Tuesday, October 04, 2011
Posted @ 10/04/2011 02:52:00 AM
Sunday, October 02, 2011
I know that your first hurt you alot, and now you're really wary of stuff because of that but for someone who asked me why I was doing the same exact thing, keeping my heart in a protective shell 6 months ago, well. Kinda ironic.
"Why you over here hard hard one?"
You don't have to brace yourself for anything, really.
Stop being so prepared for "in case we don't work out".
I'm already giving 110%, or so it seems right now in the wrong direction but I'm trying hard to get it back on your track.
All I'm asking is for you to do the same. This thing goes both ways. Don't start with the end in mind. I know it's just an involuntary subconscious emergency plan B, but still.
For the first person whom I've let in completely, don't block me out, that's all I ask of you. I really do want us to last.
And I'm sorry I'm a possessive bitch. It's not like I want to be like this, I hate it when I'm doing that too. But you have to know that this swings both ways; the more you keep me out, the more insecure I get and get more possessive, and then you keep me out even more. And this just some vicious cycle that doesn't end.
Yes, I am insecure because sometimes, you seem so prepared to let go. So I ask and reconfirm thru all possible means and questions, even though I already know the answers. I just do, I'm sorry. And it's even worse that you're not here. It pisses you off, I know, so I don't, but instead do what I can and even though that's the wrong step I still do try
I guess it's because I've found something that I totally cherish and am very afraid of losing. That would explain the disappearance of the commitment issues. I'm usually not that needy.
I'm not perfect. I do have flaws, why can't you accept it as it is? I'm trying to change, I'm not trying to change you and I never have.
One more thing, I really hate drama. Doesn't seem like it, I know, but if above more than anything, I really really really hate it when such things happen. I really hate it when we quarrel. Wish we never do, nor did. Trust me, definitely not on my to do list.
I just want you to know I'm trying my best and all I want is for you to do the same. Don't tell me it's not what you can give me if I already think it's not enough, it's not that. It is enough, and right as well. All I want, is to be let in, is that alright?
Labels: sigh
Posted @ 10/02/2011 05:14:00 AM
Friday, September 23, 2011
Baby IMY
Posted @ 9/23/2011 05:32:00 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2011
Hope it was worth more than just a glance over.
For right now it feels like not a single fuck was given to everything I said and meant.
I know, 3 years is real long, and real sweet. But aren't you supposed to be more concerned about your own?
Idk how this works.
For right now it feels like not a single fuck was given to everything I said and meant.
I know, 3 years is real long, and real sweet. But aren't you supposed to be more concerned about your own?
Idk how this works.
Posted @ 9/01/2011 03:03:00 AM
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
5!
Posted @ 8/31/2011 12:44:00 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2011
I miss you.
And I need a hug. Not just from anyone though.
I need hugs, kisses, cuddles through the night whispering sweet nothings, wishing the sun will never rise so morning will never come and we'll never have to leave and go to wherever we are supposed to be.
This horrible week will end eventually but I'll still miss you til you get back
And I need a hug. Not just from anyone though.
I need hugs, kisses, cuddles through the night whispering sweet nothings, wishing the sun will never rise so morning will never come and we'll never have to leave and go to wherever we are supposed to be.
This horrible week will end eventually but I'll still miss you til you get back
Posted @ 8/25/2011 01:07:00 AM
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Is anything the matter?
If it's because of me, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did to hurt you, but please, tell me.
If it's not because of me, please tell me too. I want nothing more than to know that I am someone you can tell your troubles to, and to help you through with it
The title girlfriend 不是拿来摆美的.
You're not just my boy, you're my best friend too.
So, what's up boy?
If it's because of me, I'm sorry. I don't know what I did to hurt you, but please, tell me.
If it's not because of me, please tell me too. I want nothing more than to know that I am someone you can tell your troubles to, and to help you through with it
The title girlfriend 不是拿来摆美的.
You're not just my boy, you're my best friend too.
So, what's up boy?
Posted @ 8/23/2011 07:35:00 PM
Monday, August 22, 2011
Sad you think that I'll eventually stop caring for all your texts, calls, posts and finally, you.
I haven't, and never will. What about you?
I haven't, and never will. What about you?
Posted @ 8/22/2011 07:51:00 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
On some days, I'm little miss sunshine.
On others, I just wanna curl up into a ball, and die.
Just like today. Or yesterday, since it's 1am now.
Feelin' kinda sad.
Ok who am I kidding, I'm fucking sad/angsty/wrist. And the worst part is, I don't even know why!
It's not PMS, AUUUGGGHHHHH.
GRRRWWWWAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'm gonna tear some shit apart. I feel like I could kill somebody.
Where are you talk to me now
/edit: OH I KNOW WHY ALREADY. Zzzzzzzzz.
On others, I just wanna curl up into a ball, and die.
Just like today. Or yesterday, since it's 1am now.
Feelin' kinda sad.
Ok who am I kidding, I'm fucking sad/angsty/wrist. And the worst part is, I don't even know why!
GRRRWWWWAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. I'm gonna tear some shit apart. I feel like I could kill somebody.
Where are you talk to me now
/edit: OH I KNOW WHY ALREADY. Zzzzzzzzz.
Labels: :'(
Posted @ 8/10/2011 01:01:00 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2011
To the cutest thing ever
HELLO BABY♥ you angsty sleepy little boy who chased his sisters out of his room LAWL
Happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, even though you think birthdays are the most overrated thing ever, so much that I had to transfer everything from the near post on your wall to like, right here haha, I'm still like mega excited for you, zomgs 20!
SHO CUTEX I WANNA PINCH YOUR HAMSTER CHEEKS omnomnomnomnom
So sorry your present will be pretty much belated, like next week so there is a last minute present for you! *wink wink* but that will come very very much later LOL and I hope you liked my singing HAHAHA
I LOVE YOU! xoxo
Happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you, even though you think birthdays are the most overrated thing ever, so much that I had to transfer everything from the near post on your wall to like, right here haha, I'm still like mega excited for you, zomgs 20!
SHO CUTEX I WANNA PINCH YOUR HAMSTER CHEEKS omnomnomnomnom
So sorry your present will be pretty much belated, like next week so there is a last minute present for you! *wink wink* but that will come very very much later LOL and I hope you liked my singing HAHAHA
I LOVE YOU! xoxo
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 8/07/2011 12:14:00 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2011
I understand that you have alot of things going on at the same time and you're stressed and confused with everything, but just maybe, so am I?
Would be nice to know that you've got my back because I've always got yours.
Fuck school.
And happy belated 4.
Posted @ 8/03/2011 12:41:00 AM
Sunday, July 24, 2011
EVERYDAY I'M SHUFFLIN'
I need to (re)grasp my command of the english language. The 8 month long holiday inflicted some sirius damage. Siriusly.
I IZ RED HEAD AGAINZ. Because brown is too boring, blonde doesn't fit my skin colour and any other colour is too havoc, according to my momma. Meow there goes pink hair ):
I wanna go platinum blonde! I swear, that colour is like zomgorgasmdies.
Doesn't matter asian or angmoh.
like:
AHHH!!!!!
I IZ RED HEAD AGAINZ. Because brown is too boring, blonde doesn't fit my skin colour and any other colour is too havoc, according to my momma. Meow there goes pink hair ):
I wanna go platinum blonde! I swear, that colour is like zomgorgasmdies.
Doesn't matter asian or angmoh.
like:
AHHH!!!!!
asdfghjkrurfjgwehealkdhflakshfhakjdlf
Ok I'm reading the list of things to be packed for camp.. and I look into my cupboard.
Sigh. I need more clothes.
Also more htht and th and catchups and for you to be back in sg.
AND I NEED TO BUY A DRESS FOR WEDNESDAY :D
But at the same time, I'm thinking how I'm supposed to sneak home and go to school again.
I suppose I'll survive wearing contacts for 24 hours! If my friend can leave them in for 5 days, 1 day will be no problem WOOTS
BREAKING NEWS HOMG
I CAN BE A FORTUNE TELLER
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SO GOING TO DO THE "I KNEW IT"! HA! AND NO ONE BELIEVED ME!
Ok end of news. It's not blog material. But then again, nothing is blog material, unless I make it that way ;)
Mmm I want DTF for dinner tonight! Wish me luck that my dad says yes and I get my brother to queue 10 hours there.
Haven't heard your voice in 2 days ): And I won't be, for almost the whole of next week ):
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): <--sad face with many chinssss.
Coughs. And still coughing.
AUUUGGGGGHHHHHHHHH.
Can't wait can't wait can't wait :D For something I know and for something you will know and that is the time I'm waiting for MUEHEHEHE ♥
Posted @ 7/24/2011 12:00:00 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Posted @ 7/23/2011 12:16:00 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
나만 바라봐
내가 이기적이란 걸 난 너무 잘 알아
난 매일 무의미한 시간 속에
이렇게 더럽혀지지만 baby
너만은 언제나 순수하게 남길 바래
이게 내 진심인걸 널 향한 믿음인걸
죽어도 날 떠나지마
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 7/20/2011 03:35:00 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Random flashbacks
Sick like a BAMF.
