You make it really easy to hate myself.

What exactly do you want from me??

'If it makes you happier, then just leave me.'
Believe me.
The option is oh-so-tempting and has been playing on my mind for well over a year.

What I would give to be there with you guys today!
What I would give indeed..

Never missed you guys so much!
Appreciate our memories a lot more.

Love you and have fun! <3

So tempted to just walk away from all this.

Fuck this shit.

Some people are just meant to be alone.

And I am one of them.
And I am alright about it.

Kthxbai!

Does anyone know??

 Does anyone know that I'm dying inside?
Does anyone know that I would have given up everything if I had the guts?
Does anyone know that I'm really not happy?

 Does anyone know??

Sick of pretending. Sick of lying to myself. Sick of all this. If I only had the guts to live my dreams.

I hate it that you know everything.
It scares me so much.

Time to pull away.

Never cried so much.

Sometimes I think..
It's so much easier being alone.