ARGH!
IM BOTH MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY DRAINED! =(
OMG!
jc life is so hectic.
breaking down soon! =(

my mum went to see mr ong.
then she spoke to me.
she keep saying that if i want, i surely can be promoted!
i felt very motivated.
but i dun have the energy to work.
then, today had lesson in the new cll class.
ms ong is really a good teacher.
i can sense that seh really wants to help us.
she is giving us extra lessons lorx.
was touched & sad!
cos this means that i will have lesser time for myself!
ARGH!
dilema!
then, mr ong also spoke to the class today.

he has great hope in us.

he believe we can do it, if we work hard.

ARGH!

STRESS!

STRESS!

STRESS!

STRESS!

STRESS!

so stressful!

there's always work waiting to be completed!

but there isn't enough time.

OMG! =(

have been rushing my work the whole last night.

was like some walking zombie today. -yawns-

maybe most of the fault lies in me though.

cos im a PROCRASTINATOR!

always waiting until the last minute before i sense the urgency to finish my work.

OH! that's bad! =(

and now, im still left with so much things to do!

OMG! =(

somemore now my mondays to saturdays are GONE!

it will spent in school! =(

ARGH!

as wat andrew said," tahan la. two years nia."

but i buay tahan le. =(

ARGH!

ARGH!

ARGH!

ARGH!

ARGH!

oh well~
im in school now.
supposed to be doing my Eom!
but im 'STEALING' a BIT of the time for blogging! =)
hahas.

anyway, went to watch PIRATE OF THE CARIBBEAN with claudia.
-they said,' it is a weird combination!'
-___________-
hahas.
but!
the MOVIE is nice lahs!
hahas.
there's parts where it is eerie.
and
parts where it is SUPER DUPER UBER FUNNY!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
claudia n i was laughing like siao charbos at parts.
and and and.
if you are watching the show!
please remember to wait until the very last part of it.
even after all the credits n acknowledgements!
hahas. =)
for more information of the show, JUST WATCH IT LAHS!

then, dint go to school on monday!
hahas.
cos there isnt any lessons.
AND!
the programme planned for NON-OBS GOING PEEPS are boring!
to me lahs.
to the others, i dunno lehx.
hahas.
rotted at home with my brother.
he was sick and dint go to school too.
jamie asked me out but i was too lazy to go out.
SORRY GIRL! =)

anyway, vanessa HAS FINALLY TURN TAN-ED!
like finally.
she isnt that 'pale' le.
but i think she will be back to white after few days.
and sophie has indeed turned into a red indian!
hahas.
black black charcoal! =)
and THEY ARE BACK!
back from OBS!
all my darlings BACK!
hahas.
-YAYNESS!-

but now i feel so left out cos they(my class peeps!)kept talking about the happenings at OBS!
OMG!
i know nuts about it!
MAYBE only SEEDS?!
like OMG!
how i wish i went?
-sigh-
i really hope they stop talking about OBS!
im going crazy soon!
I WANT OBS!
I WANT TO GO OBS!
but it is over!
too bad! =(

alright.
back to my EOM before ms tan comes after me!
hehes.
will blog more next time!
cheerios! =)

my parents are finally BACK from TIBET!
-YAYNESS!-
hahas. like finally LORX! =)
BUT! my darlings are not back yet.
as i have said at the previous post.
they went OBS! =(
miss them lots lots lehx!

anyway, spent days in school doing some BORING & some FUN things!
hahas.
for wednesday then 'FUN' activity was that we went out to bukit chandu.
but
i went there like the third time lorx.
though i considered it a FUN thing lahs.
cos at least, AT LEAST!
we get to get out of the boring school
rather than doing first aid like the other group. =)

then thursday went for THE FUN-EST! activity!
went for a heritage hunt around the town area.
FUN FUN FUN!
hahas.
mr ganesh said that there is a prize for the winning team.
BUT!
when i go to school today.
nth was spoken on about it.
i guess we are CON! by mr ganesh. =)
hahas.
feel so cheated! =(
anyway.
my group consist of the 124 & 122 peeps.
we thought that we are the first group to reach the finishing point lahs.
but WE DONT KNOW THE TRUTH!
we assume we are, though. =)

then, today is the most boring day of all! =(
had to clean up the SCHOOL!
no lahs. but A CLASSROOM!
and we made a BIG mess!
real BIG one lorx. hahas.
we cleaned away something that wasn't supposed to be cleaned! =(

then went home alone.
my parents are at home le! =)
-YAYNESS!-
they bought necklace for everyone (my immediate family lahs!).
the necklace is the 'TIAN ZHU' one. =)
THANKS MUM & DAD!
hahas.