Don't think I've ever mentioned this to you before, but once when I was in sec 2, I was sick like this too and refused to crawl out of bed or talk to anyone/reply smses. My mum threw the phone at me and told me to call you.
Yes, my mum won't poison you if you ever come over for dinner. *nods*
Mandu and free flow beer with LW tmr, hope I feel better by then! :D
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 7/19/2011 10:36:00 PM
Monday, July 18, 2011
I miss you so much my heart is going to implode.
Posted @ 7/18/2011 02:13:00 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Only you possess the meaning of love And I don't want to let anyone else touch you
Sing this to me and I'll FYUD.
It's maddening, how you tempt me
Aren't you even aware of your own secrets?
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 7/17/2011 06:19:00 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2011
伴
如果 命运可以订做
如果 有另一次选择
我想我 还是会 把手让你紧握
快乐地陪你去坎坷
就算 你有天变落魄
就算 你老得不能动
我想我 还是会 挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中
嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中 关怀那么满
没说爱 却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前 从来不浪漫
在心中 却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴
就算 我以后变罗嗦
就算 我老了有病痛
我想你 还是会 照顾我到最后
隐藏脆弱不眠不休
没有辛酸 没有遗憾
什么是陪伴 什么是心安
你是答案
如果 有另一次选择
我想我 还是会 把手让你紧握
快乐地陪你去坎坷
就算 你有天变落魄
就算 你老得不能动
我想我 还是会 挽着你看日落
你的心疼在泪光中
嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻烦
眼神中 关怀那么满
没说爱 却早已认定一辈子的伴
在人前 从来不浪漫
在心中 却总为对方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴
就算 我以后变罗嗦
就算 我老了有病痛
我想你 还是会 照顾我到最后
隐藏脆弱不眠不休
没有辛酸 没有遗憾
什么是陪伴 什么是心安
你是答案
Posted @ 7/16/2011 04:10:00 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Just because I can.
Nope, no special occassion. Just felt like deco-ing my blog w your face. And your nehs.
And yes, I have ninja pics of you!
Mmm and just because I missed you while you were worming away.
I don't care what everybody says
Baby boy, 그댄 나의 행운이죠 그 많은 사람 중 날 가장 닮은 그녀를
하지만 사람들은 우리 끝나기만을 바라죠 Oh 이게 주어진 현실이라면 운명 따윈 믿
지 말아요
Baby 무슨 말을 해야 할지 몰라요 다만 그댈 위한 맘은 변함이 없네요
이렇게 사람들은 세상과 타협하길 바라죠
그게 그대를 잃는 길이라면 난 세상과 맞서겠어요
그댈 위해 몇 번이나 놓아주고 싶었지만 그대가 보여준 사랑과 믿음이 내게 용기를
줘요
Whatever they say, don't listen boy 우릴 질투할 뿐이죠 내가 말한 모든 진실들 그대만
믿어주길 바랄 뿐이죠
서로 다른 모습이기에 이해 할 수
없는 안타까움뿐이죠
Whatever they say, I don't care 널 사랑하는걸요
그대를 잃을 수 없어
Baby boy, 그댄 나의 행운이죠
Posted @ 7/14/2011 11:29:00 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
To be in love with someone who isn't there
Lemme confess something right here right now.
I'd always wanted a boyfriend who could play the piano.
Even if fail from grade 1 to grade 5 still counted as can play.
So.......... play 三手联弹 with me? :)
I can do it by myself but that's no fun, and you have a lot of time to practice. :D
They made it in the end
They made it in the end
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 7/13/2011 08:03:00 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
I suppose it's because everytime I do make an effort to say or do something I don't get the reaction I've expected that I've stopped doing it.
Hate it when you jump topics so quickly. Makes me feel whatever I've said was irrelevant.
Maybe that's how I got the idea that since you never appreciated it you'd come looking for one when you need it.
Guess now I know I thought wrong. =/ Doesn't matter, now I know. ^^
Sad but true, I'm not Miss Independent. I'm clingy, I like slobbery mushy things and I'm extremely possessive. Yeah yeah ew but whatevs.
Who doesn't like surprise notes/posts/emails/gifts/anything? But since even after very very very obvious hints and still no reciprocation I started thinking you didn't want it. It's not that it never happened it's just that over time it got less.. lesser.. then it didn't exist anymore. Started having the feeling that after awhile, you thought that it started to get gross.
But I guess everything's settled now :)
GIMME A REACTION BITCH
Wanted to be the only girl you're ever thinking about but I guess that's not true and probably not possible. Honestly, I don't know how to feel about this. I don't live inside your head, it's whether you want me to, and how much disk space I'm occupy. Sucks to know that your system gave her a higher IPL than me, with her being clock interrupts and I'm probably just the i/o when it's supposed to be the other way round. Stings to know that I've been moved over to secondary storage, but maybe I've always been there. But I suppose it hurts more since you've always been my machine level interrupt.
Hate it when you jump topics so quickly. Makes me feel whatever I've said was irrelevant.
Maybe that's how I got the idea that since you never appreciated it you'd come looking for one when you need it.
Guess now I know I thought wrong. =/ Doesn't matter, now I know. ^^
Sad but true, I'm not Miss Independent. I'm clingy, I like slobbery mushy things and I'm extremely possessive. Yeah yeah ew but whatevs.
Who doesn't like surprise notes/posts/emails/gifts/anything? But since even after very very very obvious hints and still no reciprocation I started thinking you didn't want it. It's not that it never happened it's just that over time it got less.. lesser.. then it didn't exist anymore. Started having the feeling that after awhile, you thought that it started to get gross.
But I guess everything's settled now :)
GIMME A REACTION BITCH
Labels: emogirl91
Posted @ 7/12/2011 11:33:00 AM
Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble
We never could have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone that I can talk to
I want you just the way you are.
I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you.
I said I love you and that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are.
Posted @ 7/12/2011 04:12:00 AM
Monday, July 11, 2011
The feeling of being completely possessed.
Give it to me.
Give it to me.
Posted @ 7/11/2011 11:36:00 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2011
I'll be your teddy bear I"ll be your clown
Posted @ 7/05/2011 06:49:00 PM
Thursday, June 30, 2011
3!
Posted @ 6/30/2011 01:23:00 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
So tell me now, and I won't ask again
Life is abit sad today because I originally planned to go shopping today but it ended up raining and I hate travelling around when it's raining so shopping plans cancelled ):
And also because of something else la. It's a good thing really, but inconvenient. and gross. and. ARGH.
(am so glad I skipped camp muhaahhaa)
HOWEVER!
THIS MEANS!
I should plan what I wanna get so I don't forget.
contact lenses! impt ttm
clothes!
That is all. LOL.
This has been a very pointless post.
/edit: IT'S SUNNY AGAIN. DAMN. WHAT NOW? LOL
Labels: bored
Posted @ 6/29/2011 01:40:00 PM
Monday, June 27, 2011
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
Tomorrow ...
Tonight you're mine completely
You gave your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure?
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can i, can i believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken, baby,
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is a love i can be sure of
So tell, tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me... tomorrow?
You say that i'm the only one
Tomorrow ...
Tonight you're mine completely
You gave your love so sweetly
Tonight the light of love is in your eyes
But will you love me tomorrow?
Is this a lasting treasure?
Or just a moment's pleasure?
Can i, can i believe the magic of your sigh?
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tonight with words unspoken
You say that i'm the only one
But will my heart be broken, baby,
When the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is a love i can be sure of
So tell, tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow?
Tell me now, and i won't ask again
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me?
Will you still love me... tomorrow?
Posted @ 6/27/2011 05:21:00 PM
This is really unrelated to anything, but I wanna name my future son Ian.
:D
Posted @ 6/27/2011 12:29:00 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2011
I want to stop jolting awake feeling empty
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Posted @ 6/26/2011 06:33:00 PM
baby i miss you
Posted @ 6/26/2011 01:23:00 PM
Trust issues?
I trust too quickly, and too much at a time.
Don't make me feel like I made a mistake by fully trusting you.
Posted @ 6/26/2011 12:00:00 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Sometimes I wish I could be reborn and live as if I was in a fairytale. Those bitches in there have shitty conditions but are still smiling with their whiteass teeth.
Maybe sometimes I wish I was stupid. What's the point of knowing and having so much when you can't be happy?
Maybe if I was dumb, marry a dumb guy, have stupid kids as well, have trouble making ends meet with menial, manual jobs.. But what if I was happier that way?
Would it be worth it?
Someone tell me the price tag for happiness. If it costs me an arm and an leg, I'd gladly be a double amputee.
Posted @ 6/25/2011 06:00:00 PM
Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
Posted @ 6/25/2011 12:54:00 PM
Friday, June 24, 2011
MEH MEH CHI CAO
And here's the blog post you think I'll write!
And you expect: /emorage Y U NO CALL TONIGHT boohoohoo
Nawh nothing of that sort.
ILY ♥♥♥♥♥ :D
And you expect: /emorage Y U NO CALL TONIGHT boohoohoo
Nawh nothing of that sort.
