Baby #5 has been confirmed another BOY! I would be completely lying if I said this news didn't make me cry when I found it out, but I am TOTALLY fine with it now. The ONLY reason I was disappointed by the news was because I, so, wanted Rylee to have a sister. I am so close with my my sister's and among sister's comes such a wonderful bond unlike any other and I wanted that for my baby girl, but it wasn't meant to be and that is okay.
On the other hand, Rylee will be our ONLY princess and will not have to share the spotlight with anyone so that will be a lot of fun. I also plan/already am ;) to be her BFF so I will be her sister who's just a mere 30 years her senior :).
I think another reason I was disappointed with the ultrasound confirmation was that I had convinced myself that it was a girl. The picture above is not the first ultrasound picture I got. I actually went to fetal photo while we were in Utah for Fall Break and the tech there told me it was a boy. She didn't say it was 100% (because I wasn't far enough along) so I immediately dismissed her prediction. I shouldn't have. It would have made the "for sure" news from my OB a lot easier to take.
Matt was shocked I was upset. He asked me if I REALLY thought it was a girl? He said, "Babe, we don't have girls, Rylee was a miracle. I can't believe you really thought the baby would be a girl!" Rude! I'm over it now though :).
As this little guy continues to grow inside of me and as I feel him MOVE and KICK, I cannot feel anything but absolute and complete JOY. There are few things better than a baby moving inside of you. I love him so much! I love him more than I could ever explain.
Any sad thoughts have been replaced with anticipation and excitement for this little guy to get here. I simply cannot wait to see him! I am head over heels and very baby hungry! Rocking, cuddling, smelling, loving--I cannot wait!
Now for boy names...Matt and I are struggling (understatement) with this one. It is hard when you are on your 4th boy and live in a ward that has 3 boys to every 1 girl. We don't want to repeat a name of someone in the ward, if we can help it, and it has to go with our kids' names AND Matt has to approve.
Matt is the biggest stinker when it comes to picking names for our kiddos. He offers very little suggestions, but has no problem shooting down my many ideas with ridiculous reasons such as, "I knew a kid in 3rd grade named that who was so weird" or "That name sounds like a cowboy's name." Seriously? He's killing me :). We have plenty of time to decide, so Baby Roper #5 will have to do for now. Hang in there little guy, we'll come up with something!