cant believe i just coped a glass of red wine. hais.. putting away my sorrows.. im gonna go offline now.. should be drunk in anytime. so nitez people..

special thanks to Avriel, Johans, Chester, Lingmin, Jieru..

thanks for the peer support and we'll last forever! thanks guys!

I Love You!

you weren't there when i need you. where were you when i needed you the most? to no avail..

i tried so hard, but why am i still feeling the misery? cause i'd tried so hard.

to the people, thanks for your concern. im fine now. though. (: thanks people.
your support was all i needed. and you gave. thanks.
im sick and tired of everything now. currently
im just waiting for the day, for me to stand up once again.

if you gave me one chance to tell you, how i want this feeling.
i would say to you, and look in your eyes.
and you know i'll never let you go..

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dear spammers,
please stop spamming.. got a problem with me, say! leave your name.. and i'll appreciate. seriously. not sacarstic.. you all have anything not happy, put your name, come talk luh? why must spam? spamming sucks can? you all spam until so happy, not tired one meh? very fun is it? im already sick and tired of things and people lately.. so cant you just be kind. not to me, to god! just put your name. k? and come to me or whatever personally. you dont need to say it in the public. you'll just be scolded by others. not i hum, want to settle things personally, dont dare public. but mind you, smart people. you wanna spam like that. many people will seriously scold you. think about it.


today slacked ALL THE WAY. what the hell is with it. right, now.. jieru and avriel know liao.. 7 and 9.. jieru dont know 7.. LOL! that one can forget it le.. today not as sad..but still sad after have that spammer. i'd just slightly light my life up. as i said, coretta, stand upright! again like you ever did! but after another thing after another, everything just went, BOOM. again. down!

to the person
please think positive. dont think of commit suciding. i will not commit suicide with you.
cause i believe we should live and lead a happy life instead. c'mon! just be positive. live with it.
life is full of obstacle, after it.. it'll be a rainbow ahead..
dont ever think of commit suiciding..
cause jigsaw say, people who dont appreciate their life, doesnt deserve to live.
so as a friend, i dont wanna see you die. cheer up alright?

Chester
its over. so be happy. im sorry.

Chester

if you see this.. ive gotta say, im sorry.

sorry for being sad cause of me.

sorry for making you start wondering things,

sorry for making you think back about the past.

sorry for making you feel guilty.

sorry for the trust that decline between me to you.

sorry for not trusting you as much as ever.

sorry for making you feel worried. almost the whole day

ive got much to say sorry. i'll calm down. soon.

as far as i can, the trust will slowly be built again.

and i can assure that this time,

the trust in us will be much stronger.

nevermind about that person.

put it aside.

im just sad that she actually,

'stole' the friends which i trusted.

making them falling into her evil tricks.

all of her motive.. MOTIVE

it aint no good at all.

we shall put her aside.

far away from me.

far away from my life.

far away from my love ones.

smile, to be built again.

hurt, to be healed again.

trust, to be broken again?

i doubt so.

keep your faith and trust.

Avriel

thanks for the everything.

i'll smile again.

the smile.. that ive lost.

the smile that you've started to bring back.

it will be together again.

i'll smile.

im trying.

but i guess, the time is not right yet..

Johans

im relaxing already..

TO THAT ANONYMOUS

please let go of my friends.

they are pure..

nothing purer than a sheep.

they are not your toys to fool with.

they are not your guys, for you to let them wait.

for you to make them feel hurt and hopeless.

to bring back their hope and out again.

to hold them back.

to be a faker.

just leave them alone, wont you?

stop your evil tricks.

ive been trying hard, i promise.

trying hard in all ways to accept you.

but the matter of fact is that.

we're too pure to accept you.

seriously, christian?

what sort of it are you?

let it go.

let them offf.

wanna hurt, just hurt one person.

which im available for you to fool with.

im the dumbest person on earth.

giving you chance by chance

to allow you hurt me again and again.

thorugh the journey.

i'll stand up.

a stronger and firmer stand.

come on to me.

attack, the prey will be me.

its just the matter of time.

and im waiting..

im waiting..

life hasnt been that bad, after ive seen, whats life.

what life truly is..

T-R-U-S-T was never found in any dictionary

never. people did not know whats the meaning of this word.

neither did people know that it existed.

what so good about her, anyone tell me?

i couldnt believe that i thought.

this person got same view as what i thought and see, but the fact that its not at all.

no one sees it. except i do. only me, i do.

