Alhamdulillah....
Syukur....finally I safely delivered a baby girl name NUROLL ALIYA FADHILAH BT. MOHD FADZLY on 6 May 2010 @ 3.27 am (Khamis malam Jumaat) di HUKM Specialist, Bandar Tun Razak, Cheras. It was a moment to be remembered throughout my entire life and also towards my hubby.
Di hening senja 5 May 2010 sejurus waktu maghrib, perasaan yang berbelah bahagi terhadap perubahan diri menguatkan lagi bahawa masanya sudah tiba. Ingin ku kongsikan detik dan sebahagian perbualan yang dapat ku ingati along the way to delivered my lil' princess....
5 MAY 2010
~ 7:45pm ~
Discovered that I was having this liquid or fluid running down my thigh...still not knowing that it was a sign that the time has come. Called my mum explaining the situation and she was shockingly screaming asking me to go to the hospital. Yet since there is no pain I again ignore it.
~ 8:00pm ~
Called hubby since he is still at work and told him that there are high probability that I am expecting soon. He sounded nervous ...more nervous than myself. With a simple answer he mentioned he is on his way now or never...Had a small giggle listening how worried he was...
~ 8:10pm ~
My SIL gave a call saying that she got a call from my hubby and they are on their way to my house together with my MIL. Aiyo... I do not meant to trouble them yet since my hubby sounded serious explaining my situation so they are also alarm...Yet I am still cool at one end...
~ 8:30pm ~
The in-laws arrived accordingly and soon after my hubby reached along home. After further discussion I was to be brought to the emergency for further confirmation of my situation since my due date was 6 May 2010.
~ 9:30pm ~
Spoken to my hubby that I was so hungry and still wanted to stop by for a lite meal before anything happend. Imaging that I was somehow craving for "thosai" and also teh ais...had them accordingly but first time ever I did not finish it...funny somehow I felt that some people at the restaurant can feel that I was so nearly to delivered and yet still having meal at my favourite shop...ihihi...makes me laugh every time I recall it.
~ 11:30 pm ~
Reached the emergency of HUKM and straight head to the do the further check up. With me was my hubby and my MIL.At that point of time my heart started to crumble...I am starting to get scared...None stop I was saying such prayers so that everything is in a good condition.
6 MAY 2010
~ 12:00 am ~
Laying in the check up room alone..hearing my baby heart beat makes me wanna cry...takut pun ada jugak memandangkan this is my first ever experience. Then came a nurse saying that they can't get a better record of my baby heart beat since the baby somehow is sleeping. They gave a good push to my tummy trying to wake the baby up. Alhamdulillah the baby respond positively.Sempat lah jugak my MIL and hubby melawat kat dalam since their are worried apa lah kita buat lama betul...hihi...concern tu...
NURSE: Sakit tak? Ada rasa contraption tak?
ME: Takde pulak....
NURSE: Huh?? Takde...betul nie?? Bukan apa..laluan dah buka 4cm tapi ketuban puan tak pecah lagi....
ME: (Blur)..biar betul...habis tu macam mana nie....??
NURSE: Nampaknya saya pecah kan air ketuban puan dulu then saya akan call Prof. Hashim for further advise.
ME: Yelah...(padahal dalam hati punyalah takut)
After seeking Prof. Hashim advice...
NURSE: Nampaknya puan dah boleh masuk wad bersalin yek...nanti kami siapkan yek..
ME: What!!! masuk wad bersalin...???Mana hubby nie...aiyo...serious babe!!
~ 1:30 am ~
Heading to wad bersalin bersama MIL and my hubby...hati berdebar-debar...Tuhan saje yang tahu..Once reached the nurse bagi jap for my final toilet moment and tukar baju...Hubby was always with me...At the same time my mom,opah and my lil bro is on the way to HUKM...Gosh my contraption is getting painful every minutes.
~ 1:50 am ~
Nurse came in and asked whether I wanted for any epidhural jap....with my brave heart I shook my head saying "No!"...hubby just stand beside me supporting my decision...how much I appreciate him for being at my side..
~ 2:30 am ~
Contraption is getting worse...had gas suction for making me wave throughout my pain..yet it did not work..aiyo..painful man...hubby was there to calm me down but the pain was so crushing...rupanya ini rasa orang nak bersalin...
~2:45 am ~
Called the nurse and seek for epidhural jap...but it was too late baby!!! So no choice I had to face it....the pain while delivering my baby...Mulut kumat kamit membaca surah yang boleh menenangkan perasaan nie...Tangan digeggam erat si suami ensuring that he was there...
~ 3:27 am ~
Alhamdulillah....sekujur tubuh ditatang menandakan diriku selamat bersalin...me and hubby was so relief that everything when smoothly...Sejenak insan baru itu dilahirkan..segala keperitan hilang sekelip mata...Itulah kuasa Yang Maha Esa...dan sesungguhnya aku amat bertuah dapat merasai kenikmatan menjadi seorang ibu...
Here are some pictures of my new born princess...
And here are some pictures as at to day....She have grown and we are so proud of her...Alhamdulillah kami telah melengkapi sebuah keluarga yang bahagia....Amin!!!
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