ILY ♥♥♥♥♥ :D
On a separate and completely different note, I DREAMT I WAS LYING IN JAY PARK'S CHEST LAST NIGHT. ZOMG. Good dream.
/ps: It's equivalent to you dreaming of grabbing taylor momsen's boobs or something so, not a big deal. LOL.
Labels: (:
Posted @ 6/24/2011 03:43:00 AM
Friday, June 17, 2011
보고싶다
I love sleeping.
It's the only place where I can forget how much I miss you because that's where I can see, feel, kiss you.
I hate waking up.
Because that's when I'm reminded that you only exist in my com/phone.
(The sweeter the song the harder I cry)
It's the only place where I can forget how much I miss you because that's where I can see, feel, kiss you.
I hate waking up.
Because that's when I'm reminded that you only exist in my com/phone.
(The sweeter the song the harder I cry)
Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me
Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map
Labels: :'(
Posted @ 6/17/2011 09:52:00 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2011
I'll let you spend a day in my head and you'll be begging to be let out after the 1st hour.
This isn't the 1st time I'm saying this but, I think I officially need professional help.
Somebody save me please I can't take it anymore
This isn't the 1st time I'm saying this but, I think I officially need professional help.
I know you're there but I doubt you are on this topic.
Somebody save me please I can't take it anymore
Labels: fuck ocd
Posted @ 6/16/2011 12:16:00 AM
Monday, June 13, 2011
12시 34분
지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과
수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다
아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만
너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은
희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that
어느새부터 자연스레 내안에 자라온 외로움에
나아닌 누군가를 소중하게 생각한적 없던 날들
아침을 괴롭히는 눈이부신 햇살 늦은 밤 길 비추는 환한 달빛
작고 순수했던 기억에 토라지고 가슴 설레어
이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸
나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도
따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께
가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져
언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도
그대 곁에서 기다릴께 Nothing better than that
수화기 넘어 계속 재잘대던 수다
때로는 넘어져서 툴툴대는
내곁을 지켜주는 니 말투 네 몸짓이 나를 웃게해
지난 과거속에 흩어졌던 시간들과
수줍은 미소를 나눈 우리들의 거리 그 사이를 살며시 물들여준 보라빛 바다
아직 그리 오래된 연인은 아니지만
너와 나 같은 곳을 바라보며 하나 둘 새겨놓은
희미한 발자국이 내게 있어 Nothing better than that
하루에 꽃피고 시드는 세상 수억개의 사랑
새겨지고 지워져도 널 향한 내마음 (끝이 없어)
셀 수 없는 시간 천천히 흘러가도
처음 사랑을 약속한 그날 그대로 영원할테죠
이제 깨달았죠 단 하나의 사랑인걸
나몰래 흘린 눈물 기억나지 않게 언제라도
따스한 바람 되어 널 감싸안을께
가끔 환상처럼 사라질까 두려워져
언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도
그대 곁에서
나무가 되서
쉴 곳을 주고
헤메지 않게 등불이 되서
널 기다릴께 Nothing better than that
Labels: ♥, imy, Withdrawal symptoms
Posted @ 6/13/2011 11:44:00 PM
Wednesday, June 08, 2011
The amount I drink is directly proportional to how sad I am.
Hope that answers your question.
Posted @ 6/08/2011 05:36:00 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2011
Feeling like some fucking useless retard
Like how I'd so stupidly and excitedly grab the house phone at 11pm because I want to hear your voice so badly but all you do is just accuse me of pushing you away and shit. And before I can even say anything you just go offline. No msgs, no calls, no smses, no nothing. You just fucking disappear with a click.
If you aren't going to do something please tell me beforehand so I won't get excited over something that isn't going to happen. Save me the disappointment please I can't take so much.
I could get used to darling/baby but I hardly think names like ccb/bitch/nub are considered endearing. In fact, they're pretty much plain annoying when you wake up to a spam full of it.
I know I shouldn't be complaining. You're sick and there's nothing I've done/can do to make you feel any better. Instead I'm here bitching about how upset I am just because of some insignificant shit. Sorry for being such a fail gf.
If you aren't going to do something please tell me beforehand so I won't get excited over something that isn't going to happen. Save me the disappointment please I can't take so much.
I could get used to darling/baby but I hardly think names like ccb/bitch/nub are considered endearing. In fact, they're pretty much plain annoying when you wake up to a spam full of it.
I know I shouldn't be complaining. You're sick and there's nothing I've done/can do to make you feel any better. Instead I'm here bitching about how upset I am just because of some insignificant shit. Sorry for being such a fail gf.
아침이 밝아오면 나 그댈 다시 볼 수 있나요
처음만난 그 순간처럼 그댈 다시 사랑할께요
얼마나 많은 시간이 우리를 지나가고 지나가던
사람들 모두 우릴 축복했죠
어쩐지 오늘은 왠지 그대의 빈자리가 너무도 커 하루종일 눈물만 흘렸죠
미안해요 그대를 아프게해서
미안해요 해준게 너무 없어서
미안해요 하지만 오늘은
꼭 한번 그댈 보고싶어요
Posted @ 6/02/2011 03:24:00 AM
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
2!
To my 小阿飞:
Don't think you've seen this picture before, but this is the 1st ever picture with both our faces in it.
认识你六年了现在才拍照!
ilu xoxo ♥♥♥ 2 down x to go, where x is a constant more than ∞ at any given time.
/edit: walao you spoil surprise one tmd GRRRR next time don't tell you beforehand liao, like xiao di di buy mystery book immediately flip to the back page go see who die liao then read the front part of the story hahaha
Don't think you've seen this picture before, but this is the 1st ever picture with both our faces in it.
认识你六年了现在才拍照!
ilu xoxo ♥♥♥ 2 down x to go, where x is a constant more than ∞ at any given time.
/edit: walao you spoil surprise one tmd GRRRR next time don't tell you beforehand liao, like xiao di di buy mystery book immediately flip to the back page go see who die liao then read the front part of the story hahaha
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 5/31/2011 03:26:00 PM
Monday, May 30, 2011
你是我的小蝴蝶 我是你的小阿飞
夜太美 尽管再危险 总有人黑著眼眶熬著夜
爱太美 尽管再危险 愿赔上了一切超支千年的泪
痛太美 尽管再卑微 也想尝粉身碎骨的滋味
你太美 尽管再无言 我都想用石堆隔绝世界
我的王妃 我要霸占你的美
爱太美 尽管再危险 愿赔上了一切超支千年的泪
痛太美 尽管再卑微 也想尝粉身碎骨的滋味
你太美 尽管再无言 我都想用石堆隔绝世界
我的王妃 我要霸占你的美
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 5/30/2011 11:18:00 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2011
Oh, grow up.
Frankly, I'm kinda sick of this bs. It ain't even funny anymore.
Posted @ 5/29/2011 02:48:00 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Hello, I've missed you quite terribly
少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸
少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒 我的梦通通给你保管
Labels: ♥
Posted @ 5/28/2011 12:39:00 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
简单爱
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌 一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你 你爱我
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌 一直走
我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你 你爱我
Labels: ):
Posted @ 5/11/2011 11:18:00 PM
I win you lose
I know that I'm not supposed to feel like this but like,
Grow the fuck up! You ain't that innocent anyways.
Curse you fall down break your nose and have botched surgery.
ARGH!!!!!
Grow the fuck up! You ain't that innocent anyways.
Curse you fall down break your nose and have botched surgery.
Labels: pissed
Posted @ 5/11/2011 03:55:00 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
You mei you xiang wo?
It's raining, my bed is warm and snuggly and I'm in the half asleep mode.
FLY BACK HERE NAO I NEED A HUMAN SIZED BOLSTER.
Labels: meow
Posted @ 5/10/2011 08:27:00 AM
Monday, May 09, 2011
Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
One good thing about giving your boyfriend your acc pws is that you don't have to do privacy settings by yourself and risk getting blocked from your own acc.
FUCK THE AUSSIE INTERNET CAP! *inserts dick here*
Labels: meow
Posted @ 5/09/2011 12:47:00 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
:(
Do you know how it feels like to wait for a phone call that's never going to come?
