You make it really easy to hate myself.

What exactly do you want from me??

'If it makes you happier, then just leave me.'
Believe me.
The option is oh-so-tempting and has been playing on my mind for well over a year.

What I would give to be there with you guys today!
What I would give indeed..

Never missed you guys so much!
Appreciate our memories a lot more.

Love you and have fun! <3

So tempted to just walk away from all this.

Fuck this shit.

Some people are just meant to be alone.

And I am one of them.
And I am alright about it.

Kthxbai!

Does anyone know??

 Does anyone know that I'm dying inside?
Does anyone know that I would have given up everything if I had the guts?
Does anyone know that I'm really not happy?

 Does anyone know??

Sick of pretending. Sick of lying to myself. Sick of all this. If I only had the guts to live my dreams.

I hate it that you know everything.
It scares me so much.

Time to pull away.

Never cried so much.

Sometimes I think..
It's so much easier being alone.

Possibly the biggest mistake of my life.

Because I am not a simple person to understand.
Because I don't know what I want.
Because I'm too indecisive and I don't want to drag you down with me.

And because it's you, you refuse to leave me.
And because it's you, you refuse to let my own disturbing thoughts haunt me.
And because it's you, you always turn a frown upside down.

Maybe I should learn to cherish and stop doubting so many things.
Maybe then, I will be able to live with myself.