plus plus plus
TIBET REALLY HAS VERY NICE SCENERIES!
the photos were NICE NICE & MORE NICE!
BUT!
the toilet are just so OMG & d_____ & s____ (fill in the blanks yourself) lahs!
hahas.
cos im supposed to help my mum burn the photos into a disc. =)
then, i saw all the photos mahs. =)

AND HORX!
I MISS MY DARLINGS!
namely the MBCs, SOPHIE, GISELA, RUI RONG, REA!
feel so lonely in school nowadays. =(
TO THEM:
COME BACK FASTER LAHS!
im so lonely lorx! =(
& i hope all is well! =)

lonely~
im so lonely~
i aint nobody~
for my own~
weeeee weeeeeee~

hahas. alright. i need to go le.
cheerios! =)

I WANT OBS!
I WANT OBS!
I WANT OBS!
I WANT OBS! lahs.

all because of that stupid doctor's, 'NO!'.
then im deprived of the chance! =(
i have been wanting to go for OBS since the time when i got to know about it.
when my health conditions allow me to go, i dun have the chance to.
BUT!
when my health condition (my backbone lahs!) dont allow me to go, then i got the chance to go.
OMG! =(
-_________________-
it is super duper uber UNFAIR!
feeling so deprived NOW!

my schoolmates are going for the OBS camp tml lorx.
then for me, i still have to go school to attend the programmes planned!
and one of it is to clean the school!
-__________-
cos we are told to bring detergents and stuff!
OMG!
then, some other activities are like going to visit URA or BUKIT CHANDU!
when i visited the places before le.
HOW BORING?!

alright. lets talk about today lahs.
during econs lecture today.
somehow a bidding session started!
hahas.
mr syn asked if we know how much a pub or shop needs to pay if they subscribed for the WORLD CUP CHANNEL.
then, some guys started guessing and it developed into a bidding session.
mr syn even joined in the bidding session, making it super funny!
OMG! =)

and and and.
plus plus plus.
today had my GCE 'A' Level Chinese Listening Compre exam.
some questions were a bit tricky lorx.
then there's one particular part of one of the passage.
whenever i listen until that part, i will have gone to lala land le.
drifted away! =)
it happened for both the times when i listened to that passage lorx!
-________________-
hahas.
then, i end up not knowing how to answer that question.
there goes my full marks! =(
can u see a full marks flying in the air?
if yes, help me tell it to come back.
TELL IT TO BE MINE! =)
as for my distinction...
i dun think it is there already.
GONE! LONG GONE!
cos of my atrociously done ORAL!
ARGH!

alright. i have ranted enough today. will continue tml on the stupid DUMB program that school have planned for non-OBS-going students.

i hope they will turn out fun! =)
althought it is hard to say. =)
hahas.
and.
im deprived of OBS! =(

FOR PEEPS GOING FOR THE OBS!
ENJOY YOURSELVES! BUT MUST TAKE CARE WORX! =)

hahas.
cheerios!

OH MY GOODNESS!

was blog hopping just now.
and hopped onto my ex-band mate's blog.
saw a youtube video about my sec sch band performing a band display.
IT WAS FABULOUS!
here is it:

nice rite?! =)
i cried when watching it.
TO CLARISSA N DARYL:
i take my hat off you guys.
you guys had led the band on well. =)

and here's the time when the turning point of the band finally came:
it was during last year's SYF competition.

