Sunday, January 31, 2010
-1:13 AM initially,
i didnt look forward to the life in NY in any way.
however,
it's just the 2nd day and i changed my thinking.
CONNOR 9 - my OG was ike one of the best and most funny OG ever!
OGLs who love cam-whoring and always seen posing whenever ther's a camera.
members who are SUPER nice to one another and always making the whole OG laugh.
all of us are already so bonded when it's only the 2nd day of orientation.
2nd day at sentosa.
we complained together about the hot sun,
eat together under the ROMANTIC environment,
sharing jokes that made everyone laugh out loud together.
cheering together loudly to gain points for our group,
played games enthusiastically against thwe other teams,
trying to figure out more ways to earn the max points for the team.
haha.
all of us are potential criminals.
i love how the group cares for each other even though there's still some bitching.
OPPS.
haha.
i guess we are the first OG that enjoyed dinner together just after the 2nd day of orientation.
haha.
im really looking forward to the life in NY now.
=)
smile for a better tomorrow
-12:37 AM
this is totally hilarous.
sad that the 1st part cant watch.
T_T
smile for a better tomorrow
Friday, January 29, 2010
-11:09 PM im a red lobster now!
smile for a better tomorrow
Thursday, January 28, 2010
-8:17 PM goodbye to my holidays.
hello to the new school.
super tired after today's orientation with all the cheering etc.
well the orientation wasnt as BAD as i thought it was.
since i was like the last group when everyone's so far from me,
i thgouht everything would go wrong.
in the end,
everyone in my group were quite nice.
and the ogls were super enthu!
haha.
things were at least not that bad as i thought.
and moreover,
I SPOTTED ONE!
people who know me should know what i mean.
haha.
guess everyone who see how im today will laugh in disbelief.
im so quiet and shy today.
unlike normally where im the noisy / earpiercing / irritating person.
haha.
everything's so different in the new environment.
>_<
after today, i suddenly miss nanchiau ALOT!
i cant imagine how much i hated it last time and how much i miss and love it now.
and it's after i leave the school.
i really regretted not enjoying school life more. >_<
still remembered 4 years ago in 1I.
the best class where everyone mugged hard to achieve the high expectations by all the teachers.
MSPEY, our most strict yet most loving teacher who cared SOOO MUCH for us.
her scoldings are medicine to us to score even better.
2I
it was the year where the best class dropped by the changing of many teachers and relief teachers.
XUANLAOSHI, i used to hate her for her irritating teaching and how she treat students she love,
yet i realized,
she actually cares for all of us.
just that it's in a different method.
3F/4F
the lousiest class in terms of academic results and the class that always cause troubles.
every teacher would complain of our heck-care attitiude but there's still no improvement.
we always tend to go against teachers and end up making teachers cry or give up on us.
the class where the students are always thinking of ways to skip lessons together/pon school together or getting punishment together.
MRLEELIANGLIN, our good teacher who always have to endure our nonsense and help us to improve further esp when all the teachers give up on us.
MRSHAY, our caring teacher who is always trying to help everyone of us by understanding our strengths and weaknesses and telling us ways to improve in a orderly way.
no matter how,
4F still earned the best in many things as all of us are willing to give in to succeed further.
we might seem to be separated,
yet in major situations,
everyone would still be willing to give in for the best.
really love everyone in 4F!
eventhough i might not be close with everyone,
yet it's everyone's special presence inside that make everything so perfect!
love all of you guys and good luck in your future ahead.
no matter what happened,
always remember you had a very special class before --- 4F!
=)
good luck to val tomorrow!
you better do well!
waiting for you~
off to sentosa for orientation tomorrow~
guess is the first time i ever hear an orientation held in sentosa.
haha.
hope it's gonna be fun tomorrow!
smile for a better tomorrow
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
-12:27 AM things do change as you grow older.
environment, friends, maturity and even how you approach a certain situation.
i dont remember myself going through the process
moreover,
i doubt i even matured through the years.
my longest friends in contact are almost for about 9-10years.
it seems short but long.
so what exactly happened in the past 16 years of my life?
question marks kept appearing in my head without an answer.
guess i have to continue my life for at least another 5years to be able to answer my question.
what have i been doing all along?
