ohwells.
finall decision
i went out.
i dint go my grandparents' place.
he came.
den dinner at a restaurant near the drive-in macdonalds.
dinner was super duper uber filling.
was filled to the neck.
like YES! to the neck.
almost puked man.
like seriously. serchin and phil too.
they became the cow and chicken.
and we were even guessing what colour their puke will be and stuff.
and whoever got it wrong have to eat their puke.
LIKE YUCKS LARH! SUPER EWWWWW!
but fortunately, they dint do what was said. ((:
and phil almost tricked clarissa into taking 811.
he said, 'eh. that's your bus.' *pointing to 811
and clarissa was about to run up the bus larh.
omg. so mean man. LOL.
but still dinner was nice.

den shopping tml.
bugis street! ((:
like finally.
im rich enough for some shopping spree! ((:

ohmans.
i haven been blogging for too long.
i dont know when to start with. LOL.
alright. check back-ed and now i know.

right. clique chalet.
they met earlier for lunch for first day before checking in.
being quite fortunate that day, my grandmum cooked lunch for me.
so i ate at home. ((:
met them directly at the chalet.
slacked around. took photos.
and i went out for a while.
someone came. ((:
walked around with that someone and we went to play photohunt. ((:
den on the way back, i had ben & jerry's ice cream. ((:
so nice man. but so sinful man. )):
den. yes. back to the chalet.
they were watching the mask.
its such a lame show man.
after the show. we girls wanted to go buy the bbq food.
but we went for dinner first.
had subway. YAY-NESS! ((:
subway is heavenly nice. the cookies too.
den we called the guys to meet us so that we can go out and buy the food.
but guess what they replied.
they said something like, 'you girls go can already what.'
its like WTH larh.
3 girls carry all the food back to the chalet lerh.
so heavy can!
but lh was kind enough to accompany us.
went tm for the food.
den went back washed up and we played indian poker.
had forfeit like rubbing against the chest, nose rubbing and a lot more.
photo taking were forbidden. LOL.
den we slept.
heard that the guys were snoring and all.
but i slept on without knowing. LOL.
how great eh. LOL.
the second day was alright.
played at the arcade and they actually wanted to catch a movie.
but plan cancelled.
watched another movie. forgot the name of it.
den it started raining.
our bbq plan was almost ruined. )):
but we bought the food already.
so we went on with the bbq.
with the girls holding the umbrella over the bbq pit. LOL.
but fortunately it stopped.
bbq till quite late.
den i slept.
and morning came.
checked out and i went back.

had backbone appointment in the afternoon.
went home. had brunch. slept a bit and went out.
but i made a mistake.
i tot NUH was at outram park larh.
but i was wrong.
SGH is there. not NUH.
called my dad for help.
and fyi, its my first time going for an backbone appointment w/o my parents.
was super late for my appointment. *oops
did the usual. and the doctor said, '... you need not come again.'
like finally.
no more backbone appointments for me. ((:
went causeway point for dinner soon after.
thanks someone for accompanying me for the appointment. ((:

den saturday.
packed my room.
like finally. after weeks.
den off i went to someone's house.
and stayed there till dinner.
the dinner was at 9pm. LOL.
had dinner and home sweet home.

and today.
i still dont know where to go.
shud i go out?
or shud i go to my grandparents' place?
ohmans.
i dont know.

so yesterday(24.09.07).
as i have said.
sam and kenny came over for some movie.
watched step up and music and lyrics.
the show is darn nice larh.
i like them both. ((:
den irwin came and we went to meet serchin at northpoint for dinner.
zhaoyi came too.
had sakura. ((:
and we girls were craving for ice cream.
so off we went to swensen's for some.
had banana crumble and earthquake.
WOAH! that's so sinful man.
had to run an extra mile for all this eating. )):
i need to exercise since i have been missing training.
I NEED TO SLIM DOWN.
cos someone said that im fat. )):
perhaps, i am. i think i did go fatter this holiday.
AWWWWW~