Labels: :'(
Posted @ 5/04/2011 12:50:00 PM
:/
Maybe the reason why I probably feel shittier than you is because I'm here passing by places where you used to be with me and you're in somewhere I've never filled with my presence
Labels: Withdrawal symptoms
Posted @ 5/04/2011 08:59:00 AM
Monday, May 02, 2011
哭够了吗？
觉得自己好可悲
已经过了三天， 却还不能振作起来
又不是世界末日， 也不是被人甩
只是想念他一个吻， 一个怀抱，一个笑容
也不是说他永远不会回来，只不知何时
在嘲笑自己在一个月之间能变得那么虚弱
为了那么一点小事就吃不下，睡得不安稳
总是觉得失去了什么
只差一个伴，一个在身边的伴
他又不是不理我，也不是说爱淡了
关心，呵护，宠爱，一个当男朋友的责任，他都做到了
只是缺个肉体的触摸
两个人在一起的原因又不是为了拥抱，亲吻或性关系
那为什么我心里还是那么空虚？
明知如今会有这样的下场，只能问自己为什么当初不阻止事情发生
都过了一次，凭什么以为这次不会像那时一样悲痛
二十岁了，还不了解自己的伪人？
可是，我并不后悔和你在一起
只觉得有点不公平
为什么我们的距离要有3903公里那么远
为什么为了见面需要搭飞机
为什么我家境不容许我随心所欲每隔一天花钱飞到你身边
为什么别人想聊天只要通个电话，我却要等你上网
每五分钟就看一下电话，看有没有你的消息
只记得有一次从早上七点到下午三点不停地哭
停止的原因是你的通电
我讨厌自己是懦夫，本以为我好坚强
本以为心和石头能有比较
说当你离开的时候，觉得最悲痛的人一定会是你
却现在在掉眼泪的人
是我
好嫉妒在街上看到的情侣
能够亲眼，身，一起度过每一天，感触一样的周围
有一个温暖的手握着，抱着
一个人回家的滋味并不好受
可能是习惯了，被你宠坏了
要不然这二十年来我怎样度过的？
我没忘遇上你以前的日子
可能像戒烟，需要多一点时间
需要调整回自己独立一个人
只希望那天早点到
因为直到你回来的那一天
我是孤独者
爱太疯狂了
请你永远不要叫我离开
ilu baby xoxo
已经过了三天， 却还不能振作起来
又不是世界末日， 也不是被人甩
只是想念他一个吻， 一个怀抱，一个笑容
也不是说他永远不会回来，只不知何时
在嘲笑自己在一个月之间能变得那么虚弱
为了那么一点小事就吃不下，睡得不安稳
总是觉得失去了什么
只差一个伴，一个在身边的伴
他又不是不理我，也不是说爱淡了
关心，呵护，宠爱，一个当男朋友的责任，他都做到了
只是缺个肉体的触摸
两个人在一起的原因又不是为了拥抱，亲吻或性关系
那为什么我心里还是那么空虚？
明知如今会有这样的下场，只能问自己为什么当初不阻止事情发生
都过了一次，凭什么以为这次不会像那时一样悲痛
二十岁了，还不了解自己的伪人？
可是，我并不后悔和你在一起
只觉得有点不公平
为什么我们的距离要有3903公里那么远
为什么为了见面需要搭飞机
为什么我家境不容许我随心所欲每隔一天花钱飞到你身边
为什么别人想聊天只要通个电话，我却要等你上网
每五分钟就看一下电话，看有没有你的消息
只记得有一次从早上七点到下午三点不停地哭
停止的原因是你的通电
我讨厌自己是懦夫，本以为我好坚强
本以为心和石头能有比较
说当你离开的时候，觉得最悲痛的人一定会是你
却现在在掉眼泪的人
是我
好嫉妒在街上看到的情侣
能够亲眼，身，一起度过每一天，感触一样的周围
有一个温暖的手握着，抱着
一个人回家的滋味并不好受
可能是习惯了，被你宠坏了
要不然这二十年来我怎样度过的？
我没忘遇上你以前的日子
可能像戒烟，需要多一点时间
需要调整回自己独立一个人
只希望那天早点到
因为直到你回来的那一天
我是孤独者
爱太疯狂了
请你永远不要叫我离开
ilu baby xoxo
Labels: :'(, depressed, plain upset
Posted @ 5/02/2011 07:01:00 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Whataya want from me?
1 day 21 hours 12 minutes more
Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful and it's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak, yeah
But thanks for lovin' me 'cause you're doing it perfectly
Yeah, there might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don't give up, I am workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful and it's nothing wrong with you
It's me, I'm a freak, yeah
But thanks for lovin' me 'cause you're doing it perfectly
Yeah, there might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don't give up, I am workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Labels: :/
Posted @ 4/28/2011 11:13:00 AM
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
你爱我吗
Posted @ 4/20/2011 01:09:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2011
GOOD MORNING WORLD
28 FEB WAS AWESOME.
It's not everyday you nearly get stranded in super ulu places (2, to be exact), and 1 of it is near midnight, hitch hike in a complete stranger's car by camping at the carpark gantry and then jumping up and down when a car appears, and after you reach home safely, swallow a large fish bone.
I got out of the 1st one by running after the company bus. HAHAHA.
But if the attention from the cutie on the following day stemmed from that, I'll gladly chiong for the bus everyday >:D
It's not everyday you nearly get stranded in super ulu places (2, to be exact), and 1 of it is near midnight, hitch hike in a complete stranger's car by camping at the carpark gantry and then jumping up and down when a car appears, and after you reach home safely, swallow a large fish bone.
I got out of the 1st one by running after the company bus. HAHAHA.
But if the attention from the cutie on the following day stemmed from that, I'll gladly chiong for the bus everyday >:D
Posted @ 3/02/2011 01:25:00 PM
Monday, January 10, 2011
The look in your eyes sayin' you'd never leave me
在我面前，你眼里好像只看着我一个
可是，我们俩都知道
But baby, I still like how you call my name.
And how you can rival my eye contact.
Chapter 1, closed.
Just in time before we hit the big 2.
P.S. But seriously, who the heck taught you these? You damn fucking pro can. Don't worry, you're still my favorite player, for now. Just don't get caught too often ^^
...
他妈的，他射的电比我的多。
Annoying umchina.
Posted @ 1/10/2011 12:32:00 PM
Monday, December 13, 2010
You're the reason
Posted @ 12/13/2010 03:07:00 AM
Saturday, December 11, 2010
He's my babe, that's right, it's over.
Posted @ 12/11/2010 10:53:00 AM
Sunday, December 05, 2010
ONE BETTER DAY
I AM OFFICIALLY IN LOVE WITH MIR
(sorry chansung, goodbye my lover~)
meow says (11:14 PM):
OH RIGHT MIR
HAHAHA
HE RIGHT
HE'S DAMN HYPER
FOR REAL
ITS NOT JUST ON TV
OK SO WE WERE WALKING ABOUT MBS NEAR THE CARPARK
THEN SUDDENLY GOT THIS UNCLE STARTED MUMBLING
meow says (11:15 PM):
看星星咯
看韩国星星咯
THEN GOT A BUNCH OF GIRLS THERE TOO
SO WE WENT TO KPO SEE RIGHT
THEN GOT HTIS LAO POK BUS COMEOUT
THEN THE GIRLS STARTED SCREAMING
THEN SOME OTHER UNCLE WAS LIKE, NONO NOT THIS ONE
meow says (11:16 PM):
THEN AN MBS BUS CAME OUT
THEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE MBLAQQQQQQQQQQQ
HAHAHA
SO WE CHIONG
THEN THUNDER WAS WAVING
G.O. GOT OFF HIS SEAT AND OPENED A CURTAIN TO WAVE
THEN JOON OPENED HIS CURTAIN ALSO THEN HE WAS WAVING THEN LATER HE PUT HIS HAND ON THE WINDOW THEN SOME GIRL PUT HER HAND ON HIS HAND OMG JEALOUS BUT HE'S DMAN CUTE HIS FACE LKE CHISLED ONE OMG
meow says (11:17 PM):
THEN HE LIKE LOOK SHY LOOK SHY BUT HE ARM CHIO LOL
THEN SO THAT WAS 1 SIDE OF THE BUS
SO THERE QUITE ALOT OF PEOPLE
SO I GO THE OTHER SIDE
THEN RIGHT
THERE WAS MIR
MY FRIEND STARTD BLOWING KISSES AT HIM
THEN HE V CHIC
AND STARTED BLOWING THEM BACK
THEN COZ I WAS WAVING ALSO
THEN HE DID THE
SIGN LANG I LOVE YOU
IN THE
YO YO YO MANNER
meow says (11:18 PM):
THEN HE KEEP DOING THAT AND JUMPING IN HIS SEAT IN THE BUS HAHAHAHAH
OMG SO CUTE
THEN APPARENTLY IN THE AIRPORT
HE WENT UP TO A BUNCH OF GIRLS AND STARTED GOING
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA
THEN IN THE CONCERT RIGHT
AT THE END DURING THE PART WHERE ALL THE ARTISTS COME OUT
HE
meow says (11:19 PM):
WAS THERE JUMPING AROUND DOING WEIRD THINGS UNTIL G.O. PULLED HIM THEN HE STOPPED JUMPING
LOL
OMG SO CUTE
HAHAHAHAHA
THEN WHEN HE WALKED DOWN THE T STAGE HE WAS LIKE
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA
THAT PRETTY MUCH SUMS OUT MULA.
IT WAS AWESOME, BUT "SOMEBODY" DAMN DAO THEN I V DISAPPOINTED SO LIKE THAT LOR.
NOT TALKING ABOUT CHAN TONIGHT, SORRY ALL YOU CHAN FANS OUT THERE WHO GOT HERE LOOKING FOR HIM.
I'VE GOT A HEADACHE THAT MAGICALLY DISAPPEARED WHILE READING SOME STUFF HAHA
ANYWAY,
A LEVELS IS OVERRRR!!!!!!!!