Life is a total sorrow. A candle in the wind.

for god sake, once again.

i dont owe no one an explain explain in this world. if you think that you were something to me, let me tell you this, you're damn wrong. you aint no nothing to me, so you i dont have to explain what i do. as long as i know what im doing, at least i know whats right and wrong.

KA is not i call one k?? seroiusly its not i call one. that time i still dont know there's such group existing. its my friend go call de can? i wouldnt even bother luh.. its like, already settled le what. i call them for what shit sia? the 2c people also didnt do anything to me, okay le what? smile? once again, KA not i call one, its my friend. i didnt know and i wasnt the mastermind either. i didnt know until the next day. then i scolded my friend for acting that way. i have no choice but things were done, done. cant be undone right?

Chester

you wont know. neither will i tell you. im bloody sick of these life anymore. i dont wanna se anything. dont wanna know anything. about what about you and her. or any other brainless guys, doing anything with her. not interested anymore. but fyi, if she ever dare to do anything to me, anything.. i tell you, she will NOT be spared. no exception. i dont understand why you guys are so stupid, k? ive lost my trsut. everything. nothing. nobody am i gonna believe anymore. no guys im gonna believe. if trust was so easy to give, please dont give it to me. cause it doesnt worth a single cent when trust were shared among some people.

today went to library after exam.. slacked in dawson first, then go queenstown lib..

slack like shit today. did, nothing.. hahha! then played. slack at the playground. talk. was kinda sad though, wondering why this world, trust doesnt exist? then went back.. play play.. talk talk.. crapping.. sleep.. then go eat dinner, homed. simple? yeah~

I'm getting sick and tired of life.

"Dark and Sorrow. My shadow."

after school, oral. wth! did quite badly. grr! forget it. fail le. reading was okay, conversation was wth! picture was.. bad?
after that, went to dawson awhile.. then head to queenstown library.. supposed to be.. but end up, avriel suggested to eat long john silver, so we decided to go there first.. with jieru.. hweemin, as usual, didnt go..
went there to eat, then decided again to stay there to study instead.. haha! cause the sky was kinda dark? hahah. went to sheng siong slack, buy things, shop, play..walk around... then went back at last at around 5.50pm. start work? hahha! talk, laugh, do.. talk laugh do.. cycle.. hahha! until 9pm?!! whoohoo~ cool right? shiok~ hahha! kept laughing today, was fun..
just came back home, slacking.. whoo~ slack quite alot eh? do homework also wanna play and laugh.. and talk.. hahha! hopeless me..
tomorrow first paper.. cool? aint the case.. wish everybody the best of luck, for the first paper that we're gonna have tomorrow.. (:
god bless me too. i need lots of blessing ):

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.

1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?

[x]Brown/Dark Brown

[ ]Red[ ]Blonde

[ ]Black

[ ]Other

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:

[ ]Go to a party

[x]Go out to eat

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:

[ ]Baby-Pink

[ ]Yellow

[x]Baby blue

[ ]Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY OUT OF:

[ ]Talking

[ ]singing

[x]Taking Long Walks

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OFTHE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?

[x]Hollister

[ ]Old Navy

[ ]Aeropostaledon know wat this all la..

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE OUT OFTHE FOLLOWING?

[ ]Hawaii

[ ]London

[x]Florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GOTO:

[x]The Beach

[ ]Somewhere cooler

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?

[ ]January

[ ]February

[x]March

[ ]April

[ ]May

[ ]June

[ ]July

[ ]August

[ ]September

[ ]October

[ ]November

[ ]December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:

[]Chill at home

[x]Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INSTRUMENTOUT OF:

[ ]guitar

[ ]electric guitar

[x]Drums

[ ]The Triangle

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ANSWERS**

1.a. brown= sexy [5 points]

b. red = smart [2 points]

c. blonde= playful [4 points]

d. black= caring [3 points]

e. other = wild [5 points]

2.a. go to a party = playful [2 points]

b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3.a. baby-pink = cute [2]

b. yellow = loud [3]

c. baby-blue = cool [5]

d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4.a. Talking = active [2]

b. Singing = determined [2]

c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]

5.a. Hollister = tasteful [7]

b. Old Navy= laid back [2]

c. Aeropostale= stylish [5]

6.a. hawaii = you like being aroundpeople [2]

b. London You are quiet, and like thecold [2]

c. florida = You like to party! [5]

7.a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]

b. somewhere cooler = pale andoriginal [2]

8.a. January = popular [5]

b. February = lovely [5]

c. March = rebellious [5]

d. April = the person everyoneloves!!! [5]

e. May = happy [5]

f. june = chills a lot [5]

g. July = Adorable [4]

h. August = ballin [5]

i. September = quiet [2]

j. October = out-going [3]

k. November = pimpin it [5]

l. December = warm [5]

9.a. home = quiet, romantic [3]

b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10.a. guitar = cool [3]

b. eletric guitar = wild [4]

c. Drums = crazy [5]

d. Triangle = simple [2]

SCORESUP TO 17 = LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20 = OKAY21-35 = Rather Cute!

