Having the urge to blog out of sudden.

Time is ticking real fast.

How would I describe my recent life? I would say it's a routine-style life. Weekdays, get up for work and weekends out with my friends and him.

Well, there's pretty much stuff spinning round my head these days. First would be my work. I totally hate my working life, doubting to let go and continue with something I would love doing or to hold on to it. The thing is I myself don't even have a damn clue on what I like to pursue on. I'm just hopeless at times.

Second thing that's been bothering me is my relationship. We've been together for a year. Things are going strong but I really couldn't tell the future between us - issue being, religion and trust.

I would say we are both from totally different backgrounds. There's many things I've yet to know bout him. How long can I hold onto it? Trust is really important in a relationship but it doesn't seems to 'appear' in me to him.

All I could wish for now is everything will be right on track as soon as it can be.

When someone comes into your life. God send them for a reason, either to learn from them or to be with them till the end.

New Chapter

Yours truly is currently slacking around at home. Doing nothing is kinda a bliss especially when your working friends have non-stop ranting bout stress working life. Well, I guess mine gonna start soon =S

-

I'm not good at describing my feelings. But the feeling I'm having now is certainly better than the feelings I've been through for the past 2 years. No point holding on to something that does not work out. No point giving chance over and over again. No point lying to myself that things will be better in the future when i noe that it will not. Happiness is what i'm seeking for, not sorrow. Hurting someone may be a cruel thing to do but i have no choice. Love requires commitment and trust. Love is not something we can take for granted. Happy memories will not be forgotten, for i know that actually there's true pure connection between us. I never regret what i did in the past and never regret on the decision i made now. Life still goes on no matter we're happy or sad. I wish u the best.

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night. This is no ordinary nightmare. Its a nightmare that literally gave me cold sweats. My heart was pounding like mad. For the first time in my life, I felt this way.

I was in the car with my dad. As my dad drove in to the house car porch, i caught a glimpse of an unfamiliar face behind the car's side mirror. I nudged my dad. He then turned to see who is it. I thought that man has mistakenly entered into a wrong house, because from my view, he seemed to be leaving through our gate. So, me and my dad got down from the car, assuming nothing will happen. As we were unlocking our house doors, suddenly, I felt a pressure behind my back. It was that man whom we saw just now. He was pointing his knife at my back. I screamed. And my dad was too terrified, he led the man into our house and let him take all things he want from our house with the hope of keeping us safe. Few other unfamiliar faces came in after that. They stole everything from our house. My mum who is sleeping soundly upstairs in the room, was awaken by the noises made. She came down to see what's wrong. To her surprise, she saw few men and women carrying our things out of the house. She screamed. One of the man took his knife and killed my mum and my dad. I somehow end up at the back of the house. I was so scared. I was hiding behind, hoping that no one will find me and at the same time, crying with pain. Then came a man with a knife that attempt to kill me. But I said this to him, "Tuhan akan berkati kamu. Jangan bunuh saya" And that man left. I was relieved. Suddenly, a woman barged in and chopped my hand.

I was awake. And disturbed.

Friends

"They are something that I would not swap for anything in the world"

Back in Action.

*sweeping off spider webs and dust*
Hello! i'm back in action! Felt sorry to abandon my blog for so long, so decided to pimp my blog for good! Pretty huh? hehe. Well, I'm sure those who reads my blog (but i'm not sure if u still read lol) knew that I'm on a long holiday break now =) The holiday kinda end by end of this week cuz i'll be off to be a promoter. Ka-ching babeh!! Ignore my lame-ness. Anyhoo, i'll end this post with a cuteeeeee pic of my (and also wini,py,pm's) favourite korean drama, You're Beautiful!