YIPPEEDOOOOOOO TIME TO DO EVERYTHING I WANNA DO THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE MONEY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T START WORKING YET HAHAHHAA
OK PLEASE LOOK OUT FOR THINGS I MAY BE POSTING OR MAYBE NOT IF I GET TOO LAZY HAAAHAHAHAH
ITS ONLY THE 3RD DAY OF MY HOLS AND I'M DAMN FUCKING BUSY ALR LOL
OK GOODNIGHT AND I LOVE YOU MIR
MIRGASM
ANYWAY, IT'S STRANGE BECAUSE USUALLY WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE IF YOU ASK ME WHAT'S THE 1ST THING I'M GONNA DO WHEN I GET PRIVATE TIME WITH HIM I'D SAY "I WANNA FUCK HIM"
BUT FOR MIR, ALL I WANNA DO IS HUG HIM.
OMG THIS IS WEIRD I THINK I MUST BE GOING CRAZY HAHAHA
OK I BETTER GO SLEEP GOODNIGHT MIR
OH AND IF I'M RIGHT, CHANSUNG WAS WEARING DARK COLOURED BOXERS FOR MULA. MM YES I WAS STARING AT HIS ASS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
(sorry chansung, goodbye my lover~)
meow says (11:14 PM):
OH RIGHT MIR
HAHAHA
HE RIGHT
HE'S DAMN HYPER
FOR REAL
ITS NOT JUST ON TV
OK SO WE WERE WALKING ABOUT MBS NEAR THE CARPARK
THEN SUDDENLY GOT THIS UNCLE STARTED MUMBLING
meow says (11:15 PM):
看星星咯
看韩国星星咯
THEN GOT A BUNCH OF GIRLS THERE TOO
SO WE WENT TO KPO SEE RIGHT
THEN GOT HTIS LAO POK BUS COMEOUT
THEN THE GIRLS STARTED SCREAMING
THEN SOME OTHER UNCLE WAS LIKE, NONO NOT THIS ONE
meow says (11:16 PM):
THEN AN MBS BUS CAME OUT
THEN EVERYONE WAS LIKE MBLAQQQQQQQQQQQ
HAHAHA
SO WE CHIONG
THEN THUNDER WAS WAVING
G.O. GOT OFF HIS SEAT AND OPENED A CURTAIN TO WAVE
THEN JOON OPENED HIS CURTAIN ALSO THEN HE WAS WAVING THEN LATER HE PUT HIS HAND ON THE WINDOW THEN SOME GIRL PUT HER HAND ON HIS HAND OMG JEALOUS BUT HE'S DMAN CUTE HIS FACE LKE CHISLED ONE OMG
meow says (11:17 PM):
THEN HE LIKE LOOK SHY LOOK SHY BUT HE ARM CHIO LOL
THEN SO THAT WAS 1 SIDE OF THE BUS
SO THERE QUITE ALOT OF PEOPLE
SO I GO THE OTHER SIDE
THEN RIGHT
THERE WAS MIR
MY FRIEND STARTD BLOWING KISSES AT HIM
THEN HE V CHIC
AND STARTED BLOWING THEM BACK
THEN COZ I WAS WAVING ALSO
THEN HE DID THE
SIGN LANG I LOVE YOU
IN THE
YO YO YO MANNER
meow says (11:18 PM):
THEN HE KEEP DOING THAT AND JUMPING IN HIS SEAT IN THE BUS HAHAHAHAH
OMG SO CUTE
THEN APPARENTLY IN THE AIRPORT
HE WENT UP TO A BUNCH OF GIRLS AND STARTED GOING
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA
THEN IN THE CONCERT RIGHT
AT THE END DURING THE PART WHERE ALL THE ARTISTS COME OUT
HE
meow says (11:19 PM):
WAS THERE JUMPING AROUND DOING WEIRD THINGS UNTIL G.O. PULLED HIM THEN HE STOPPED JUMPING
LOL
OMG SO CUTE
HAHAHAHAHA
THEN WHEN HE WALKED DOWN THE T STAGE HE WAS LIKE
I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU I LIKE YOU
HAHAHAHA
THAT PRETTY MUCH SUMS OUT MULA.
IT WAS AWESOME, BUT "SOMEBODY" DAMN DAO THEN I V DISAPPOINTED SO LIKE THAT LOR.
NOT TALKING ABOUT CHAN TONIGHT, SORRY ALL YOU CHAN FANS OUT THERE WHO GOT HERE LOOKING FOR HIM.
I'VE GOT A HEADACHE THAT MAGICALLY DISAPPEARED WHILE READING SOME STUFF HAHA
ANYWAY,
A LEVELS IS OVERRRR!!!!!!!!
YIPPEEDOOOOOOO TIME TO DO EVERYTHING I WANNA DO THAT DOESN'T INVOLVE MONEY BECAUSE I HAVEN'T START WORKING YET HAHAHHAA
OK PLEASE LOOK OUT FOR THINGS I MAY BE POSTING OR MAYBE NOT IF I GET TOO LAZY HAAAHAHAHAH
ITS ONLY THE 3RD DAY OF MY HOLS AND I'M DAMN FUCKING BUSY ALR LOL
OK GOODNIGHT AND I LOVE YOU MIR
ANYWAY, IT'S STRANGE BECAUSE USUALLY WHEN I LIKE SOMEONE IF YOU ASK ME WHAT'S THE 1ST THING I'M GONNA DO WHEN I GET PRIVATE TIME WITH HIM I'D SAY "I WANNA FUCK HIM"
BUT FOR MIR, ALL I WANNA DO IS HUG HIM.
OMG THIS IS WEIRD I THINK I MUST BE GOING CRAZY HAHAHA
OK I BETTER GO SLEEP GOODNIGHT MIR
OH AND IF I'M RIGHT, CHANSUNG WAS WEARING DARK COLOURED BOXERS FOR MULA. MM YES I WAS STARING AT HIS ASS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Labels: (:, celebs, guys, love, mega nosebleed, OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Posted @ 12/05/2010 11:31:00 PM
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
omgomg
Ah this made my day :D
I just realised. It's December! :D
It's freaking December already! omg happy
omg why the vein beside my eye can be seen from under my skin?! omgomgomg someone help me tell me why!
I just realised. It's December! :D
It's freaking December already! omg happy
omg why the vein beside my eye can be seen from under my skin?! omgomgomg someone help me tell me why!
Posted @ 12/01/2010 12:01:00 AM
Monday, November 29, 2010
There's a world out there that we should see
I didn't get the admin post. Sad. Why? Because then I can't get li yi LOL ok nevermind.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm I need to overcome stage fright. Meeting theexhibitionist future broadway star Annabelle in less than 12 hours for therapy LOL
ANYWAY today was a pretty good day!
I COLLECTED THE TICKETS FOR MNET ULTIMATE OMG HAHAHA
DAMN FUCKING EXCITED NAO I TELL YOU, ME AND TOH WERE GOING NUTS ON TWITTER THE EVIDENCE IS THERE HAHAHAHHA -->
NAIIISSSEEEEEEEEEE CHANSUNG I CAN'T WAIT!
WE DIE DIE MUST GET THE BLUE TAGS OMG
Daryl told me to:
1) Hurl pee into the crowd
2) Bring a chopper and yell "369!" because it's the 'in' thing
-_-ll
According to him, it's worth it for 2pm!
LOL.
Happy picture of the day!
SHALL TOTALLY WRITE A FIC ABOUT THAT HAHAHAHAHAHHAA I KNOW CHELSEA DON'T READ THIS KIND OF SHIT BUT I KNOW WHO DOES~
I KINDA WISH THEY REALLY DID KISS THOUGH. THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT. LOL.
ok it's 4am I should really be sleeping. Gym with nabelle tomorrow!
STUDY COMPUTING WOOOOOTS
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm I need to overcome stage fright. Meeting the
ANYWAY today was a pretty good day!
I COLLECTED THE TICKETS FOR MNET ULTIMATE OMG HAHAHA
DAMN FUCKING EXCITED NAO I TELL YOU, ME AND TOH WERE GOING NUTS ON TWITTER THE EVIDENCE IS THERE HAHAHAHHA -->
NAIIISSSEEEEEEEEEE CHANSUNG I CAN'T WAIT!
WE DIE DIE MUST GET THE BLUE TAGS OMG
Daryl told me to:
1) Hurl pee into the crowd
2) Bring a chopper and yell "369!" because it's the 'in' thing
-_-ll
According to him, it's worth it for 2pm!
LOL.
Happy picture of the day!
SHALL TOTALLY WRITE A FIC ABOUT THAT HAHAHAHAHAHHAA I KNOW CHELSEA DON'T READ THIS KIND OF SHIT BUT I KNOW WHO DOES~
I KINDA WISH THEY REALLY DID KISS THOUGH. THIS IS SO NOT RIGHT. LOL.
ok it's 4am I should really be sleeping. Gym with nabelle tomorrow!
STUDY COMPUTING WOOOOOTS
Posted @ 11/29/2010 04:08:00 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Say my name say my name
Happy belated birthday mum!