No Cheating!36-52 = REALLY HOT~ CUTE!!!

ive got 52. LOL! no cheating.. (:

today was damn suckish. me and jieru stand infront of the sec 1s because we were late for that stupid reading prog. he some more shouted at me on stage everybody looked up. he call our parent then complain some rubbish. then kenna detention. and blue form. why did all this happened? jieru, i guess me and you knows the best! jieru, dont sad le. hope your father didnt scold you much. avriel too, sorry for ps-ing you cause of my mum. not i want de. maybe tomorrow bah? if can... or friday sat sun? yep! sorry yeah~ finally completed my history project, and because of that, we were punished. of course, more reasons.. jieru's father still talk one big list of crap to me, reasons and shit.. zzz! so do you think you can judge me by just a 30 mins talk?
mr ong, you stupid old heck. you dont think that jieru's father is your back up hor. please ah! dont be dumb. wipe that stupid evil glimpse of your damn ugly face, you shorty! and those people who walked pass for concern, thanks. those people to walked pass like that sec 2 stupid guy, backfire.
realising, friday.. 2 more days.. exam starts. to be exact, tomorrow. english oral.. friday paper 1.. then i dont know le, so hopeless.. grr! my science, will fail like mad. my math, only for the second semester i still understand abit. other than that, no need talk le. history, my brain not so big. chinese, also same.. how can i remember all the words?? art, teacher hopeless, pictorial not done. D&T, hopefully can bah. fail till very jialat le. lit, hope i wont sleep..
im trying hard, not to sleep during lesson. but how could it be possible to do so? LOL! kenneth, cant help it.. hah!

Going Crazy

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold

My life just hasn't been the same

ohh baby, nooo

When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go

I just broke down (down)

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice

Cuz the feeling that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right

Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night

But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me

I miss the way you hold me tight

[Bridge]

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch

I never thought that I could ever love a man so much

I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny

For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]

Thats right baby I'm going crazy

I need to be your lady

I've been thinking lately

That you and me, yes we can make it

Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel from the moment that I met you its been so damn real

My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak

Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me I'm your lady

I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you

I'm falling, so deep for you crazy over for you

I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do? It's true, no fronting

Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you

I'll just break down (down)

[Bridge]

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch

I never thought that I could ever love a man so much

I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny

For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

[Chorus 2x]

Thats right baby I'm going crazy

I need to be your lady

I've been thinking lately

That you and me, yes we can make it

Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

Ohhh, ohhh....Crazy... lady..... lately.... Ohhh ohhh..... Ohh ohhh ohhhhhhBaby...

LOL! after studying, somehow.. in the library, went to ikea with avriel and jieru..

we did many crazy stuff, including taking people's cup!! LOL! cool man~ sumarised~

yeah, when i saw the test paper. summary, which i used to get 1/7

goddamn! guess what? I SCORED 10/10! i was like, wtf?! are you kidding me! LOL! siao liao..

i felt the stress now, exams.. we're talking about 4 days away, not 4 weeks man! no kid!

but tell me why? im still so damn slack! there's nothing to motivate me.. so i wasnt motivated to study at all! i just wish~ wish and pray hard, no Cs! should be impossible very impossible! especially D&T, lit, art, chinese. LOL! fail ding le..

