heylo!

as you can see from the time now.
im SUPPOSED to be sleeping.
but im still waiting for grace to finish doing the cover page of the WRITTEN REPORT(WR). =(
anyway, was editing the WR after grace completed it lors.
i guess tml i will so ZOMBIE-FIED lors.

so while waiting, lets blog! =)

went to school yesterday morning for chinese from 9-12noon.
while waiting to cross the road opposite school, i witness a car accident.
a dog suddenly went siao and start dashing towards the road.
a car came by and the dog bang-ed head-front into the car.
the car dint stop and continued its way, leaving the dog lying on the road.
the driver is so heartless lors.
he/she jus drove away like that.
im sure he/she should have heard the 'BANG!' when the dog hitted the car.
was quite trumatised by it lahs.
poor dog! =(
then, went home straight after lesson.
helped my mum with the housechores and went out!
weeeeEEEEEEEE!~

went to zhen fa huo hai xian to eat steamboat with wanjun, liya, qinghui, sop, irwin, xiangjun, aloysius, andrew, kenny, serchin, xinyi, zhaoyi, kenneth and phil.

meet at khatib mrt at 5pm.
while waiting for everyone to arrive, we bought 7 bottles of plain water.
cos previous experience taught us that. =)
hahas.

we walked there from marina bay MRT station.
actually, we wanted to take the bus de.
but end up walking.
hahas.
it was a long and dreadful one lors.

then, reached, combined two tables together and start our 'feast'.
then, as implied from the name of the shop.
huo hai xian = live sea food
the prawns given were really huo de lehs.
still jumping lahs.
okay. its gross.
cos one of them nvr cover the box properly then one of it jumped out. =(

then, sophie was quite trumatised when they started cooking the prawns.
cos the prawns are still moving.
its gross lahs.

then, had our fill and went to play archade. =)
i sux when it comes to archade games.
as i dun spend my childhood days going to archade.
i dun even go to one lahs. =(
that's y, when i played daytona with them.
i lost very tragically! =(

then, we walked back to the MRT again.
was super duper uber high lors.
was listening to F.I.R's Get High and got very high! =)
releasing stress lahs.
hahas.
but sophie and aloy more siao.
they were running to and fro for umpteen times lors.
-_______________________-
then, took photos.
and LAUGH like crazy!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
while waiting for the train to leave then continue to take photos.
then, got scared by zhaoyi.
should leave out the details.
and caused me to cry! -sobs!-
was super tired (one whole week not enough sleep lehs!) and slept through the whole train ride.
then, went to 848 to lim teh.
drank ice tea.
then, went home.
and SLEPT!

then, sunday came.
stayed at home in the morning and went to my grandma's place in the afternoon.
then, went to harbour front with my grandma.
finally, my mum bought a new printer.
-YAYNESS!- =) -grinning from ear to ear-
then, my mum almost bought me a laptop if not for the stupid shop.
cos the only one left for that model is the display set then my mum dun wan. =(
-SIGH!-
but she said she will asked her colleague to buy for her cos her company can buy com from acer directly. =)
hope she will really buy for me lahs.
that laptop is real good lahs. latest one lors! =)

anyway, got home at around 10+.
start meddling with the new printer.
wasnt able to put the ink cartridge in place.
cos the setup manual cheat our feelings one (my mum n mine). =(
tried until both of us were super pek chek.
and some innocent souls kana the scolding from me.
SORRY!
and went online when i was still in the progress of setting up the printer.
and 4 person msged me for photos.
OH MY GOD!
got even more frustrated lors. =(

my mum got fed-up and went off.
i continued to meddle on and i succeeded!
-YAYNESS!-
got this GREAT sense of achievement lors.

then, now im typng this entry.
alright.
i will stop here for now le.

i need to SLEEP liaos.
nights ppl!
cheerios!

oh wells~
i have just finish doing the graphs and stuff.
sent it to my group members and one of them msged me in msn.
she said she did it le then how come i do again?
i thought she was busy cos she seemed busy and thought that i could help her to do it.
but i guess, im wrong once again.
i should have asked before doing.
now, im like some idiot who spend hours to do something that is not going to be used. =(
ARGH!

aiya.
dun talk about it le.