I suck because I didn't buy a cake for her, but I hope she likes the bag :D
Yes, yesterday was a really really bad day. Didn't get to see se7en because of my stupidity and got shitted on by a bird -_-
AT 11PM IN ORCHARD ROAD.
Stupid bird taking a midnight shit. On my head. #$%^&@$
And the super OCD me has to go crazy all over again. Washed my hair with disinfectant soap until it looks and feels like hay now ):
(my hands are peeling too but that happens all the time.. right?)
CURSE YOU BIRD. I HOPE YOU TURN INTO ROASTED BIRD TOMORROW.
Mm ok cheer up time.
Random favorite pic of the day of the favorite boy :D
Chan you're awesome.
Super excited because I'm going torape see him straight after my A levels.
Speaking of which, I need to start revising for computing paper 2 so that I can be all stressed up by Friday morning and scream my ass off when Imolest welcome him at the airport in the afternoon.
(Why are there weird dudes adding me on msn? I'm not an internet whore or anything. Well at least I know those dudes aren't spammers. Mmm gotta change email soon. Please wait for it.)
Ok I should go bathe now. Goodnight my Chansung sleep tight in Macau I'll be there in less than a month and I'll be seeing you in a week :D
I love you I really do. Lie steal and cheat I still love you.
I suck because I didn't buy a cake for her, but I hope she likes the bag :D
Yes, yesterday was a really really bad day. Didn't get to see se7en because of my stupidity and got shitted on by a bird -_-
AT 11PM IN ORCHARD ROAD.
Stupid bird taking a midnight shit. On my head. #$%^&@$
And the super OCD me has to go crazy all over again. Washed my hair with disinfectant soap until it looks and feels like hay now ):
(my hands are peeling too but that happens all the time.. right?)
CURSE YOU BIRD. I HOPE YOU TURN INTO ROASTED BIRD TOMORROW.
Mm ok cheer up time.
Random favorite pic of the day of the favorite boy :D
Chan you're awesome.
Super excited because I'm going to
Speaking of which, I need to start revising for computing paper 2 so that I can be all stressed up by Friday morning and scream my ass off when I
(Why are there weird dudes adding me on msn? I'm not an internet whore or anything. Well at least I know those dudes aren't spammers. Mmm gotta change email soon. Please wait for it.)
Ok I should go bathe now. Goodnight my Chansung sleep tight in Macau I'll be there in less than a month and I'll be seeing you in a week :D
I love you I really do. Lie steal and cheat I still love you.
Posted @ 11/28/2010 03:40:00 AM
Friday, November 26, 2010
YAY
OK HELLO I IS BACK!
cues "I'll be backkkk~~~~~~" *thumbs up*
Ok anyway, A levels are ALMOST over!! whoopeedooooo!!!
1 more paper next and then heaven here I come :D
(for the person who came here looking for the translation of okdaeri and hwangbujang its just like, high managerial posts. bujang is deputy head and daeri is erh. High managerial position. haha.)
Ok off to see se7en! :D
cues "I'll be backkkk~~~~~~" *thumbs up*
Ok anyway, A levels are ALMOST over!! whoopeedooooo!!!
1 more paper next and then heaven here I come :D
(for the person who came here looking for the translation of okdaeri and hwangbujang its just like, high managerial posts. bujang is deputy head and daeri is erh. High managerial position. haha.)
Ok off to see se7en! :D
Labels: (:
Posted @ 11/26/2010 04:38:00 PM
Monday, November 15, 2010
사랑은 하지 마요
I have to leave, I have to hurry and leave
Affection will turn into tears
So that I can’t see the one I left behind
I have to hurry a bit more and leave
He is crying, the love that I leave
The overwhelming sadness is flowing
It is so difficult to take a step
With his back to me
He stands, crying
Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong. It hurts a thousand times more
I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know I won’t see you even if I look for you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you
Just once, one more time, can’t we try it? Can’t we?
I cry out like an idiot to myself
Don’t ever love
It hurts enough to die
You will cry every day
I told myself that when love comes again
that it would be easier and that it would last
But I was wrong. Not for my love
Not for me
Affection will turn into tears
So that I can’t see the one I left behind
I have to hurry a bit more and leave
He is crying, the love that I leave
The overwhelming sadness is flowing
It is so difficult to take a step
With his back to me
He stands, crying
Don’t ever love
Heartbreak will surely come
It hurts to even breathe
I thought that this would only hurt
as much as I loved
But I was wrong. It hurts a thousand times more
I’m afraid of living with my eyes open
Because I know I won’t see you even if I look for you
It seems better to fall asleep exhausted
After longing for you
Just once, one more time, can’t we try it? Can’t we?
I cry out like an idiot to myself
Don’t ever love
It hurts enough to die
You will cry every day
I told myself that when love comes again
that it would be easier and that it would last
But I was wrong. Not for my love
Not for me
Labels: :'(
Posted @ 11/15/2010 03:23:00 AM
Saturday, November 13, 2010
No other
Posted @ 11/13/2010 01:59:00 PM
Monday, November 08, 2010
WITH THE POWER OF MIGHTY ME I SHALL SLAY THE UGLY BITCH OF THE A LEVELS!
Monday 08112010 GEOG
Wednesday 10112010 GP p1
Wednesday 10112010 GP p2
Thursday 11112010 Math p1
Friday 12112010 Math p2
Friday 19112010 Econs p1
Tuesday 23112010 Econs p2
Thursday 25112010 CP p1
Friday 03122010 CP p2
Just in case I forget. ^^
HWAITING!
Am going all William Hung on this.
"I have done my best and I have no regrets."
Ofc I won't leave you without nice things to see la ah hahaha
And ofc, (one of the many) favourite scene from wild bunny :D
OK STUDY
AND ITS LIKE, TODAY, LESS THAN 8 HOURS ALR HAHAHHA
Wednesday 10112010 GP p1
Wednesday 10112010 GP p2
Thursday 11112010 Math p1
Friday 12112010 Math p2
Friday 19112010 Econs p1
Tuesday 23112010 Econs p2
Thursday 25112010 CP p1
Friday 03122010 CP p2
Just in case I forget. ^^
HWAITING!
Am going all William Hung on this.
"I have done my best and I have no regrets."
"Hwaiting!"
Ofc I won't leave you without nice things to see la ah hahaha
mm happy trail I LIKE
And ofc, (one of the many) favourite scene from wild bunny :D
OK STUDY
AND ITS LIKE, TODAY, LESS THAN 8 HOURS ALR HAHAHHA
Posted @ 11/08/2010 12:04:00 AM
Sunday, November 07, 2010
I'm hearing the screams you make, I'm seeing the stars align
Blogging 2 hours and 12 minutes before THE DAY itself.
I'm fucking scared.
So, to destress, I shall plan out my whole dec hols! :D
1 - MUG
2 - MUG
3 - END OF A LEVELS!
4 - Mnet + rape Chansung! *happppy*
5 - something
6 - Shop for prom!
7 - Prom!
8 - hangover hahahhaa
9 -
10 -
11 - bro's birthday + possible mahjong marathon(?)
12 - hangover LOL
13 -
14 - hk
15 - hk
16 - hk
17 - hk
18 - hk(?)
19 - hk(?)
20 - msia(?)
21 - msia(?)
22 - msia(?)
23 - msia(?)
24 - msia(?)
25 - MERRY XMAS!
26 -
27 -
28 -
29 -
30 -
31 - Find someone to go countdown party :D
BOOK ME BOOK ME BOOK ME LETS GET HIGH ON ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL
I have 5 free days.. let's go out :D
I wanna have a kpop marathon!
5 days...
Dbsk
Bigbang
2pm...
Hmm that's 3 days. Ah ok space them out.
COME ON ALL YOU SIAO CHAR BOS BOOK ME BOOK ME FOR THAT HAHAHHA let's spam variety shows until we puke HAHAHA
Either that or let's just get drunk. LOL.
Happy picture of the day
GAHAHHAA. Bet you thought it was another nosebleed inducing pic of chan huh?
nonono *junsu's lip touch and wags finger*
Okok no more teasing.
You know you wanna jump that. And hold his trophy that's in his left hand, except that it's his other "trophy"..
(Anyway I think my bro is really gay. Previously I showed him pictures of SNSD, KARA, etc etc and he was like, ugly la. Then just now I showed him Chansung's men's health pictures and he was like, "EH THAT GUY IS GOOD LOOKING. BETTER THE KOREAN GIRLS. " OMFG.)
Ok erh. hmm. ok whatever. mm Channie.
RIGHT ok no more channie back to geog. LESS THAN 12 HOURS TO BURNING IT :D
AND 25 MORE DAYS TO FREEEDDOOOOOMMMMMMMM~~~~~~~~~
I'm fucking scared.
So, to destress, I shall plan out my whole dec hols! :D
1 - MUG
2 - MUG
3 - END OF A LEVELS!
4 - Mnet + rape Chansung! *happppy*
5 - something
6 - Shop for prom!
7 - Prom!
8 - hangover hahahhaa
9 -
10 -
11 - bro's birthday + possible mahjong marathon(?)
12 - hangover LOL
13 -
14 - hk
15 - hk
16 - hk
17 - hk
18 - hk(?)