den today(25.09.07).
out with sam and irwin.
had laksa.
uh-oh. again. so sinful. )):
irwin joined us den off we went to check out the price for DS lite. ((:
was pestering my mum to sponsor me last night. LOL.
but i failed. )):
AWWWW~
have to pay it all by myself.
but i got a savior now. money saver. LOL.
my god-sister's mum (my aunt, in short) got to know that im buying a NDS.
i dont like to call her aunty.
cos she is only 12 years older.
she is as old as one of my cousins.
so yes.
she got lobang lerhs.
and its cheap larh.
HEHEHEHEHE.
there will be a smaller hole to my pocket. ((:
getting it soon.
maybe this weekend. ((:
WOOHOO~

anyway, today(25.09.07) is the mid autumn festival.
went to yishun park to play candles with the peeps. ((:
stayed out till 12.15am before i rushed home. LOL.
den tml. or later.
i will be going for my poly clique's chalet.
wont be back till friday.
will only update again den.
miss me. ((:


and i need to exercise.
i shall go swimming and jogging someday!
maybe next week. ((:

WOOHOO~
today is the last day for this current event. ((:
the incentive policy was changed.
the boss decided to give everyone ten bucks for that particular session we worked for.
as for me, i worked for both and got 20 bucks! ((:
so happy larh.
im richer by 20 bucks now. LOL.
and im finally free during the weekends.
for this time being. ((:
and kenneth is so lucky man.
he has been replacing youlun this weekend.
and for only one weekend, he already earned 30 bucks extra in total. )):
so good. i also want.
he is darn lucky larh. ((:
im so jealous. )):

anyway, as for tml.
samantha is coming over for some movie marathon. LOL.
den dinner with the peeps at night. ((:
and yes.
its also the day SP students starts school.
happy first day of school! ((:
enjoy school while i slowly enjoy my holiday.
X: *oops lol.

im back from work.
work was super slack today.
LOL. we made it slack at least.
wasnt really doing my job during the firsty session.
walked around with sam and sherwin.
in fact. we even went shopping. LOL.
anyway, played with phil's nds lite during break.
its so nice larh.
i dont want a PSP le.

I WANT A NINTENDO DS LITE! ((:
*hints. ((:

and yes.
we got the incentive for the first session despite being darn slack. LOL.
was laughing and laughing when we got to know it. LOL.
we were paid extra to slack.
this teaches me to cont slacking. HAHAHAHAH.
*oops. lol.
alrighty.
i need to sleep.
gdnight. ((:

jurong east tml.
and also the last day this event. ((:
and my weekends will be free again!

i left out certain things cos i think they are not so nice to be said to others.
and i dont need you to 'help' me publicise it.
cos i dont think it needs publicity.
and i somehow hate it now.
you guys are laughing at other's misfortune.
so what if we are together already?
its still a very bad thing which i dont wish ppl to talk about or even blog about it anymore.
and i simply dont understand why you ppl still can read it and laugh?
WHAT THE FUCK?!
this is seriously not funny.
i treat you guys as my bestest clique but you guys are not taking in consideration of my feelings.
im the biggest victim of this incident.
but no one cares. no one understands.
how pathetic. how pitiful.

i seriously dont feel like going out again.
im too embarassed.
i dont know how to face others now.
i just dont know why im feeling so.
but yes. i am feeling so.
so so so terrible.
but no one understands.
you have your rights. yes.
but at the expense of my reputation in some sense.
thanks eh. ):
i pleaded u to remove it and you said that to me.
such a nice friend you are.
i realised i have such a nice bunch of friends.
or shud i say the guys only.
some of them still can laugh about it.
when im crying like shit about it.
i just hope this incident ends and you ppl stop talking about it.
PLEASE. PLEASE. PLEASE.

i feel like dying now.
can i? i hope i could.

im back from chalet.
its kinda a happening one.
eh. or shud i say SUPER! lol.
finally am home after so many days.
i miss my bed. LOL.