oh yeah, and today morning! hah! it was totally not my day! i went down, with no umbrella, the weather was still fine.. while walking in the shelter! BOOM! it started raining heavily!! hen i was like shit? its late already. i waited for taxi. called deanna like siao but no one picked. until finally, she picked. but still no taxi.. i was seeing, grr! 7am. dead. so i decided to walk through the shelters to deanna's side, when i was about to get out of the shelter, the rain got soo heavy till you cant even see whats infront of you luh! then call call call! deanna, grr! the phone ah.. got one taxi go towards her, then i ask her flag through phone of course.. then then taxi bochap. LOL! then i saw one taxi near me, i flagged under the rain, no response again! then bobian. i ran alllll the way with no shelter at all to deanna's place! OMG! when i reached there, i was DRENCHED! not that bad but quite bad.. then we walked to the mrt station quite far ok! i was half really wet wet wet drenched. LOL! i was like freaking cold.. and the wind blow, so strong! cold like shit! then i called avriel, she and jieru still at redhill, i went there to meet them. time: 7.20am. we wanted to flag taxi's but when we're out of the mrt station, its lighter.. so we saw the bus came, we board. we ran all the way from opposite dawson bustop to school~ LOL! deanna cant run, so i waited for her, and worst! whole body drench! hahha! reach class, everybody looking at me, eh coretta! why you so wet, jieru also. hahha! damn ps luh! everybody was looking at me.. LOL! nevermind.. and my shoe lace.. hahha! so freaking full now~ i gave almost half of my food, LOL! too bad. saved $4 with avriel, left 50c on table. LOL!

4 days~

1.Would you rather be called baby or babe? baby ((:
2. Would you rather be doing this survey or watching television? do this bah
3. How are you feeling today? guilty cause slack tooo much
4. What is on your bed right now? pillows, comforter, soft toys
5. What are you looking forward to? 10th October
6. Do you miss anyone? somehow, i do..
7. Where is he or she? home
8. When will you smile? when someone makes me smile
9. Did you see anyone you knew last night?- no
10. What are your plans for Sunday night? see how things goes about
11. What other windows do you have open besides this one? msn
12. What are you going to eat for breakfast? nothing
13. Is it your favorite breakfast? dont know
14. Do you knock or ring the doorbell?- ring
15. Do you love compliments? who doesnt?
16. Do you believe in yourself? i do
17. How many times have you showered this week? maybe 12? 14?
18. Do you have a daily planner? nah
19. Who was the last person you commented? erm.. jeslin
20. Is your love/crush on your featured friends? dont know..
21. Did you take your default picture yourself? erm, one of them..
22. Did you change anything on your friendster page today? erm, accepting comments. LOL!
23. You got a message today? yeah. tons
24. Name one person that you haven't seen in a while. Charmaine
25. What would you do if he/she/they showed up on your front porch? OMG! how are you man!
26. What song is playing right now? when i love you
27. Does that song remind you of someone? yeah.. when i love you..
28. How was your day? slack
29. Did you meet anyone you expected to meet? yep!
30. Did you enjoy doing this survey?- okay luh..

1. Who sits behind you in math?- Daniel
2. Last text you received on your mobile?- Mango
3. If you could hug anyone who would it be?- the person i like?
4. What song are you listening to?- Never let you go
5. Who does it remind you of?- thats you,,
6. Last movie you watched?- grr. alone?
7. Which of your friends lives closest to you?- Deanna?
8.Whats the first song on your music player?- 1c'07 ACES Day remix
9. Do you have a job?- nope
10. What did you do today?- slacked at library
11. What classes do you take?- errm?
13. Last person you ditched class with?- nah
14. If you found out you got pregnant,what would you do?- yeah~ i love babys!
15. Do you trust your friends?- i trust my heart. when they can be trusted, my heart will tells me so.
16. Who was the last person to call you?- Clarissa
17. What annoys you?- DARN LAME! when its not suppose to~
18. Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?- nope. this is when fate comes about..
19. Next vacation you hope to go on?- HongKong?
20. Did you know number 12 is missing?- pretty obvious..
21. Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?- indeed it does.
22. Do you want any piercings?- naval
23. Can you roll your R's?- R?
24. Do you plan to go to prom?- LOL!
25. Look out the window:- Trees
26. What is your least favorite nickname?- Johnny
27. Last time you went to the mall?- erm.. yesterday!
28. Who last IMed you?- What's IM? LOL
29. What kind of music dont you like?- scream with NO TUNE
30. What was the last thing you ate?- fries
31. Ever snuck outta the house?- nah
32. Which of your friends would make the worst roommate?- hweemin, laming ALL THE WAY! LOL
33. Last thing you purchased?- fries
34. What's your favorite beverage?- lots luh?
35. Would you stop talking to your friend if they started hooking up with your new guy/girl?- cold shoulder
36. Do people ever spell your name wrong?- ALWAYS! at the beginning..
37. What's the last compliment you received?- cute & pretteh. LOL! say say only~ :D
38. Are you watching tv?- its on though..
39. What are some features you find most attractive in the opposite sex?- eyes, hair, PERSONALITY!
40. Last time you spent the night at someone's house?- eh, no? dont like~
41. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?- GRR! shuddup~ "/

from hweemin's blog,
pass this quiz to 10 persons :
1. Avriel
2. Hweemin
3. Jieru
4. Johans
5. Jehian
6. Jeremy
7. Kenneth
8. Mandy
9. Daniel
10. Kevin

who is number 6 having a relationship with?
LOL. i think currently dont have le.