19 - hk(?)
20 - msia(?)
21 - msia(?)
22 - msia(?)
23 - msia(?)
24 - msia(?)
25 - MERRY XMAS!
26 -
27 -
28 -
29 -
30 -
31 - Find someone to go countdown party :D
BOOK ME BOOK ME BOOK ME LETS GET HIGH ON ABSOLUTELY NOTHING AT ALL
I have 5 free days.. let's go out :D
I wanna have a kpop marathon!
5 days...
Dbsk
Bigbang
2pm...
Hmm that's 3 days. Ah ok space them out.
COME ON ALL YOU SIAO CHAR BOS BOOK ME BOOK ME FOR THAT HAHAHHA let's spam variety shows until we puke HAHAHA
Either that or let's just get drunk. LOL.
Happy picture of the day
GAHAHHAA. Bet you thought it was another nosebleed inducing pic of chan huh?
nonono *junsu's lip touch and wags finger*
Okok no more teasing.
You know you wanna jump that. And hold his trophy that's in his left hand, except that it's his other "trophy"..
(Anyway I think my bro is really gay. Previously I showed him pictures of SNSD, KARA, etc etc and he was like, ugly la. Then just now I showed him Chansung's men's health pictures and he was like, "EH THAT GUY IS GOOD LOOKING. BETTER THE KOREAN GIRLS. " OMFG.)
Ok erh. hmm. ok whatever. mm Channie.
RIGHT ok no more channie back to geog. LESS THAN 12 HOURS TO BURNING IT :D
AND 25 MORE DAYS TO FREEEDDOOOOOMMMMMMMM~~~~~~~~~
Intense desire
Going on between the two of us
Like crimson tide
Turning things to red
With waves of love
My devil's ride
I'm so breathless in this ecstasy
This sizzling fire
Driving me to edge of sanity
I got you under my skin
There's no mistakin'
You're made for lovin'
You do it right, babe
LIke no one else can
I got you under my skin
Going on between the two of us
Like crimson tide
Turning things to red
With waves of love
My devil's ride
I'm so breathless in this ecstasy
This sizzling fire
Driving me to edge of sanity
I got you under my skin
There's no mistakin'
You're made for lovin'
You do it right, babe
LIke no one else can
I got you under my skin
Posted @ 11/07/2010 09:48:00 PM
We were so high
TOMORROW. IS. THE. DAY.
*cues dramatic music*
TA DA DA DAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.
HWAITING EVERYONE~!
MUST GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!
(because Okdaeri and Hwangbujang say so.)
WIN.
And ooh, this totally makes me wanna write something about it but I shouldn't.
LOVE THAT TIE ON YOU BABEH.
Someone commented that if they were the bosses she'd never leave the office.
Well, if they were my bosses they'd never leave my office because they'd be too "tied up" in work. :D
(my mum just came out and spoilt the horny mood. sian ttm. Now you won't get to hear what I like to do with ties ): )
Oh wait if you knew me a few years ago you'd know. hmmm. ^^
Ok you know what I think I should really go sleep at this time of the day instead of blogging. I'm a freak at night.
Mmm and that's how you like it boy.
RIGHT OK GOODNIGHT.
*cues dramatic music*
TA DA DA DAAAAHHHHHHHHHH.
HWAITING EVERYONE~!
MUST GIVE IT YOUR BEST SHOT!
(because Okdaeri and Hwangbujang say so.)
WIN.
And ooh, this totally makes me wanna write something about it but I shouldn't.
LOVE THAT TIE ON YOU BABEH.
Someone commented that if they were the bosses she'd never leave the office.
Well, if they were my bosses they'd never leave my office because they'd be too "tied up" in work. :D
(my mum just came out and spoilt the horny mood. sian ttm. Now you won't get to hear what I like to do with ties ): )
Oh wait if you knew me a few years ago you'd know. hmmm. ^^
Ok you know what I think I should really go sleep at this time of the day instead of blogging. I'm a freak at night.
Mmm and that's how you like it boy.
RIGHT OK GOODNIGHT.
Posted @ 11/07/2010 12:41:00 AM
Friday, November 05, 2010
Needs a happy picture (Online posts after 2AM never make sense or are R rated.)
Sorry, because I'm feeling like bleaugh so I need a picture that I'll see and smile.
All you lucky bitches get to set your eyes on that sinful pleasuring sight and you know how those abs go when those pants stop hiding 'em gorgeous.. wait no please keep your panties/boxers on tsk all you horny assholes this place is still PG13!
But not for long, really. (Regarding PG13, I mean.) Please wait for after 4th December~!
I love his happy trail, really. Wonder how it'll feel with my tongue on..
OK RIGHT ENOUGH I'M GOING TO BATHE BYEBYE
But honestly Chan would be so good in bondage or BDSM..
RIGHT OK STOP.
I'm just a sadist and I should sleep NAO. byes.
All you lucky bitches get to set your eyes on that sinful pleasuring sight and you know how those abs go when those pants stop hiding 'em gorgeous.. wait no please keep your panties/boxers on tsk all you horny assholes this place is still PG13!
But not for long, really. (Regarding PG13, I mean.) Please wait for after 4th December~!
I love his happy trail, really. Wonder how it'll feel with my tongue on..
OK RIGHT ENOUGH I'M GOING TO BATHE BYEBYE
But honestly Chan would be so good in bondage or BDSM..
RIGHT OK STOP.
I'm just a sadist and I should sleep NAO. byes.
Labels: (:, cute, eye candy, fetishes, mega nosebleed
Posted @ 11/05/2010 02:19:00 AM
So I deny my heart 'cuz I won't live a lie
I don't know what I know anymore.
On a seperate note, its friday. 3 more days to A levels. 가자! hwaiting! no idea how to translate that in google translate!
Love won't make you cry or ask why oh why
On a seperate note, its friday. 3 more days to A levels. 가자! hwaiting! no idea how to translate that in google translate!
Love won't make you cry or ask why oh why
Posted @ 11/05/2010 01:57:00 AM
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Hello, hello
Ok I realised that the last time I posted was just a picture of a very cute Channie.
Thanks for making me straight, love you!
HAHA because prior to seeing that pic I was happily ogling at the whole of SNSD and GaHee!
WOW THEIR LEGS ARE LIKE SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND SOOYOUNG *drooooooooools*
Very tempted to snip my hair off like hers but then it won't turn out as good because she's so damn CHIO HAHAHA
I was actually quite disappointed when I saw that they wore long pants for today's performance.
OK GOING OFF BUAIXZSX its like 0340 now haahhahahah
happy halloween, and 7 more days to A levels!
Thanks for making me straight, love you!
HAHA because prior to seeing that pic I was happily ogling at the whole of SNSD and GaHee!
WOW THEIR LEGS ARE LIKE SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND SOOYOUNG *drooooooooools*
Very tempted to snip my hair off like hers but then it won't turn out as good because she's so damn CHIO HAHAHA
I was actually quite disappointed when I saw that they wore long pants for today's performance.
OK GOING OFF BUAIXZSX its like 0340 now haahhahahah
happy halloween, and 7 more days to A levels!
Posted @ 10/31/2010 01:33:00 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2010
~
YAHOO IS RACIST. HAHA.
"Among the dead were 26 Taiwanese, 24 Americans and 12 Singaporeans and Indians."
There were 83 dead = 21 dead indians.
Ok please take this with alot of salt. Posted with no intention of getting whacked thanks byexzsx
"Among the dead were 26 Taiwanese, 24 Americans and 12 Singaporeans and Indians."
There were 83 dead = 21 dead indians.
Ok please take this with alot of salt. Posted with no intention of getting whacked thanks byexzsx
Labels: random
Posted @ 10/30/2010 11:40:00 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
I'll be back
Oh come on, how can you say no to this?
*giggles*
On a seperate note, I'm done with I'll be back on piano. whoopeedoo :D
*giggles*
On a seperate note, I'm done with I'll be back on piano. whoopeedoo :D
Posted @ 10/13/2010 09:33:00 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Obsession no es amor
GOOD NEWS: PRELIMS ARE OVER!
BAD NEWS: A LEVELS ARE NEARER!
WORSE NEWS: I'M GONNA FAIL PRELIMS AND DIE!
Sigh.
The only thing that's keeping me potentially alive is that I'VE GOT THE TICKETS TO SEE MNET ULTIMATE!!!!!!!111111!!!!1111
:D
Now I totally can't wait for the end of A levels :D
What's new.. hmm.
Oh, I'm officially on a diet now! yay *clap clap clap*
Well, I'm allowed to eat just about anything except carbs i.e. rice, potatoes, noodles, bread, cereal and I'm not supposed to eat at night.
Which can only mean 1 thing.
The annoying brother is tempting me into eating food since we both stay up very very late.
"You wanna eeeaaatttttt??? I'M COOKING."
"I cook for you and I'll wash it too!"
"wah taste damn good. munch munch"
*holds food under my nose* "EEAAATTTTTTTT. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO."
"WAH still got 1 more.. I know you're hungry COME AND EATTTT!"
blooooody cockster.