school now.
had the stress management talk on wednesday.
then, the top 3 things that stress jia hao are:
- too handsome
- too rich
- too much girls

when mr ong saw this, he told him to go become a monk.
then, he would be stress-ed anymore.

when i got to know this, i almost DIE laughing lors.
OH MY GOSH LORS!

then, on tuesday went out with sophie to dhoby ghaut.
only shopped there for awhile then rushed to causeway point to meet my brother.
need to get things from him mahs.
then, rushed back down to northpoint to buy my bag.
but royal sporting house was closed already.
we reached there at 9.33pm.
then the closing time for it was 9.30pm.
OH MY GOSH!
then, somemore, no one in the store liaos.
all gone!
they dun need to be so fast de bahs.
so zhun zhun lors.

thus, dint got my bag then.
got it the next day.
i love my new puma sling bag. =)

alright.
i dun feel like writing anything liaos.
as i got nth to write le.
cheerios!

im back!
-applause!-
hahas.

alright.
about the chinese test,
although i studied.
i still fail-ed! =(
but the comments made by ms ong was positive! =)
-YAYNESS!-
she said that i have improved! hahas!

anyway, last friday was the yi1 ye2 chang2 ming2 finals.
watched it with vann, siewhwa, sophie, sann, sarah, shenglong n elvis.
sat between sarah n vann.
the two sides have VERY BIG diff sia.
one (vann) is VERY VERY EXTREMELY NOT high.
while the other (sarah) was super uber HIGH!
NICE!
i was high too.
shouted n screamed with sarah.
shouted until a bit no voice. hahas.
then, the drink store uncle, uncle jackson sang.
he still got his own echo team sia. hahas.
people sitting at the front make a really good echo team wors! hahas.
then, the winner was the GARY from CTG 201.
heard that he is one of the top student also sia.
and he's singing really super duper uber zhai lors. =)
then, the winner for the group category was WENQI & WENDY sia.
wenqi, opss de. wendy nps de.
both from MY ex-school! HEHES!
CONGRATS to the winners!
went to eat at bk with sophie n company after that.
then, saw a lot of ppl at MAC sia.
got kenny, kc, ivan n phil, shenxi, betty n company, n shenglong.
OH MY GOD!
then, sophie's sis sent us (sophie n me) home.

alright.
then, saturday morning had the HSK chinese test.
it is a test set by China to test the cheena standard of people around world whose first language is not cheena.
took the test at toa payoh.
it was a 3 hour paper.
sit there until i wanna die sia.
somemore, i nvr eat breakfast.
but it was easy lahs.

then, went to eat with sophie n company at KFC.
cos i already too hungry. almost fainted sia.
after eating, went off with sophie while the rest went walking around.
walking around sounds wrong though. hahas.

rushed to claudia's house.
it was her birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, CLAUDIA!
we girls were super duper uber lame.
we made all the guys wear the party hats and take photos.
hahas.
and we even took out claudia's barbie dolls to play with.
we are like little kids lahs.
other than those dolls for play, claudia also have a collections of collectibles barbie dolls.
SO NICE LORS!
the guys played the com n watched television while we girls continue with our dolls. =)
then, claud's mum sent them off first before sending us girls home.
those living near her then she sent us home.

got home and found that no one was in. =(
watched television until i fall asleep.
slept from 6+pm to 10pm.
clever right?
cos need to replenish back those sleeps that were lost during weekdays mahs. hahas.
then, my parents n brother got home at around 9+pm.
ate my dinner and watched television until 2+am.
cos slept too much previously then cant sleep. =P

then, sunday came.
actually, going with irfan n suqi de.
but my dad...
so nvr go le.
SORRY IRFAN & SUQI!

then, monday came.
and then today tuesday.
both days spent SCHOOLING n MUGGING.

going out to meet sophie liaos!
going out! hehes.
finally.
im going out! other than school n grandma house! hahas.
that's all then.
cheerios!

after looking at several things that i just came across, or receive.

i find that im so hated.
people will start tagging me and say,' no lahs. we love you.'
then, they will do things that will upset u.
ARGH! - screams!-

looks like even if i have become a little different le.
but people will still see me as the OLD me.

i feel so insignicant at times lors.

im DEPRESSED LAHS!
looks like im a much dislike person bahs.

