♥ If you could be mine forever,
Wont that be simply wonderful?

-7:35 PM

changed seats AGAIN...
yes AGAIN!
we changed like dunno how many times for this year and other class people (come in for humans lessons) also complain la...
we keep changing seats until they also quite irritated cause they need change place too...
sian la...
although no comment bout the new seating arrangement,
but keep changing seats also will sian la...

then this stupid geog teacher is trying to attitude us AGAIN...
like can she STOP picking on us and siding the guys?
it's damn obvious that she is picking on girls la...
whenever the guys talk,
she just treat like nothing happen or ask them stop talking...
GIRLS (not only our group) talk,
she ask us keep quiet or start looking at us and want us to stand up or wanna scold us la...
IS SO UNFAIR!
today for eample,
we were like copying the answers and talking bout the geog questions in class...
in the end she didnt even care what we were saying and immediately look at us and say
" can you girls STOP talking already? wun your mouth get hurt from talking so MUCH? "
i was like PISSED and went " ah de NO LA "
then she diao me and walk away...
everyone was like WANLIN GOOD JOB!
toobad...
want me to respect a teacher,
let the teacher respect the students first,
or else no talk...
then the first 2 rows was talkig loudly and she just assume we copied finish and move the slide...
in the end jessi and wanling havent finish...
so i raise up my hand and went " we havent finish copying "
then she immediately give me the stupid INNOCENT look and say
" i thought you are all talking so i ASSUME you guys are done copying "
i was damn pissed cause we were like keeping quiet for damn long and said " we wasnt talking for all these while OK "
then she replied innocently " why do you have to go in such a defensive tone?"
PLS...
people put blames on you when you didnt do it,
will you be happy?
and we were OBViOUSLY not talking and she just simply asssume things la...
IRRITATED!
yucks man...

then saw some sec1s cry today...
im so sorry but i dun and would not feel bad for them as this is their own attitude prob and is not other's fault...
everyone needs to get involve in the thing to get things done and not just gie that stupid attitude when even practising...
like this,
how are things gonna be done?
i totally agree with jy for 'lecturing' them of their own attitude prob and guess what?
they dun even think they are at fault and just cry...
pls,
if you dun have the attitude to even do well or have the correct mindset bout doing a thing that everyone needs to do well,
what's the point of even doing it?
even though im not inside,
BUT check out the rest that are trying their best to make the performance be possible?
looking at things like this,
it's just a matter of failure...
teacher didnt come IMMEDIATELY sit down play and talk dun wan practice...
come to practising complain...
like this can jolly well give up since it will definitely not succeed la...

i just cant stand all the ' scoldings ' anymore...
i have been trying my BEST to control my temper and not burst out for damn long le...
OK,
i admit im being very annoying at times,
i admit im very irritating when im acting cute,
i admit im got very bad tempers when someone really irritate me,
i admit i like to suan people when im very close to a person...
BUT to a friend im trying my bst not to keep suan or do things that you dun like...
but you cant restrict me to stop doing all the things im always doing what?
isnt a friend suppose to also try accept the bad points of a friend?
then why the consecutive ' scoldings ' saying how irritating and annoying im?
im sorry for being so annoying all these while...
but im just the way im!
how m i able to change in a day?
i dun hate you or what cause you are still my friend...
but sometimes i just cant control too much when you are going much loh...
haiz...
>_<
so complicated...


-8:03 PM

LALALA~
ok today gonna upload most of the pics that i took these two weeks...
actually is when i go out for the two days la...
>_<
i didnt upload pics that only have me!
im not zilian!
so for more pics that we took during in the toilet or during saturday for WINDOW SHOPPING,
check out val and mandy blog...
they practically upload EVERYTHING!
hehe...
so now for the pics~
enjoy!















