Tuesday, April 27, 2010
-11:32 PM thanks to all who cared for me.
really not feeling well mentally and physically.
so pardon me for all my stupid actions.
Xb
just found out about something.
definitely not feeling very excited about it.
if really things are gonna go the way it is,
i rather pray that i'm going to be sick and not attend that so called FUN camp.
otherwise i cant imagine myself getting annoyed all day and nto working with anyone in my group.
OPPS
i dont hate you guys,
i just dont have any good impression of you guys and is not inclined to test my patience by working with you guys.
smile for a better tomorrow
Thursday, April 22, 2010
-9:07 PM long time since i revisited my blog.
too stressed out these few days i guess.
might not show it out,
but i know that my body is unable to take it further.
SDP teachers looking out for your results.
subject tutors also watching over your tutorials and assignments.
NOW EVEN CCA TEACHER ALSO WANNA JOIN IN THE FUN AND SEE RESULTS.
reuslts chart.
how great is that like seriously.
seeing all the OMG grades and telling the student to work harder when the cca is so stressed up.
proposals proposals proposals everyday.
rejected redo rejected redo rejected redo.
this is totally like a cycle every single JC student have to go through.
sat is like a day to finally relieve stress and rest after working hard for 5days.
yet on sun the cycle is back again.
well i have to say i seldom feel stress.
yet jc life is bringing me down, both mentally and physically.
i love the time when i get to spend time to chat with my friends,
esp when it's a heat-to-heart chat to relieve my burden a little.
but with all of us in jc,
when do we even have the time to sit down for a chat?
time is totally used on completing tutorials,
studying for upcoming tests and exams.
and also trying to keep up with the pace.
eye bags are thickening by the day.
body not functioning as well as the past.
but tutorials assignments proposals and responsibilities are still piling up.
im not a fan of emo-ing.
and i cant believe i still posted the whole emo post when i hate being emo.
but i just wanna throw everything out to feel at least a little better.
*sorry for such an emo post!
will resume the next day back to high wanlin again!
smile for a better tomorrow
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
-9:56 PM school's been tiring these few days/weeks!
lectures tutorials lecture tutorials lecture tutorials everyday!
tests are bombing at an amazing lightning speed,
without letting us have the time to rest or breathe a little.
many things happened during the whole of campaigning and elections week.
times when i really felt like inferior person.
i love it when my friends gossip along and no one is keeping anything to themselves when everyone's around.
but one thing that will kindda piss me off.
STOP SAYING SECRETS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES AND TREAT AS THOUGH I'M LIKE INVISIBLE OVER THERE
i dont mind you guys saying secrets when i'm not around,
even if it means gossiping about me.
I REALLY DONT MIND.
but pls dont choose to say secrets in front of me,
yet say it's a secret to let us know it.
i may not be the best person to say secrets to,
but whispering in front of me is just kindda eyesore.
moreover,
damn pissed with this girl who always thinks she's politcally correct and always trying to lead the rest when she herself dont have the right to do it.
i know you wanna do it quick,
but the way you are working isnt the best way to combine everyone together!
stop disregarding my opinions since everyone should be heard and not just you and youself.
i hate it when you are complaining about how much votes the others got,
that's because you dont have the thing it takes to have high popularity!
stop living in self denial man.
wakeup.
felt that everyone is avoiding me or so these few days.
oversensitive or too sensitive?
i hope it's the second one.
otherwise everything's gonna be damn bad too!
wish i could know myself what's going on.
anyway,
still thank all my friends for being beside me for all these while and still continue to support me regardless of what happens.
thanks for all the love and concern i receive from you guys!
i will try not to show anymore of my weak side and be strong!
LOVE YOU GUYS! =))
smile for a better tomorrow