OMG!
i was there at the conference hall that day.
cried like SHIT! when i heard the results!
'BAND Number 21, GOLD WITH HONOURS!'
i think the ones screaming inside was me and the other band members! =)

viewed many other videos of OPWO.
and i suddenly have the urge to want to join them AGAIN.
suddenly, all the feelings for the band came back.
there's a strong feeling in my heart saying, " I WANT TO BE BACK AS A ALUMNI IN OPWO!"
but i dun think i will have the chance to. =(
after all, it was my decision to leave the band. =(

i could still remember last year.
i was actually selected into the competition band.
but, i chose to be out.
reason being, i dun wanna go for band practice.
as it is very hectic.
just imagine having 3 band practises every week which last for hours.
I DUN WAN!
that's why i chose to leave the band.
i requested to be there for the band competition.
while watching the band played,
i suddenly wants to be up on the stage playing with them.
but it is never going to happen. NEVER! =(
i really have the urge to call up the MS CHANG, teacher in charge of the band, to ask her i can go back to help out and play again as an alumni.
but i dun have the courage to go back and face every single one now. =(
after all, it WAS my decision to leave. =(
-sigh-

anyway, since things cant change anymore.
i'll just have to get on with life.
now, my goal in life is to STUDY HARD!
although im going to retain this year.
i will still work hard and study hard for my maths, bio and econs.
COS i will still be taking them next year.
for my chinese.
OH WELLS!
i just dun like it. =)
i will just work hard for MY GOAL! =)

alright then. im off! cheerios! =)

MY OH MY!

yesterday night, a VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY stupid incident happened.
VALERIE msged SOPHIE on msn saying that she cant make it for the sentosa trip.
SOPHIE tot that valerie's email was liya's.
thus, she tot liya is not going.
then she went to told qinghui about it.
upon hearing this, qinghui also dun wanna go liaos.
then SOPHIE got frustrated.
I was trying to cool her down but she flare up even more.
OMG! =(
then, she ranted on me.
after ranting for a while, she asked, whose email was 'that'?
then, i said valerie.
then she said, 'shit la. i scolded u for nth.'
OMG! =(
all becos of her sotong-ness, i got scolded for nth. =(
after so much WU LONG incidents, WE FINALLY GET TO GO TO SENTOSA.
or rather.
meet up! =) -YAYNESS!-

so today was sentosa going with my beloved a2 peeps.
sophie called to wake me up at 7.30am, and i said, ' i will surely be late.'
and indeed, i was.
met up with them at khatib mrt.
went off to harbourfront for breakfast.
ate honey dew only.
dint want to eat 'REAL' food.
headed off to siloso beach at around 10 plus.
took photos.
played volleyball.
sat on the rock n take stupid photos. =)
cos since we were on the rock, we stoned! =)
i initiated the idea.
initially, i dint dare to climb onto the rock.
cos it was quite high.
serchin helped me but failed in a sense.
cos i got injured in the process.
my elbow is bruised. =( -ouch!-
then, andrew started asking the gals to go and bath.
i wasn't able to go cos im too afraid to get down from the rock. =)
then, went down with irwin's help.
rushed to bath.
waited for the bathroom for about half an hour.
called the guys and found out that they are already done.
OMG! that's fast.
again. they waited for us, the gals.
then, met aloysius at harbour front.
went to ang mo kio to makan!
the guys all like nvr eat before like that.
they ate A LOT lorx.
then, on our way to ang mo kio, andrew started asking about JC life.
he is thinking of tranferring to a JC.
after makan-ing, i wanted to go walk walk, but they wanted to go home.
so off we went, home! =(

got off the bus with serchin n sophie.
walked with serchin to around orchid park then we went our separate ways.
chatted n crapped quite a bit. hahas.
got home. then now online!
hahas.
waiting for sam to send me the photos now!
so excited! =)

im missing them already.
[but not xiang jun cos he said that he dun need me to miss him. =)]
HOPE THAT WE COULD MEET UP AGAIN SOON!
I LOVE MY BELOVED A2 PEEPS!
really miss secondary school life, the people especially!