-6:42 PM

LALALA~
today is offically the 2nd year!
everybody must be thinking this girl XIAO AH!
everyday there " 2nd year 2nd year! "
sorry la...
benxiaojie this time got a BIT more memory ma...
so rmb loh...
is just how things are la!
lalala~
anyway,
gonna be ganxing for the last time...
or else others keep say i emo on blog or what!
>_<
anyway, these 2 years a lot of things happened...
today is supposed to be a memorable day for me and another person...
cause this is the FIRST and LAST time we quarrelled over something...
well...
come to think of it...
we were really damn close during sec1 and starting of sec2...
i just didnt know what really happened that made everything went wrong...
2years ago for today,
we quarrel over quite stupid matters and was the FIRST AND LAST fight we had...
things were resolved, letting our hearts to connect with each other even more,
and get to understand the other party better,
but things were really bad which made everything went wrong...
those times we shared together was really very meaningful for me...
even though it might be a small or meaningless matter to others,
but you were still once my very close friend who pei-ed me through my 2years of sec life...
no point saying all these now as we have different aims in our lives now,
different friends to be beside us and going through things with us,
different roads to walk towards for the future...
BUT still wanna thank you for providing me with a very fun life during the time when we were very close...
still wanna thank you for being such a great friend last time...
and hope everything would go smoothly,
but not like what last year that made things go bad...
=)

and thinking of all these things i've been through since i came to sec school...
grown up to accept things like how they are and not try to make them more complicated...
grown up to say vulgarities and even talk back to teachers... (OPPS)
grown up mentally to see things from different perspective...
so many things happened these few years...
and i learnt from many of them to shut up at times...
learnt to be more responsible and caring towards others...
SO MUCH that i cant finish naming all..
and these are all thanks to the people who stood beside and supported me all these while...
ARIGATO!
wanlin has tried to grow up as much as she can le!
=)

and finally,
2nd year le!!
and i would never look back the past for all the memories
BUT look forward to await how the future may be like...
smiles smiles!
=)
LALALA~


-5:47 PM

LALALA~
today had lessons and boring boring boring as usual!
then after school pon the eng enrichment lesson...
but our class only we this gang pon + a few others....
well...
i really dun like that stupid lesson la...
anyway we ownself pay money and being FORCED to go for it de...
SIANS...
everytime burden us with all these stupid enrichment and remedials...
JUST to get the results the school wants la...
so annoying...
never think bout how the students really feel and just pile everything on top!
haiz...

anyway,
today is a memorable day for me!!
2 years past...
shows how old im getting le...
>_<
but me during 2 years ago was really nothing but A CHILD that only knows how to keep things to myself and think that everything to be kept to myself would be a good choice...
a child that thinks too much bout a simple thing...
a child that makes things TOO complicated for others when it's just a simple thing...
a child that is always emotionless and thinks that everyone hates me...
a child that treats everyone alright but wants more from the others...
come to think of it,
im really a child for the past few years...
although im still not very grown-up now,
but at least im thinking bout more stuffs that i didnt thought of last time...
at least i wun keep think of the bad side of life...
and at least i wun try to hide my secrets from my friend that may affect my friends around me...
well...
2years past...
that day just seem so clear in my mind like it was just yesterday that everything happened...
there was laughter, tears, excessive beating of the heart etc...
but these are all the past!
no more such feelings again and it would just be a memory that i once had...
no more connections, no more extra feelings!
during these 2 years,
really grow up (in terms of mind NOT HEIGHT!)...
get to look at the society with a different perspective and know everything is just gonna continue no matter how sad/happy i may be...
so this memory is just gonna stay put in my mind and maybe 10 years down the road,
i might still rmb that such an interesting and enjoyable incident happened to me and was a memory once shared together...
=)

2 days later is another anniversary!
everything is coming back into my head le!
wa!
so happy and sad and angry and etc at the same time la!!
but only memories are left!!!
LALALA~