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CASSAN-TAN and LESTER!
esp to the OUBASANG cassantan! you are older than me AGAIN!
love you guys!
friends forever! =)
smile for a better tomorrow
Sunday, January 24, 2010
-1:02 AM im bloody annoyed with SBS!
first time in my whole life i waited for a bloody bus for 45 mins and the bus driver gave me a stupid reason
" cause chinatown traffic jam " when there are four 147s that drove past in the opposite direction.
everyone was damn annoyed afetr getting on the bus and it was crowded like shit man.
never been so annoyed while waiting for a bus before.
45mins.
record for me man.
went vjc for a little look.
mummy must really hate vjc since she kept telling me how far and how old the building is.
best she even told me nyjc was bigger than vjc.
i cant believe what other lies can she make up just for me to totally give up.
haha.
it's such a scene when both of us are arguing on nyjc VS vjc in fornt of vjc.
and all the reasons she came up with are all rubbish.
haha.
long time no shopping with mummy.
love how we kept arguing on the stuffs each of us pointed out.
haha.
guess the next time to shop together will be quite long later.
>_<
smile for a better tomorrow
Friday, January 22, 2010
-10:28 PM HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
a week more to school reopen and im still in the slacking mode.
not in the mood of studying now after resting for so long.
haiz.
" next year is A lvls le. "
this line keeps appearing in my head to tell me how serious the whole situation is.
i cant believe it la.
i really dont wanna go back to school now.
>_<
2010 is the year of separation and the year of beginnings.
there's tears for saying goodbye to the old friends,
but new room for new friends in the new school.
i just hope i wun feel out of nowhere in the new school.
smile for a better tomorrow
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
-10:55 PM 10.9 for nanchiau 2009 o lvls batch!
that's like the best L1R5 ever for the history of nanchiau!
and this will bring us to the band 1 school!!
so proud of my batch for producing the good results and
we're the batch to bring nanchiau to a higher level!
so honourable!
=)
im still not satisfied with my results.
all thanks to my high expectations.
but which jc to choose?
this question has been bothering me for super long.
till now.
i still cant fully decide which jc to choose.
cause my dream jcs are definitely vjc and njc.
however, both jcs are far away.
at least an hour on bus.
haiz.
guess im still going with nyjc.
weird?
10 out of 10 people say im weird!
but it's just like this!
hope i will do well there!
smile for a better tomorrow
Sunday, January 10, 2010
-11:36 PM what is death?
i've been thinking about this question for quite long yet i still cant get an answer.
looking at the corpse,
i kept thinking is that gonna be how im in 50-60 years down the road?
would there be people coming to see my last moment?
it's kind of scary thinking about such things at this moment.
yet i just cant get over the thought of death since it's gonna happen to everyone.
i guess im afraid yet not afraid of death.
ironic?
maybe...
many things happened these few days.
byebye to both people.
tomorrow is the day of taking results!
im super freaked out now.
i guess nearly everyone is the same as me.
yet i still cant keep my fears to myself.
it's gonna affect my future and my life.
i just hope things wun get as bad as i thought.
otherwise i dont know how am i gonna face my parents and relatives and teachers and friends and lastly myself.
HAIZ.
>_<
smile for a better tomorrow
Thursday, January 7, 2010
-10:10 PM i hope to think that im not receiving o levels results next mon.
esp when it's only left with 4 days.
im really worried of the day.
with nightmares of F9s on my result slip.
i just hope everything will be fine.
otherwise i cant imagine how am i supposed to face my parents and teachers and esp myself.
>_<
happy thoughts!!!!!
ft island is coming on 29-31 of jan!
i think im really going for the fan signing session.
since i cant afford the 100dollars for fan meeting,
so i should be happy to spend 50dollars for the fan signing!
SEUNGHYUN MINHWAN HONGKI JONGHYUN JAEJIN!!
smile for a better tomorrow