♥ If you could be mine forever,
Wont that be simply wonderful?

-10:05 PM

back to sch.
dont really have the going back again feeling.
????
got the prelim 2 timetable.
it's in 2-3 weeks time.
i think im gonna let daddy and mummy down again.
but im trying to cut down on the amt of time on com.
but.
things are not usually the same by doing.
haiz.
esp when im like addicted with SS501 now?
gosh.
and start watching their videos like nobody's business.
haiz.
how to study like this?

BUT
SS501 is very cute!
and i esp like khujong!
so cute with the smile!
=)


-8:04 PM

morning received news of michael jackson dead.
kindda shocking.
since we just talk bout him yest.
and i even imitate him la.
maybe because of me imitating then die one.
>_<
im such a curse.
haha.
bye to the best moonwalker!

im getting lamer.
how does michael jackson concerns me?
=_="
pe on monday.
and i just realize i cant lose my fats in 3 days.
so pe that time,
i guess i will freak out again.
SIANS.

left with all the online homework + chinese which i dont intend to touch.
i dont mind if the teacher scold me for not completing chinese.
=)
so if i finish the rest,
im done with my work!
HIPHIPHORRAY!
but one sad news,
prelim2 is 15july!
2-3 weeks left.
i havent even touch a shit!
>_<

there are 95 cases of H1N1 yest!
0_0
total cases in singapore reaching 400!
this is bad!


-9:31 PM

back to sch early today,
and was very suay.
first time i wear outside shoes,
mdm chow saw and she started scolding all the sec4s with inappropriate attire.
=_="
after sch went bowling with vanessa yehua and zhengyong.
super tired.
but something funny happened.

there's this group of i think SJC sec1s/2s playing 2 lanes away.
and they got bout 20 + people la.
8 people in a lane and they scored less than 300?
so lan la.
then so lousy still there shout shout shout.
irritating loh.
make me so annoyed.
then i shouted at them " SHUT UP LA!"
they were all shocked.
and everyone was like asking me to relax.
haha.
then the girls quiet for a while.
and they started to compete with my voice.
started screaming more.
then i got more irritated as usual.
and then someone strike,
and i use my super sharp scream to scream and the whole bowling place quiet for a few seconds.
haha.
the scene is hilarous.
where everyone in the bowling start looking at me and give me the OMG look.
then the person-in-charge come and ask what happened.
haha.
if my clique with me,
i guess the matter wun end this easily.
we will surely scream MORE.
haha.
then the girls were SUPER SHOCKED of my scream(obviously),
started to compete with me.
but too bad,
no use.
feel so happy to make people quiet down themselves,
by just ONE SCREAM and ONE SHUT UP!
=)

16 years of living in the area,
first time went running at the park there.
haha.
feel quite relax to run around at night.
esp when the weather is quite cooling.
=)
im on the way to throw away my 3kg fats!
KAMBATEH!


-10:00 PM

true but not true.
i gained estimate 3kg for this holiday.
am i like a pig now or what?
SHIT.
everyday life eat sleep play com.
anyway,
went for a little ddr with man AGAIN.
haha.
and we were perspiring like shit.
holidays totally addicted to ddr,
imagine having one ddr per week/ even more.
money FLY AWAY~

ignorance is bliss.
i choose this pathway.
and i will continue on.
even if everything is going against me.
esp when those are part of my life.


-2:59 PM

holidays are gonna end soon.
havent even enjoyed a part of it.
and more things are popping up.
haha.
i guess holidays are really times which i hate.
even though i get to rest more.
and use more of the com.
if things are gonna be this way,
then i shall let it be.

thanks vanessa for listening to all my complaints.
and all my tears.
guess you got the same kind of prob yourself,
so i shouldnt say more.
but it would be fun if we cry together on the phone right?
haha.
to shed on the same type of irritating probs.

a week left to the end.
graduating from my dearest home,
and departing all my love ones.


-10:03 PM

so ironic.
just finished thinking bout all these stupid questions,
and then another thing popped out.
telling me HAHA NO ONE LIKES YOU.
so am i living in my own world?
that i trust everyone i shouldnt?
*slaps myself hard on the face.
accept the fact.
that i should just shutup,
and treat as though nothing happened.
even when my heart is behaving the other way.


-2:12 PM

finished BOF.
and suddenly all the weird questions come to my head.
im jealous of their friendship they have for each other.
one of them in trouble,
all of them comes over to help and never fails to be beside them.
all of them share the joy and pain of one another.
they dont stay together because of money,
but pure friendship.
suddenly feel very emotional about the topic of friends.

thanks to all my friends who stayed beside me all these while.
and who never fails to give up on me even when im totally ridiculous.
from sec1,
my friends have always been changing and some become backstabbers.
but nevertheless,
i still rmb the time who spent together.
i may seem like as though i do not bother,
but yet in my heart,
no one knows how much i love all of you guys.
thanks a lot guys.
love you guys.

suddenly thinking so much again.
sians.
must be because we are going in separate ways in a few more months time.
and the topic of what school to choose.
suddenly hit me on the head,
that we are really parting.


