Saturday, July 09, 2005
Everyone's gotten used to my facade, forgetting who I really am.
So I have succeded in fooling everyone, including myself.
And yet, why do I feel this sense of loneliness, why do I feel lost?
No one knows who I truly am, including myself.
I have been so caught up in acting my role that I got lost on the way
I am becoming who I am not.
aight. part ds, if you aint at the ncc day parade and you are reading this now, get your hair cut and uniform readied. stand by uniform (am i right?) this fri. mr lim conducting it.
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st gabs ncc (land) is a good unit.
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heck, i miss my part. the times we were chionging as a PLATOON. ah, but what the hell, those times are over. but still, i miss them. every single one of em.
daronour csm. heck of a csm, i may say. never shirks his responsibilities. always there to lighten the atmosphere with his crappiness. ay, you have been great both as a csm and friend. it was great working with you. great ideas and ambitions you have for the unit. man, im really gonna miss working with ya.
joshuaman, can't believe im writing this for you. NOO!! Haha, im just kiddin. part A oic. the part As must have learnt alot from you, im sure they'll do well in their future years in ncc. your strict, yet fun(ok, a liiitttttlllleeeee bit), trainings, thats something i cant do.
dixonzhncc part B oic. another guy with great dreams and ambitions, tho many cant hear what you are saying most of the time. lots of great ideas came from him. he is already learning the violin and now he wants to take up guitar and b-boying! wth.
ikhtiaay, blackie! wth, i thought this guy was an indian the first day i met him 3 1/2 years ago. man, you really are a motivational bastard. its no wonder the part Cs finally woke up last year, after our camp. im gonna miss your crappiness. the times we shared will basking in the glory in the name of spec course' 04 phase 1 P.O.Cs!
raegerever since that fever, you really have gone mad. haha. ever since then, you have been talking crap and talking crap, AND ALSO, talking crap! what the hell. you never fail to try to get out of any circumstances where you have to do extra work. but still, you have no problems taking charge of your admin department and making the officers happy so that they will cut us some slack.
nicholaswahaha. you have always been in low profile, quietly planning trainings for us, you god damn smart alec. without you, i think the 8 of us would have died, cos we dont really like doing those kinda stuff. but nonetheless, youre a great guy. even though you aren't that good with words, you always somehow manage to get your message across.
alanARGHH! man, without you, our log room would have collapsed already. he never fails to do his best to maintain the standard of the room. always making sure its clean, conducting store checks, updating the stuff in there. i didnt know how difficult it was till i tried searching for some stuff in there. thanks a million.
i'll type more next time. man, those kids with cancer are damn poor thing. i almost cried while watching the clip on tv. one even had one of his legs amputated, yet they are so brave. i salute them!
