♥ If you could be mine forever,
Wont that be simply wonderful?

-7:16 PM

in class received daddy's sms.
there's a confirmed H1N1 (influenza A) case in singapore.
this 22 year-old lady who just came back from newyork yest.
and had fever and was sent to tantockseng to be confirmed with H1N1.
guess the prediction is really true.
singapore really kena this virus le.
but then dont think will be affecting very much ba.
since she didnt meet a lot of people.
but if really now no school.
like so what the hell also.
6 years ago.
SARS caused us pri4 students to be affected as we have streaming.
6years later.
we might be affected since we are sec4.
having O LVLS in 5 months time.
seriously,
although this is a contagious virus.
i hope it is not that serious.
school closed,
we die together.
>_<

anyway,
first band practice after stepping down.
feel so weird going home and not band at 3.30
no music making with the band.
wanted to go back,
but didnt want to get the upset feeling while back inside the room.
juniors gotta takeover and learn to be independent le.
no more seniors to be beside guiding you through and being your kaoshan.
weird feeling all of a sudden.
feel so weird to be suddenly FREE from band.
guess deep in my heart,
i really yearn to get back to play with my juniors.
but the more it shows that
i should move on.


-5:45 PM













-5:29 PM

im tired of it.
so i choose to shut up.
if im being too quiet,
it's just me.


-7:25 PM

yest got back 3 papers for prelim.
worst nightmare i ever had.
was very depressed yest.
but mornign there's something that cheered me up.
XIU!
he's so freaking cute and handsome in the show la.
zhong ji san guo really very nice la.
haha.
im really addicted to XIU + BANJIE!
freaking handsome la.
then all the sadness from getting bad results all gone.
cause of XIU.
WOOOO~
im waiting for the next epi le.
>_<
QUICK!
I LOVE XIU + AHXIANG!
super cute couple!


-6:44 PM

i must be crazy?
no school today cause exams over.
and im supposed to wake up very late and enjoy the time of after-school.
yet....
i woke up at 4am!
cause im too used to waking at 4 during exam period.
and i cant get back to sleep.
STUPID ME.
so totally bored during the time.
haizhaizhaiz.
then afternoon went kbox with loky, valer, san.
quite pekcek cause there's this person that think im like 20 plus or what.
and ask me some stupid adult question.
and when i say i still studying,
he give me the unbelievable look.
ARGH.
just because i didnt wear specs,
i wear dress + heels and look older not = im OLD!
loky also.
say totally dont regconise me.
went arcade with loky and valer first.
and we are totally embarrassing ourselves there.
haha.
then sang for long time..........
shan elaborate too much.

TML NEED GO BACK SCHOOL!
so bo liao loh.
i refuse to go back!
>_<


-6:44 PM

prelim one is FINALLY OVER!
omg.
waiting for this moment for dunno how long.
but then.
prelim one over
means that prelim 2 and 3 and OLVLS are coming soon.
OMG.
nightmare even more.
but gonna enjoy like hell.
before getting back all the nightmare papers.
ESP PHYSICS!
>_<


-9:19 PM

today is not a good day.
first thing.
go tuition with cramps when i thought it should end le.
not really feeling well.
then after that leg + hand dunno what happen.
suddenly have lots of big patches and is very RED.
dunno what hongmo thingy.
then my tuition friends start laughing say look like airpork.
>_<
but really look quite scary cause the patches very scary.
YUCKS!
then noon bought curry puff.
just had a bite and it drop to the floor.
T_T
wanted to throw away the curry puff.
end up throwing my wallet inside the rubbish bin.
those green colour kind.
and i gotta dig up from the rubbish bin.
SO ER XIN LA!
0_0
then jay-walk a while.
nearly bang down by 2 cars.
cause they do illegal U-turning.

today really suay la!
and that stupid hongmo thing still havent get out of my leg and hand.
which makes it very disgusting.
suay day......


-7:29 PM

imagine.
feeling of unable to get up from your bed even when you want to.
stuck on a chair cause cannot get up.
tummy pain until cannot make it.
cant even lie on the bed and roll.
and keep gotta press something against your tummy.
ARGH!
i really cannot stand it la.
pop LOTS of panadol down.
even though i hate them A LOT.
but this is really unbearable le.
KILL ME!
i wanna have manopause NOW!!!