So, with the power of determination, SAY NO TO FOOD! (late at night, I mean)
And he wondered why I've suddenly got the yi zhi li to not eat, because everyone knows I love food ttm in the middle of the night and well. hmm.
So I was like, "Because Chansung's coming in december and I'm going to see him! and I'm going to potentially glomp him! and I want him to remember me as the chiobu who raped him instead of the fatty who molested him."
And he said:
"Then ok what, he'll know you as the one who jumped on him and landed him into hospital and thus remember you forever."
And he continued:
"You see right, your that Chansung would be thinking,"Walau so many girls jump me all the time and the moment I come to Singapore someone jumps me and I get hospitalized." He'll definitely know you then."
Not exactly what I was expecting.
/PS: just incase any rabid fangirl out there is reading this part about molesting, jumping and raping and getting all angry in your little head, IT'S JUST A FORM OF EXPRESSION, OK?
One of the last things I need right now is having crazy little girls who can't interpret metaphors heating things up in here.
I'm pretty sure manager minjae will kill me before I even get to touch him ):
*sad face*
I've been kinda sad ever since that lazy day led me to not being able to hug jay omg that hot shit
Anyway, I'm feeling kinda sad that I'm not going for the JYJ showcase thingy I mean like HELLO ITS LIKE PARK YOOCHUN LEH
):
So here's a pic spam of him for you.
HAHA so cute.
FUCKING MOTHER HANDSOME CAN OMG HEART BEATS HAHAHAHA
SO BLOODY HANDSOME OMG AHHHHHHH WHY AM I NOT GOING ):
Lucky charlyne is going and CAT A SOMEMORE OMG ):
*jealous*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IDONTCARE I AM SO GOING TO THE AIRPORT. HMMMMPH.
What wouldn't I give to glomp/molest/rape that guy................... sigh.
Suddenly on cue my phone's wmp starts playing pleasureman HAHAHA
The guy is fucken singing "I'M YOUR PLEASEUREMAN, UH HUH."
I will not connect the dots for you as of what I'm thinking right now.
(:
On a seperate note, I'm potentially looking for a piano teacher.
If only it was like this..
What wouldn't i give...
Ok I shall do work already enough looking at Park Yoochun's pics because they're very distracting and I'm going crazy int he com lab and this will mean that later I'll be damn high during british council hahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahhahhaa
For my reference: http://sharingyoochun.net/2009/11/27/pic-the-prince-in-prague-part-2/
YOOOOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <333333333333333>
But obsession no es amor.. ^^
Stress! 1 month 3 days to the start of A levels and less than 2 months to the end, and less than 2 months to seeing Channie! yay :D
OK STUDY STUDY SO I CAN STRESS STRESS STRESS AND SCREAM IT ALL AWAY ON THE 4TH DEC NIGHT.
Make it all worthwhile huh
BAD NEWS: A LEVELS ARE NEARER!
WORSE NEWS: I'M GONNA FAIL PRELIMS AND DIE!
Sigh.
The only thing that's keeping me potentially alive is that I'VE GOT THE TICKETS TO SEE MNET ULTIMATE!!!!!!!111111!!!!1111
:D
Now I totally can't wait for the end of A levels :D
What's new.. hmm.
Oh, I'm officially on a diet now! yay *clap clap clap*
Well, I'm allowed to eat just about anything except carbs i.e. rice, potatoes, noodles, bread, cereal and I'm not supposed to eat at night.
Which can only mean 1 thing.
The annoying brother is tempting me into eating food since we both stay up very very late.
"You wanna eeeaaatttttt??? I'M COOKING."
"I cook for you and I'll wash it too!"
"wah taste damn good. munch munch"
*holds food under my nose* "EEAAATTTTTTTT. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO."
"WAH still got 1 more.. I know you're hungry COME AND EATTTT!"
blooooody cockster.
So, with the power of determination, SAY NO TO FOOD! (late at night, I mean)
And he wondered why I've suddenly got the yi zhi li to not eat, because everyone knows I love food ttm in the middle of the night and well. hmm.
So I was like, "Because Chansung's coming in december and I'm going to see him! and I'm going to potentially glomp him! and I want him to remember me as the chiobu who raped him instead of the fatty who molested him."
And he said:
"Then ok what, he'll know you as the one who jumped on him and landed him into hospital and thus remember you forever."
And he continued:
"You see right, your that Chansung would be thinking,"Walau so many girls jump me all the time and the moment I come to Singapore someone jumps me and I get hospitalized." He'll definitely know you then."
Not exactly what I was expecting.
/PS: just incase any rabid fangirl out there is reading this part about molesting, jumping and raping and getting all angry in your little head, IT'S JUST A FORM OF EXPRESSION, OK?
One of the last things I need right now is having crazy little girls who can't interpret metaphors heating things up in here.
I'm pretty sure manager minjae will kill me before I even get to touch him ):
*sad face*
I've been kinda sad ever since that lazy day led me to not being able to hug jay omg that hot shit
Anyway, I'm feeling kinda sad that I'm not going for the JYJ showcase thingy I mean like HELLO ITS LIKE PARK YOOCHUN LEH
):
So here's a pic spam of him for you.
HAHA so cute.
FUCKING MOTHER HANDSOME CAN OMG HEART BEATS HAHAHAHA
SO BLOODY HANDSOME OMG AHHHHHHH WHY AM I NOT GOING ):
Lucky charlyne is going and CAT A SOMEMORE OMG ):
*jealous*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. IDONTCARE I AM SO GOING TO THE AIRPORT. HMMMMPH.
What wouldn't I give to glomp/molest/rape that guy................... sigh.
Suddenly on cue my phone's wmp starts playing pleasureman HAHAHA
The guy is fucken singing "I'M YOUR PLEASEUREMAN, UH HUH."
I will not connect the dots for you as of what I'm thinking right now.
(:
On a seperate note, I'm potentially looking for a piano teacher.
If only it was like this..
What wouldn't i give...
Ok I shall do work already enough looking at Park Yoochun's pics because they're very distracting and I'm going crazy int he com lab and this will mean that later I'll be damn high during british council hahahhahahahhahahhahahahhahhahhaa
For my reference: http://sharingyoochun.net/2009/11/27/pic-the-prince-in-prague-part-2/
YOOOOOOOOOOOOCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <333333333333333>
But obsession no es amor.. ^^
Stress! 1 month 3 days to the start of A levels and less than 2 months to the end, and less than 2 months to seeing Channie! yay :D
OK STUDY STUDY SO I CAN STRESS STRESS STRESS AND SCREAM IT ALL AWAY ON THE 4TH DEC NIGHT.
Make it all worthwhile huh
Labels: (:, celebs, eye candy, fetishes, love, mega nosebleed, school, SHITSHITSHIT, sigh, stressed
Posted @ 10/06/2010 03:12:00 PM
Monday, September 27, 2010
Now you know
On a seperate note, I failed computing. shitterbugs.
And math isn't all that good.
Posted @ 9/27/2010 12:16:00 PM
Sunday, September 19, 2010
YO9U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM LIVING A TEENAGE DREAM
HELLO Y'ALL.
I HAVE COME BACK FROM A RATHER LONG HIATUS, AND I'M GOING ON ANOTHER ONE, AGAIN.
AND I'M JUST HERE TO POST UP A GIF IMAGE.
NAISE.
ESPECIALLY SINCE WHEN EVERYONE AROUND ME are GETTING HORNIER BY THE DAY.
Wish I was the one sitting on that..................................
NAAWWWHHHHHHH.
NOT LETTING MY SECRET FANTASIES OUT. BWAHAHAHA.
It might turn this place into a hardcore porn site.
Which is not what I'm intending to do because my face is still up here so.....
Hmm.
Ok enough for tonight/this morning it's already 4am. I need my beauty sleep and mug for preeelliimmmssss.
nice.
Love you, goodnight xoxo
I HAVE COME BACK FROM A RATHER LONG HIATUS, AND I'M GOING ON ANOTHER ONE, AGAIN.
AND I'M JUST HERE TO POST UP A GIF IMAGE.
NAISE.
ESPECIALLY SINCE WHEN EVERYONE AROUND ME are GETTING HORNIER BY THE DAY.
Wish I was the one sitting on that..................................
NAAWWWHHHHHHH.
NOT LETTING MY SECRET FANTASIES OUT. BWAHAHAHA.
It might turn this place into a hardcore porn site.
Which is not what I'm intending to do because my face is still up here so.....
Hmm.
Ok enough for tonight/this morning it's already 4am. I need my beauty sleep and mug for preeelliimmmssss.
nice.
Love you, goodnight xoxo
Posted @ 9/19/2010 02:22:00 AM
Friday, August 27, 2010
That girl is so dangerous
LESS THAN A HUNDRED DAYS MORE.
Before my music turns serious. ^^
But before that, 16 days to prelims. Hwaiting.
And do I look as depressed as I am in the morning?
Before my music turns serious. ^^
But before that, 16 days to prelims. Hwaiting.
And do I look as depressed as I am in the morning?
Labels: stressed
Posted @ 8/27/2010 08:25:00 PM