Is number 9 a male or a female?
Male

If number 7&10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Gay ah? LOL!

How about number 8 and 5?
WTH? LOL!

What is number 2 studying about?
she's tryna win me now.. though i didnt study~ LOL!

When was it you last had a chat with number 3?
heh! in school?

What kind of music band does number 8 like?
she prefer slow..

does number 1 have any siblings?
yep, one elder sis and younger bro! (:

will you woo number 3?
im a 100% girl. LOL! who like guys~ hahah!

Is number 4 single?
yeah~ hahah

What's the surname of number 5?
Kok :D

What's the hobby of number 4?
erm? he's always online~ LOL

Do number 5 and number 9 get along well?
they've never met..

Where is number 2 studying at?
queenstown

Talk something casually about number 1?
she is zi high-ing now~ LOL! damn on!

Have you tried developing feelings for number 8?
100% girl -.-

Where does number 9 live at?
Dover

What colour does number 4 like?
heh! dont know?

Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
not really..

Does number 7 like number 2?
erm.. so-so luh..

How did you get to know number 2?
classmates/soulmate/laogong.. something like that.. hahha

Does number 1 have any pets?
nah.. doubt so~

Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
LOL! eee~ hahah!


short briefing...
went to library today, slacked. play, laugh.. went to long john silver eat fries with mango! I LOVE MY MANGO!




Dear Beloved Mango,

I will try my very best to find what you've lost. It won't be the same as last time though, never would it be... But, i can make you happier, happier than how you were before. I promise to do it, and i will. Smile always my dear Mango, and you shall be happy. Granted.

Your Love,
Grape

ohh~ haven been blogging for a longgg time.. cause my mama only allow me to sign in msn check mail and go! so no time luh~ SPAMMERS, you cool man. nothing better to do? lame or what? siao. hahha! shall not waste time blogging about people who are not worth..
tuesday went out with avriel study again~ LOL! jieru, minnxuan, johans, issac thats it? saw weitian and geraldine also. hahah. went to eat the "char kuey tiao" LOL! wth. we waited for 1 solid hour?! LOL! cant believe it~ cause we talk talk play play, like only 15mins. hahah!
wednesday nothing much.. thursday either..
friday! shuang man! everything settled. somehow i guess. hahah! i hope! :D people, you can ask next time in case misunderstood. yeah. as for KA, its another person "what" the.. i not involve. LOL! one on one, that one dont care luh. say say only~ forgiven? after school in library, some people's guy was damn noisy. so i fed up? LOL! then ai ya... so long le, then i go out.. wanna go home.. we slack damn long. and please hor, nian yong and hweemin. me and kenneth, strictly friends eh? dont anyhow. smack yer face ah! LOL siao .. okay. erm.. alot things happened. go long john silver with jieru. LOL! shuang~ i no money liao luh! spend so much!! grr! LOL! hahah..

to the stupidest man on earth;
if you wanna break our friendship, please think.
you are so freaking childish by doing such things when you're already in sec 3.
please do not disgrace guys.
not just because of one pathetic guy like you, spoil the whole.
if you dont know, i tell you what
you suck like shit, ugly like the ugliest guy ive ever met no. 2. (cause first should that retarded nicholas)
you are as gay as those AUNTIES there gossiping
you sucker, open your eyes see this,
you talk like damn big, act like damn big. step beng. pai kia. hypocrite. flirt. faker. liar. no sense. stupid. idiotic. speechless(cause you talk toooo much, and things that are not true. best part!)

and that innocent guy there, please luh! LOL! 2 miss call sia! then call back! phone bill breaks relationship. like that time that guy, same thing.hais. lame!

today slept during assembly period in classroom. dont have assembly.
d&t damn fun but after seeing that sucker, mood changed.
art was crazeh! that teacher is. the libraian too. LOL!
MT, english practically did nothing. then sleep.