-7:25 PM

LALALA~
yesterday went tuition and after that went studying with netty, ziji and vonvon...
anyway!
i wore the same colour shirt as my SHUAI GE!
top and bottom all black!
we are so fated!!
wahaha!
>_<
then studying...
study for like dunno how long and is TALKING TIME!
haha...
then we talk talk talk...
eat eat eat...
then until bout 7...
they wanted to go to the stadium to run cause today got 2.4 for them...
in the end i ran for bout 3 rounds ba...
then help them time...
lala...
then went home for dinner and sleep... =)

today had geog which the geog RAI is trying her best to let the class like her...
because it's DAMN OBVIOUS our whole class dun like her!
she should jolly well understand the stupid fact man...
everyone is like giving the SIANS look but she just continue...
im just gonna bochap man...
unless she kp me,
then im surely gonna KP her back...
=)
then lessons lessons...
after school went for AJISEN!
YEAH!
then cause my mum lend me the member card,
then today is the 3rd mon for the month,
we got 50% off the ramen!
so cheap la!
oh yeah baby!
loving it!
=)
shall post the pics next time!
LALALA~

shuai ge is loved!
fated!!


-7:38 PM

today got math + social studies test...
math test = sian...
totally wanted to sleep through the test la...
zzz...
anyway, this is quite of the few times i laughed at ziji's stupid joke...

ziji : hey shakespeare can predict the future leh...
vonvon, netty and me : huh? why?
ziji : cause shakespeare (莎士比亚) already predicted that we will have SARS a few years ago...
(shakespeare in chinese got the same reading as SARS)
we three were like DIAO la... =_="
in the end i did laugh...
omg, cant believe i really laugh at this stupid joke...
but is ziji's way of saying make me laugh la!
then had social studies test...
i think i ruin one or two questions...
sians!

anyway today had the geog lesson which was damn irritating...
the teacher was like giving the GL look cause four boys didnt want to move in front...
then she shouted to them
" you got an issue? find me after class! "
like what the hell?
which teacher would shout at a student using this kind of crude sentence and say until like this?
SHE LA!
when she walk out of the class to go to the toilet,
the whole class was like immediately talk and scolding her la...
and some even being sacarstic but repeating her sentence la...
PLS!
not only WE dun like her ok!
WHOLE CLASS AGREE WITH IT!
in the end she only saw us talk for ONCE and this happens :
she put the slide for bout 10 seconds ask us copy then changed,
WHOLE CLASS ask her to change back to the original slide,
then she PURPOSELY look at us and give us the DAMN INNONCENT LOOK and say i thought you all (we four) talking so should be copy finish so change slide...
then she look at us and give the buaysong face while chaging the slide...
like what the hell la...
TEN SECONDS ASK US COPY THE SLIDE and say until WE are the ones at fault for it...
other people also havent finish copying then is our fault le la...
super irritated...
is like others also talking only scold us for it...
saw us talk for ONCE then start to say us...
what the hell la...
then the worst,
she went and ask soonlai and royal our names and totally dun dare to ask us...
PLS!
wanna know our name,
find US la...
so timid everything also dun dare,
LOUSY la...
notes everything from textbook still say is to highlight the important points to us...
is totally useless can...
only dare to do things the timid way...
DAMN IRRITATED BY HER STUPID ATTITUDE...
when we had ss lesson,
msjoseph ask us bout the stupid incident and that geog teacher GO COMPLAIN TO ms joseph hor...
what stupid teacher will go complain to other teachers and dun dare to even approach the student?
think we scared la...
PLS~
everyone was like all trying their best to complain bout that stupid geog teacher too can...
is like NOT ONLY US!
we already know that that geog teacher dun like us since the first day of her lesson but so?
we can even go LISTEN to her lesson and not sleep la...
then she will forever just give us the irritated look and treat us as the worst group...
everytime others talk, didnt listen to her nothing happen...
WE listen she treat as nothing, we talk she immediately treat as though she found a chance to scold and start to warn us or scold...
what stupid logic was that?
trying to be BIASED la...
BEING A TEACHER AND CAN BE SO BIASED, SIMPLY ONE WORD, LOUSY!
BEING A TEACHER AND LET THE WHOLE CLASS HATES YOU, YOU ARE SIMPLY LOUSY!
stop getting irritating man...
is damn dumb to see how imature a teacher can be...