CHANGE FOR WAT?!
be as mean as before then can le mahs.
-cries!-

im so PATHETIC!

im so DISLIKE by everyone!
ARGH!

im a failure.
im an idiot.
im worthless.

ARGH!

im crying...

harlow!
im back to blog AGAIN!
it has been AGES lehs!
HAIYO!

anyway, have so much to blog.
alright.
a summary of everything that happened then:
holiday was very quickly over.

7/9:
went out with the A2 peeps for ice-skating.
initially, almost everyone dont know how to skate.
but the guys got the hang of it VERY soon.
at first when i just stepped down into the ice-skating rink,
i was super duper uber scared.
kept screaming n screaming cos i was scared that i will fall.
sophie kept asking me to try and soon i got the hang of it.
wan jun was worse than me.
she fell like nobody business that day.
she was SUPER well protected by us.
everytime, at least one person will be with her de.
most of the time, the person will be sophie.
then, i dont know how to stop so i just do CLASH COURSE!
hahas. just scream and they will know that im coming.
sam was super scared to be 'sabo' by me(fall down lahs).
whenever she hear me scream, she will rush away.
-laughing out loud!-
although i was super careful not to fall.
i still fall down twice.
the first time when i fall down,
no one helped me up.
cos sophie, herself, cant help me up, then no matter how i shouted for them,
they are quite near only lors. -_________-
but no one respond.
luckily, i was near the sides.
walked on my knees to the sides then stand up on my own. =(
then, the secone time was cause i was skatin along with sam n alvin.
then alvin turned and i fell.
sam fell on me. -_______-
then the third time was, i was skating on my own.
and i lost balance n fell forward.
landed on my knees and slided a little.
then, now i got this BIG blue-black on my right knee. =(
after ice-skating, went off to have dinner at yishun.
xiangjun 'joined' us.
he came but got no seat for him so he left.
cos 10+ of us were squeezing in one table. =)
then, we have to take turn to eat.
serchin n andrew ate later.
then, went to timezone cos the guys wanna play game.
then went off soon after.
sam called [she went home first] and asked if i want to join her, siang ann n alvin to chit-chat.
i went n went off at 10+.

got a BIG blue-black on my right knee now.

then, school reopened at 11/9.

11/9:
something funny happened during maths tutorial.
we were set to do some questions by ms goh.
while doing, kris n me suddenly GASPED together, at the same time lors.
SO QIAO!
somemore, we GASPED because of the same thing.
hahas. FUNNY!

then, school school school lors.
OH YA!
had chinese test today.
I DID STUDY LIAOS!
got too much things to write that i haven got the time to complete it lors.
-sad!-
watched the semi-finals of the group category for the singing competition, yi1 ye2 chang2 ming2.
was quite high at the last part when one of the ex-yjcians came to sing for us.
hahas.
we were like her mini fan club!
so SIAO!
but FUN! =)
then the finals will be this friday.
btu it kinda lame lahs.
cos there will be sale of tickets.
one buck only.
one tree bark only.
hahas. im lame. =)
the MBCs(vann, xnn, kris, siewhwa n me) are going to watch it together!
hehes.

alright then.
cheerios!

HOLIDAY LE!
but im even busier than before. =(

had lessons in school just now.
then, came over to SOPHIE's house after lessons.
going to do CIP at Ang Mo Kio Library.
then tonight will be partying at Zouk, Seventeen Birthday Bush!

i think my dad is going to kill me soon.
have been going out since holiday started.
didnt really have the chance to stay at home to study or even ROT!
how i wish there is 48 hours a DAY?!
-SCREAMS!-

anyway, was blog hopping just now.
then was reading aloysius's blog when sophie came out.
upon seeing that i was reading aloy's blog,
she said,' wow! you reading comprehension arhs?'
i almost die laughing lahs.
-laughing out loud!-

anyway, yesterday was XINYI & SALEM's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
thus, went out with the T10 peeps to celebrate SALEM's birthday.
watched DEVIL WEARS PRADA.
it is a NICE show lors.
MUST WATCH show!
really worth watching AGAIN!
was feeling quite emo cause of somethings lors.
=( SAD!