have chinese oral today. part of our conversation was(mdm tan examiner! interpretaed version)
Mdm Tan: (first see me) i thought your name is Coretta?
Coretta: erm.. yah?
Mdm Tan: then why are you wearing wong hweemin's nametag? who's that?
Coretta: oh, didnt bring my nametag.
Mdm Tan: okay. you may start now..
Coretta: (reading......)
This part i cant really remember but only abit
Mdm Tan: if your friend doesnt respect the elderlies?
Coretta: erm.. (chinese) quan ta men
Mdm Tan: na ru guo ta men bu ting ni de quan gao ne?
Coretta: (think...) oh shit(hit my head) erm.. i dont know leh
Mdm Tan: huh?!
Coretta: erm.. erm.. then.. if.. if ru guo ta men still mei you ting, then wo jiu same way zhe yang dui ta men luh. rang ta men gan jue, those lao ren de gan jue, bu bei zhun zhong.
Mdm Tan: na jiu shi yi ya huan ya luh?
Coretta: (think) erm.. something like that?
Mdm Tan: hao de, xiexie.
Coretta: bye.

LOL! im gonna fail already. im really struggling hard! really hard to speak proper chinese but, just cant make it. LOl! too bad~ then slack until 5
something happened, that i make edmund damn ps.LOL! too bad.
went home, feel tired. wanna sleep. but haven... ~

wah sian~ tomorrow chinese oral!! ZZZZZ!! godamn! sure dead. hell dead! today i also read to johans and avriel, one chapter. they were like laughing like siao luh!! so bad sia!
NOTE: to Avriel and Johans, that AI hor, i read correctly luh! if i dont even know how to say i WO AI NI, i can go jump liao. LOl!!!! i know my chinese bad, but i know how to say, WO AI NI! de AI properly! LOL!! hahah! they laughing at my AI! BADDD PEEPS! LOL tuesday history test; hweetyng ask me out for..... so, still seeing how..

whoo~ today wake up. soo many miss call and 4 messages?! wth? it was only 10.30 then.. why on earth people wake up so early for? siao? LOL! later slack until 12 like that. then go brush teeth and bathe.. then blah blah blah~ LOL! then 1 le. head to queensway. bought my converse shoe. LOL! shuang man~ at first decided to buy the one with grid in grey. the grey is the one that attracts me, not the grid. but my mum say, the grid makes it ugly, so buy the one without grid. but dont have grey. so bo bian. buy red. LOL! HOT RED~ oolala~ lols! called avriel, ask her where's she!
i called avriel while im buying the shoe at 1340:
Coretta: where are you man?
Avriel: at home..
Coretta: orh. you coming out already yeah? 2 pm meet. dont forget.
Avriel: okay. cya!
...........
1405
Coretta: hello, where are you?
Avriel: at home..
Coretta: huh?! still at home?? what the? you are suppose to be at the bustop liao leh?!
Avriel: im blowing my hair. coming out.
Coretta: okay luh. when reaching call me..
Avriel: k

at the mean time, she should be taking 30 mins to come here by bus.. so i went to AV eat desert. damn nice! just started eating.. ring ring~
Coretta: hello?
Avriel: hey! where are you now?
Coretta: AV
Avriel: huh? where is it sia?
Coretta: its at ......
Avriel: huh? where ah?
Coretta: i come out fetch you now
Avriel: okay, can see me?
Coretta: no, walk further
Avriel: can?
Coretta: yeah~ (waving)
Coretta: i eating until half way sia. sian. dont feel like going back le. i call my mum
Avriel: LOL