-9:15 PM

LALALA~
finally send the stupid valerfool away!
haha...
had 2.4 today which was disaster man...
but nevermind...
dun need retake can le...
then had eng test immediately after recess...
dun wan comment since i confirm wun do well...
then had maths and i totally wanna sleep...
keep tell netty i gonna fall asleep liao...
in the end she doze off earlier...
haha...
next is the o lvl listening compre...
we thought 2.30 start exam so 2 plua go there report...
in the end they 2.20 let us in...
listened to some music on the spot and thought exam was starting le...
here came the announcement by the track and say the EXAM WILL START AT 3!
everybody immediately turn around and look at the clock at the gallery there and WALAO together...
cause it's ONLY 2.30...
shit la!
then decided to sleep for the half an hour since got air-con and so peaceful...
then the track had some classical music which was quite nice and i doze off...
BUT I DIDNT GET MY PEACEFUL SLEEP CAUSE THEY GOT AN INTERVAL VERY 10min TO EXPLAIN THE START OF ANOTHER PIECE...
make me wake up dunno how many times thinking was the start of the exam...
sians...
no comments on the listen compre again la...
then valerfool came my house...
before that we bought - 2 bubble teas, 2 popiahs, 5 otahs and 3 roti pratas to eat...
valerfool nearly even bought laska and rojak to eat la...
she really PIG!
then papa at home cause he was hurt,
and we 3 started chatting together for an hour ++...
they are like trying to make the other party to listen to him/her la...
=_="
then use com view view view and laugh laugh laugh...
VALERFOOL SAW AMBROSE PHOTO AND WENT 'AMBROSE!' AND TOUCH THE FACE WITH HER HAND LIKE A XIAOZHAPO LA!
crazy girl can...
then there laughing and laughing...
dinner dinner!
sit down rest cause dinner too full so watch tv...
then papa gotta go fetch jiejie from airport so shun bian send her off to busstop and OFF SHE GO!
=)

sometimes people just dunno that they are being irritating to others and keep wanting to pester people...
is OBVIOUS that people is irrtated with you and why keep disturbing?
is like the reaction is very obvious showing how annoyed people are le...
so just stop keep wanting to show you cannot let it go OR trying to show how noob are you as you have never seen ANY girl in your whole life before...
keep there shout shout shout...
never get excited over a girl for a very long time is it?
SUCH A CHILD man...
and still think you are older but OBVIOUSLY your mind isnt AND WUN grow that mature la...
such childish acts...
SO?
IM GL SO?
think bout YOUR own actions and do you have any rights to say me?
im sorry BUT it's not to my concern as in my eyes,
such childish acts of shouting and wanting to seek attention from A GIRL is none better than what a pri school child would do...
and surely no one would WASTE time to engage with your childish games...
=)

PLS...
people DUN LIKE you and dun wanna chap you le...
dun come act act in front of people can a not...
everyday trying your best to get more people not to hate you and trying hard to get more PEOPLE's attention...
it's just to show how despo you are to seek people's attention which no one wants to give...
showing you got good socialisation skills and people love you?
try harder...
cause you never know what hides underneath the friendly OR kind face of a person...
=)
LALALA~


-8:09 PM

LALALA~
today had chinese paper 2 part1...
no comments bout it...
then had pe which i can confirm i will fail my nafa...
SIAN LA!
i really suck in all these nafa thingy sia...
then lessons lessons lessons...
felt like sleeping la...
eyes totally wanna close le can...
ZZZ...
anyway on the way to music room for LE lesson,
saw this damn lizard which i wun have seen if val wasnt looking at it in front of me...
and turn to the direction and first thing i saw it,
SCREAM!!!
then everyone was like AH! and all wanna run away la...
in the end all 6 of us laugh at the spiral staircase there until we sat there and laugh for dunno how long can...
try not to let me sream = dun let me see LIZARDS!
omg they suck to the core man...
YUCK YUCK YUCK!!!
then after cme lessons they came my house...
played mahjong la...
>_< and they were pratically taking the tibits to start a party at my house le la... aiyo... then play play play... day gone!

