Do I expect too much?
Because things haven't been going my way recently and it really annoys me.

Don't know what some of my friends think I am.
Pissed off!
I am not a push over!
I am not here for your convenience!
So get over yourselves!!!


Excited to move out.
Piano all day long!
Need more scores.

It's the little things that gets to you that hurts the most.

fuck this insecurity..


maybe..

it's not meant to be.. =(

You think you know me?

You have no idea what was going through my mind.

It was blank.

I have no answers to give you.
So what do you want me to tell you?

Tell me what you want to hear.
I'll be more than happy to regurgitate it for you.

When I'm not sure that I'm happy with the changes in me.

Will you shun me because of them?

Let's all just have fun.
We'll deal with the consequences later.

Everyone is just self-centred.
It's just human nature.
Learn not to expect too much.
And you'll be fine.


Build barriers.
Effective ones.

I finally came to a conclusion about you.

And to you.
I don't think you know what I've gone through.
Unbelievable.
It just goes to show how insensitive you are.

It'll definitely be easier.
It'll definitely be a lot easier..

Then, what's stopping me?

What is the main purpose of you coming here?
To fuck with my brain?
Or what?

Thanks a lot.

Now get away from me.
Thank you.

Feelings.
One word, but oh so complicated.

Sometimes, I really wish I don't have to go through the complications of that word.
It hurts.
It hurts so much.

And time isn't doing much to help either.

Dear God, I need a distraction right now.
Please let me focus on what is important at hand.

And I'm sorry that you are not my priority at this moment.

A girl has got to chase her dreams.
This girl is ready is throw everything away in order to get to where she wants to be in life.

Goodbye.