Should i be happy or sad?

hey! guess wat. my mum juz called back saying that they will be coming back only tml morning. cos the flight is delayed. omg! should i be happy now or sad now? i seriously dunno sia. haiz. mixed feelings again. anyway, that's all. bye!

last day of my home alone...

hey ppl!~ i am having mixed feelings now. i wan and dun wan my parents to come back so soon. im so contridicting. i wan them to be back and i also dun wan them to be back so soon. haiz. dunno lahx. but they are coming back this evening le. this week have been filled with happiness, sadness and frustration. had 3 test this week, namely maths, chemistry and geography. i think i have will fail my chem and geog. but i think geog will be high pass bahx. hoping for that. haiz. got nth much to update about. i think i will juz stop here le. tat's all. bye!

hey!~ hahas. second day of being home alone. not so sianz le. starting to adapt to it le. hahas. anyway, today in school also nth much happened lorx. but today got four periods of free periods then i manage to complete all my homework. hehes. good girl bahx. aiyo. i seriously got nothing to blog about lorx. i think i will stop here le. that's all. bye!~

Home alone...

alright. today is my first day being alone at home. it is very lonely. being in a house with no one to talk to is really a dreadful thing. anyway, my parents and my brother went to the airport early this morning at 6.15 am. i just woke up then. i bid them good bye, and they left for the airport. actually, i am starting to miss them especially my brother. i have not been left at home without him before. everytime when my parents go overseas, he will always be at home to accompany me. perhaps, the saying is true, it is only until the person is not around before you start to appreciate that person. hahas. anyway, this morning, i went to school earlier. hehes. that was the first time for months. but during lessons times, i was yawning away. i was feeling sleepy and hungry. the boring lessons further worsen it. the teachers were just rattling on and on, and i doubt everyone was listening. but physics lessons was different. mr chew was quite annoyed with kerine and jolene cause they are talking away. and when kerine asked him a question, he said that he doesn't want to talk to her. such a childish behaviour right? hahas. therefore, all those who heard it was laughing at him and kerine replied that she doesn't want to friend him anymore. then mr chew's face started to become as red as a tomato. hahas. this brought even more laughter to the small group. LOL! i laughed till my stomach was aching. but it is truely very funny. and i guess mr chew was dying to end the lessons so he left us off even before the bell goes. LOL! actually, no one really noticed that the bell have not ring yet until the bell rang. hahas. i think i will better stop here. that's all. bye bye!

hey!~ alright. yesterday, i went for the sports school's open house so i skipped tuition. hehes. the school is gorgous lorx. studying there is so cool. hahas. juz hoping that my brother will really get in. then, juz now was doing homework. but do until sianz le so come type blog lorx. hehes. im so happy now. cause im going to be free of nagging and scoldings from my parents from tomorrow till friday evening, *YIPPEE* hahas. im so happy. i seriously hope that the days will pass as slowly as possible. hehes. actually, got not much things to update about lahx. juz come in and crap nia. anyway, sometimes, i really think if ppl really come to read my blog or not. or perhaps they come in accidentally. so they nvr bother to tag. i need tags lorx. my tag board is so empty. pls people juz tag something in lehx... ok. thanks. i think i will stop here le. bye!

bad, bad, bad...

erm... i think things are going from bad to worse. im feeling so left out when im together with you all. you guys don't seems to care about me. im like someone invisible to you all. i know, perhaps, im at fault. but have you guys thought about it? aint some of you at fault too? and furthermore, it is because of one stupid mistake that someone made that causes you to condemn him/her forever. i hope not. if no one is going to forgive and forget and give that person a chance to change then you will never be able to see the change in that person. don't you think that sometimes, forgiving is much more better than holding the grudge forever? im so puzzled. why is the world like that? can't someone juz give that person a chance to change for the better? perhaps life will be more enjoyable. *sigh* whatever i say now may be pointless to anyone but i still want to say. SORRY! i said that doesn't means that you are not at fault. i just felt that there is a need to say it, tat's all. perhaps, i will juz stop here. i just hope that things will get better soon. bye!

hey!~ anyway, after using the previous blogskin for some times, i find tat it is not very user-friendly. therefore, i changed it to this one. tag ur comments in horx. tat's all. im off. bye!

is it my fault? am i at fault?

haiz... i did some stupid things today. i think i should not have told her about it. perhaps then she wont cry and ignore me le. haiz... im so confused now. u said u r not angry wif me then y dun pick my calls and dun reply my msg? ur actions are telling me tat it is my fault lorx. haiz... dunno lahx. and nowadays feel wuite left out sometimes when im wif them. i asked them quedtions they like nvr answer de. im sure there is internal conflicts lorx. dunno lahx. hack care le. care so much also like tat, must as well dun care lorx. haiz... school sux as well. and tml is my last racial harmony day in school. BUT the idiot school dun allow us to dress up lehx. still need to wear school uniform lorx. stupid! haiz. then kinda feeling sick wif the school lahx. i think they wanna celebrate racial harmony day wif national day also. so if they really ask us to wear the costumes during national day, i dun think i will wear le lorx. cos it is so dumb. BUT at least, there is something tat brings the energy back to me, im going to be home alone next week. hehes. my parents are going for vacation while my brother will be going overseas for soccer tournament sia. hahas. kinda looking forward to next week. hehes. alright. nth much le. i will stop here le. tat's all. bye!

Birthdays!

hey hey!~ hahas. anyway, yesterday was irwin's birthday and sophie bought a cake and helped him to celebrate lehx. treat him so good horx. hehes. im her sis also dun have sia. hehes. ok lahz. enuff of teasing le. today is hui jing's birthday sia. so many brirthdays in a roll lehx. hehes. aiyo. and today i got my 'o' level chinese listening comprehension exam lehx! then we r supposed to be there at 2.10. but the exam only starts at 3 lehx. idiot horx! call us wait for so long sia. the exam is manageable lahx. hoping for a full marks lorx. hehes. *keeping my fingers crossed* lolx. anyway, im now at sophie's house and it is raining heavily outside! how to go home later? ARGH! aiyo. i seriously got nth to crap about le. hehes. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO IRWIN AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUI JING! tat's all. bye.

Full-time Slacker

well~ life is a bore. everyday is the same. but recently, it is different le. cos i have been slacking all day. come home, sleep or watch television program. dun have the mood to study or even do homework. dunno why lehx. sianx! haiz. anyway, today a taiwan high school band came to visit my school and performed during the lower secondary assembly. then, at around 4.30pm, one of the band teacher, Ms Florence Chang, showed them around our school. stupid lorx. we were in class doing our work when they walked past our classes, looking at us as if we are animals in a zoo lehx. stupid sia. it seems like no one will tag my blog de lehx. people come to take a look at my blog and will leave le even my friends. haiz. juz tag something in lehx. my tag board is really pathetic lorx. tag something in today, k? hahas. tat's all. bye.

Concert!!!

hahas. yesterday's band & choir concert was a success. *wow* hahas. it is super duper nice. i personally enjoyed it very much! hahas. the songs they played or sang were nice! hahas. the best part is the percussion ensemble put up by siraj, yaser, jannah, sebastian, faris, hussani(did i spell it correctly), azlan. hahas. it is so nice! hahas. everyone was enjoying themselves as they performed! hahas. and people were shouting for encore when it ended! *weeeeeEEEEEEEE* hahas. i like the concert very much! it ended at about 10.30. after which, we went to Ang Mo Kio for supper while jinting and sam(with her boyfriend) went back. hehes. actually, sophie and i did not eat, but the rest did. hahas. then you lun told us about tat day when kam chun slept over at his house. it was super duper funny lorx. i laugh till my stomach was aching. it is like LOL! hahas. then, we took the bus 852 back home. the guys, namely you lun, kenny, irwin, kam chun, alvin, phil and phil's god-cousin went to sleep over at you lun's house. while andrew, the only guy, continued the journey home. he did not sleep over at you lun's house cos he has a soccer match next morning. then, i asked him to send me home cos im scared! then, guess wat. he did lehx. hahas. when i reached home, my dad called me lehx. aiyo. i tot he was sleeping but he did not, he went out to fetch me lehx. so good sia. first time ever in my life lorx! im so happy when i knew about tat. *grinning from ear to ear* hahas. =D oh ya. SORRY GUYS (CLARINET SECTION) THAT I FORGET TO BUY YOU GUYS CHOCOLATE. I OWE YOU ALL HORX! I WILL PASS IT TO YOU GUYS SOON! hahas. and my tag board is kinda empty. will someone juz tag something in. please... alright. nothing much to talk about le. tat's all. bye.

New Blogskin!

alright. today, rushed for my medical appointment after school. then, got back home at around 4.30. slack for awhile and felt enthusiactic about changing a blogskin. and so i got it changed! hahas. anyway, tml is concert le. WISH ALL BAND AND CHOIR MEMBERS ALL THE BEST FOR THE UPCOMING COMING! WISHING THEM SUCCESS! hahas. actually, im kinda looking forward to tml. hehes. and i truely hope it would be a very very successful one! hahas. alright. rmb to tag horx. and got one bad news for me. heard it from sophie yesterday. tat idiot is going to come for this saturday's tuition class! ARGH! cant imagine him coming for tat class sia. i think im going to keep quiet through out the whole tuition and be a mute le. hehes. tat's all. bye.

Tagboard is crazy...

oh well~ im getting sick of this blog skin. BUT im far too lazy to get it changed! lazy me. hahas. haiz. perhaps, i will change it when i have the mood and time to do so bahz. hahas. anyways, i got my tag board changed cos it cant be tagged! ARGH! stoopid lorx. imagine a tag board which cant be tag! it is useless! hahas. so i got it changed to cbox le. hope tat it would give me any problems. hehes. cos i have changed from tag board to chatter box to doodle board to shoutbox to cbox. if this got problem again, then i will be left with nothing to change to le, i guess. so please! dun give me any trouble! *keeping my fingers crossed* hehes. haiz. alright, school is boring. everyday, the routine goes on and on. life is a bore! the things juz goes in circles. nothing new everyday lehx. BUT! on friday, there will be something interesting and worthy of me looking forward to le! *YIPPEE!* hahas. the band is going to have a combine concert with the choir at the Victoria Concert Hall this friday, 8th of July 2005. hahas. im going to dress nice nice go de. i will. hahas. ok lahx. enuff of craps le. im off!

BUGIS!

well. juz went out with sophie today. went to Bugis to shop. cos today is youth day mahx, then no nid to go to school. hehes. i bought some make-ups and a pair of shoes. *weeEEE* hahas. then this morning, my brother and company went to have a soccer match wif wei yang and company. hahas. my brother's team lost, and of cos, he wont tell me about his defeat. i got the results from wei yang. hahas. the score is 20-9. my brother is such a person who will only announce it when he wins. hahas.
haiz. many ppl are telling to forget about him. even my tutor. i think i shud le bahx. it have been 4 months le. and i dun think we will be together again le. perhaps, i juz nid to let nature take its course bahx. haiz. no one noes wat will happened tml. so why bother to care. juz do my part and wat will happen will happen eventually. hehes. tat's all. bye!

hahas.

school have started for a week le. lotsa things have happened. but life still has to go on. have been slacking for this whole week. everyday after school, i will either be hanging around in school or playing game at home. im so hopeless now. juz cant bring myself to get to work! *grrrrrrrr* ok. lets talk about school now.
on thursday, had p.e lessons. we were allowed to play our own games. so all the gals and some of the guys decided to play captain's ball at the parade square while the other guys went to play soccer. hahas. we were screamming our lungs out and no one was obeying to the rules of the game. the ball was miserable too. from a ball full of air, it became one which is deflated and out of shape after our game. everyone was mercilessly snatching the ball from others, i really pity the ball. actually, the game we played should not be captain's ball. it should be cat fight cos most of us playing were gals. and we were actually using only 1/3 of the parade square but as we played, the area expanded and expanded until we were occupying the entire parade square. the other guys joined us after their soccer. hahas. 4S3 is such a crazy class. hahas. but i like it very muchy! hahas.
oh ya. my shoutbox was giving me trouble now. wanted to change it but it is so troublesome! *ARGH* haiz. will solve it asap. thats all.