friends are supposed to be always by your side and bring you through all the difficult times and not leave you no matter what happens...
they will listen to all the trouble you have,
take you for who you are and not dump you at a side even though there is trouble...
but sometimes when you might wanna trust some friends that you think can be trusted,
it might be until the end then will realize that person will only find you as a spare tyre,
or even a person that they will only find when they need someone to help them...
well but to think of it...
a lot of people will feel very wierd or even sad if there is no friend with them...
friends are like simply part of everyone's live le...
without them,
it might simply feel so empty and life is so boring...
haiz...
but to think of it...
would it be better to have a friend that you know is treating you as a spare tyre or to have no friends to let you experience the feeling of emptiness?
sometimes...
when things get bad with the friends you have also been with,
you might feel that it is better that in the first place shouldnt let it even start?
haiz...
getting confused le...
friends are like so important, but at same time,
friends are like the people easiest to hurt you deeply...
HAIZ!

well..
thinking of all these stupid questions that is USELESS nowadays...
>_< size="4">EMO!
just being more curious bout life...
omg...
i sound so damn old la...
keep wanting to talk bout all these useless things and asking some stupid question...
IM FOREVER YOUNG!!!
LALALA~


-10:42 PM

LALALA~
today is tuition tuition and tuition!
but wanted to sleep la...
more and more like ziji le la!
anyway, i gotta SPECIFY
I HATE FREAKS!
that got nothing better to do but keep smile to himself,
got nothing better to do but stare at others...
AND talk of nonsensical things that no one understand and think everyone understands him!
OMG I HATE THAT FREAK!
so irritating la...
vanessa,ziji and me were like PRACTCALLY saying him wierd and xiao in front of him can...
but he still smile smile at us like nothing happened!
YUCKS...
cant stand him...
ARGH!

anyway found this lyrics...
i damn like the lyrics la...
IT'S SO SWEET SIA!
and the song is also quite nice...
is like showing the first love that kind of story la...
can start imagining different situations that happened before la...
SWEET SWEET!
jessie DEFINITELY know what is this song and agree with me...
haha...
=)

一個人望著天空 有話擔心說不出口 　
寂寞空虛沒人懂 記得那晚的邂逅 　
你依偎在我背後 　希望時間能停留再這一刻 不動
　
你說我與眾不同 好似偷心的笨蛋惡魔 　
讓你臉紅像蘋果 當時的我心中充滿疑惑 　
不懂你再說什麼 　最後才發現原來你心中有個我 　

命運捉弄人 　讓我們不曾擁有過　
一起堅持彼此幸福的甜蜜感動 　
但我會在角落數著星星緊緊守候 　
如果有一天能牽起你纖細的手 　
我會緊握著向全世界大聲的說 　
這輩子只要有你就足夠 其他的我都不奢求

love the lyrics!!
LALALA~


-10:15 PM

me ziji and vanessa on the bus

me and vanessa cause ziji dun want take...

another one...

our chem project board that we did!!!

I'M LOVIN' IT!

a further view of the NICE BOARD! =_="

LALALA~

-6:30 PM

LALALA~
today home VERY early...
for a friday la...
is like normally end band and go home already 7 or 8 plus le loh...
>_<
then the whole practice without instructors and SLACK SLACK SLACK...
hehe...
go home damn early cause they need to go concert so that marks a good day for me!!
wahaha!!