then, got home at around 11+.
my dad was playing the com while waiting for me.
OH MY GOSH!
so scary lors.
i tot he was going to START scolding lors.
glad he dint, cos nowadays his mood not good!
-sigh-

conclusion after going out with T10:
get out of my house, smiling.
but, come home, sulking.
and if from the start, my mood is already bad, then it will only go WORSE!
-sobs-
some of them will just paiseh me and go meet other friends.
why am i always the one who is making time for them, but they just take it for granted?
they are gisela n jamie.
i use to LOVE going out with them.
but everytime, i will just end up being SAD-ED.
they will just cancel the trip last minute.
thus, since then, i have not been ENTHU in going out with them le.
perhaps, we are drifting away.
and i think they nvr have thought of 'pulling' me back.
sometimes, after making me sad, jamie will call n say, sorry.
but is saying sorry, really everything.
NO! NO! NO!
absolutely NOT!
i find it pointless at least.
im now so xin1 hui2 yi4 leng3 towards them.
both of them will always be so close.
leaving me out.
perhaps, if gisela is reading this, she will be unhappy.
and they will say together,' cos you seldom hang out with us mahs.'
but when im going to hang out with them, what will happened?
one by one, they will go meet friend and pai seh me, or even cancel the whole entire outing totally, without even telling me sometimes.
they just assume!
they assume that i can jolly well read their mind and know that it is cancelled.
HMPF!~
i feel like some big idiot being PLAYED by them.
some idiot in their mind who use to willingly make time for them and end up being played by them.
OH MY GOSH!
this is how pathetic im man!
good friends, i consider them as.
toy, they consider me as, at least, i think it is.
and if jamie is reading this, she will say,' we will always be the threesome.'
IS IT?
i think otherwise.
they always say something but do otherwise.
im so sick and tired of it.
then im starting to become NUMB to it.
and when i become totally NUMB,
then i will not even bother about them anymore.
maybe not totally but almost!

at least,
although there is two person,
making my life miserable,
there are still people,
making my life LIFELY & HAPPENING!
they are my dearest A2 peeps, MBC n 122!
(although there are some idiots in 122. but majority of them are GREAT!
being with them, will make me smile.
if im sad, they will make me happy.
if im happy, they will make me happier.
it is such a joy to be with them.

although T10 is alright too.
but being with them only makes me think of gisela n jamie. =(

ARGH!
that's why i love MBC & A2 peeps so MUCH!
MBC is my darling!
and A2 peeps, my FAVOURITE!

to MBC:
although some of us may quarrel at times, that will make our friendship firmer.
i really appreciate what you guys have done for me!
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!
FRIENDS FOREVER!
and i miss you, siew hwa!
all of us misses u dearly!

to A2 PEEPS:
i have gone through even more incidents with u ppl.
but nth is going to pull us apart hors!
we must stay in contact forever!
MAY OUR FRIENDSHIP LAST TILL ETERNITY!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE TOO!
as a friend lahs.
-giggles-

alright.
this post is like a mixture of rants and thanks.
and im happier now! -smiles- =)
cheerios! =)

HOHOHOHOHO!

new blogskin UP!
i have been wanting to change blog skin for quite sometime liaos.
but dint have the time to look for the NICE one to change to.
but STILL.
a new blogskin is UP!
please drop your comments at the tagboard! =)

right then.
my day started at 2.30PM today.
was sleeping lahs.
my brother came and kept pestering me until i wake up.
he wants me to wake up and make food for him to eat lahs.
WHAT A BORE!
woke up.
put the ready made pizzas into the oven to bake.
and went on to watch TELEVISION!
OH MY GOSH!
another day wasted in front of the television.
went to eat at my uncle's house at 7pm.
then my mum came back.
then, my dad called and asked if we wanted to eat CRAB!
of cos, we want lahs.
went down to eat CRAB with him lors.
SO NICE!
it have been ages since i last ate CRAB lors.
and i feel so guilty now.
im going to go FATTER le. =(
and you should be saying,'WHAT A BORING DAY MINYI HAD!' right?
hahas. YUPPS!
i agree totally.

alright then.
i have to stop here now le.
cheerios!