goodbye!
I'VE MOVED!!!
WANNA KNOW ASK ME YO!!!
(4:38 AM)
thinking again.
sometimes i really wonder what people see in me.
whoever who comes across this post and you know me,
leave a tag and honestly tell me what you think of me.
and i cant help but laugh.
haha dang..
funny man some people the way they perceive things.
hah!
(10:16 PM)
yayness!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!AND
HAPPY 2MONTHSARY TO US BABYBOY!
I LOVE YOU!
(5:48 AM)
Loves Muay Thai!
Blistered feet, Aching Body and the Lack of Sleep. i swear i could'nt feel better:)
had muay thai training today.
i gotta admit i have to improve on my sprinting.
cause it sucks!
and all the girls are so flexible!!
they can do a split, but me being as stiff as wood
i can't la.
learnt clinching today,
and now clare and kas says i have a fetish for being thrown around,
cause im always like, ok come your turn use my head to clinch.
haha!
then they asked for volunteers on how wants to spar for that day,
i wanted it so much,
just wanted to get a feel of it
though i have to say i have no background experience
or whatsoever,
but i thought i;d just give a go,
and i'd manage to get clare into it too.
boy that girl is a fighter:)
haha,
got punched in the face
and i swear it felt good!!!
haha,
i'd try clinching,
managed to,
but i forgot about my stance,
clare traps my leg and i fell to the ground.
I RESPECT YOU LA BABE!
KUDOS TO YOU:))
POWER!!!
haha.
my punches were very sloppy,
was just too kanchong,
and i forgot to move in and out.
i gotta improve my stance.
yeah,
time and lots of training:)
(12:24 AM)
when you're feeling restless. Memoirs of Le Nervewreck.
sane still.
getting a little restless.
silent
ummmm...
all hell breaks loose.
turns blue?? green teeth ewww.
to the left, to the left.
i will possess your heart- Death Cab For Cutie.
Poison Ivy.
hah!
total spastic.
Look.
away.
World peace yo hippies!
abacadabra!
I'll get you my little pretty and your little dog too.
running through my head.
windows to my imperfect soul.
Baby without you i feel, wretched, lost, insane, wild, crazy, restless, confused, dazed, helpless, weak, trapped, contained....
etc,etc,etc..
i miss you baby and i can't wait to see you.
what i need most now.
i wonder why this book is so lengthy
i am dazed today.
i'm smiling cause i refuse to let myself crumble under this stress.
double cheese burger alone is no fun. it's better with baby around.
i need God to send me just one more miracle.
My parent's approval.
my baby's embrace.
my sanity.
a clear mind.
the rain.
the strength to carry on.
the optimism to move along.
a good cry.
hours of laughter.
space to shout.
a double cheeseburger.
someone to shout in my face.
a pat on my back.
a good workout.
sleep.
things to do.
paracetamol.
antibiotics.
a warm blanket.
a huge tub of vanilla ice-cream.
a sad movie to cry with.
but most of all,
all i want is just my baby by my side no one else.
just you and me that's all.
baby, this one's for you.
i love you!
"I Can Wait Forever"
You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...
(9:31 PM)
My Guardian Angel
well ive done my assignments but ive yet to email sakinah the project points. ouh gosh,
i can bearly keep my eyes open. It's raining and how i wish i can dance with you in the rain again.
to STP: you know i always keep you in my heart,
and though i dont show it i still see you as a friend.
im sorry if ive been irrational,
it's just that i know things will never be the same again,
and i don't want you to apologize.
i will make it up to you,
but if theres one thing you should know,
im not the other half you used to know.
im sorry.
Have you ever had that feeling as though someone was sent to you to be your guardian angel? That's exactly how i feel about baby. My baby's always there, looking out for me showering me with love and concern. He's just like a durian real tough on the outside, nice on the inside. He has a kind heart and a good soul. i know cause i feel it. I really appreciate every single thing he has done for me and i can't help but to think that in 7 more days we'd be together for 2 months now. it really is fast. time always flies by when im with you though sometimes i'd wish time never did exist when im with you. You really know my heart's content without me saying anything. Thank you for being my shoulder to cry on, the reason why i smile and laugh, my best friend, the bestest boyfriend i could every have, my soulmate, my heart, my life. It's amazing the way you're just so right. it's unexplainable and that's the beauty of it all and i love you so much baby. a lot.
"still waters run deep""the answers have been there all along"
(3:59 AM)
Have you ever had that feeling as though someone was sent to you to be your guardian angel? That's exactly how i feel about baby. My baby's always there, looking out for me showering me with love and concern. He's just like a durian real tough on the outside, nice on the inside. He has a kind heart and a good soul. i know cause i feel it. I really appreciate every single thing he has done for me and i can't help but to think that in 7 more days we'd be together for 2 months now. it really is fast. time always flies by when im with you though sometimes i'd wish time never did exist when im with you. You really know my heart's content without me saying anything. Thank you for being my shoulder to cry on, the reason why i smile and laugh, my best friend, the bestest boyfriend i could every have, my soulmate, my heart, my life. It's amazing the way you're just so right. it's unexplainable and that's the beauty of it all and i love you so much baby. a lot.