PLS dun think you are the KING or what shit and that everyone should listen to you ok...
you are just the same as everyone of us down there ok!?
as if everything you said is like order or command...
do you think you are really THAT BIG that you can just simply order us to do anything YOU WANT?
as if everything that you said is just like the ORDER and everyone must follow...
pls...
you aint the BIGGEST and you definitely has NO RIGHTS to control us or to scold us...
we are not just there for you to scold and treat as though nothing happened ok...
dun think scolding us for one time is not enough and do the other times...
it just shows how DESPO you are to AA and to get the chance to show off everything you got...
so what if you cant do a thing?
do you have the right to control us not to do such a thing?
it is chosen due to the most no of votes and OBVIOUSLY you dun stand a good chance of it..
everyone is so ENTHU bout doing that and there you are dampening our spirits by stopping us from choosing that idea...
YOU wun make a difference even though you disagree as everyone agrees in it...
IT"S JUST TOO BAD YOU CANT MAKE IT...
even so you still dun have the right to stop us just because of YOU ALONE dunno how to...
dun think so highly of yourself pls...
and keep wanting to show off everything that you can excel in...
cant you think of people that cannot do it?
you only think bout YOURSELF and not people that are beside that have hard time trying it when they are trying their best le...
you never even bother to listen to anything that is reasonable and treat all your orders as like the king's orders la...
FREAK...
do you even know you aint that BIG and you are just another person is everyone's life that wanna show off and make everyone see you as a hero...
OBVIOUSLY you dun cause you just cant be bothered bout other things except for trying to act BIG in front of everyone...
UTTERLY ANNOYED BY YOUR BEHAVIOUR AND ATTITUDE...
and i can confirm im defintiely not the only one...
that is irritated by it...
keep trying to order us,
trying to show off your talent and rejecting ideas that YOU cant stand out in...
ARGH!!!
people can just be so irritating at times...
and your life is just gonna revolve around doing well and ignoring all the rest that would make you not stand out and be good in it...
cant stand it!!!
such great EGOS and being PROUD!
RUBBISH!!!

now this is dedicated to my dearest junior...
everything is gonna be fine dear...
you got everyone beside you to support you...
even though you might not be able to see it for now,
but sooner or later when you are able to get out of the pain,
you are definitely gonna be thankful to everyone that stood beside you all these while and love you like always...
i know the most difficult process is to get out of the pain ( cause i've been through it too =) )...
and everything will just remind you of the events and the things that you've been through...
but rmb,
this one time of incident is not gonna stop your life from now on and moreover,
there are still other people out there which you must go meet and know too...
since it's ended,
why not think it as a good chance for you to know more people which are EVEN BETTER and let you cherish them more?
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。
this might seem like a very simple phrase but actually it means a lot...
you ever cherish it, it already a very good and important memory to you le...
but a person cannot forever live inside their memory and not continue with their life...
memories might be inside forever, but your lifespan is definitely not forever...
why not try and enjoy your life more and just get over and think it just as a great memory and is part of your life before...
everything is just fine de...
trust me...
if you really can spend a bit of your time and look around you,
you will find all your friends and even us, seniors, that are beside you to shower our love for you...
so you are not ALONE!
so try not think bout it too much now and try let it just be a great memory that was spent and never regret it...
=)
smiles and cheer up!
everyone is always there for you!
~ with loves from your senior ~

LALALA~


-8:04 PM

LALALA~
no comment on today's day...
boring as usual la...
ESP physics...
super duper irritating la...
he there talking to himself can...
nobody care his existence loh...
well but cant admit the fact that he SUPER got patience...
but i still dun like!
>_<

slack slack slack...
reflecting on some things...
i wun act in front of the person i dunn like and treat as though i like them or is alright with them....
i can just simply show right across my face that i dun like MEANS dun like...
so is like people keep saying i keep fake like very close to them or what...
PLS...
if i dun like someone,
i will just tell or show VERY OBVIOUS that i dun and be sure i wun act in front of anyone de...
because that's not me le...
and if anyone see me showing those kind of PLS GET OFF look,
stop trying to come irritate me cause im DEFINITELY not gonna be very kind...
judging from my temper...
=)

next thinking bout the issue of plastic surgery...
is like since already dare to undergo these kind of surgery le...
why doesnt anyone wanna admit?
is it very DIFFICULT to admit the fact that ' i got plastic surgery before '?
dare to go through it dun dare admit,
is like such a stupid thing to do can...
=_="
embarassed to say out then in the first place why even go get the surgery?
totally NOT LOGICAL...
=_="

lastly, girls that are always being called a bitch (like me and friends),
but do anyone that call others bitches really know the real meaning of BITCH?