as i have said. i went chalet larh.
it was at tanah merah safra.
the chalet is darn clean man.
love it to the max.
as qinghui said, 'i love our "house"!'

day 1:
met jolene and serchin and took cab from my house to the chalet.
but i was late.
was still bathing when they are already waiting outside my house.
SORRY! ):
went down to take cab soon after i was done.
but! i forgot to bring those food in the freezer larh.
made the driver wait while i ran up to get it.
but in the end, i still forgot to bring the margarine. ):
AWWWWWW! im so forgetful man.
got to the chalet.
checked in and waited for the rest to arrive. ((:
slacked around and went out to buy food.
qinghui, jolene, wanjun and me.
dinner was eaten out. had kfc.

day 2:
one of the more boring day.
most of the ppl are not around.
some had BTT. some had supp paper.
some had work. some had school.
rotted in the chalet. played arcade.
had bbq during the night.
the chicken wings are superb. ((:
darn nice larh. hahaha.
credits to jolene, qinghui and me. ((:
wanjun bought some alcohol.
had a little. ((:
and also, went to walk around at night.
was so bored that we went to walk but realised we got no where to go. LOL.

day 3:
woke up earlier than many others.
waited to them to wake up.
went for a sauna session with qinghui, jolene and sam.
omgomg.
its such a luxery larh. i like. ((:
and it was bbq again.
valerie & bf, liya & bf, and sam's bf came.
my a2 family is growing. LOL.
bbq in the night again.
wanted to have a drinking session late at night.
but being super smart, we finished drinking all the soft drinks and was left with nothing to mix with larh. -_____-
so drinking cancelled. sad case man. )):
den slept.

had difficulty waking up today larh.
hahaha. was too tired.
cos i spent a long time looking for a cushion or a pillow to lie on. ):
checked out and our electricity bill is like WOAH! larh.
overshot till very bad man. ):
headed to tampines mall for breakfast.
had mac. ((: hotcake with sausage.
and home sweet home. ((:
slept and now im typing this larh.

and my ears was dying just now.
my brother keep calling me.
the com is alright now.
but it cant play maple and he was very bored.
he keep asking me if he can use my laptop.
BUT! i haven been using it for days too.
so yes. i even went to whine to my mum on msn.
HAHAHAHA. my mum in right? she got msn lerh. lol. ((:
anyway, she keep telling me to ask my brother to do things which he surely wont do.
things like go study. ):
and i said, u better come home soon. if not i may be dead already.
my brother is nuts.
it isnt even my fault that the com cant play maple larh.
omg. ):

alrighty.
im done.
anyway, we took plenty lots of photos during the chalet.
getting it from wanjun soon. ((:
and i somehow lost my voice during the chalet.
but my voice is somehow back. ((:
hahaha. okay.
bye bye.

ohwells.
actually i dint wanted to blog initially.
but i wont be able to blog for the next 4 days.
so yes. here i am now.
anyway, i stayed at home for whole day.
staring at the computer.
HAHAHAHA.
went to buy the food for the chalet just now with the peeps.
sophie came and became our ntuc auntie.
hahahaha.
she helped us looked for the things we needed. LOL.
thanks girl. study hard eh. ((:
anyway, the stuff are all at my house now.
it seriously is a lot man. LOL.

anyway, i seriously hate talking to ppl on msn and they just give u three dots as a reply.
wth larh. it always wont fail to turn me off larh.
and one more. the ZZZZZZ. wth larh.
dont have better words to type mehs?!
omgomg.
and i know my temper is super bad just now.
i screamed at several ppl larh.
omgomg. SO SORRY!
i was too stressed just now.
cos i haven settle one problem den u asked me about another one.
omgomg.

alrighty.
on a brighter note, having chalet from tml till friday.
4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS LERH! ((:
so yes. wont be blogging.
will be back with lots of photos and things to update.
YEAHMAN.
i surely must enjoy this chalet. HAHAHAHA. ((:
although i have another one coming up next week. ((:
anyway, i miss you all (my girls: denyse, nadiah, tricia) larh.
looking forward to that chalet too.