-sigh- but its over.
but nvm!
we still get to meet each other once in a while.
that's enough le. =)
anyways, today is Hui Jing's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, GIRL!
hahas. alright. i will end here.
cheerios! =)

just came back home!
went to j8 with sophie. hahas.
she was the one who initiated this shopping trip.
BUT
i became the one doing the shopping.
OMG! it is always like that!
bought a new flip-flops! YEA! like finally can! hahas.
then, went to meet my brother for dinner at khatib mac, with sophie.
while eating, saw youlun. WAS SHOCKED!
but sophie funnier. she was still thinking who is he lorx. LOL!
my brother asked us a question.
it goes like this, how to link all the nine dots with only 3 straight lines without lefting up your pen from the paper.
this question left sophie in deep thoughts.
she was super determined to solved it.
BUT! after much tries, she cant.
went home from there at around 9+ going 10.

anyways, i was late for school today lahs. hahas.
woke up at 7.15 and knew that i will be late for sure. so i continued to sleep on somemore.
went to school at 8.40. =)
missed p.e nia. so it doesn't matter! =)
got back my gp paper. and it is the only subject that i got a subpass. the rest is U! =(
judging by the results, it is a sure retain thingy!

and horx, a few days back, during bio lecture.
ms tay(mdm tay) said that short girls are clever! =)
that means IM CLEVER!
cos im short. hahas.

IM SO HAPPY NOW!
cos
TML IM GOING TO SENTOSA WITH THE A2 PEEPS!
-YAYNESS!-
like finally, we got to meet up again.
i haven't seen them for months le.
miss them all so much lorx!
HEHES! -smiling from ear to ear-
AND!
please my tian, don't rain tml! =)
also, sophie manage to get elvis to help her for the PTM ushering tml!
so, she's going too!
-YAYNESS!-
hahas.

and horx, today is IRWIN's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

PLUS!
my taggy is so deserted.
i guess no one reads my blog.
and if there is actually people reading my blog.
please.
please.
please tag me! =)
let me know of your presense!
hahas.

alright then. i have got nth to say le. cheerios! =)

finally!
my maths tuition ended le. almost dozed off lorx.
im so tired. so lethargic! -YAWNS-
still got so much work to do.

was furious with vann today.
cos she only say today got bio assignment to hand in but nvr say which one.
hehes. but nvm!
i have got another day to do it.
cos i told ms tay that i dunno then i will hand in tml! -YIPPEE!-
BUT!
actually, i can slack and rest at home de. -SIGH-
now i have to do my bio assignment
AND
pack my maths file and do all the reflective summary! OH MY GOSH! =(

AND HORX!
my parents flew to tibet this morning le.
i guess they have already reached tibet.
and they will only be back next friday morning.
then my 'clever' brother msged me to ask if im lonely!
and when i replied, 'yes!'
he replied, 'okay. then continue being lonely!'
OH MY GOSH! SO BAD HORX?
its so idiotic of him! =(

plus plus plus
i think this saturday's sentose trip with THE A2 PEEPS will be on liaox.
HEHES! YAYNESS!
miss all of them lots man.
really very long nvr see them le.
LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS SATURDAY VERY MUCH!
but.
i don't look forward to friday. (so contridicting! so mao2 dun4!)
cos i got so much work to hand in.
then, somemore tml got p.e.
then, running 2.4.
poor me. =(

alright then. i guess i will just stop here for now.
AND
go do my work.
rather than ranting about its amount.
why not finish them off?
hahas. =)

im off! cheerios!

this is my new haircut (cut on 1 July).

just changed my blog skin! =)
like finally! i changed it.
cause i was super sick of the previous one liaox. kekex.
tag in your comments.
anyway, my tagboard is not done yet. in the sense of its colour scheme lorx. =)
im off then! cheerios!

having a mixture of feelings about today!

had my chinese oral today. then, normally, i wont be nervous until it is about to be my turn. but today, i was the second last of my group and i started panicking since the start of it. OMG! =( it is so crazy lorx. calmed down a bit while waiting as i started chit-chatting with my classmates. =) my turn came. i was super nervous CAN! im so afraid and i think i did quite a lot of mistakes lehx. *SIGH!* i dont think i will score well. =( my chinese oral is distinction de lorx, im so scared my distinction will be gone! OMG! =(

anyway, after oral, went for ODAC! made invitation cards for the J2 for the farewell party. =) rebecca and me will be the ones giving them out to the J2s. hehes. while doing the cards, we also discussed on the ODAC plan for the next few months. then, we even planned to go visit Old Changi Hospital(OCH), then they were saying to go before/after the seventh month in the lunar calendar. then, some even say after the promos exams. then, almost every activity they say, they want it after the promos. then since like that, then i say, "then, before promos, we have got nothing to do le." they agreed. hahas. having the J2 farewell party on 29/7 at Mr Koh's house. =) looking forward to it! YAYNESS!

was talking on the phone with sophie. then got good news and bad news. i dont have to go off early on saturday, IF we did go to sentosa. but she cant even go unless some kind soul can help her to do the ushering for the PTM! OMG! its so dreadful! PLEASE PLEASE! will some kind souls, just take over her ushering task that day. hehes. i hope there will be one! hehes. =) was looking forward to saturday de sentosa trip with the A2 clique de. HOPE SOPHIE WILL GET TO GO! =)

then, my mum finally bought a digital camera. YAYNESS! and they(my parents) are going to fly to tibet tml morning liaox. weeeeeEEEEEE!~ HOME ALONE! kekes.

alright. i need to go le. HAVEN DO MY EOM! then, need to hand today de. but i nvr
do. hehes.

that's all then! cheerios! =)

blog blog blog!

i got quite a number of my papers liaox. and my verdict is. DIE LE! im sure gonna retain this year. but i have engaged a maths tutor to brush up on my maths. cos my maths really need lotsa help cos i wanna take h2 maths next year, so must at least pass my h1 maths mahx. kekes.

then, actually came online to do EOM. but ended up chatting with andrew n typing blog n going friendster. OMG! im so slacky! i dun even feel like doing it lorx. *sigh* but must hand in by tml de. SO BORING! =(

anyway, tml will be my 'A' level chines oral exams. WISH ME LUCK WORX! =)

then, my parents will be flying to tibet this thursday le. n i will be home alone once again. HEHES! having the whole house to your own. WOW!~ imagine no one to 'kuan ni' for one entire week! OMG! im so happy! hehes. =)

hahas. ok lahx. i will write till here. cheerios! =)

heylo!

im back to blog once again. although my brother is at home today, i manage to get the com from him! *YAYNESS!* hahas.

anyway, went to school on sat (1/7) for the diploma lessons. then, then the teacher teased me! *BOOHOO!* like got many other gals to tease but he tease me, still say i look like aunty! GRRRRRRRRR!~ i look like aunty mehx? no rite? hahas. then, after the lesson, went home, bathed then went out with my parents n brother. went to people's park centre, cos my parents going tibet soon, then need to get things from the travel agency lorx. then, went off to clarke quay to eat. ate at tcc. hahas. nice la. then, the bill was super nice worx. $99.90. hahas. then, went to have a spin. cos new car then need to run in norx. went to buy durian. hehes. then, went home. i ate the durian even though im having a cough. hahas. dun care la. =)

then, today, actually going out with gisela for kbox de. but as usual, she overslept. and horx. if she's sleeping, even if the sky drop down, she also wont wake up de. you call until her phone explode also no use. then, im once again stucked at home. =( ARGH! i was dying for a kbox trip, tot can go siao for one day but in the end, NAH! *sigh* anyway, even if i go, i think my singing will sux. cos my cough is still as bad. hahas.

tml got school liaox. so boring... *sigh* im planning to retain for this year liaox. hahas. i will retain on purpose! cos i dun like my subject combination, then i wanna change so one more year, then can a combination which i desire! hahas. a bit siao la horx. but who cares? i wan to take subjects which im interested in. if not, i sure die in 'A' levels de. hahas.

anyway, 'A' level chinese oral is coming up soon. 12/7 is the golden date. wow! then on 13/7, i will have the house to myself again! MY PARENTS GO TIBET LO! then, my brother weekdays also not at home de. hahas. SO SHIOK AH! =)

alright la. i guess i have updated enough. that's all. cheerios!