then we head to ikea, eat chicken wings. yummy! LOL
we nearly wanna steal cup again.. LOL!! hahah!
eat le, buy hotdog set for johans then left.
cool~ cabbed to library. hahah~ silver cab, and avriel so cute luh! she's so damn bloody excited cause its a silver cab, she've never taken before. went there! first thing johans said
Johans: eh now what time already ah?
Avriel&Coretta: 3. LOL!
actually our meeting time is 3. but we reached there at 1530
johans not very high then.. after that, there's a sicko? or maniac you call it as?
he kept on looking at us, johans said he was a stalker. following his npcc seniors, which is also johans friend. then damn funny luh! he kept on lookibng and staring and am chio-ing. LOL!
he like siao? sick? maniac? retard? crazy? totally siao luh. so came near me and sat down, he say everything i said. copy me luh. then he stand up, wanna go take another book. johans there like wanna take his bag like that luh, then he walk around. then i stand up wanna take that time, he turned bag and kinda see us luh. then he tell me, nice bag. (looking at mine) i better take my bag away ah! LOL!! we laugh like siao like that. then awhile later, he went beside avriel and sat!! LOL!! infront of johans. then he there like sitting closer and closer. then johans like wanna gay with him!!! LOL! omg! siao liao! then johans laughed like crazy!! we kinda like slack alot today sia! then after that he keep disturb until me and avriel like scold him like that luh. LOL! then he say he steal our things then he ran away. then we were like. wth?! so me and avriel went chasing after him, johans stood up. then run damn fast after him luh! then scuddy he said "i say oonly what, you all also believe." walau!! then me, avriel and johans was like laughing like madass! LOL!!went back to our seats. slack. then go eat potato chunks. slack~ go back~ change seat. slack~ then UNCLE ISSAC came. LOL! thenavriel there psps like that. then issac went up to second floor. me and johans went looking for him. avriel dont wanna be ps though she dont wanna go. LOL! she followed. we were like. looking for him. then saw him already. me and johans there geh siao. say wanna find cook book, then we laughed all the way to the recipe shelf. hahha!! johans become so high~ then avriel there psps. then went down together. avriel was SHOUTING AND SCREAMING AND CURSING at us cause we make her ps. LOL!!! damn loud!! LOL! me and johans shock tio. then slack again. listen music again. so quiet man~ the library during afternoon soo damn noisy cause got sooo many kids there luh. they went home then so peaceful. there were 2 guys behind us and somehow, we made friends. i gave them sweets. LOL! weird. hahah! but fun though. then issac came join us. me and johans there zao! LOL! we listening to romantic and emo song. i was saying, walau. if now have one couples, sure have sparks de. and johans say, wanna try? then i say, lets make avriel and issac. lets go! hahah! then we go like hide and seek. me and johans was laughing like madass, rolling on the floor. hahah!! then went back after a few minutes. zzz! saded. nothing happened for them. actually we just d siao nia. they nothing de. i think. LOL! then went home, drizzling.. while walking, then become heavier. johans said wanna eat prata suddenly. LOL! then walk until near the mrt station, he say he take bus back. then me and avriel is mrt mah. so he walked back and we walk to the mrt station. after that, he turned into the coffee shop. that BANGALAH stall. LOL! today i keep saying bangalah cause really alot sia. haha! then i think he gonna order prata. and we trained home. not long ago. just came back. today was damn fun!! THANKS TO MY LES PARTNER! LOL! AVRIEL~ and that GAY! JOHANS~ anyway people for your info. that maniac is nicholas from sec 1 NA. LOL! johans gay partner. hahah!!

whoo~ last night talked to avriel and johans until 5am. oops. should say, with the PRESENSE of avriel talking to johans till MORNING. LOL! avriel 4.30am like that. fell asleep. hahaha!! then me and johans talk.... till 5am, agreed to hang off. LOL today woke up. went sushi tei with uncle joe and mummy. whoo~ today the things we ordered was nice. the golden roll, golden mushroom & beef, beef udon, cold shoba, sashimi, potato salad, sesame ice cream... walau. alot luh. LOL! then went home. actually heading to queenstown library to meet avriel and johans. but since only an hour or so, forget it. tomorrow! yeah~ LOL! if i know earlier, i would shop in orchard and buy my shoes le. hahah! but nevermind. tomorrow mummy say bring me to queensway for lunch and buy my shoe, then go out! yay! LOL shuang~
tonight, it'll be funn! looking forward huh? avriel and johans! LOL!! blog later again! im still full~ only eat one meal today. LOL! as usual! HAHAH

whooo~ my book review is over! goddamn relieved! LOL!! shuang man~ i went up, i cant hear the cheer loud, but people down there... my friends said alot of people cheer for me. cool man~ so happy! yay! ohh~ hweemin sabo kia! LOL! someone's getting more and more irritating by day. science bio. MAN! our class rawks at that point of time. guess what, Abu said. mrs wong, your WIG is blocking! LOL!!!! OMG!!! i told abu! i salute you! :D then kevin was like, eh cher, why your hair so shiny. hweetyng and hweemin, if you still remember... hahha! i said eh, omg! why so bright ah! LOL!! then i say after kevin. omg. i can see myself own reflection, man! did you polish it or something? LOL! what softener you use man! cool~ lols! wash your wig in the washing machine. hahahha! second, english. i slept in the class. oh yah! mr lee said, i do the book review next year. i was like, oh god. no way man! haha then he say. okay then. i'll let you choose who to present next year. whoo~ dont know why he so happy today sia. hahaha. sleep until damn shuang! avriel~ the siew mai! LOL look at the pictures below. i took it and thats the steps of siew mai being stepped. LOL! tests next week like flooded! man! waiting to fail.. hahha! dont feel like blogging le. busy now! see the pictures on top!