snatching a friend away is a bitch...
laughing at anything that is funny of someone's mistake is a bitch...
those ahlians are also bitch...
flirting guys away also a bitch...
backstabbing behind also a bitch...

didnt know the true definition of bitch is all these la...
pls people...
go check out the DICTIONARY first for the true meaning of bitch before calling others right?
well even though being called a bitch is a small thing and common thing to me...
but thinking of all the people that LOVES calling people bitch...
it's too bad for them since they dun understand the real meaning of bitch and put everything they find annoying into the definition of bitch...
this kind is not call stupid,
but have brains for no use cause dunno how to use it well...
and is too bad for these kinds of people le...

randomly thought of these few things in my head just now...
also dunno why all these pop up in front of me...
now crazy le ba...
keep thinking of things that are irrelevant to studies and are rubbish things...
CRAZY ME!
LALALA ~


-8:12 PM

LALALA~

been singing different songs to ginette nowadays...
and everyday different songs...
and all the songs i changed the lyrics de...
so nice!
eg. IM CUTE CUTE GIRL IN A CUTE CUTE WORLD ~

lalala~
getting so sian now la...
now the amount of homework is finally getting to be like a sec 3 class le...
we are like chiong-ing them everyday now...
cause last time our class is really damn slack la...
everyday see other classes doing homework and we play nia...
>_<
then stay throughout the night to do my homework...
can you believe how guai m i?
* pat pat *
hehe...
WANLIN is A GOOD GIRL!

today had band band...
and was quite slack but the investiture is coming up...
SIAN...
to tell the truth,
im really not fond of investiture including all the certificates and the items we need to put up...
is like sian....
i would rather a private...
but dun think will come true de loh...
but most important thing of investiture,
seniors graduating...
although this year not a lot of seniors graduating,
but they are still our seniors and were the pillars of the band la!
so this is still a formal day for them to offically step down and pass the band over to the other batch of juniors...
welll...
rmb last year i cried during the investiture...
cause got a lot of seniors and i was quite close with a few...
damn saddening...
dunno will cry again or not but dun think so...
should be feeling very sianded this year...
and confuoco is coming...
SYF is also coming...
however, OLVLS is also coming la...
around a year and a few months time le...
seems long?
but it will come in a blink of the eye de...
SIANSIANSIAN...
why does we have to go through all these???
but...
I WILL JIAYOU de!
I CAN GET THROUGH ALL THESE DE!
=)

~ everything is fine as junki is there!!
loved loved loved ~



-7:28 PM

why is the world going against me?
why does it seems like everything i do is just wrong and is always making people sad?
does it mean that im really doing the wrong thing and that i should disappear from this world?
maybe more people will be happier?
for my disappearance and that i wun be there to disturb them anymore?
haiz...
im just being an annoying girl that always do nothing right...
im being irrtating and should just get out of everyone's lives to make everyone to smile more...
haiz...
why is my life like this?
playing tricks on me?
i just simply detest my stupid life and hope for a better one...
but even hope for a better one,
people around me will still suffer from all the pains im giving them...
haiz...
know how stupid im to think that people are alright with me all along...
should have known better that im just useless in the world...
T_T
maybe jumping down the building and ending this stupid life of mine would be quite a good choice...
or else eating sleeping pills and die silently?
otherwise lock all the windows and on the gas and die inside the room?
go walk in front of a car and make sure i get bang down and die...
haiz...
thinking of all these mathods of dying...
should really choose one way someday when i really cannot stand all the pressure and when the whole world is going against me...
and goodbye to everyone around me...
EVEN one that ever cared bout me before once...
EVEN one that show some concern to me when im still alive...
and sincerely hope that you will get to find a loved one after dumping me...
i know im a vey bad choice and is good that you didnt accept me...
it's ok for me de...
just wish you to be forever happy...
and hope everyone will smile after im gone from this world...
=)




VAL SAYS THAT LEE IS INSANE BECAUSE SHE WAS LAUGHING WHEN TYPING THIS POST
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eeeeee

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