so now.
im still deciding whether to pack my stuff or sleep.
HAHAHA.
alright.
i shall just go off now.
miss me! ((:

heyhey.

this weekend is such an eventful one for me.
witnessed a car accident outside punggol plaza.
and the 854 that we were on when on the way home broke down and smoke were coming from the engine.
AWWWWWW~
we were on 854 when the bus started to move slower than usual.
den the whole bus started to smell of gas. EWWWW!
and ppl started to complaining to the bus driver and everyone got off the bus.
the bus was super smoky when we got off. EWWWW to the max!
and yes. got onto another bus.
and of cos. the bus ride home took longer than usual.
AWWWWW! )):

anyway, had work this weekend.
saturday was at punggol plaza while today is at bedok.
work was good but super tiring.
was having a very bad headache yesterday larh.
too tired man. )):
and standing for the whole afternoon makes my legs so sore and tired. )):
but weekdays are here. HAHAHAHA.
and chalets are coming up too. ((:
im happy. YEAH!
hahahaha.

and yes.
went for bbq at my mum's colleague's place after work yesterday.
the two super cute boys were there too.
hahahah.
my dad even told me that they were looking for me.
looking for their favourite jie jie. which is me! HAHAHAHA. ((:
their sister was darn cute too larh.
look like a japanese doll. LOL. darn kawaii larh. ((:
my brother kept wanting me to see her when i got there. LOL.
and i finally saw my brother's zhu shou (pig hand) bandaged arms.
and wrote on the casting too. LOL.
overall, this weekend was nice. ((:

but something spoiled my mood a little just now.
it doesnt pay to be nice.
my brother called me while i was working and asked if he could use my laptop.
i agreed but was nagged at by my parents when i got home.
they said i shouldnt as my brother will not do anything else. other than gaming.
AWWWWW~
being a nice sister aint that nice afterall. )):

today is such a tiring day.
*yawns
woke up at 6.15am today as i need to be in school by 8am.
had to learn the changes to the routine within a few hours and perform it. ((:
and i did it well. i think.
at least for someone who just learnt certain things. ((:
but the audience are all quite dead. OMGOMG!
its kinda awkward larh. EEYER~
alright.
went for a super late lunch at pizza hut after that.
ivan and ken came to meet us for lunch. LOL.
only had to pay 2 bucks for the food. HAHAHAH.
cos we were paid for the performance.
used a small portion of the money for our lunch. ((:

and yes.
reached school at around 7.50am today.
and it was darn empty larh.
have nvr seen such an empty school at that time larh. LOL.
some pictures below. ((:








super empty right?! lol.
i know im lame.
but i just got the thought of taking photos and posting them here. LOL.

hahaha.
and again. tml is saturday. )):
work again. AWWWWW~

HEYHEY!
im finally back to blog. LOL.
dint feel like using the computer lately. LOL.

saturday, 08/09 & sunday, 09/09:
worked and worked.
lol. no life. ((:

monday, 10/09:
went to cut my hair. ((:
like finally. LOL.
but everyone say there's no differences. ((:
and also. went to pierce my ear too. LOL.
was on my way home and the thought of piercing my ears came.
so yes. i went. LOL.
here is my 'new' hair. ((:

not much differences right? lol. ((:

tuesday, 11/09:
had class gathering.
went for lunch at seoul garden, ngee ann city. ((:
finally met my girls too. HAPPY HAPPY!
but its a pity that i had to leave early for training.
sorry girls. shall catch up with you guys during the chalet. ((:
anyway, training was spent practising the routine for friday's performance. ((:
was nice. and coach is happy with our performance that day. ((:

wednesday, 12/09 TODAY!:
met sam, kenny and irwin for lunch at sakura.
den again. i went off got training. LOL.
but training today was not really a training larh.
just need to let the person see what we are performing on friday.
and also to do some cards. ((:
had dinner with my cheer mates before going home.
and yes.
i got my atrocious exams results today via sms.
dont want to not disclose it here. ((:

so yes.
that’s how busy i was recently.
but not for tml. at least. ((:
will be at home till evening.
it’s the day I finally can sleep and wake up as i like.
not by my alarm. ((:

alright. i wanna sleep.
gdnight. ((:

HELLO!

im back from camp!
HEHEHEHEHE.
anyway, the camp was super enriching and fun but tiring.
but i like.
at least i brokethrough.
i was a base for some stuns. ((:

anyway, the first day of the camp was spent at O School.
its a dance school located next to the national museum.
had a session of hip hop there.
then, the second day was spent doing an exchange with a secondary school cheer team.
to be exact, its a team which is coached by one of my seniors.
and also the gymnast from our school came to give a mini session of gymnastic.
and i sux.
im so inflexible larh. )):
anyway, the third day which is today was spent doing the routine that we have come out with ourselves.
did it as an exercise for us to choreograph our own routine. ((:
it was fun and i feel darn accomplished.

and yes.
we ran every morning larh.
second day was around the school compound.
third day was around bedok reservoir.
which is around 3km. WOOHOO!
hahahaha. and i dint stop larh. not at all. LOL.
feeling super accomplished.

and we did crazy things too.
we sleep at 1plus and 2plus respectively, and wake up at 6.30am and 7am respectively.
im beat! )):

and i think i sprained my ankle.
it's painful after i start walking for a while. )):
lets wait and see if it swells. LOL.

alright.
that's about it for the camp. ((:
im beat.
i need to sleep.
and i have to work tml. )):
gdnight. ((:

i somehow miss camp though. )):
i love blazers. ((:

ohwells.
i finally packed my room after 2 weeks. =P
alright.
i need to go.
missed training today. *oops
anyway, having camp from tml to friday.
miss me. ((:

oh wells.
im home.
HAHAHAHAH.
went ikea with the girls.
had lotsa fun going crazy and taking photos.
HAHAHAHA.
anyway, had a very late lunch there too.
the swedish meatball is nice! ((:
andandand.
i bought a small foldable pillow there.

anyway, had work yesterday.
and as i have said in the previous blog, MY PARENTS ARE BACK!
YEAHMAN. ((:
and they bought a lot of things for me.
HAHAHAHAHA.
bought 11 tshirts, 3 bags, 2 necklaces and a pair of shoes.
HAHAHAHA. its seriously a lot larh. ((:
im happy.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
alright.
im off.
bye bye. ((:

edited 11.57pm.
maybe you all are right.
i should not even bother.
my care is treated as bullshit.
and no one bothers.
i seriously hate smokers.
and i hate to see my good friends smoking.
furthermore right in front of my very eyes.
maybe qinghui is right.
you can smoke but not in front of me.
thank you.
or maybe i shud buy a bigger pack and let u smoke your way to death.
_________________________________________________

i havent been so disappointed before.
seriously. never ever in my whole entire life.
i have trusted you guys so much.
but looks like my trust is nothing.
maybe a pack of shit to you all.
maybe you guys thinks that im just throwing tantrum.
being angry for no reasons.
but do you know?
being angry is tiring.
i wont even bother get angry if he/she isnt my friend larh.
and i only bothered cause you are my close friends.
but i think my concern is shit to you all.
im utterly disappointed.
after so many years of friendship, you guys think of me as that.
hahaha. what a joke man.
i was still praising about how good you guys are yesterday night.
and today i saw such a stunning fact.
i was practically stunned. dumbfounded.
dint even know how to react to it.
oh wells.
i think since you guys think that my concern is shit.
i shall not bother so much now.
i care so im angry but...
oh wells.
nvm.

anyway, went to work today.
its okay larh.
but tiring.
alright.
im tired.
i need to sleep.
gdnight.

and yes.
my parents will be back tml! ((: