Tuesday, February 24, 2004
10:49 PM

today , my parents left for thailand.
received a phone call from ah fang's teacher. said she cried in school.
reason: mum will be away for three days.
the feeling of being separated from ur loved ones is so unbearable. even though it's juz for three days!
my heart goes all out for her.

god loves ya

Sunday, February 22, 2004
10:17 PM

hey....guesss wat i passed my Basic theory test together with kanghui !!!! by God's grace i make it ...i didn even study actually i did study ...hmm..juz for half n hour b4 the test... i was so nervous n regretted for not studying the test after the test!!! hai! i'm always like that ! BUt i'm BLessed! I passed! it is actually a veri small victory for me!!!i guess lots of pple muz be laughing at me now ... basic theory test so easy sure pass wan ..but wait i actually know of pple failing this test! yes!!!! so i'll make sure i'll study for the next test ...

yeah!!!! i Dyed my hair !!!!
suppose to be wine red but turned out to be orange (as wat pple said) on the top and normal on the sides. jieying said i maybe condemn by the whole Barbarians...BUT WAIt ...who is the LAO DA here? haha

Don really understand why the BArbArians actually has this ranking thingy..
bUt i guess this is why WE r BArbaric n unique..YEAh!
I'm Actually not the LAoda .. initally i'm the number 2 ...
Because of the conspiracy we had among ourselves against the laoda (jingzhi) ...we killed the laoda!!! then she became the Ancestor !n i became the next laoda! all my pple like me cause i look into their welfare! (really?) but i'm not the greatest coz Ah bu is stronger, mightier n Bigger...She is the MOTher OF barbarians...even though the former laoda died ..ah bu is not even sad , instead she is happy n relieve to have her gone!!!
at first , we thought we could get rid of her ...but she being the ancestor uses her fake Supernaturally powers to control us!...
ONe day , we couldn't tolerate anymore of Her NOnsense!!!!
we DRowned her 'Spirit' in gina's old hse (condo) swimming pool n compelled her to be REincarnated.
n she became the MAId for the bARbarians.
SInce then, everyone is happy!!coz everyone is promoted!!
we have a maid to serve us !

THis is our current rAnking positions:
Ah bu- Sarah
LAoda- huimei
PiGgY- chinyi (Actually no longer piggy)
brOom- zhen
kaNa -gina
Duckie-huiyu
mooNcake - peizhi
chicken- jieying
DogGie- Kanghui
Porkie- JIngshy.. SHy i "m sorry!
MAid - jingzhi

I love the bARbarians!

2 more weeks...
to end of our suspense
to end our short-term freedom

god loves ya

Monday, February 16, 2004
12:25 AM

went jAMming with Cellgroup today....
FUn, exciting!WoohOO.....
First time into a jAmming studio....
not that WOO as i think,
juz a air-conditioned room with drums, keyboard, electric guitar, amplifier, mircophone n lots of wires...haha
great experience
drums- waiying
keyboard-lynnette
guitar- me
mircophones- jane n michelle
technicians( actually no post so thought of this) - yijun n harry
i can see more of such sessions coming out!!! yeah!!!
i think this is chance to unify E285.yeah!!

went gina's hse after everything..
great to see her in her new hair cut ..
it looks kind weird at first but it is actually the style !!!
huiyu taught me some new guitar skills .yeah!

My guitar teacher where r u?
I need your help!
friend where are u?
i have been waiting for u to call me back!
u r the Best Guitar teacher cum friend i ever had!!!
who is this friend?
is my ex-schoolmate,ex-church friend, someone who has impacted n changed my life. Great Friend! once ON fire, full of Faith, great Guitar skills, spirit-filled...
BUt now....*SIghz*
wHat happened? you shld have called me up n talked to me!
i'm more than willing to help! not everyone is a Prophet.You got to SAy it out!
Disappointments in man is something everyone faces!
NOt everyone is prefect! It is ur expectation of man!
MAn may fail at times, but God stays faithful all the time till the end!

FAR far away, you slid
til i can't even see ur shadow
Gone with the wind, u went
SO quiet n silent

i will always be ur friend till the day u decided to walk away!

god loves ya

Sunday, February 15, 2004
12:44 AM

i lost my Ic.
it is actually at SATA.i forgot to bring it home the day i went to collect my medical report for my pre-employment checkup.
how GONG can I get!!!
my medical report says: i'm strong n mighty! actually it didn't really say that.it juz say i'm NOrmal. so i'm Fine!!

on Friday ,
someone in the sch, actually told me that i've got the qualities to being a childcare teacher.
Oh really!thank you!
i think it's all about passion!
Passion- a strong liking for something.
Love freely does as much as Duty can demands
i really do love the children there, although, sometimes they can get out of hand.
On the whole,
they are innocent.
they don bear grudges...

EncourAGments - Oxygen to the souL

Flatter me, i may not believe you.
Critcize me, i may not like you.
Ignore me, i may not forgive you.
Encourage, i will not forget you!!!

god loves ya

Wednesday, February 11, 2004
11:43 PM

still coughing!
Life is a fight over territory!
If u stop fighting for wat u want, wat u don want will take over.

Friends, Romans,countrymen, lend me your ears
Go all out for Your dreams!

god loves ya

5:34 PM

You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...

You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle presence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.

Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)

?? Which Season Are You ??
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god loves ya

Monday, February 09, 2004
12:12 AM

my soul is overwhelmed with sorrow
saddness fills my heart

for the past few weeks...
i see one funeral wake each week at my void deck
this week there are two at one go
and i realized i have attended quite a few funeral wake last year!

why?
aging population! is this the answer?
do they know where they going?
heaven or .......

we live through life onli once
some live thru it for themselves
some for their families
some for their partners
some for GOD

your life today is a result of your thinking yesterday!

god loves ya

Sunday, February 08, 2004
11:47 PM

heal my brokenheart
heal my wounded inner soul
come n rescue me i cried

nobody knows how hard things are
nobody knows wat i think
nobody knows how i feel
nobody excepts you
i need you, lord

teach me to hold on onto you
show me the light to ur path
you took me into ur arms

the whole earth falls to their knees
worshipping you in spirit n in truth
i love you ,Jesus

god loves ya

Saturday, February 07, 2004
11:49 PM

Slack, SLeep, slack ,sleep...and i slack again
my Sis went china...
my brother went Taiwan...
me stuck here in SIngapore with that child care centre...

the teachers there are friendly,kind-hearted and tolerant
they haf these charisma n passion, that draw kids to them n i really admire the way they handle kids, not too fierce, not too harsh, not too strict, not too lenient...aiyah...they are GOOD!

the principle veri pretty (not the main point), open,straight-forward n stylish, she is a christian, attends new creation church, n she gave me a bottle of pinapple tart today..cny like over rite..

the boss,director of the school, seldom sees her, but whenever she sees me she will never fail to ask me the same old question she asked me since the first day of work, ' how? how are u coping?' she is rich ..she gave me a $12 hongbao!

even the cook n the cleaner are nice ...
i love the kids there...

but what is holding me back ?
i think i haf never been so lost in my life ...

"Show me ur ways, o Lord
teach me your path
guide me in your truth and teach me,
for u are GOd, my saviour
and my hope is in you all day..." ps25:4-5

god loves ya

12:01 AM

WooHoo!! had a greAt day yesterday (050204)! shared a shoRt message during cg, played 'Reflector' for praise but din managed to end it in the correct manner but i guess the atmosphere is still there! wooHoo
"i wanna be your reflector
i wanna shine with ur glory
iwanna let the world know that u're living in me ....."
the song 'Reflector' is by planet Shakers

children, they are so interesting!
is interesting the word ...hmm...anithing lah
today, they can cry the whole day, yell the same old lyrics of theirs n that is "i want mummy, i want daddy, i want to go home"
the next day , they can come to u n SMILE n yes! SMILE....n start to talk in their own language ..haha..CUte..but not that crying part..

juz read my mail ..hmm..received a mail from someone who juz happens to hopped onto my blog. CoOl..
the mail reads,"Hi...happened to blog-hop and landed on ur blog! Sure has potential for greater evolution..."
tHaNk you!
n i think that comes from my ex-schoolmate(SRjC) ..hope i'm rite

god loves ya

Wednesday, February 04, 2004
8:37 PM

Every now and then
unanswerable question of challenges sink in
why must i bear this pain? i cannot tell
all i know is lord does all things for a pupose

and so i trust in God , my all in all
believing he will bring me thru whatever befall

through you, true joy and gladness is felt
through you, comfort and strength is experienced
through you, peace and love last forever
make me love you, as i ought to love

this is something that i have wrote 2 years ago it is actually a song that has no melody .... i think it sounds like a worship song ....

god loves ya

Tuesday, February 03, 2004
8:28 PM

wOOoHOOO!!! hi BLOg...
i can't believe i blogging tooo..it's really fun to see ur own creation on the internet ..haha..n i really thank ah nA for helping me ...i'm a complete It nert..aha....
Head ache AH...COugh..tired..
" i want mummy, I want DAddy, i want to go home" is all i hear every single day since the day i start work ..i guess i can't say i hate it or detest it ..it is juz that i can stand it but not enjoy it ...ahhhh
head ache....cough....headache..AGAIn
i guess my body is telling me to gO to BED..CAuse i haf to reach the school at 7.15am,which means i haf to wake up at 6.15 n leave the hse by 6.45am....
ARgh......Am i still Schooling i Asked myself.....?

The JOy OF the LOrd IS my STRENGTH

god loves ya