Wednesday, July 27, 2011
-1:45 AM 1 yr since the last post.
initially closed down the blog cause i bet im not blogging anymore,
but nowadays i needed to take a slight breathe from the overpowering workload.
so back again.
oh wells.
time flies.
i really cant believe how much i've been through and it's 105days left to a lvls.
i really wish to do well for my a lvls.
dilemma between dropping and not dropping.
dilemma between studying and using com.
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feeling very tired about how things are coming about now.
i want to do well,
but i want my schloarship too.
i dont wish to put extra burden for my parents,
so i really hope to achieve that schloarship.
but WHAT IF
i cant even do well?
what if i cant even get into uni?
my results now are simply,
BAD
i really dont wish to face the truth,
but i know i have to.
105days left.
time is seriously running short.
im tired,
but yet i've to buck up MORE now.
i know i should study harder,
stop using my com as much,
i should be motivated,
but everything seems so cliche.
no matter how much i wish to work hard,
there's always something pulling me back,
and i really dont know what is it.
my laziness? my sleepiness?
guess the only choice is to conquer it.
105 days left.
what have i actually done?
truthfully? NOTHING.
it's time to be motivated.
esp since i do not wish to retain or cry on the day i get my results.
OK DONE RATTLING! =)
smile for a better tomorrow