-2:38 PM

went vanessa's house early in the morning at bout 7.
slack with her until the guys come.
then went for a little studying session.
i admit,
we studied for very very very little only.
and started to mess around.
until something bad happened.
not going to mention it.
but due to this,
went to heartland and nothing to do there.
ate and went for little bowling.
got scolded by the person for not wearing socks and not buying.
BLEAHS.
who cares.
bowling is really fun.
esp when you are laughing at people.
haha.
the rest got addicted to bowling too,
but too bad,
cant stay very long.
then went arcade.
played some racing games and started screaming there.
haha.
quite stupid.
>_<

tuition study group = failure.
tuition playing group = SUCCESS!
haha.
i guess we really cant study.
but loves playing more!

went home to face the music.
haiz.
IM REALLY SORRY BOUT IT!


-9:28 PM

starting to watch boys over flowers.
cause of my stupid sis.
but in the end.
got addicted to the show.
seriously,
the show is nice.
i guess is the nicest among the taiwan, japan and korea version.
and korean guys are more handsome.
haha.
the guys are really handsome la.
GOSH.
i shouldnt be addicted to BOF!
>_<
why are they so handsome and making me crazy?

new camera loves!
12 or 13 megapixel if im not wrong.
WOO~


-9:48 PM

zzzzzzz
tuition is really boring me to hell.
but this is gonna continue till O lvls.
haiz.
anyway,
IT fair was a success!
haha.
bought new camera, plasma tv, speakers, printer, harddisc etc.
spent like hell lots of money.
>_<
but new stuffs!
WOOO~


-10:05 PM

yest was the last time mr ng gonna teach us.
im sorry for being so bad during your class in sec3 and attitude you.
i know you do everything for the sake of our class.
and also had lots of patience towards us.
but thanks for teaching us for this 1 and a half years.
although i didnt produce results,
but i learnt to like physics.
THANK YOU MR NG.
hope that you can succeed in what you wanna do in the future.
regardless of going australia or continue studying.

anyway,
went back to band yest.
dear juniors,
you guys really must buck up le!
cannot keep tell me you cant do it or you choose not to do it.
the saxo section is you guys' now.
even though we will still go back,
but we cant help you much le.
is up to YOU GUYS to do it le.
jiayou.


-9:57 PM

future lies ahead of us.
but what do we really want to be in the future?
this is a question.
got a small chat with san + lok today.
thinking bout our future.
which is a dificult question to answer.


-8:24 PM

im starting to love some different band songs.
like blasting my ears with all the loud music.
esp in love with simple plan.
cause of all the songs with lyrics that fit me quite a lot now......


-8:17 PM

im really not in the right state these few days.
the smallest gesture or action and lightest word can affect me.
i just seem to take things TOO SERIOUSLY.
*laughs at myself
i dunno what's going on in my brain,
where all the positive thoughts escape within me,
and im filled with negative thoughts.
enough to flood me to hell.
im never this way.
where is the happy wanlin?
who is always laughing from the bottom of her heart,
treating everything seriously and never tries to look beyond needed.
why am i stuck with a different wanlin,
who always think that the world HATES her.
and everyone is out there to go against her,
and will never accept her for who she is.

this is ironic.
i kept telling others not to be pessimistic.
yet im the one being pessimistic.
and keep thinking i have nothing.
so what's up with this wanlin?
annoying, irritating, negative etc.
and i cant even do anything to change it.
im getting sick of this life.

what has the world come to?


-7:50 PM

physics SPA was...
dunno results correct or not.
cause the graph was SHIT.
suan le.
anyway,
i was freaking pissed by the general office auntie.
come on la.
YOU WERE the one giving me attitudes,
YET you dare to go complain to huaan say i rude to you.
PLS LA.
im just giving the same attitude back cause of your stupid attitude.
dont try tell on people thinking you are SO RIGHT.
i can complain till you lose your job.
think i dont dare?
THINK AGAIN.
not all students will listen to you quietly.
ARGH.
spoiler.

anyway.
tuition was fun.
esp when i practically dunno everything!
and ask every question how to do.
haha.
>_<

IM HOOKED ONTO DDR!
esp when i dont keep getting 'F'!
>_<


-7:51 PM

heard some news.
which i hope isnt true.
im not fake by saying i hope it isnt true.
im really accepting everything.
but how come,
some people just cant see the effort put in?
and only know how to complain this and that?
effort put in is right in front of us clearly.
but nothing is done to compliment.
moreover,
MORE complaints.
patience is given.
long ago even before we notice.
i admit.
i do not discover until the effort put in.
and i change my point-of-view.
others?
continue with complaints.
guess that might be why this thing happened.
im really sad now.
i dunno how to express how i feel by blogging.
but im ranting to relief part of the sadness.
this is not only MY problem,
but everyone's.
i really feel ashamed of what i had done last time.
regretful.
for such attitudes.
but if the thing is really finalize,
im sure i will be sad
and angry at the same time.
for such behaviours.

after physics SPA,
went bowling.
actually only wanted a game,
but got hooked onto it and in the end,
played 4games.
we spend money like nobody's business.
haha.
this week,
60 (prom)
10 ++ (bowling)
20-40 (books)
which means i spent like 100 plus this week?
even if exclude prom,
i spent 50dollars in just 2 days.
esp when i havent bought books for long time,
and im definitely gonna buy tml when we go book fair.
WAHAHA.
i spend money like WATER~
which is totally BAD!

/edit.
so cool!
jie+dad+me gulping down a bottle of redwine.
with mummy starring hard at the side.
>_<


-9:56 AM

these few days suddenly think a lot.
dunno why.
like suddenly lots of things come to my mind.
HAIZ.
I DONT WANA BE LIKE THIS.
i wan to go back to the happy me!
>_<


就算整個時空毀滅，我也要勇敢地去愛。

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