today, grr! dont know whats wrong with me.. very emo like that.. quiet and adnormal..
i was very quiet and 'cool' the whole day.. people around me asked me what happened
LOL! dont know what to answer man. but anyway, thanks for you guys concern! im fine.
just that, dont feel like laughing today, neither to talk much. i guess mr lim had felt the differnce, he kept staring at me. LOL! i use to laugh like a madass with no control during band.
is there something thats in my heart? that i wanna express? i guess? hmmm. im not sure?
am i thinking of somebody? but no particular person is on my mind, i think. hah!
KUMAR SUCKS! everybody should agree on that. LOL! and most of them did. his attitude. oh gosh. like those middle aged women gossiping.. -.- my mum dont even do that though definitely she's older than him. yucks! aint no gentlemen at all..
tomorrow, SHIT! book review!! grr! die already, die le.. i scared sia.. urgh! the ENTIRE school's eyes is like on me luh. omg! hope tomorrow i can get over with it quick and sweet.
yeah, and i just realise, singaporean, no compassion! i was bleeding, nose bleeding profusely!
i tilt my head facing down cause scared the blood stain my clothe. i was likesearching high and low and i cant look into my bag if not the blood will drip inside. i keep searching luh! sooo many cars went pass this small road, none of them bother to stop the car. if i were in america or something, i bet they'll definitely pull over the car to check out on this person who is bleeding profusely! grr! singaporeans are heartless, exceptionally me! (:

OOOLALA~ SHALALA~ TRALALA~ BOMLALA~ LOL! avriel avriel! hahha! BOMLALA~ hahha
today was funnnnn! AND BIG BIG THANKS TO AVRIELFOR HELPING ME 'SETTLE' THE BLOG. LOL!
today after school went to queenstown hawker centre with avriel and jieru.. the food was very wrong today! OMG! LOL! the carrot cake which suppose to be nice turned out to be, a disastrous one.. especially the black one. LOL! the ice milo which avriel ordered, too thin. the apple tea that jieru ordered, too sweet. the cappucino that i ordered, too diluted. LOL! sian diao! OH! i bought milo for 10c in school today! COOL~ LOL! AVRIEL! THANKS AGAIN! LOL!!! we went there, talk and do a lil'. hahha! guess what? saw samuel there! LOL! nice hair. samuel cum friends was there, we walked pass and somebody AHEM at us. then i was like, who the hell. lame. then i walked back. oh shit! its samuel. i was like, hi! LOL! avriel today laugh like siao. we went to cafe galilee. avriel ate potato wedges, i ate orea cheesecake! YUMMY! jieru last ordered the same as avriel after long consideration.. LOL! then went back study. go toilet. LOL!! jieru and avriel was like DANCING over there! LOL!! then met dongshuen and lixian. very long later went out. UNCLE issax came to join us, join AUNTIE avriel to be exact. :D UNCLE issac is sooo lame until, OMG! LOL!! let the pro do it! HAHAH! then i kenna scolded by my mum. 8 miss call from her. i was suppose to leave at 7, but the pro, avrie and i keep on thinking about 1 question. so.. LOL! delayed. then kenna scolded like kinda siao. hahah! we walked to mrt station.
there was this some sort of illegal store vendor selling fruits. we walked pass and they were like, eh, wanna buy? we said. nah. no thanks. we waited outside there.. quickly drink finish.. then after that uncle look at issac and say. eh uncle! yao bu yao mai. then i spat my drink out. LOL!!! GOSH! avriel laugh until siao. then the uncle tell avriel, eh auntie, yao bu yao mai de? LOL! avriel spat it out also. hahaha! we went up and trained home. just came back.. hahah! tired, but fun!

NEW BLOG

NEW BLOG! LOL
from http://complicationoflife.blogs.friendster.com/complication_of_life/ to now this blog.. wahaha
cause my friends keep complaining! eh, i wanna tag also cannot. so i so lazy, but still bo bian.. hahha!