleared two huge pile of documents these 3 days. ((:
feeling super accomplished now man. LOL.
anyway, my mum was still saying that i must not make her lose face during my stay there.
and yes. i dint.
i made her feel more proud of having me as her daughter man. LOL.

alright.
i need to go out and enjoy my last weekday before school starts liao. ((:
bye people!

WHAT A LONG POST.

ohmans.
i haven been blogging for so many days.
i have already lost track of how i have spent my days.
anyway, here goes. ((:

friday, 12/10:
went laksa with kenny and sam.
den saw sophie on the way home.
went to her house and stayed till 6+ going 7pm.
den went to meet my mum and went home.
did the corn for the bbq on saturday.

saturday, 13/10:
HARI RAYA PUASA! ((:
went for my family gathering at my aunt's condo.
was raining and all.
but fortunately it stopped. ((:
sang karaoke, swimmed and played tennis.
had bbq in the night.
ate a lot.
den was on the way home when sam msged me.
went to meet her.
called the guys but they dont wanna join us.
so two of us sat there and talked and went home.

sunday, 14/10(yesterday):
woke up.
packed my room.
vacuum, mopped.
den went to northpoint to buy stuff.
my mum spent almost 1k larh.
den went to my grandparents' house.
played with my niece and talked to cousin.
den went off to northpoint to meet the bunch.
sam's bf contacted me and we planned to surprise her larh.
as tml is her birthday. ((:
had dinner at swensens.
den cake cutting.
den since most of us still dont really wanna go home.
we went for movie.
watched 'The Brave One'.
i give it 1 donut out of 5.
cos its darn boring larh.
almost fall asleep.
and the ending is darn stupid. )):
den homewards.
but i stayed downstairs to chat with him till 1 plus.

den today, sam called and woke me up at 11.30am lorh.
went lunch with them at kfc.
my brother tagged along.
and sam keep saying that he is very cute. LOL.
whatever~ HAHAHAHAHA.
den went to look at the nintendo ds lite.
was super brand new and it still has 2 month warranty.
so i bought it. LOL.
it costed me $255.
quite alright larh. kinda worth it man. ((:
and my brother keep saying psp is better.
but when i got my NDS, he was the one playing with it larh.
den i got it back and played with it. LOL.
but it died on me just now. the battery larh. )):

and yes.
my mum told me that her office has a one week vacancy for admin work.
stuff like filing and archiving of documents.
i asked if i could.
and yes. i can.
starting work tml. ((:
YAY-NESS!
at least my bank amount can be increased again. ((: LOL.
but im also stressed larh.
cos working at my mum's office lerh.
OMG!
i hope i wont screw things up. ((:

and yes.
school is starting in about a weeks' time. ((:
i cant wait man.
HAHAHAHAH.
i miss my girls. ((:
but for ppl in NYP, school starts today.
HAPPY SCHOOLING PEOPLE! ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!

woohoo~
went out to celebrate my mum's birthday. ((:
had a sumptuous dinner at some restaurant at turf city.
but dinner wasnt as fascinating as the birthday cake. LOL.
i shall let the photos do the talking.


the cake.
was bought by my aunt(god-sister's mum).

and of cos. my parents. (i dont know where's my mum looking at.)

den with me added. ((:

my brother dint go.
so there's no family portrait.

the cake wasnt really a cake.
cos it is made up of round cakes.


so cutting the cake was a task.
thus my mum just flipped one of the cake balls up.


and yes.
my godsister joined my mum to blow the candle. LOL.


and we were wondering if these snowflakes shaped thingy were edible.
i thought it was made of plastic. LOL.
so i went attempted to take a bite.
and yes. it can be eaten. HAHAHAHA.


in all, dinner was nice.
the cake was nicer though. LOL.
anyway, i demanded that my birthday cake must be something similar. LOL.

and.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
i love you!
i hope you like your present. ((:

雨过天晴 (:

ohwells.
the storm is over.
the rainbow is out. ((:
like finally.
but still im happy.
thank you.
thanks for loving me.
i love you too. ((:

anyway, he came over today.
was happy dilly dally-ing.
went town to get his phone fixed.
now i cant contact him unless he is at home. )):

den tml.
celebrating my mum's birthday in the evening.
going to have dinner with my god sister's family. ((:
WOOHOO~
gonna dress up tml!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
and of cos.
take lotsa photos. ((:
andandand.
im gonna watch corner with love and why why love soon.
wanted to watch it since holiday started.
BUT! i dint manage to watch any. )):
hahahahaha.
im gonna conquer them tml!
if i dont get hooked playing games, of cos. ((:

HEAVEN OR HELL?

whatever you say or do will really bring me to heaven or hell.
omg.
your first message just now brought me to heaven.
while your last message brought me right back to hell.
if you think we will cont to quarrel, we will.
actually i have already wanted to let things past.
but after that msg, i dont know how to talk to you again.
OH FUCK!
how i wish someone can teach me what to do now.
omg.
kill me man.
bring me away.
let me be missing from this world.
let me become oblivious of my surroundings' happening.
can i? )):
sigh...
im tired.
i have no intention of continuing the quarrel.
but your message really made my heart sank.
i wanna ask you.
but i dont have the courage.
im afraid we will quarrel again.
i dont want it to happen that's why im typing it here.
hope you will understand.
i need some outlet to release. ((:
but i still love you.

so yesterday.
went out with sam, youlun and kenny to town.
just went walking around.
no motive.
i like. ((:
i like to walk around aimlessly when im in a bad mood.
it helps my mind to relax. ((:
anyway, walked around and sat down to eat.
it was already 3plus.
and i haven eaten a thing since i woke up.
ate and zhaoyi came to meet us.
cont walking around.
finally bought my mum's present.
a bangle. ((:
hope she likes it.
den went off to raffles place den back to city hall.
youlun that noob larh.
he dint get the place correctly.
that person said raffles city but he tot raffles place.
if i dint ask him if it is the shopping centre or the mrt station, we will be waiting at the wrong place larh.
AIYOH.
anyway, they got their IPHONE.
had dinner at 800+ and home sweet home. ((:

den today.
inital plan was to have laksa with sam.
but i have to help my dad with some stuff.
so was at home the whole day.
most of the time staring at this screen again.
AWWWWWW~

andandand.
some lady from plush.
the new club which took over velvet dragon called me.
she said i was invited to their party tml night.
BUT!
im still not of age to club lorh.
AWWWWWW~
had to reject her offer.
SAD MAN!
I WAS INVITED LERH!
but i cant go.
omg.
i hate this.
i cant wait for december man.
i cant wait.
i SERIOUSLY cant wait. )):
how i wish i can turn the time faster.
and let it slow down when it reaches 20 december. ((:
LOL.

and i hope you will really use this time to really think.
i'll be waiting for you.
no matter how long it takes for you.
i'll wait.
i love you. and misses you many many.

GOING CRAZY.

omg.
i cant stand it anymore.
if i stay one more moment in front of this screen,
if i stay one more moment in this house,
i will go crazy.
seriously. CRAZY!
im going out.
and im getting out of here.
getting away from this sadness.
bye bye.

as i have said previously.
had bbq yesterday.
was quite bored initially.
cos its a work gathering and sam dint go.
so yes.
i dint have any of my girls with me.
but still all most went well.
bbq was nice.
and we drank flaming vodka.
gabriel lighted up the vodka in the cap and we drank it.
the feeling is darn nice man.
like it very much. ((:
but. all the lighter died on us soon after. )):
hahaha.
but still we played a number game and the loser had to drink heineken.
i hate beer but still.
its better than nothing.
played and drank quite a bit.
went home at around 2am. ((:

den today. mum woke me up at 11.30 and told me it was already 12pm.
what a liar man. )):
she woke me up so that i'll awake waiting for the service man to come.
the starhub box at home is faulty.
but now. its perfectly fine.
got another one. ((:
went my nephew's birthday celebration at tpy mac.
felt quite out of place there.
cos its a kids thing and im no longer kids. LOL.
but still had a great time laughing.
cos the person who was hosting the games had to make them settle down and all.
i mean its darn comical if u see it for yourself.
my brother was laughing the whole time.
plusplusplus.
my dad and uncle.
they put on the mac party hat larh. LOL.
and they start playing with it. LOL.
was laughing so hard that my stomach hurts like mad man. ((:

my very handsome dad. LOL.