-8:32 PM

TUMMY VERY PAIN!!!!!
i cant stand it!!!!!
KILL ME..........................
T_T_T_T_T


-1:34 PM

HAAAACHOOOO!
cannot stand my nose today.
sneezing like nobody's business.
prelim 1 is finally nearly an end!
this whole week is really tiring.
how i wish.........
i could just sleep forever and not wake up.
really very tired.
life is so meaningless.
studying and studying all day long just for the shit future everyone's talking bout.
not like everyone can study.
some people are smart,
but it doesnt mean everyone.
life of studying for exam everyday is getting me very sick.
and when everyone around you starts studying,
you can totally feel the stress.
then you will force yourself to study more.
which is like forcing yourself too much.
haizhaizhaizhaizhaiz.
really not feeling well now.
and then still talk so much rubbish.
>_<
HAAAACHOOOOOOOOO!


-5:15 PM

best paperS of all.
social studies and history.
esp when they fall on the same day.
total essays to memorize or even study.
21.
i've started with ?
0!
congrats to myself.
imagine i need half an hour to deal with one stupid essay.
doing a little math,
for 21 essays,
i need 10.5 hours!
which is like from now till next morning bout 3plus 4?
which means i dont get to sleep at all.
and in conclusion.
this shows that im totally not gonna study finish!
sorry to msjoseph.
but one day 21 essays.
mission impossible for me!
gone case for tml's tests!


-3:30 PM

yeah!
finally exam in the hall.
i've been waiting for this day since last week.
but due to the influenza A so gotta have it in class.
now finally go back to having it in hall.
WOO~
bring jacket or hoodie!

but once today end,
my nightmare is gonna start AGAIN.
im still enjoying myself.
but im forced to study.
save me!
i dont wanna study!


-7:00 PM

english is bad for me.
i predict a fail again for compre.
haiz.
sick of looking at a failed mark on my compre.
just dont seem to be able to grasp it.
anyway.
i very pissed off by those who dont seem to understand,
the meaning of stop writing.
is like why must keep writing when the time's up.
o lvl try it la.
i can confirm you die.
so pissed la.
is like they still give me the agony look when i say STOP.
like i did something wrong.
i didnt ok.
i also didnt finish.
yet i never continue on what.
so what makes anyone more special to be able to write more,
or use more time?
no logic.


-9:31 PM

im trying to survive all the papers.
but one down.
and im kindda tired of it.
esp when things are getting out of control now.
2 weeks of official exam.
can i really survive through all of them?
it's a question.
that i cant answer.


-7:39 PM

tomorrow would be the start of prelim one.
which means it is the start of the 4 major exams this year.
the last one being the most important,
O LEVELS.
guess the pressure is really building up on everyone of us.
yet i dont think im even in the exam mood.
im still playing and playing everyday.
and havent start revising on anything.
great.
if i have any red marks for my prelim.
i can say HALELUYAH to myself.
>_<

jiayous for all!
ace it through!
=)


-3:50 PM

prelim 1 in 5 days time.
and my physic is like shit now.
i failed my class test miserbly and prelim 1 is more difficult than this class test.
i want to do well.
not only for myself,
but also for mr ng.
he has really changed a lot since the time we complained to him bout the way he teach.
everyone can feel the change.
and i really dont wish to disappoint him but getting very bad results.
im confused.

swine flu going around the world now.
i really pity the pigs.
cause they arent the ones at fault.
yet,
everyone is blaming the pigs for start of flu.
worse thing,
many pigs are being killed for suspicion of the virus.
like imagine,
everyone is trying to kill you to stop some virus.
when you are innocent of it.
so kelian la.
and the pigs are like suffering from that now.
and then imagine,
if the flu is really in singapore and we are going to be in red alert,
what are we going to be like?
i cant imagine during SARS,
how did those sec4s suffer while they had to stay at home.
and it is a very important period for them.
likewise,
if we gotta forced to stay at home,
how are things gonna be like?
bad bad bad.

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