anyway, the party ended at around 6.30.
went to my grandparents' house to celebrate my cousin's birthday.
happy birthday, qinyi. ((:
sweet 16 eh. ((:
den sent my brother back to school.
almost met in an accident larh.
my mum dint see the car coming and she turned almost turned.
my dad stopped her in time to avoid this accident from happening.
if not, i dont think i'll still be sitting in front of this screen typing this entry. ((:

den tml.
its a day of nothing-ness.
gonna rot at home for the whole day i guess. )):

can someone take me away?
away to a faraway place.
i wanna cry. but i cant.
im hurted. very hurted.
but who will understand?
who will be there to comfort me?
我有疼你的责任，谁又有疼我的责任？
i wonder if you still remember your promise?
i hope you do.
i'll be right here waiting for you. ((:

so yesterday.
went to buy the food for the bbq this evening.
brought it over to irwin's house.
and my dad called me and i dint picked up.
he scolded me for that. )):

den today.
just finished mopping the floor.
so yes.
bbq later.
need to go already.
going out soon.
bye bye. ((:

spent both today and yesterday at home.
he came over yesterday.
met jolene for lunch at 3plus.

den today.
i spent most of my awake hours staring into this screen.
how great eh.
but i like.
i like staying at home and rot. ((:
i dont mind staring at this screen for hours.
BUT! not for everyday larh. LOL.
den during dinner, my mum asked me about my results.
and i finally disclosed it to her.
AWWWWW~
luckily, i dint get a scolding from both of them man.
PHEW! ((:

anyway, going amk tml to buy my mum's birthday present.
den at night, going to buy the food for the bbq on saturday. ((:
and im going to have bbq again.
this is the 3rd week im having bbq le.
and im still having another one next week.
which makes it 4 consecutive weeks of bbq larh.
OMG!
someone please pray that i wont die of high calories or cancer man. )):

back.
skipped training today.
dint feel like going.

so yes.
met sam and irwin for laksa today.
den off we went to amk to fix sam's watch.
walked around.
and we headed off to woodlands.
bought my nephew's present den.
bought him a remote control car.
hope he will like it. ((:
called kenny and he was marsling.
went back together.
wanted to play photohunt at timezone.
BUT! there's this uncle who was playing at that machine.
went off after waiting for almost 5-10minutes. )):
bought fried bananas.
and we went to have dinner at 848.
and home sweet home. ((:

bought the fried bananas for my parents.
BUT! the moment they got home.
my dad scolded me for dirtying the floor.
cos he just vacuumed it. WTH!
den he somehow accused me of buying oily stuff for them to eat.
WTH larh.
i just wanted to be nice.
in the end, he thought so badly of me.
AWWWWW~ F man. )):
this is so unfair.
but nvm.
i dont wanna bother anymore. )):

den i watched the movie HONEY.
it seriously is darn nice.
DARN NICE! ((:
im going to watch it again soon. LOL.
watch it if you dint previously.
although its quite an old movie now. ((:
but its worth watching man.

went shopping today.
was accompanyed by irwin, samantha and kenny. ((:
went bugis.
saw quite a number of ppl there larh.
first abigail, she was talking to zen's friend.
i went to say hello to abigail, den zen's friend gave me that 'EEYER' face.
like wtf.
i dont even know her den she give me that face.
i mean, she thinks she extremely pretty larh.
but wait. when u are near her, i think everyone can see her thick foundation.
and i guess if she stomps her feet, bits of foundation will come falling down.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
what a joke.
she needs makeup to make herself look pretty.
so not natural. and guys can still say she's pretty.
EEYER! i think all blind le. LOL.
den i saw my PB.
he spotted me first larh.
omg. and some unpleasant things happened.
shall not elaborate. ((:

anyway, i bought 2 shorts, a skinnies and a top.
the top is nice. i like. ((:
spent quite a lot today.
shopping today has taken a toll on my bank man.
HAHAHAHA.
but its nice shopping man.
haven gone shopping for ages.
IT SERIOUSLY FEELS GOOD! ((:
LOL.

had dinner with them.
and kenny did something dumb.
he was drinking from his cup.
he dint realised that he dint open his can of drink.
he was drinking the melted ice larh. AIYOH.
had a good laugh man. LOL. ((:

alrighty.
im having training tml.
but i dont feel like going man.
ARGH!
cos i have lost out a lot. its really A LOT!
oh gosh.
and cheng yee sent me msges like commitment and all recently.
i feel so stressed up now.
i mean i wanna go for the nationals.
but looks like no one is willing to help me train up those things i missed.
so yes.
i feel so detached with the cheer team.
no one understands the stress im going through now.
ARGH!
i dont know how now.
thinking of quiting.
BUT. i dont want to.
i mean i love cheerleading.
ARGH!
im in this dilema now.
HOW MAN?!
i dont know. /:

new blogskin!
was super bored of the previous one le. ((:
enjoy!
gdnight.

and happy children's day! LOL.
its 1st of october now. ((: